First of all, how much he liked her when he was a child, she was still very small and very small like a porcelain doll, and he wanted to thank her for saving him when he was a child, and he wanted to tell her that he was wrong, he should insist on finding her, and he also wanted to be lucky, how lucky they were, and when they met again as adults, they could get married and have children, but what he wanted to say most was sorry.

I'm sorry to make her an orphan, I'm sorry I couldn't find her, I'm sorry, I hurt her because of Xu Yingxia, I'm sorry, I couldn't give her a happy marriage.

For a moment, all the sense of absurdity hung over the head of the metaphor.

Yan Yu pursed her lips, wanted to laugh, but felt sarcastic, her eyes were a little wet, she took a deep breath, endured it, flashed tears, and laughed mockingly: "Is this a game played by fate?"

Her thoughts were confused, how could she be Xu Zhigang's daughter, Xu Zhigang and Xu's mother probably felt embarrassed, it was really funny, Xu Zhigang once entrusted her to find her daughter, and he did not shy away from admitting in front of her, even if he found his biological daughter, he would not recognize his daughter, because he didn't want his biological daughter to destroy the family structure that has now stabilized;

Xu Yingxia is even more ridiculous.

She was hostile to Yan Yu, hurt Yan Yu several times, and always felt that Yan Yu had shamelessly snatched Lu Yan, but now? It turns out that Yan Yu is the person who has been robbed of countless things by Xu Yingxia, her family affection, her status, her identity, and all the preferential treatment she deserves.

Lu Yan was like a fish in his throat, and there was only dullness between the two.

Yan Yu lowered her head, her breath was long, she combed her hair, smiled faintly, her voice trembled a little: "Lu Yan, you take care of the two children tonight, I need time to think calmly." ”

Lu Yan didn't speak, but hugged her quietly, and then, after a while, he whispered in her ear: "It's so late, it's inconvenient for you to go out, what if...... If you don't want me to be here, I'll go out, I'll go to the company or go back to the old house, I'll take the kids away, and you can also ask Nanbei to come over and accompany you. ”

Yan Yu lowered his eyes, and something fell on the back of Lu Yan's hand, hot and wet.

*

Xiaoxing and Lu Shumu could see that their mother was in a bad mood, they didn't want to leave with Lu Yan, but Lu Yan had to leave, he didn't want to leave, he stood tall at the door, covering the light at the entrance, half of it fell in the light, half of it was hidden in the dark, he couldn't say anything, he didn't look at him, he could only leave, and the apartment door closed gently.

Outside the door, Lu Yan leaned against the door panel, his hand pressed his face, and he felt heavy tiredness.

Yan Yu's eyes were a little red, but she hadn't forgotten that she was a mother, she smiled and bent her eyes: "Dad is going to work, and there are things, you should follow Mom tonight, now it's time, it's time to sleep, baby." ”

Little Star's eyes were clear black onyx, and she threw herself into Yan Yu's soft embrace: "Then can my brother and I sleep with my mother tonight? Dad is not at home!"

Lu Shumu's eyes were also shining.

After Yan Yu agreed, Little Star happily jumped up and down on Lu Yan and Yan Yu's big bed, seemingly completely forgetting that her poor father had been driven away.

The little star was lying in the middle, Lu Shumu was on her left, and Yan Yu was on her right.

Yan Yu was coaxing the two children to sleep, and Xiaoxing also asked her to close her eyes, Yan Yu was probably tired, and after a while, she fell asleep, but Xiao Xing quietly opened one eye, and then opened the other eye, she secretly looked at Yan Yu and found that Yan Yu was really asleep, and Lu Shumu was not asleep yet.

Xiaoxing got up: "Brother, you go get your mother's mobile phone." ”

Lu Shumu listened to Xiaoxing's words very much, Xiaoxing got his mobile phone and sent a WeChat voice to Lu Yan, his voice was very soft and soft, and he sighed: "Dad, Mom is already asleep." ”

Lu Yan naturally couldn't sleep, his voice replied quickly, and in order to cooperate with Xiaoxing, he also spoke angrily: "Well, I know, if there is any situation in my mother, remember to tell my father in time, be good, my father loves you." ”

Hung up the phone, Xiaoxing smiled and narrowed her eyes, like a little crescent, she asked Lu Shumu to put the phone back, and then held hands with Lu Shumu, hugged each other, closed her eyes and slept.

But she had just closed her eyes, and it wasn't long before Yan Yu opened them again, and her amber pupils were not visibly sleepy, and she must have known the series of movements just now.

Yan Yu met Lu Shumu's calm gaze, smiled, and said silently with his lips: "Sleep." ”

*

Xu Yingxia returned to the ward, Xu's mother was looking for her everywhere, and when she saw her, Xu's mother breathed a sigh of relief: "Xiaxia, where have you been, you are not feeling well, don't run around." ”

When Xu Yingxia saw Xu's mother, her eyes turned red.

