There was a gap between Zhuang Yan and Zhou Jin because of this incident, and they both understood that the two of them could not be together under the opposition of Zhuang Yan's parents. Elopement? That's not something Zhuang Yan can do, he has felt that his mother has had a hard time since he was a child, how could he leave her alone at the age of deliberately filial piety.

Zhou Jin was resentful because Zhuang Yan couldn't catch him out in time, she didn't answer Zhuang Yan's call for two days, and hid back to her parents' house to adjust her mood.

What happened later was that Zhuang Yan pacified his parents and appeased Zhou Jin.

In order to verify her status in Zhuang Yan's heart, Zhou Jin decided to go abroad for further study, she wanted to see if she was more important in Zhuang Yan's heart or his mother.

After Zhuang Yan agreed to accompany her abroad, Zhou Jin strengthened her determination to be with him, and the two also listed various places they wanted to travel together. At that time, it was important for them to have each other by their side, and they would feel that they had the whole world.

But the reason why love is beautiful is because the reality is too cruel, and all the longing of the two of them was disillusioned when Zhao Dehai accompanied Zhuang Yan's mother to Zhou Jin's house.

Zhou Jin never thought that they would go to his house to humiliate her parents, they left a sum of money to buy Zhou Jin no longer have dealings with Zhuang Yan.

Zhou Jin never thought that they would reverse right and wrong in front of her parents. In Zhao Dehai's righteous accusations, Zhao Yaru became Zhuang Yan's fiancée, and Zhou Jin became a third party who intervened halfway.

Zhou Jin's parents are all responsible people, and they were so angry that they were so angry that Zhao Dehai and Zhuang Yan's mother sang and harmonized, and Zhou's father, who never interfered in Zhou Jin's private affairs, promised in front of everyone: If Zhou Jin is really a third party, he will definitely discipline his daughter and no longer let her have dealings with Zhuang Yan.

When Zhao Dehai and Zhuang Yan's mother left, Zhou Jin's mother took the check they gave and wanted to return it, but Zhao Dehai threw the check on the ground of their house as if he were on top.

Zhou Jin's mother still wanted to chase out and return the check, but was stopped by Zhou Jin because she didn't want her mother to go out again to find embarrassment.

She hates, why should she insult her parents when she falls in love? Is it great to be rich?

She felt uncomfortable when she saw her mother wiping her tears with red eyes, and her father, who had never interfered in her private affairs, was also resolutely opposed to her associating with Zhuang Yan again, they felt that if Zhou Jin married Zhuang Yan, there would be no happiness in the future.

When this happened, Zhuang Yan didn't know about it.

At that time, he was planning to go abroad, planning how he would make money to support himself and Zhou Jin in case his father no longer provided material support. He relied on his father's company to get into business very early, so he had his own set of opinions about business.

As a result, after Zhou Jin was forced by her parents to agree to break up with Zhuang Yan that night, she couldn't swallow that breath, called Zhuang Yan's mother, and scolded her instinctively.

All the swear words are out of her mind, and she can't remember what she scolded, probably scolding her for deserving of being split by Zhuang Yan's father again and again, and she is unhappy and insists on destroying her son's happiness, so vicious should go to see Hades earlier.

However, Zhuang Yan's mother had a heart attack as soon as she arrived home that night. It was Chinese New Year's Eve, and Zhuang Yan knelt in front of his mother's hospital bed with a chill like snow.

Zhao Dehai told Zhuang Yan that Zhou Jin received a breakup fee, and told him that Zhou Jin made his mother angry like this.

He didn't lose his mind, and called Zhou Jin halfway to confirm that Zhou Jin was angry at the time, crying and scolding: "She deserves it! Why didn't she die early!"

Her angry words stabbed Zhuang Yanxin fiercely, as calm as him, and at that moment she whispered at the phone: "Xiao Jin, you disappointed me too much!"

Later, everything was as his mother wanted, because his mother was angry with Zhou Jin like that, so he felt extremely guilty, and thought that he couldn't be with the person he loved the most anyway, so who to fall in love with wasn't it? So before his mother closed her eyes, he chose to obey.

Obedient to the end, he married Zhao Yaru like a dead water.

Zhao Yaru's infatuation with him is similar to Zhuang Xiaoting's infatuation with Jiang Yang, they have been liked since childhood, and they still can't forget it after many years. The only difference is that Zhuang Xiaoting has always been silently infatuated and has never thought of trying to play tricks to force Jiang Yang to be with her, while Zhao Yaru used her father.

