"Huh?"

He stopped talking again for a long time before he said, "It's all right." ”

Lu Yan's other hand wrapped around Yan Yu's flat abdomen, rubbing it, with a little nostalgia, he suddenly felt very regretful, whether it was Xiaoxing or Lu Shumu, he was not personally by Yan Yu's side.

But now, he can no longer say what he thinks about wanting another child.

In fact, two children are enough, one more child......

What's more, giving birth to a child is painful and hard, there is no need to suffer again, and he can't let Yan Yu suffer again because of the regret in his heart.

The two of them are quietly enjoying such a time alone, Yan Yu feels that the current state is the best, it doesn't matter if it is unclear or not, their relationship may be suitable for the current situation, and it is not good to take a step further or take a step back, she is actually afraid that Lu Yan will propose to her, because she knows that she will definitely refuse.

However, Yan Yu suddenly remembered something.

"Lu Yan, how did Xu Yingxia's investigation go?"

Lu Yan hugged her hand, it became tighter and tighter, his slender and powerful fingers were put together, his eyes lowered slightly, his face was sideways, the heroic outline of his face was a little cold, and his dark brows were dyed heavy.

Yan Yu actually felt something, she has always been sensitive, but she has always liked to whitewash the peace, she smiled: "What's wrong? Didn't you also test me and Xu Zhigang?

"By the way, is it difficult to find out my life experience, when Cheng ...... It's hard for him to find out. ”

Yan Yu mentioned Cheng Ci smoothly, and even if he quickly stopped his mouth, Lu Yan's chest was still smashed down as if he had been smashed down by a sledgehammer, and it was black.

His dark eyes were stained with two leaping fires.

Metaphor...... It's actually the real Xia Xia, why is it her, the Xia Xia he wanted to find but missed.

Lu Yan's thoughts were chaotic, and his temples were swollen and painful, as if they were about to burst.

He remembered that many years ago, he kissed Yan Yu's zhào piàn, why did he kiss Cheng Ci's girlfriend?

Cheng Ci has known Yan Yu since he was a child, did he already know Yan Yu's identity, did he already know that Yan Yu was the real Xu Yingxia, did he know and help Yan Yu with ulterior motives, or was it an accident? How true and how false is his feelings for Yan Yu?

But what surprised Lu Yan the most was that he had no memories related to Cheng Ci in his memory, he only knew that there was Cheng Ci, and Cheng Ci was his brother, but no matter how much memory he had, he didn't have any memory.

But in the dark, these accidentally exposed clues make people feel that he and Cheng Ci must have had an intimate connection.

Cheng Ci found the Zhao family as a family member on the bright side, which must be his usual trick.

Lu Yan's eyes were heavy, he had tasted all the pain recently, and when his chest hurt, he was already very numb, but suddenly there was a sharp pain, which made his bones slightly white.

The initial speculation suddenly came true, in addition to the shock, he found that he was calm, maybe when people encounter major setbacks, they really don't have such strong emotions, there are anger, there are pathos, but by no means as powerful as they imagined, this is a human self-protection mechanism at work.

When he was a child, he was kidnapped together because of him, crying unconsciously, saving him, but because of this, he disappeared and entered an orphanage, and what was he doing at that time? He couldn't remember, he only knew that he was exceptionally good to the substitute Xu Yingxia later, when he first married Yan Yu, his heart was still in Xu Yingxia's body, and his attitude towards Yan Yu was extremely bad, Yan Yu donated bone marrow to him, and gave birth to Xiaoxing and Lu Shumu for him, but because of him, he suffered such a thing as inducing labor, and he had to endure the fingers of the people around him and the insults of his mother......

Lu Yan felt that he was not a human just thinking of this, and his fingers trembled a little.

Yan Yu felt it, and gently, he held his hand with his backhand, and his red lips curled: "Tell me the result, isn't it just a result?" ”

Of course, Lu Yan didn't want to hide the words anymore, he stood still holding the words, let the words fall to the ground, he took out a document bag from the drawer of the desk, and handed it to the words: "The materials are all inside." ”

Yu said that she was not nervous, but she still took a deep breath, her fingertips trembled, and she took out the documents from it, a large stack, she was used to reading thick files, and the speed of reading documents was very fast, and it was easy to grasp the key points quickly.