Mother Xu panicked: "What's wrong?

"It's fine. ”

"Why are you okay, why are you crying when you're okay?"

Xu Yingxia hugged Xu's mother, tears fell and penetrated into Xu's mother's neck, like concentrated sulfuric acid splashed up, corroding her texture, she hugged Xia Xia: "Tell Mom, what's going on?"

Xu Yingxia: "Mom...... If, you know, I'm not your real daughter, will you still love me?"

Mother Xu couldn't cry or laugh: "What kind of assumption are you, how can you not be my daughter?"

"If I wasn't your daughter, but I've lived with you for so many years, would you stop loving me?"

"Of course I love you. Mother Xu replied without hesitation, "I have loved you for more than 20 years." ”

But when she finished saying this, her right eyelid suddenly jumped, and she remembered that Xia Xia had lost it when she was a child, and she only found it later, and now Xia Xia said something like this again......

Her brow froze.

Xu Yingxia's voice was choked, and her nasal voice was a little heavy: "But, Mom, I'm really not your daughter, I'm so sad, why does God treat me like this, why am I not your biological daughter, why ......"

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Xu Mu's eyebrows were pressed down, the expression on her face gradually solidified, she leaned back, wanting to see Xu Yingxia's expression, but Xu Yingxia only cared about burying her head on Xu Mu's shoulder.

Xu Mu muttered, "What?"

Xu Yingxia gritted her teeth, suppressed other emotions, and said, "Mom, back then, my father hugged the wrong child, and he thought I was his biological daughter, but ...... After so many years, you all treat me as my own daughter, and I never thought that I would not be your daughter. ”

"Fate loves to play tricks on people, I accidentally found that the blood type and yours don't match, so I went to check secretly, and it turned out that I really am not your daughter, I have no blood relationship with my father and you. ”

Xu Yingxia's hand holding Xu's mother became tighter and tighter, as if grasping the last straw.

"Mom, will you forgive me? I was so selfish, I just knew this fact at that time, I was so scared, I didn't dare to tell you, I was afraid that you would not love me, so I hid it, and then I loved you even more, and wanted to make up for you with my love. ”

Mother Xu's face had lost its smile, replaced by shock and stunned, her pupils widened, and her dark pupils sank.

Xu Yingxia felt the stiffness of Xu's mother's body, her chest tightened, her eyes flashed, she raised her head, her hands were on Xu's mother's shoulders instead, her eyes were red, her pupils were bloodshot, she bit her lower lip gently, revealing fragile innocence, like a fish in her throat, and her voice was choked: "Mom, you still blame me, right? I also blame myself, blame me for being cowardly, blame me for being selfish, blame me for not letting you know this fact earlier, and find your biological daughter as soon as possible." ”

Xu Yingxia burst into tears, and as she spoke, she gave herself a slap with her backhand, she was very ruthless, her face was already swollen, and the crisp and loud slap was even more disastrous.

Mother Xu was startled, wrinkled her brows, and saw that Xu Yingxia still wanted to slap herself, she felt a pain in her heart, and hurriedly stopped her: "What are you doing, Xia Xia, my mother hasn't said anything yet, why did you beat yourself! I haven't asked anything clearly!"

Xu Yingxia pursed her lips, opened her eyes, and cried silently.

Mother Xu hadn't fully accepted this fact, and even felt a little absurd, she seemed to be out of this fact, she frowned: "Xia Xia, you said that your blood type doesn't match me, and it doesn't match your father?"

"Hmm. ”

"But when Zhigang came back to you back then, he must have done a DNA test. Mother Xu murmured softly.

Xu Yingxia snorted, did not answer her question, but continued what she had just finished saying: "After I learned about my own background, I have been very scared and have always wanted to make up for you. Her eyelashes were soaked, her dark eyes were open, and she looked at Xu's mother: "Do you remember that five years ago, Lu Yan was seriously ill and our Xu family suffered an economic crisis, and I proposed to give birth to a child for Lu Yan's surrogacy?"

Of course, Mother Xu remembered, she sighed heavily in her heart, they wanted to seek the help of the Lu family at that time, Lu Yan was here, Lu Yan would naturally help the Xu family unconditionally, but Lu Yan was seriously ill, and he didn't even know when he would pass away, once he passed away, it would be difficult for the Xu family to get the help of the Lu family again, when everyone in the Xu family was worried about this fact, Xia Xia took the initiative to put forward her words that she was willing to conceive a child for Lu Yan, and she also said that in this way, even if Lu Yan passed away, the Lu family could still have a future, and the Xu family could also use that child to get help from the Lu family continuously。

Xu's mother knew that Xu Zhigang would not agree, so she hid it from Xu Zhigang at first, and this reason for giving birth was too selfish, Xu Yingxia discussed with Xu's mother that she must persuade Lu Yan's nurse in charge in the name of love to get Lu Yan's sperm......

