Chapter 22: Self-Competition
However, Zhang Jiajia is Zhang Jiajia after all, and he is still a complacent junior who can intervene in other people's families, and his face is no longer ordinarily thick.
Her face was just ugly for a short while, and then she regained her former look, affectionately took Lin Dong's arm, looked at me, and smiled: "I don't have my sister's eyes, but I'm a fool and a fool!
As he spoke, Zhang Jiajia's eyes showed a hint of pride, even a hint of provocation.
I couldn't help but have a sneer on my face, Lin Dong was like an uncle when he was with me, the meals were all prepared and brought to the table, and the clothes were washed and ironed by me and neatly folded and put in the closet.
Of all the housework at home, which one is not something that I do myself?
At the beginning, I felt sorry for him to work hard, it was not easy to make money, and I was reluctant to let him do anything, but I didn't expect him to do laundry for others!
It can be seen that saying that men and women have different structures and are not naturally good at housework is simply nonsense. As long as you have the heart, what will not be done?
In front of me, Lin Dong grabbed Zhang Jiajia's slightly tender hand and said affectionately: "Dear wife, aren't you pregnant with a baby son for me?
As he spoke, Lin Dong glanced at me, as if he was laughing at my embarrassment at the moment, and then gently hugged Zhang Jiajia in his arms as if no one was around, and then the big hands slowly walked downstream.
Looking at the slightly restrictive picture in front of me, I felt very embarrassed.
This is at the gate of the community, my ex-husband and his wife Zhang Jiajia staged such a blushing and heartbeat scene in public, these two people are really a natural pair!
I'm too lazy to look at Lin Dong and Zhang Jiajia again, I'm afraid of a long needle eye!
Just as he wanted to drag the heavy things forward, he heard a familiar and pleasant voice behind him: "Didn't you say that I was buying vegetables? Why are you disobedient again?"
As he spoke, Pei Shaobei handsomely snatched the plastic bag I was carrying, and wanted to take a step forward, when he suddenly saw Lin Dong and Zhang Jiajia next to him with his peripheral vision, and greeted him with a polite smile: "Hello!"
Zhang Jiajia saw Pei Shaobei taking the initiative to say hello, and hurriedly said with a smile on his face: "Barrister, hello!"
Zhang Jiajia wanted to say something, glanced at Lin Dong's displeased eyes next to him, and lowered his head.
Pei Shaobei glanced at me, took out a neatly folded handkerchief in his pocket, then gently wiped my forehead, and said gently: "I will come to this kind of thing in the future, and if you don't know, you still think that there is no man in our family?"
After speaking, Pei Shaobei didn't look at Lin Dong and Zhang Jiajia again, and walked towards the community with a handbag in one hand and me in the other.
Pei Shaobei's appearance undoubtedly made me win back in the confrontation with Lin Dong and Zhang Jiajia, and won the beautiful one!
But if a woman has to rely on this way to regain her dignity, isn't it a kind of sadness?
For Lin Dong, I have no feelings at all, but this does not mean that I can easily let go of him and Zhang Jiajia.
I'm just a mortal after all, and my belly is too small to fit such a big ship.
I watched Pei Shaobei easily carry the very laborious ingredients I had just lifted in one hand, and suddenly felt in my heart that even if I thought I had come out of the past experience, in fact, I was still sad and ridiculous.
I rely on Pei Shaobei and longs for his warmth, but I can't face up to the relationship with him.
Can a woman like me really be happy again?
A second-married woman at the level of an aunt, an outstanding golden bachelor. The two are not people of the same grade at all, not a level, not a circle, and people who can't be beaten by eight poles!
If we are together, can we be happy?
When I was still thinking about this question, Pei Shaobei had already cut the fruit and put it next to me, with a shallow smile on his face: "What do you think?
"Aren't you a lawyer? Where is the ability to observe words and feelings?" I don't know why, when facing Pei Shaobei alone, I will always stab my thorns at the unguarded Pei Shaobei like a hedgehog.
Pei Shaobei obviously didn't expect me to be like this, the smile on the corner of his mouth gradually froze, he looked straight at me, and said for a long time: "Can't you forget Lin Dong?"
Can't forget Lin Dong, how could I still care about him?
I already know the true face of Lin Dong completely, and I no longer have any feelings for Lin Dong.
In fact, I think that Lin Dong and I have no relationship for a long time.
Some of them are just a compliment and envy in the eyes of others, and there is just the illusion that I am trying my best to maintain this marriage.
"Gu Wan, you have always refused to accept my marriage proposal because you still have Lin Dong in your heart!" Pei Shaobei interrupted my contemplation, and his eyes flashed with a deep sense of loneliness and sadness.
If Pei Shaobei misunderstands that I still have Lin Dong in my heart, then will Pei Shaobei stay away from me? Stay away from my world! Will I not be so miserable and hesitant as I am now?
If you know there's no hope, then don't give yourself any more hope!
I looked at Pei Shaobei, took a deep breath, and said, "Yes!"
After this word was spoken, my heart was already in pain, it turned out that Pei Shaobei was already so important to me, and it was precisely because of this that I was even more determined to push him away and retreat him far away, away from my world forever!
Long pain is better than short pain, this is good for me and Pei Shaobei!
Pei Shaobei looked at me in disbelief when he heard my words, and said, "Do you mean it really? He treats you like this, and you still have feelings for him?"
Pei Shaobei, who has always been calm and calm, is like an angry lion at the moment, losing his mind.
I looked at Pei Shaobei, clasped my hand tightly and said: "My five-year relationship with Lin Dong, how can I forget it after five years of relationship? And I used to love Lin Dong so much that I regarded him as a part of my life!"
"Don't say it! Don't say it again! I don't want to hear about you and your ex-husband!" Pei Shaobei almost roared after saying these words, then turned around and strode towards the door.
And I didn't say a word to save it.
finally achieved the expected result, and I finally kicked Pei Shaobei out of my house.
I don't think Pei Shaobei will come back in the future.
Because this time I really broke his heart, and he definitely never wanted to see me again!
I squatted weakly on the carpet and watched the delicious and tempting fruits next to me cut into various shapes, which was enough to show Pei Shaobei's intentions for me.
But I pushed away a person who cared so much about me, and I looked at the delicate fruit bowl on the table, and tears slipped from the corners of my eyes and dripped onto the dark red carpet, forming beautiful flowers on the other side.
I slowly spread out my clenched hands, flesh and blood blurred, just like my aching heart at the moment.
I thought that if I left Pei Shaobei, my life would return to the original track.
However, I still underestimated the impact he had on me in just two months.
I tossed and turned at night and couldn't sleep, and my mind was full of Pei Shaobei's shadow!
I don't know if Pei Shaobei has slept now? How did today's dinner be solved?
Without me making noodles for him, without my marinated sauce beef, would he not be used to eating it......
I suddenly felt like I was being hypocritical!
Obviously, I took Pei Shaobei away, but now I actually think about Pei Shaobei's affairs? I actually think about whether Pei Shaobei ate at night, will he not sleep yet?
But what does it have to do with me? Even if he does have a new girlfriend, it doesn't matter if he doesn't have me, does it? After all, I pushed him away!
In the dead of night, I could even hear my own breathing, my heartbeat.
The deeper the night, the more lonely I felt. In the past, because of Pei Shaobei's company, I didn't feel that the long night was long, but now I toss and turn, and the loneliness is like a creeper who grows crazy at night, which drowned my heart for a while, and I was lost, and I had nowhere to hide.