Here are probably all the results of the orphanage girls' identification.

Lu Yan said lightly, and his voice was hoarse after smoking too much cigarettes: "The Cheng family contacted all the girls and arranged for the appraisal, all the appraisal processes were recorded to ensure accuracy, and Uncle Xu also participated in the appraisal process, but, at the earliest, the idea in his heart was that Xia Xia might not be there, because he had been so many years earlier, and there were no results, and there were few girls in the orphanage who were eligible." ”

"However, I still have to identify them all. ”

"The results were surprising. ”

In his dark eyes, a metaphorical side of his face was reflected, and he stared at her intently and sullenly, his thin lips pursed into a straight line.

Yan Yu looked at it quietly, what Lu Yan meant was that someone in this group of girls was the real Xia Xia, and it was obvious that he was looking for Xia Xia, but she was more nervous than him.

The girl in the first part is not, the second is not, the third is not...... Until the last serving.

Metaphorical names appeared.

Yan Yu trembled her fingertips, her breathing was heavy, and her eyes looked directly at the final result, that short line of words, she seemed to have dyslexia, and she looked at it for a long time before she reacted.

It turned out to be her, and it was her.

As if in a dream, what she could feel was the unreality of the fluttering, her reaction was very calm, and the lake in her heart was calmer than the stone falling into.

But she could feel that her reaction was much slower, and after a while, she turned her eyes sideways, and on Lu Yan's pupils, she pursed her lips, her thick and slender eyelashes cast a shadow under her eye sockets, she heard her long breathing, and then, pulled the corners of her mouth: "Xu Zhigang's daughter is me?"

Lu Yan was silent, his eyes narrowed slightly, and his cheeks were a little tight: "Well, after the results came out, I asked people to identify them again, and the result was still like this." ”

"How so?" the words moved their lips, and his voice was so light that he could barely hear it.

Lu Yan wanted to explain, but he didn't know where to start, he wanted to first say how much he liked her when he was a child, she was still very young and very small, like a porcelain doll, and he wanted to thank her for saving him when he was a child, and he wanted to tell her that he was wrong, he should insist on looking for her, and he also wanted to be glad that they were so many that they would meet again as adults, and they could get married and have children, but what he wanted to say most was that he was sorry.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry to make her an orphan, I'm sorry I didn't find her, I'm sorry I hurt her because of Xu Yingxia, I'm sorry I didn't give her a happy marriage.

For a moment, all the sense of absurdity hung over the head of the metaphor.

Yan Yu pursed her lips, wanted to laugh, but felt sarcastic, her eyes were a little wet, she took a deep breath, endured it, flashed tears, and laughed mockingly: "Is this a game played by fate?"

Her thoughts were confused, how could she be Xu Zhigang's daughter, Xu Zhigang and Xu's mother probably felt embarrassed, it was really funny, Xu Zhigang once entrusted her to find her daughter, and he did not shy away from admitting in front of her, even if he found his biological daughter, he would not recognize his daughter, because he didn't want his biological daughter to destroy the family structure that had now stabilized Xu Yingxia's mother hurt Xu Yingxia even more to the bones, she had humiliated Yan Yu in front of Yan Yu as an orphan without father and mother, and her disgust and dislike for Yan Yu was already obvious.

Xu Yingxia is even more ridiculous.

She was hostile to Yan Yu, hurt Yan Yu several times, and always felt that Yan Yu had shamelessly snatched Lu Yan, but now? It turns out that Yan Yu is the person who has been robbed of countless things by Xu Yingxia, her family affection, her status, her identity, and all the preferential treatment she deserves.

Lu Yan was like a fish in his throat, and there was only dullness between the two.

Yan Yu lowered her head, her breath was long, she combed her hair, smiled faintly, her voice trembled a little: "Lu Yan, you take care of the two children tonight, I need time to think calmly." ”

Lu Yan didn't speak, but hugged her quietly, and then, after a while, he whispered in her ear: "It's so late, it's inconvenient for you to go out, what if...... If you don't want me to be here, I'll go out, I'll go to the company or go back to the old house, I'll take the kids away, and you can also ask Nanbei to come over and accompany you. ”

Yan Yu lowered his eyes, and something fell on the back of Lu Yan's hand, hot and wet.