Zhao Yaru knew about her father going to Zhou Jin's house with her, but she kept pretending not to know, because she wanted to be with Zhuang Yan.

Zhuang Yan didn't have the heart to investigate the process of Zhou Jin making his mother angry to the point of having a heart attack, even if Zhou Jin had grievances, they couldn't be together, it was too late.

After Zhou Jin used the money on the check to study abroad, Zhuang Yanxin talked to Zhao Yaru about homework-style love as if she were dead. He can no longer experience the joy and happiness when he is with Zhou Jin, although he tries his best to play the role of a good boyfriend every day.

When he first got married, he always found all kinds of excuses not to touch Zhao Yaru.

He rejects emotionless intimacy, although Zhao Yaru is very beautiful, but he can't raise his desire in the face of Zhao Yaru.

He felt like the walking dead every day, with no plans for the future. He also doesn't like to be at home, and trying to be a good husband makes him feel tired, so he starts a business, and he puts all his energy into work.

Zhao Yaru was also trying to play the role of a good wife at first, she always knew about Zhou Jin's existence, but she didn't know Zhou Jin's name at first, because Zhao Dehai used a very lowly title when he mentioned Zhou Jin in front of her.

She kept telling herself that she didn't know what was going on between Zhuang Yan and Zhou Jin, and over time she seemed to really believe her lies, so that she could confidently ask Zhuang Yan to be nice to her.

The first time between them was Zhao Yaru took the initiative, Zhuang Yan didn't remember how long it was after they got married, he was used to working until midnight and then going home, Zhao Yaru was already asleep at that time, he didn't have to worry about whether to sleep together. But Zhao Yaru didn't sleep that night, it was her birthday, and she didn't want to wait any longer.

She cried and didn't want Zhuang Yan to sleep in the study, took the initiative to tease his body, and finally completed the marriage with him after working hard for a long time.

With the first time, there will naturally be a second and third time, but Zhao Yaru can clearly feel Zhuang Yan's coping. She actually felt very sad, Zhuang Yan was a man, and at the age of his flesh and blood, he would rather work than appreciate her beauty and love her body.

Zhuang Yan knew that Zhao Yaru was unhappy, but he also tried to love Zhao Yaru hard, but the harder he worked, the more he couldn't fall in love.

However, since he and Zhao Yaru were husband and wife, he began to work harder to play the role of a good husband, he could smile at her, he could hold her dotingly and watch movies, but he couldn't fall in love with her.

No one understands the bitterness in his heart, so he wears a disguised mask in front of everyone, no matter what Zhao Yaru asks of him, he will try his best to meet it.

After Zhao Yaru became pregnant, his cold heart suddenly melted a little, he thought of his childhood with Zhuang Xiaoting, and decided to work harder to play the role of a good husband for the sake of the child.

During that time, he was obviously much more attentive to Zhao Yaru's doting, he began to go home from work early, and he would take the initiative to kiss Zhao Yaru before going to work. He found that although he couldn't fall in love with Zhao Yaru, he didn't hate that kind of seemingly harmonious family life, and he felt that after the child was born, this home might become warmer.

He often thinks that many people in the older generation are not free to fall in love, and there are many people who only have feelings after marriage, maybe he and Zhao Yaru will fall in love for a long time.

But his self-consolation didn't last long, because Zhao Yaru beat the child without informing him.

Zhao Yaru thought that after Zhou Jin returned to China, Zhuang Yan was secretly contacting her, because Zhao Yaru saw Zhuang Yan secretly answering the phone behind her back more than once. The woman's sensitivity made her start to go crazy, but Zhuang Yan didn't admit that he was secretly contacting Zhou Jin.

In fact, he was telling the truth. Zhou Jin took the initiative to contact him, but in order not to let Zhao Yaru misunderstand, he never went to see Zhou Jin in private, and the phone was cut off if he could. The few times he secretly answered the phone was to talk to his father about business, and his father wanted him to cooperate with Zhou Jin and their company, but he didn't want to.

He didn't want Zhao Yaru to misunderstand that he was paying attention to Zhou Jin, so he answered the phone behind her back.

However, the lack of communication between him and Zhao Yaru eventually turned into a misunderstanding, although he often calmly talked to Zhao Yaru in his heart, but Zhao Yaru always felt that he was fooling her.

After Zhao Yaru finished having a baby, Zhuang Yan wanted to end this ridiculous marriage completely, because he felt so tired that he didn't even have the strength to pretend to be a good husband.