Xia Xia also told her at that time that if the matter was exposed, her mother must pretend that she didn't know anything, and just put the blame on me.

The softest part of Mother Xu's heart collapsed a little.

This is Xia Xia, Xia Xia who loves her, Xia Xia who loves the Xu family and is willing to sacrifice for others.

Xu Yingxia's eyes were red: "I know that I concealed the fact that I was not your biological child, I was too selfish and too cruel, but I just didn't want to leave you, I just wanted a little more of your love." ”

The lake in Xu's mother's heart was wrinkled by the spring breeze, and the breeze was light, Xia Xia was still a child, and children wanted the love and attention of others, and it was normal for children to have reactions like Xia Xia when they encountered such a ridiculous thing. She asked, "Xia Xia, then, what happened to you today, why did you suddenly want to tell me?"

Xu Yingxia swallowed her throat, and her chest rose and fell slightly.

"Because, I have been secretly looking for the real daughter of the Xu family, the real Xu Yingxia. ”

Mother Xu's eyes froze, she was stunned, her throat didn't know why, and she suddenly pulled it out: "You...... Found it?"

Xu Yingxia nodded lightly: "I found it." ”

The heart in Xu's mother's chest kept beating, faster and faster, like a dense drumbeat, constantly banging, and the nerves in her mind also vibrate, as if they were about to break.

"Who is it?"

"Yes...... Metaphors. The moment Xu Yingxia said the name, she closed her eyes.

Xu Mu's pupils contracted rapidly, her ears roared, she thought she had heard it wrong, she asked repeatedly: "Is it a metaphor?

Xu Yingxia said softly: "It's a metaphor, Mom, when I knew it, I was also surprised, I didn't expect it to be a metaphor." She opened her eyes, her dark eyes were as clean as a mirror, and her shocked face was reflected, "Yan Yu and Dad's DNA test can match, but I soon felt a little relieved again, because I don't want to be burdened with secrets, no longer have to carry guilt, let myself sleep and eat badly, and besides, I really have a fate with Yanyu, right?" Four years ago, I hated her for snatching Lu Yan and hated myself for losing Lu Yan, but the moment I learned that she was the real Xu Yingxia, I suddenly relaxed and suddenly relieved, because I had also robbed her parents for so many years. ”

Xu Yingxia's tone was so soft that people were almost inaudible, with humility, people who heard it couldn't help but feel sour in their hearts, and no matter how angry they were, they couldn't get angry.

Mother Xu frowned: "Even if you are not my biological daughter, words are, no one will blame you, because you are just a child, and everything has nothing to do with you." ”

What's more, Yan Yu consciously snatched Lu Yan, and Xia Xia didn't know anything and came to the Xu family. Robbing a boyfriend and robbing a father is not two things that can be compared together.

But that's not what the words think. ”

"What?"

Xu Yingxia said: "The idea of words is the idea of the public, she hates me, forcibly occupies her parents, she blames me, and hates me, she will not forgive me, she has suffered so much before, how can she easily forgive." ”

Mother Xu narrowed her eyes slightly, and her eyebrows were dyed with a slight chill: "What does this have to do with you? What did she blame you for?" Mother Xu suddenly remembered something, she associated several things together, and suddenly asked sternly: "Xia Xia, mother asked you, who beat you this time?"

Xu Yingxia's body trembled slightly, and she quickly shook her head: "I don't know." ”

The more Xu's mother thought about it, the more angry she became, and her brows wrinkled deeper and deeper: "Is it a metaphor? She is looking for someone to beat you? Or is she beating you personally? She knows that she is the daughter of the Xu family, and she is angry with you, and she wants to return to the Xu family?"

Xu Yingxia didn't say a word, silently wept silently, but kept shaking her head, intermittently: "No...... It's not ......"

The more he denied it, the more panicked he became, and the more problematic it was in Xu's mother's eyes.

She has already made up her mind, it must be Yan Yu, Yan Yu has been in the orphanage for so many years, Yan Yu is a lawyer, and some are means, it is too easy to deal with Xu Yingxia, who was raised by the Xu family

Mother Xu's eyes swept over Xu Yingxia's face that was hurt, both distressed and cold, why was Xia Xia not her daughter, why could she be so ruthless and attack Xia Xia like that.

No, she has to ask Zhigang, let Zhigang investigate clearly, and let Zhigang Jiāo stay in the situation back then!

Xu Yingxia raised her eyelids, her eyelashes fluttered, the tails of her eyes were stained with transparent water droplets, biting her lip, Mother Xu asked her to lie down and rest, she suddenly held Mother Xu's hand, and asked in a low and uneasy voice: "Mom, will you not want me?" I am willing to let Yan Yu come back, and I am also willing to give up the identity of the eldest lady of the Xu family, I just want you not to kick me out of the Xu family