At noon, in the park in the center of the city, a crowd gathered. Today's sun is unusually warm, resulting in almost all of the gazebo stone benches being filled with people.

I found a bench in the middle of nowhere, with thick fallen leaves on it, and no one cleaned it. On the gravel road at his feet, the withered yellow grass remained as it had grown, as if no one had set foot here since the moment it died.

I sat on it in a muffled voice, with a thick scarf around my neck, not feeling cold, but my waist was still painful, which made my heart, which should have been cold, become extremely hot because of such pain.

Pei Zile came all the way, and I was very touched by such concern, although I knew that maybe the affection was not simple. I have no one else to see or talk to. I didn't even dare to go to Pei Shaobei, I was afraid, I was afraid that I couldn't help but blurt out everything, Lin Dong, the diagnosis gold, I didn't dare to say anything.

I feel like I'm cheating, deceiving others, and deceiving myself, and this deception is like a snowball rolling in winter, if the snow doesn't stop, the snowball will get bigger and bigger, and it will never melt on its own.

"Gu Wan, you don't care about it at home, what are you doing here?" Pei Zile opened his mouth to reprimand, but he seemed more like an adult than me.

I couldn't help laughing at myself, "Pei Zile, I'm your teacher, don't talk to me in such a tone!"

"Hmph, is it?Teacher Gu, if you call me over as a teacher, then I'll leave right now!" Pei Zile seemed to grasp my weakness, and he didn't show any weakness in threatening.

I looked up at him with some annoyance, only to realize that he was no longer the boy who only smiled shy at me in the sun. I was frustrated, but I didn't have the energy to fight him.

"Pei Zile, are you even bullying me?" The moment these words came out, they were full of grievances, I knew that I was embarrassed, but I couldn't control my tears no matter what.

I need catharsis, I need a trash can to listen to me say all my anger and grievances, otherwise, I'm really going to blow up.

Pei Zile stopped turning around, paused for a long time and took out a tissue from his pocket and handed it to me, and sat beside me in a muffled voice, but he didn't interject, just accompanied him silently.

This may be the reason why I came to him, although I was overwhelmed by some of his excesses, but I have to admit that in the relationship between many people, only Pei Zile can face it calmly, because there is no debt, no expectations, and no consideration.

Whether it is the identity of a teacher, the identity of a future sister-in-law, or even the identity of a friend, these three make me feel a sense of security and alienation in it, not approaching, not hurting.

"They all said that the personality of a pregnant woman has changed a lot, and it seems to be true!" Pei Zile suddenly came out with such a sentence, which made me cry and laugh a little.

"Are you looking for a proper reason for my current embarrassment?" I wiped away my tears, looked at him with red eyes, and grinned, "It's stinky, but I accept it! I'm pregnant, I'm the biggest in the world!"

Pei Zile couldn't help laughing, and nodded very face-savingly, "Yes, you are the biggest in the world!"

I finally vented my grief and anger, but I didn't know how to say those bad things for a while, or rather, when I finished crying, I felt that such things were really difficult to say, and finally I found a more appropriate reason to open my mouth.

"On the day Su Mo got drunk, your brother took my dad to see a doctor. Pei Zile, do you know the hospital where Su Mo is located?"

Pei Zile nodded, "Well, I know, it's expensive and scared to death! Why would you want to go there to see a doctor, although I don't doubt Su Mo's ability, but that place is not a place to see a doctor, but a place for the rich to enjoy." In today's society, everyone is equal, but unfortunately, there are always some people who feel that they are nobler than others and more valuable than others' lives, so there will be such a special hospital, in the final analysis, it is a disguised service, in fact, how bad can it be with the medical level of the central hospital? A terminal disease that cannot be treated in the world, even if you run there, it will not be cured!"

Pei Zile's words were very right, but there was also a bit of resentment unique to young people, I was noncommittal, smiled and didn't speak.

Pei Zile seemed to realize that he might have said the wrong thing, and hurriedly explained, "I don't mean to curse your father for being terminally ill, I just don't like this kind of class distinction!"

I nodded, "I understand, there was no misunderstanding. Actually, I didn't know that the consultation fee was so expensive at first, so I didn't go if I knew about it, so I can't end it now. ”

"There's no way to end it?, are you crying because of this?" Pei Zile couldn't help but ask.

