Lin Dong was obviously frightened by me, he shook his head desperately, "No, no, I can't do this, my uncle won't agree!"

I shoved him to the ground and ran like crazy to the doctor's office on my own. Lin Dong chased after me, and we pulled in the corridor of the hospital, attracting countless onlookers.

Finally, I was troubled to the doctor's office, and I expressed my opinion, but due to Lin Dong's non-cooperation, the doctor did not agree with my opinion of early ceremonial delivery.

I was so angry that I beat and scolded Lin Dong, I said that he was beastly, that he was ungrateful, that he was despicable and indecent. I used all the words I could scold on Lin Dong, Lin Dong let me scold, but he dragged me out, I refused, and struggled with this door frame like a shrew.

"Late, late!"

There was a heart-rending cry in the corridor, and Lin Dong and me, who were messing around at the door, were all shocked. I watched from afar, and at the end of the corridor, my mother, who couldn't stand on the door frame, cried out to me, "Late, late!"

My whole heart sank to the bottom of the sea in an instant, and my legs could barely stand, just like that, struggling to confirm a thought in my heart.

Lin Dong couldn't pull me up, and he was worried about his mother's situation, so he had to rush over to take care of it first, I was on the ground, watching my mother fall into Lin Dong's arms like mud, watching Lin Dong shout at the door of the ward, looking at the doctors and nurses around me, running towards that side in unison, I felt a wave of heat, gushing out from between my legs.

I reached out to touch it in a daze, trembling at the bright red blood on my hand, and I couldn't make a sound.

I don't know who shouted, "Oops, it's bleeding, doctor, doctor!"

My consciousness sank into a coma, and in a trance I felt someone pick me up, and I felt like I was being put on a hospital bed, and I was being pushed by someone at a rapid pace. I heard the crying, I heard the screams, but I didn't hear the voice of the man I missed.

I don't know how I got out of the ghost gate, and when I woke up, my stomach hurt terribly, but it was empty. I sat up almost immediately, and despite the discomfort in my lower body, I was in a hurry to get out of bed to look for the child, but I was pulled by a person.

When I looked back, it was Lin Dong, his face was full of scum, and his eyes were bloodshot.

"What are you pulling me for?" I looked at him angrily, my voice dry and hoarse.

Lin Dong didn't let go, but forcibly pressed me to the bed, I struggled desperately, but I didn't have any strength in my body.

"The child is fine, there is a nurse to take care of it in the nursery, don't you make any more trouble, okay?"

Lin Dong said extremely helpless and tired. The movements in my hand suddenly stopped, but I smiled, pulled Lin Dong's arm and said, "Lin Dong, hurry, go and carry the child to my father's ward, he has always wanted to see his grandson, go, you go quickly!"

Lin Dong interrupted me a little impatiently, and his voice was a little loud, "Gu Wan, my uncle is no longer here, can you be sober!"

"It's gone, why isn't it there?Lin Dong, are you crazy?What nonsense are you talking about?" I asked urgently.

Lin Dongyi grabbed my shoulders with such force that he almost crushed my bones.

"Gu Wan, listen to me, your father is dead, dead! You still have an aunt to take care of, and a child to take care of, you can't go down, you have to stand up, understand? Stand up!"

My head was almost stunned by Lin Dong's roar, I sneered and pushed him away, "It's you who is stupid, it's you who is crazy, I have nothing to do with you, you go for me, let me go, I don't want to see you again, don't see you again!"

I pushed Lin Dong hard, pushed myself staggered, fell off the bed, hit the wound, the heart-rending pain, let my chaotic consciousness gradually wake up, I lay on the ground, crying uncontrollably.

In the past few days, I have almost shed all the tears of my life.

When his mother reappeared holding his father's urn, it was already seven days later, and for these seven days, Lin Dong had been running on both sides, and his job had quit because of this.

I held the baby who was already able to feed, looked at my mother and smiled, "Mom, look, he just smiled at me!"

My mother's eyelids were still swollen, and she hugged her father's urn and said to me, "Wanwan, I want to send your father back!"

Death in a foreign land is a retribution for doing great evil things in the previous life.

I don't want my father to be happy in life and not to be at peace when he dies. I hugged the baby and said, "Okay, Mom, let's go today!"

Lin Dong wanted to stop it, looked at my face and finally didn't say anything.

My mother didn't stop me from being discharged from the hospital, she sat in the ward with me, and I handed the card to Lin Dong and asked him to help me go through the discharge procedures. When I returned to the rental house, I asked my mother to help me watch the child, and asked Lin Dong to accompany me to the bank and withdraw 100,000 yuan from him.

