On the way back, I should have been unusually silent, but I kept chattering. As for what was said, there was no logic at all, there were foreign-language magazines in the UK, complaints about newly released bad movies, nagging from parents, and trivial matters of campus work. I didn't dare to stop, as if I was afraid, that the sudden stop, the sudden silence, would ferment and revive the seed that I didn't know in the bottom of my heart, and the madness would grow so much that I could no longer control it.

Pei Shaobei didn't have too much abnormality, he was already smiling calmly, and in my random speech, I occasionally looked for an opportunity to interject a sentence, so that you would not feel that you were left out. If I had changed before, I would have felt that my heart was unusually warm, but today, my mood is too chaotic, and Pei Shaobeiyue's performance is not leaky, the more I feel that there is a problem.

Walking back home in a panic, I found an excuse to take a shower first, and finally calmed my thoughts in the warm water. I think that the uneasiness I had just now must be the nonsense Pei Zile said today, otherwise, how could I inexplicably connect Pei Shaobei with the silent old residential building.

I laughed heartily, feeling a little aggrieved. Am I really being too cautious? I asked myself in my mind, but no one gave me an answer.

"Wanwan, have you washed it yet?Why is it so long?" Pei Shaobei's worried words sounded outside the door, I hurriedly put away my emotions and replied in a loud voice, "It's okay right away!"

I hurriedly scrubbed and went out, and saw him standing at the door with a change of clothes in his hand, a little embarrassed, "I was distracted for a while, I washed for a long time, you can go quickly!"

Pei Shaobei raised his hand and rubbed my wet head, "Go and dry your hair, don't catch a cold, pregnant women can't take medicine when they have a cold, and they will be uncomfortable at that time." ”

"Got it, I found out that you've been getting more and more nagging lately!" I muttered and dodged Pei Shaobei's hand and went to the bedside table in the bedroom to find a hair dryer, which was halfway blowing, and my hair just stopped dripping, and I didn't know what kind of wind I smoked with the hair dryer, so I went on strike.

I touched my cold hair, unusually depressed. In this kind of weather, I didn't dare to sleep like this, so I thought about it and got up and walked outside the bathroom and shouted, "Pei Shaobei, do you have a hair dryer in your arms?"

"There should be one in my bedroom, I don't know if it's okay, you take the key and take a look!" Pei Shaobei replied inside, and the sound of water sounded again. I shrugged my shoulders and went to find a spare key, and it took me a long time to remember that it was taken away by Pei Zile. I had to look for the key in Pei Shaobei's pocket, and I finally found it, and Pei Shaobei also came out of the bathroom.

"Found it?" Pei Shaobei said while wiping his head.

"Well, I just found it!" I shook the key in my hand, "Pei Zile took away the spare key, do you still have it?" If you have one, leave me another one, and I'll clean up your room tomorrow!"

"You can take this one, I still have it in the car!" Pei Shaobei said, "You have a wound on your back, I'll find a housekeeper to come over tomorrow, and you can give her the key when the time comes!"

"Pei Da Shao, clean a room and find a housekeeper, I can't afford to raise you like this!" I rolled my eyes, extremely disdainful of his behavior as a young master.

Pei Shaobei couldn't help but laugh sullenly, "I don't need you to raise you, I'll raise you!"

"Don't give me a poor mouth!" I glared at him angrily, took off the key and opened the door to find a hair dryer, and by the way, I looked at what the room that was tossed by Pei Zile and Su Mo became, if it was really too messy, I had no objection to finding a housekeeper.

I have been to Pei Shaobei's house a few times, and I am not very familiar with it, because Pei Shaobei has not come to live recently, the curtains are all drawn, I turned on the light and went straight to the bedroom, looked for a hair dryer and looked at the ground, then closed the door and went back.

I dried my hair, and when I saw Pei Shaobei leaning on the bed and looking at his phone, he said, "I just looked at it, but the futon is a little messy, and it may need to be clear, and the rest doesn't need to be cleaned up." So, you're not allowed to find me a housekeeper!"

"Su Mo's wine is good, he didn't throw up on the bed, I still plan to use this to trick him, miscalculated!" Pei Shaobei raised his eyebrows and smiled, not caring at all if he said such a thing as a barrister.

I couldn't help but retort, "Hey, who said it just now, those who blaspheme the law will not end well!"

Pei Shaobei's expression sank slightly, but he quickly returned to normal. But I could see it clearly, and the speculation in my heart became more and more certain, and the emotions that had been suppressed in the bathroom came back again.

I didn't speak anymore, and Pei Shaobei didn't speak either, and the whole bedroom became extremely silent for a while. I took off my shoes and went to bed, leaning my back against Pei Shaobei and closing my eyes, I thought he would take the initiative to lean over, after all, I have almost gotten used to being held by him after many times of sleeping together, and that kind of embrace is reassuring.