That day, he talked to his father about it, and his father scolded him: "Who is Yaru? I forgot what I said to you when I got married, right? From the day you married her, you should know that you can never leave!"

Zhuang Yan looked at his father lightly, feeling that life was so ridiculous, how could he be so mixed up that he couldn't even dominate his own marriage? Since when did he become so submissive?

"Dad, since you forced me to separate from Xiao Jin, I felt that I was dead here. He patted his heart, and there was a dead silence in his eyes, "The child is my only thought, but Yaru beat the child, what hope do you think I have? We may never have children again." ”

Some words are difficult for him to say, in his impression, he has touched Zhao Yaru only a handful of times, what a sad thing? Men are impulsive, but no matter how hard he tries to play a good husband, he can't satisfy Zhao Yaru in the matter of bed. After Zhao Yaru became pregnant, he even secretly breathed a sigh of relief that he no longer had to live a married life with Zhao Yaru.

He felt that he really didn't have any meaning in living this way.

"If you have a problem with your health, you will go to the hospital! Lao Tzu will not agree to your divorce, so dispel this idea as soon as possible! What is our relationship with the Zhao family? If you abandon Yaru, how can I explain to his father?"

Zhuang Wuxin was scolding Zhuang Yan all the time, Zhuang Yan knew that Zhuang Wuxin had a lot of concerns, so why didn't he care about it? He told his father in advance that he just wanted to discuss this idea first, and he was not impulsive enough to really talk about divorce with Zhao Yaru. Without love, he still has his father and sister to take care of, and he can't let himself be willful.

However, during that time, he still found a reason to separate from Zhao Yaru, and after nightfall, he went to bed at whatever time he wanted, and he didn't have to persuade himself to go back to the room and sleep with Zhao Yaru over and over again.

In the dead of night, he often looks at the night sky in a daze, he misses Zhou Jin, misses the happiness when he is with her, he likes himself when he is with Zhou Jin, he is energetic and energetic.

Jiang Yang often persuaded him to divorce, and he also wanted to leave, at least although he was very lonely when he was alone, he didn't have to think about dealing with another person all the time. He knew that his coping was perfect in the eyes of his friends.

Every time he goes on a business trip, he will bring Zhao Yaru something she likes as a gift, although he often goes home late at first, he will report his itinerary to Zhao Yaru in detail, and Zhao Yaru can even know exactly who he sees at eight o'clock and who he sees at nine o'clock from the itinerary he reports.

Zhao Yaru's requirements for him were not so high, but Zhuang Yan has always been delicate in doing things by himself, and it was he who spoiled Zhao Yaru more and more.

But no matter how well he does, if he doesn't love, he doesn't love, and if he misses the most critical link in the marriage, this marriage becomes more and more dispensable for him.

He refused to do business with Zhou Jin because he knew that he and Zhou Jin couldn't get along normally, because he still had Zhou Jin in his heart.

People who really like it can't be ordinary friends, even if they look at it a few more times, they still want to have it, and they will still regret it. But Zhuang Wuxin didn't understand Zhuang Yan's thoughts, and Zhuang Yan wouldn't admit that he still loved Zhou Jin in front of his father, and even in front of Jiang Yang, he wouldn't admit this love anymore, because he and Zhou Jin couldn't go back.

His marriage to Zhao Yaru stumbled for five years, until Zhao Yaru began to toss surrogacy.

Why did Zhao Yaru toss so much? Because after they reconciled, the life of the husband and wife was pitiful, especially when she tried to do intimate things with Zhuang Yan after her fallopian tubes were blocked, her body would be in unbearable pain.

Zhuang Yan seemed to have lost his heart, although he still tried to play the role of a good husband.

Zhao Yaru was afraid that he would find a woman outside because he didn't touch a woman for a long time, and he was even more worried that he would secretly talk to Zhou Jin, so he wanted to use the child to tie his heart.

But she never thought that she had been thinking about it for so long and finally revived Zhuang Yan's frozen heart, but the person who made him tempted again was not herself.

When Zhuang Yan saw Shen Xi for the first time, he only felt that he was creating evil when he looked at her childish face. He was tossed by Zhao Yaru and agreed to surrogacy, but he didn't expect that the person who helped him give birth to a child was a child himself.

In normal times, it would be impossible for him to notice such a girl, but it was fate that brought her to him, she was obviously nervous but pretended to be strong like a bolt of lightning, which made Zhuang Yan's already dead heart tremble slightly, and she was inexplicably a little distressed.