In fact, Zhuang Yan himself was very hesitant, he had been struggling with whether to touch Shen Xi, so he asked her age and asked her if he regretted it.

Zhao Yaru is very willful, he is deeply touched by this, he knows that since he has agreed to let Shen Xi give birth to him, sooner or later he will need to go through this step.

When Zhuang Yan saw Shen Xi for the first time, her complexion was a little dark, she was sunburned when she was doing farm work at home, and she had not yet recovered to her original white complexion. Her facial features are exquisite, especially those clear eyes, which shine with cowardice, but her expression is so persistent.

When Zhuang Yan pressed her, he smelled a girl's unique fragrance. His heart trembled slightly, and he gritted his teeth and reached out to unbutton her underwear. Because he was irritable, he didn't tear it off twice roughly, but he still ran to the balcony to smoke.

A twenty-year-old girl, who should have been at the age of budding, should he really ruin her like this?

Zhuang Yan looked at the starry sky outside and thought of Zhou Jin again.

If they had been together smoothly, the child would have been studying, right? He would not have been depressed for so many years, so depressed that he seemed to have forgotten what happiness was.

His business started from nothing, and although he was able to make a lot of money on his own, the people who spent his money were never the ones he loved the most. He felt that life was extremely boring, and he didn't know how long he could last.

When he finished smoking the third cigarette, he vaguely heard Shen Xi's careful breathing, very fast, with a faint choking sound.

He suddenly remembered Jiang Yang, would it be a choice to live a life of lustful dogs and horses like Jiang Yang? He can indeed restrain his **, but after all, he is a normal man, of course he also wants physical comfort.

He felt that it was good to indulge once, it was better to take this opportunity to indulge himself completely, life is only a few decades, he has already finished half of his life, maybe Zhao Yaru will hate him for indulgence, and when the Zhao family takes the initiative to agree to divorce, he will not have to live such a life again.

Thinking of this, he snuffed out the cigarette in his hand and went back to his room.

But as soon as he saw Shen Xi's face, he hesitated again, he couldn't help but mock himself in his heart, he didn't touch anyone who came to the door, Jiang Yang would definitely scold him for being stupid.

However, he didn't expect Shen Xi to take the initiative to take off her clothes, in fact, her figure was a little shriveled, and the thin and small person was lying there shaking badly, obviously nervous and shy, but she stubbornly lay there and didn't allow herself to regret it.

Zhuang Yan didn't think she was lowly, but felt that she was pitiful, he thought that she must have encountered a great difficulty, so she would despise her body so much.

This time he didn't hesitate, since he decided to indulge, then indulge, after all, this boring marriage had made him have no expectations, he was in a hurry to open a window to breathe. He knew that once he touched Shen Xi, there would be no room to turn back.

Before touching her soft skin, he thought that he would want to be as uninterested as Zhao Yaru, but he was very wrong, the fragrance on Shen Xi's body made his nerves inexplicably excited, and being close to a woman other than his wife also brought him an unprecedented stimulation, so he quickly threw himself into the most instinctive intimacy between men and women.

When he realized that she was still a chick, Zhuang Yan was stunned, and his movements couldn't help but be much gentle......

Zhuang Yan felt that his heart began to soften because of this incident, he was surprised by this change, and he didn't understand what was wrong with him. He had long stopped expecting anything from life, but Shen Xi's appearance brought a slight surprise to his boring married life.

He walked into the bathroom and froze when he saw the slightly satisfied face in the mirror.

Only then did he realize that he was an ordinary man after all, and he couldn't help but laugh sarcastically. In the past, how much he hated Zhuang Wuxin, who often cheated, but now, he has also become a cheating man.

Although Zhao Yaru insisted on doing this, he felt that this was a betrayal.

The next day, he went to work in a surprisingly good spirited state, and when he was about to get home from work, he even had a vague sense of expectation. In fact, he despised himself like this, but he knew that his body needed to be released.