The bed under me shook slightly, and I waited for Pei Shaobei to come over, but I heard him say, "There are documents to be processed in the mailbox, late, you go to sleep first, don't wait for me!"

I muffled "um" for a moment, closed my eyes, and felt Pei Shaobei get out of bed and leave, feeling unspeakably uncomfortable and wronged in my heart, my nose was sore, and tears came down.

Pei Shaobei used to let me sleep first because of work, but every time he would kiss me or hug me. But today, he just left, and he didn't feel the slightest nostalgia.

I was irritable and tired, tossing and turning, but I quickly fell asleep. In the dream, a large area of darkness poured in, and even many inexplicable people and things appeared, intertwined, like a net, enveloping me completely, suffocating and almost breathless.

I breathed heavily and woke up, looking at the dark night with my eyes open, the sound of gentle breathing around me calmed my panic slightly, I looked sideways at Pei Shaobei, he had his back to me, and his shoulders were broad. In the past, when I fell asleep, I liked to shrink in Pei Shaobei's arms, and I never knew what position we were in to sleep at night.

I've always felt that it should be hugging each other, just like the love described in it, even if I'm asleep, I'm reluctant to leave. This is the first time I saw Pei Shaobei's back at night, he was sleeping next to the bed, half a meter away from me, his arms slightly folded, looking extremely dull. I raised my hand to touch him, but he didn't wake up, as if at this moment, there were thousands of mountains and rivers between us.

The fear in the dream struck again, I leaned over aggrievedly, hugged Pei Shaobei's waist from behind, and put my head on Pei Shaobei's back, while he still maintained a sleeping position, motionless.

I don't know when I fell asleep again, the dream didn't appear, and when I woke up, Pei Shaobei was already dressed and was about to open the door and leave.

"Pei Shaobei!" I shouted in a dumb voice, Pei Shaobei stopped and looked back at me, smiling gently, "Woke up? I woke up, I was already very careful!"

My eyes were slightly moist, my nose was a little sore, and I shook my head hurriedly, "No, I'm full!"

Pei Shaobei smiled, "That's good, the office is busy these days, and I can't take care of you a little, you take care of yourself, don't let me worry!"

I nodded, not knowing what to say. Pei Shaobei raised his wrist and looked at his watch, "It's not early, get up and eat, I only boiled porridge, you can make the rest yourself, I went to work, and I will come back to eat with you in the evening!"

Pei Shaobei said that he opened the door and left, and did not look back at me again, I watched his figure through the living room through the crack in the bedroom door and disappeared at the door.

The whole room was silent again, I sat for a while, got up and freshened up, had morning sickness in the bathroom, crawled to the bed with a weak body to ease up for a long time before eating, changed the plaster, and took Pei Shaobei's key to open the door of his house.

The sun was just right, and I didn't like this gray and oppressive environment, so I opened all the curtains before entering the door, and then took a vacuum cleaner to sweep the floor. The living room and kitchen are simple, just remove the dust. I did a little tricking, then I went to the bedroom, tore off the used sheets and quilts, threw them in the washing machine to wash, and carried the quilt to the balcony, I didn't dare to lift it, so I had to spread the quilt on the drying rack.

After cleaning up everything, exhaustion swept away the boredom of the mood, I wiped the sweat from my forehead, I felt that this was very good, and found a way to vent, it was better than a quarrel with Pei Shaobei, the most important thing is that this quarrel is groundless and too inexplicable.

I comforted myself in this way, and I heard the sound of the washing machine finishing work, and was about to turn around to get it, when out of the corner of my eye, I suddenly caught a glimpse of a scene, unfamiliar, but extremely familiar.

Towering buildings surround a low, dilapidated old residential building, and a narrow old alley extends from the wide road, as if the old peeing and fireworks shop and the rich and mellow smell of stew have appeared in front of you.

I looked at it in a daze, Pei Shaobei's home and I happened to be on the ninth floor, and when I looked over from here, I happened to see that community. Although it is separated by several streets, although there are several residential areas, the fit of the space is just right, and the area where the view is reserved is just right to see the community clearly.

I froze where I was, my heart feeling like I had been hit with a hammer, and it hurt so much that I couldn't breathe.

I have always been curious, Pei Shaobei's income and family background, why would he want to choose this community I am, whether it is transportation, housing prices, hardware facilities, and the overall structure are extremely ordinary, and it is not close to Pei Shaobei's office, why he chose to buy a house here, it is precisely this floor.

Even if he wants to settle the family business according to his own ability, the lawyer's income and the firm's dividends are enough for him to buy a house above Baiping in a high-end apartment in the city center, why did he choose here?

I can't understand it, but I don't want to understand it. The look that could not be peeked into in the dim light of the alley, the dull back of the night, the inexplicable alienation, the sudden coldness, all seemed to indicate a certain possibility, a certain connection, and this possibility and association I would never want to or dare to touch.

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