"Lin Dong, this is your design, isn't it? The forum rumors forced me to come to see you, and then contact Pei Shaobei, so that he could see your deliberate side, didn't you?" I shouted almost hysterically, not caring at all that this was a public occasion.

The other guests in the café looked over in unison, and the waiter walked up to me hesitantly, apologetically and mockingly, "This lady, can you please be quiet?"

I was so angry that I couldn't even shed tears, just staring at Lin Dong with those eyes, at this moment, I really had an impulse to die with this despicable and shameless scumbag in front of me!

This anger stems from the despair of the heart, like a beast trapped in darkness, knowing where the light is, but unable to find a way anyway, only to let the thorns around it cut through the flesh and blood, and finally the life is gone.

Lin Dong apologized apologetically to the waiter, his voice was gentle and polite, and he looked warm and steady against the dark blue suit, but it was me, shouting like a madman, like a shrew.

I clenched my fists and slowly sat back in my chair with Lin Dong's calculating smile. The waiter saw that my mood had stabilized, so he didn't say anything, turned around and walked to the counter, after this trouble, Lin Dong and I directly became the target of the public.

I suddenly thought it was funny, and I burst into laughter. I know that the smile at this moment must be hideous, scary, ugly, but I don't care.

When I used to study, I couldn't understand the determination of those who had nothing, and I always felt that no matter what kind of situation life went to, there would be a way for me, and God would not really watch this person fall into a desperate situation, sinking deeper and deeper into the quagmire, and finally there was only a dead end.

Now I understand that God is too busy to estimate everyone.

"What are you laughing at?" Lin Dong was a little surprised by my reaction, and looked around with a little embarrassment on his face.

"I'm congratulating you, don't you see?" I sneered and looked at Lin Dong, not dodging, not dodging, not being humble or arrogant.

The corners of Lin Dong's mouth twitched, and he wanted to move his hands and feet against me, but he didn't grab my hand, only knocked on the table in embarrassment, "Wanwan, I said that as long as I want you, I will definitely get it! You also saw it just now, do you think Pei Shaobei knows about the forum and sees us holding hands and drinking coffee, what will he think? I am a man, I know a man's mind! He will never want you again! So, Wanwan, come back!"

In the end, Lin Dong's tone was as gentle as when we were in love.

He said, Wanwan, let's get married, I will be good to you for the rest of my life!

He said, Gu Wan, I like you, please associate with me!

He said that Jiajia is pregnant!

I couldn't help but chuckle, and tears of laughter came out.

"Lin Dong, you are really sparing no effort in acting! Do you think that after so many things, I will still turn back? You also underestimate me too much! Now I am no longer the Gu Wan who was stupidly dedicated by you in a few words when I was in college. Since you lied to me on my birthday, there will never be a possibility of reuniting between us, and we will die!"

"Are you really not afraid of losing your job? Could it be that you think that if you cry and shout to go to Pei Shaobei, he will still open his arms and ask for you?" Lin Dong's voice was a little high, and out of the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of the waiter coming over again, and suddenly smiled at Lin Dong, while he was stunned, he picked up the coffee in front of him and quickly splashed his face, and then took out two old man's heads from his pocket and slapped them on the face of the waiter who came over, and said in a loud voice, "Pay!"

"Gu Wan, you ......"

I turned around and left in a dashing manner, and Lin Dong's anger behind me was cut off by the waiter's gentle and unemotional words, "Sir, please pay attention to public civility!"

I felt so relieved that I was much more relaxed than when I came out of school.

Maybe it's really out of the way, and you become fearless.

I know that the campus forum can't be hidden from Pei Shaobei, in fact, I originally planned to go back at night and talk to him in detail, but since he blocked it, it would save trouble! It's just that I remembered the indifferent look in his eyes when he left, and my heart was sad.

There is always too much difference between me and him. Knowledge, status, family background, he doesn't care about these things, but I can't help but think about them. The already unbalanced mutual relationship, in the face of these dirty and lowly things, I can't guess what Pei Shaobei will think, vaguely I am ready to break up, but I still hope in my heart that he can believe in me, support me, and accompany me through this journey.

Women, who may be indecisive by nature, are eager for warmth and protection.

I walked aimlessly on the street, there was still a while before dinner, I originally wanted to go to Pei Shaobei's office to find him, but after thinking about it, I never mustered up the courage.

I know him well, and he's very serious about his work. Maybe back home, in that atmosphere, we can have a good talk.