"Hmm!" I nodded again, not trying to hide it, "Although your brother leads the way, he still owes a favor." If you talk about ordinary hospitals, the cost of such hospitals is too high, and I can't assume that I don't know. But I can't tell your brother about this. ”

"Cut, what's this?" Pei Zile waved his hand disapplausively, "One hundred and eighty thousand, or one million? Besides, Su Mo's kid, when you were in school with my brother before, you didn't bully me less, so you should avenge me. ”

"What are you talking about, it has nothing to do with you!" I couldn't help but laugh.

"Why doesn't it matter!" Pei Zile waved his hand unhappily, "Look, my brother took you there because of the relationship between you." The favor of my brother that Su Mo sold, in the final analysis, is still the favor of the Pei family, which just makes up for my spiritual loss of being destroyed and oppressed by him for so many years, which is very suitable!"

"What kind of crooked reasoning are you!" I couldn't help but sigh again, "I just said it casually to you, and I didn't know who to talk to." I'm still the same sentence, you don't have to worry about the affairs of adults, you are a trash can now, just throw it away after listening, don't cause trouble!"

Pei Zile pursed his lips, but his eyes were radiant, and he looked very good in the scorching sun. "Actually, I'm quite happy, at least you think of me when you're sad, not my brother!"

"I don't think it's good to tell your brother about this?" I immediately retorted.

"Then you want me to tell my brother?" Pei Zile turned his head to look at me, his expression a little displeased.

I can't refute it, in fact, when I called him over, I also had this meaning, although I am not very sure, but it is also a way to explore the depth of the relationship between Su Mo and Pei Shaobei from Pei Zile's mouth. If it's really good enough for two people to wear a pair of pants, it's really inappropriate for me to take money to repay favors.

"Gu Wan, don't you feel tired?" Pei Zile frowned and looked at me, I was a little uncomfortable with his pretending to be deep, and joked with a smile, "Don't follow me through those big principles of life, I have walked more than you, I know many things myself, I don't need you to teach me!"

"Do you know yourself?" Pei Zile smiled self-deprecatingly, suddenly got up and stood opposite me, leaning over to look at me, his thin and tall body blocked most of the sunlight, and an invisible oppression quietly formed at this moment.

"What are you doing?"

"Gu Wan, what is the relationship between you and my brother?"

"You kid, you ask inexplicably!" I don't like this way of talking, I got up and was about to leave, but Pei Zile grabbed my arm. I felt that any decision I made today was wrong, including calling Pei Zile out on impulse.

"You let go of me, just talk if you want to, don't do it, you forgot how my waist hurt last time I was in your house!" I reprimanded in a deep voice, trying my best to look like an elder, hoping to suppress Pei Zile in momentum.

Pei Zile heard me mention the back injury, and he didn't dare to pull it, so he quickly let go, and I sat on the chair again, but I staggered Pei Zile's shadow, bathed in the sun, and my mood was no longer so depressed.

"Okay, if you have something to say, just say it!" I was inexplicably irritable and turned my head away from looking at him. I listened to Pei Zile gasping for breath, and seemed to be angry, but in my heart I felt that the other party was inexplicably finding fault.

"Do you know how uncomfortable it is for you to look like this, you and my brother are lovers, and they are equal lovers. Why are you so careful in everything you do?" Pei Zile's voice was a little choked, which made me feel slightly surprised, and I hurriedly looked up at him, only to see that his face was flushed and he looked extremely depressed.

"Zile, what's wrong with you? There's nothing wrong with me and your brother. I'm in a bad mood today not only because I went to Su Mo to see a doctor, but also because of my family's troubles. Alas, it's just some messy things gathered together, which makes me very irritable, so I will impulsively call you out to listen to my nagging, you must not think too much!"

I tried to make amends for my impulsive mistakes, but it was too late.

Pei Zile glared at me viciously, and smiled very sadly, "There is nothing wrong between you and my brother? Gu Wan, you really like to deceive yourself? If there is nothing wrong, why don't you tell him about the consultation fee directly? If you have nothing to do, why, why are you so troubled but you dare not let him know?"

"Pei Zile, you don't know anything, why are you questioning me!" I was also angry, "Why are all of you, no matter how big or small, shouting at me, what do I owe to them?" I was forced by my father to pay back Pei Shaobei's money, just because I went to Su Mo to see a doctor. But I know that this kind of favor can't be measured by money, so I hesitate, am I wrong like this? My father, I can't be disobedient, Pei Shaobei is a participant in the incident, I have to think about it, how to change the identity of a friend, do I owe you Pei Zile? Why do you question me like this!"

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