Xiaoxing and Lu Shumu could see that their mother was in a bad mood, they didn't want to leave with Lu Yan, but Lu Yan had to leave, he didn't want to go, he stood at the door with a long body, covering the light at the entrance, half of it fell in the light, half of it was hidden in the dark, he couldn't say anything, he didn't look at him, he could only leave, and the apartment door closed gently.

Outside the door, Lu Yan leaned against the door panel, his hand pressed his face, and he felt heavy tiredness.

Yan Yu's eyes were a little red, but she hadn't forgotten that she was a mother, she smiled and bent her eyes: "Dad is going to work, and there are things, you should follow Mom tonight, now it's time, it's time to sleep, baby." ”

Little Star's eyes were clear black onyx, and she threw herself into Yan Yu's soft embrace: "Then can my brother and I sleep with my mother tonight? Dad is not at home!"

Lu Shumu's eyes were also shining.

After Yan Yu agreed, Little Star happily jumped up and down on Lu Yan and Yan Yu's big bed, seemingly completely forgetting that her poor father had been driven away.

The little star was lying in the middle, Lu Shumu was on her left, and Yan Yu was on her right.

Yan Yu was coaxing the two children to sleep, and the little star also asked her to close her eyes, Yan Yu was probably tired, and after a while, she fell asleep, but the little star quietly opened one eye, and then opened the other eye, she secretly went to look at Yan Yu and found that Yan Yu was really asleep, and Lu Shumu was not asleep yet.

Xiaoxing got up: "Brother, you go get your mother's mobile phone." ”

Lu Shumu listened to Xiaoxing's words very much, Xiaoxing got his mobile phone and sent a WeChat voice to Lu Yan, his voice was very soft and soft, and he sighed: "Dad, Mom is already asleep." ”

Lu Yan naturally couldn't sleep, his voice replied quickly, and in order to cooperate with Xiaoxing, he also spoke angrily: "Well, I know, if there is any situation in my mother, remember to tell my father in time, be good, my father loves you." ”

Hung up Diàn Huà, Xiaoxing smiled and narrowed her eyes, like a little crescent moon, she asked Lu Shumu to put the phone back, and then held hands with Lu Shumu, hugged each other, closed her eyes and slept.

But she had just closed her eyes, and it wasn't long before Yan Yu opened them again, and her amber pupils were not visibly sleepy, and she must have known the series of movements just now.

Yan Yu met Lu Shumu's calm gaze, smiled, and said silently with his lips: "Sleep." ”

Xu Yingxia returned to the ward, Xu's mother was looking for her everywhere, and when she saw her, Xu's mother breathed a sigh of relief: "Xiaxia, where have you been, you are not feeling well, don't run around." ”

When Xu Yingxia saw Xu's mother, her eyes turned red.

Mother Xu panicked: "What's wrong?

"It's fine. ”

"Why are you okay, why are you crying when you're okay?"

Xu Yingxia hugged Xu's mother, tears fell and penetrated into Xu's mother's neck, like concentrated sulfuric acid splashed up, corroding her texture, she hugged Xia Xia: "Tell Mom, what's going on?"

Xu Yingxia: "Mom...... If, you know, I'm not your real daughter, will you still love me?"

Mother Xu couldn't cry or laugh: "What kind of assumption are you, how can you not be my daughter?"

"If I wasn't your daughter, but I've lived with you for so many years, would you stop loving me?"

"Of course I love you. Mother Xu replied without hesitation, "I have loved you for more than 20 years." ”

But when she finished saying this, her right eyelid suddenly jumped, and she remembered that Xia Xia had lost it when she was a child, and she only found it later, and now Xia Xia said something like this again......

Her brow froze.

Xu Yingxia's voice was choked, and her nasal voice was a little heavy: "But, Mom, I'm really not your daughter, I'm so sad, why does God treat me like this, why am I not your biological daughter, why ......"