On the second night, he and Shen Xi were obviously more familiar than the previous night, and he liked the feeling of skin-to-skin kissing. He thought of Zhou Jin in the past, when he was with Zhou Jin in the past, their lives were very harmonious, and he felt that he and Shen Xi, a little girl, were also very harmonious, and that feeling was very beautiful.

After this time, he didn't let Shen Xi go, and when he hugged her soft body, he thought of Zhou Jin again.

He didn't know what was going on, how could he think of Zhou Jin so often in the past two days? In fact, he often saw Zhou Jin at work, didn't he? But the Zhou Jin he saw at work was very different from the Zhou Jin in his memory, and what he missed was only the old days after all.

When Shen Xi couldn't help but take the initiative to kiss him, his breathing tightened slightly, and he couldn't help but pull the corners of his mouth and smile.

He allowed himself to keep demanding, and his nerves, which had been tense for a long time, seemed to be completely relaxed in this silent night. He thought that tomorrow he would have to look at Shen Xi's information, and when he thought of her frightened eyes peeping into this world, a certain part of his heart would quietly soften.

After being thoroughly satisfied, he could see that Shen Xi was very tired.

He was a little annoyed by his indulgence, and at the same time a little complained about Shen Xi's silent bearing. When she wrung out the towel and came out, Shen Xi was wearing pajamas with a wrinkled face, and he walked over to help her wipe her body without saying a word. She trembled so much that her voice trembled, but she didn't dare to resist at all.

After Zhuang Yan saw her tears, his heart suddenly hurt.

At the age of twenty, Zhuang Xiaoting is also so old, but she has no worries about food and clothing. Once again, he felt that he was inferior to a beast, and he actually attacked such a young girl, but he couldn't help but want to continue to maintain this relationship with her.

This kind of emotion couldn't help but make him feel guilty, especially when Zhao Yaru pretended to go back to the room to sleep after Shen Xi left.

Zhao Yaru always waited until Shen Xi left before returning to the room, Zhuang Yan knew that she was also very tormented in her heart, but she didn't turn back when she opened the bow, since she took that step, she always had to wait until Shen Xi became pregnant with a child to end this absurdity.

After Zhao Yaru changed the sheets, he took the initiative to hug Zhuang Yan to sleep, Zhuang Yan felt that he was really ridiculous, just with Shen Xi last night, he hugged Zhao Yaru again in a blink of an eye. He felt like a scumbag, no different from his dad.

Rao is heart is guilty, but as soon as he sees Shen Xi, he still has that urge to get close.

He used to think that only conservative women would miss each other after having a skin-to-skin blind date, but he didn't expect that he himself was such a person.

On the morning of the third day, he had a general understanding of Shen Xi's family background, and after hearing that she was trying to raise money for her grandmother's surgery, he felt as if he had been hit hard by something.

He thought that this little girl's first time had been given to him, and that he should always do something for her. So he hurried home, pulled Shen Xi into the study and asked her for the card number.

This was the extra help he wanted to give Shen Xi, and he didn't tell Zhao Yaru.

He knew that he shouldn't hide it from Zhao Yaru, but he didn't want to tell Zhao Yaru about it for the time being, and he would tell her when he sorted out his mood in a few days.

Shen Xi secretly glanced at him but was embarrassed to look at him directly, and he was all looked at by Zhuang Yan. He knew that this little girl had different feelings for him, but he couldn't give Shen Xi anything, so he couldn't respond.

But when he saw Shen Xi stupidly thinking that he wanted to drive her away, his heart trembled slightly, and he couldn't help touching her face. Her eyes were so beautiful, watery when she wept, and it hurt to see him.

He impulsively tried to hold her face and kiss her, but he held back, forcibly changed his mind and gave her a hug instead.