"Lin Dong, I am very grateful during this time, but you and I have nothing to do with each other after all, I am sorry that you lost your job, these can be regarded as compensation for you!"

Lin Dong was so angry with my behavior that he pushed me away and turned around and left, walked to the street and turned around and ran in front of me, pointing at me and scolding, "Gu Wan, I never knew that your heart is so desperate!"

This was the last thing Lin Dong said to me in the capital, he didn't leave me on the street, nor did he ask for my money, but accompanied me back to the rental house, helped me book tickets, and quit the rent, but he refused to say a word to me again.

The mother was so immersed in grief that she had no time to care.

The next morning, my mother and I got on the bus home and instead of flying because we had children, we chose the train.

Lin Dong sent us to the station to settle down, and after a few words of advice to my mother, he turned around and left, I wanted to stop him, but his voice was stuck in my throat, and in the end I could only watch him disappear into the crowd like that.

I pursed my lips, held back the tears that came out of my eyes, and held the child in my arms, unspeakably sad.

I left for two months, and when I came back, it was a different thing.

My father's funeral was held in my hometown in the countryside, because the graves of my ancestors were all in one place, so my mother returned to my hometown early, and I didn't want to stay in the city with Pei Shaobei, so I also followed my mother.

This is a whole year, and the village is beautiful, which is very suitable for healing. The mother gradually came out of the shadow of losing her father, and coupled with the child's troubles, she found a new sustenance.

My child with Pei Shaobei, I named him Gu Xiao.

Xiao represents hope, new life, and sustenance.

The death of my father and the birth of Gu Xiao, although I don't believe in the so-called reincarnation, I let me tell myself like this, tell my mother, at least in this way, we can pin that regretful love on Gu Xiao, a new life.

"Wanwan, Aunt Li from the village is introducing you to someone again today, this is the third time this month, Wanwan, what do you think, you can't just keep Xiaoxiao for the rest of your life, right?"

I was washing my clothes, and I paused slightly when I heard this, but I quickly replied, "I'm very satisfied with guarding you two, and I don't have any other extravagant hopes!"

"Wanwan, alas, tell me when your father leaves, let me not stop you from going to Pei Shaobei......"

"Mom!" I interrupted my mother urgently, "what are we going to eat tonight?"

My mother looked at me and sighed faintly, knowing that I didn't want to mention Pei Shaobei, so she lowered her head and teased Gu Xiaodao, "What do we Xiaoxiao want to eat?"

"Mom, how old is he, does he know what he wants to eat?" I laughed and joked, and my mother teased for a while, but asked with a sigh, "Wanwan, do you want to see if Xiaoxiao has a fever again?"

As soon as I heard this, I immediately became anxious, because Gu Xiao was born prematurely, so his physique was not good.

The mountains and rivers in the village are very good, but the medical equipment is not good, and the doctor in the infirmary only said that the child is weak and asks him to take care of it more on weekdays, but he can't find out the reason.

"Why do you have a fever two or three times a month, did you freeze again last night?" I was in a hurry to find a thermometer, and the amount was really low-grade, my mother and I were busy reducing his fever physically, and the two of us were busy for a long time, watching the child fall asleep and then simply ate some food.

"Tonight, or let's go back to the city, it's not a solution for this child to always have a fever, go to a big hospital to investigate, and you can always find the reason! You can't ignore the child's body just because you avoid this Pei Shaobei? Besides, this child will go to school soon, and he always looks like something in the village!" The mother couldn't help but start nagging again.

We now live in the old house, although it has been renovated, but the old and damp old problems cannot be changed, so that Gu Xiao often has red rashes on his skin.

"Mom, I'll think about it!" This time it was really in my heart, my mother sighed, and no longer persuaded me, got up and went to bed to accompany Gu Xiao.

I sat in the yard and re-washed Gu Xiao's clothes and hung them on the rope.

During this time, it's not that I haven't paid attention to Pei Shaobei, but there is very little information on the Internet, I thought that I had disappeared for more than a year, and Pei Shaobei had already gotten married, but the information about him during this time was only about some cases, I knew that Yuan Shao and he were in the limelight now, and they were also very hot. Xiao Chen's case was finally overturned by Yuan Shao, which was also said by the media to be a stain on Pei Shaobei's life.

I can imagine Pei Shaobei's indifference in the face of failure, but I can't guess why he suddenly failed when he was in control of the victory, allowing Yuan Shao to gain the upper hand.

But these things don't mean anything to me anymore.

I looked back at the orange lamp in the room, listened to Gu Xiao's occasional cough, and sighed slightly in my heart.

Some people and certain things in the past always have to be faced, and there is no point in blindly avoiding life.

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