I took a taxi to the nearest supermarket and bought Pei Shaobei's favorite dishes, in the final analysis, these things had nothing to do with him, if it weren't for me, he wouldn't have been affected by these dirty waters. No matter how aggrieved I feel outside, I always apologize for Pei Shaobei.

As soon as I walked into the gate of the community with two bags of vegetables, I met Liu Juan, Liu Juan smiled at me, looked at the sumptuous dishes in my hand, and snorted coldly, "It's really a loser, what are you doing to buy so many vegetables? Who do you please us?

I didn't bother to pay attention to her at a blank look, staggered her towards the building, and listened to her chatter behind her and the aunt who was walking together, and occasionally a few words floated in, it was actually me trying to seduce Lin Dong to ask for remarriage.

I really want to smash the food in my hand in her face, this open-eyed nonsense itself is really genetic.

When I got home, I knocked on Pei Shaobei's door first, and sure enough, I didn't come back, it seems that I should be in the office, and I don't know what he thinks about me going to see Lin Dong alone, I took out my mobile phone and looked at it, there was no text message or missed call, I felt a little lost, my finger hesitated for a long time in front of Pei Shaobei's phone number, and I still didn't dare to call.

Forget it, cook first, and then wait for him to come back from work.

I comforted myself like this, went into the house to wash my face and pick vegetables, put my phone in my pocket, took it out from time to time to look at it, and put it back in disappointment every time. This kind of torment is too uncomfortable, as if I have returned to my marriage with Lin Dong all of a sudden, I got off work and hurriedly cooked, and then looked at my phone over and over again, waiting for Lin Dong to come back.

This depressed feeling almost broke me, and the cold words I received at school during the day also fermented in my heart, making my heart feel like it had been crushed by a stone, sore and painful.

"Ahh

"Bastard bastard bastard!" I cursed unconsciously, the knuckles of my fingers turned white, blood dripping on the floor, drop by drop, tears closing, diluted, and left in the crevices.

No one bandaged me, I know, even if I cry here until dawn, no one cares about me, unless Pei Shaobei comes back, unless he pushes open the door and comes back.

I know that my heart desires. Even if I am resolute in the face of Lin Dong, my heart is still eager for Pei Shaobei. I don't want him to misunderstand me, I don't want him to turn away quietly. I'm not a child anymore, I know that with my current appearance and age, I will never find a second Pei Shaobei, which puts me in a humble and cautious position in this relationship from the bottom of my heart.

No matter how good Pei Shaobei is to me and how tolerant and pampered he is to me, I don't believe it in my heart, I have a skeptical attitude, or even just a try, and I am ready to pull it down at any time, turn around and leave in style. But today, when all this really became a reality, when that person really turned away with a cold face, my heart was almost pinched together.

"Pei Shaobei, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" I hugged my arms and cried like a child.

Reality is not a TV series, it is not a set plot, it is not those beautiful encounters that are not coincidental and not written, it is like a sharp knife, when you think you are well hidden, peel off the skin and flesh to let you see how fragile your real heart is.

I roared and wandered around the room like a trapped beast, and finally obediently found the gauze cotton ball, clumsily bandaged the wound myself, and then took a tissue and wiped the blood from the floor one by one.

I wore plastic gloves on one hand, bare on the other, poured the bloodstained vegetables into the trash, took new ones and washed them, and after washing, almost with the last expectation, cut them, poured them into the pot and stir-fried, I knew that the dish must be very unpalatable, worse than the pasty noodles I had cooked, but I didn't have the strength to make a new pot, I was very tired, very tired.

I brought the not-so-good-looking dish to the table and sat blankly, staring straight at the door, my head empty and scary, in fact, there were many thoughts, many things to think about, but I couldn't concentrate. The words of the director and the dean are still in my ears, and Lin Dong's threat seems to be right in front of me, I know that with Lin Dong's perverted mind now, he doesn't mean that he wants to remarry with much sincerity to me, and he still can't see that the people who struggled in the same swamp at the beginning are better and more comfortable than him.

If Zhang Jiajia is really a good wife and mother, even if I cry and beg him, he will never look back. Or, if Pei Shaobei was a ruffian and a sloppy old man, he would never look back at me.

People are so selfish, he can't see you well, let alone you better than him. Since he is in hell, even if he fights hard, he will pull you into hell.

I was stunned, aimless, and thoughtless, but suddenly I heard the familiar footsteps in the hallway, and I tensed up at once, and almost ran to the door, my hand on the handle, and I could see him instantly at the sound of a knock.

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