Originally, after getting her ID card, he should have kicked her out. But she was so stupid, she didn't know much about the world, and she couldn't see that he didn't come back to get the documents at all, but when she wanted to help find the documents, Zhuang Yan was still reluctant to refuse.

She is a little girl who is just beginning to fall in love, and she doesn't pay attention to finding documents at all, and keeps sneaking a glance at him.

Zhuang Yan used her afterglow to see her shyness clearly, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but rise.

After she was embarrassed to peek at it again and looked for the documents seriously, Zhuang Yan couldn't help but look at the immature little face with a loud voice.

Her face seemed to be a little rounder than when they first met, and her long eyelashes fluttered, blinking to make Zhuang Yanxin's hair itch. Her nose was small and straight, and her mouth was flushed with a natural rosy sheen.

She doesn't use powder, she is pure and cute, Zhuang Yan can see the gods unconsciously.

I don't know how long it took for her to finally spot him watching her, and in a panic she bumped into his arms, and then stepped back in a panic, only to be so clumsy that she almost fell.

Zhuang Yan subconsciously grabbed her, and after scooping her into his arms, he felt his blood start to surge again.

The lingering good feeling of the night came to his heart, and he wanted to suppress this impulse, but after the little man in his arms called him "Mr. Zhuang?" like a kitten, the restlessness in his heart swelled more and more, and his right hand instinctively hooked her chin and kissed her hard.

The charm in the study that afternoon was not what Zhuang Yan expected.

He had never been so indulgent with anyone, and he couldn't help but ask her for her in the study. Shen Xi only knew how to bear his request, and only knew how to cooperate with all his requests as much as possible, and that kind of stimulating feeling made Zhuang Yan feel as if his heart was alive again.

However, every time he finished doing that kind of thing with Shen Xi, the guilt in his heart would become more and more serious.

He knew that he was sorry for Zhao Yaru, but he felt that he was becoming more and more greedy for Shen Xi's body. Yes, his feelings for Shen Xi started from coveting her body, which cannot be denied, for the first time in ten years, he found from a little girl that he could be very happy to be alive.

Zhao Yaru originally thought that she could improve the stiffness between her and Zhuang Yan after she found Shen Xi, she felt that Shen Xi was not as beautiful as her, and her figure was not as good as her, and Zhuang Yan would not empathize with her because she slept with her for a few nights. She mainly hopes that Shen Xi will give her a well-behaved son, and if she can discharge good eggs herself, she doesn't want to use Shen Xi's eggs.

But she still underestimated her jealousy, thinking that Zhuang Yan was pestering Shen Xi at night, but she had to count the time and hope that they would end early, she felt that she was about to go crazy.

But this is the path she chose herself, how can she give up halfway?

She suddenly didn't want Zhuang Yan to spend the night with Shen Xi this night, so she took the initiative to ask Zhuang Yan to have dinner and watch a movie together, they hadn't dated normally for a long time. She was worried that Zhuang Yan would refuse, but Zhuang Yan agreed.

Zhuang Yan agreed, because he felt guilty, if he did things with Shen Xi at night for that deal and for the birth of a son, then the scene that happened in the study in the afternoon was a complete betrayal. He knew it wasn't right, so he felt guilty.

He was very kind to Zhao Yaru this night, and he smiled more than usual, but his words were still pitiful.

When watching the movie, Zhao Yaru hugged his waist and watched in his arms, the soft fragrance was in his arms, he should have been excited, but his heartbeat was as calm as water.

Frame after frame flashed on the screen, Zhuang Yan didn't see a single scene, and his mind couldn't help but glance at the incident that happened in the afternoon. He suddenly missed Shen Xi a little, thinking that she always glanced at him secretly, he couldn't help but smile at the corners of his mouth.

Today is the third day, how could the appearance of that little girl be so deeply engraved in his mind?

He took a deep breath in surprise, feeling a little sour in his heart.

What should I do, I haven't let go of Zhou Jin, how can I suddenly have strange feelings for such a little girl?

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