I hurriedly blocked my body with a towel and asked Zhuang Yan what was wrong, he didn't speak, he didn't take off his clothes, and the whole person went directly into the bathtub and lay in. When the warm water reached his chin, he let out a long sullen breath.

I found a bathrobe to put on, helped him take off his ** clothes, and then slowly changed the water to help him take a bath.

The depression on his face slowly eased, and finally he simply closed his eyes and tossed with me.

I was embarrassed when my eyes fell on his intimate parts, but I enjoyed watching him, so I slowly massaged him, rubbing his arms and back little by little......

After helping him take a shower, I was already sweating again. I thought he was asleep and tried hard to get him out of the tub, but he was so heavy that I almost got my head in the tub.

He opened his eyes just in time, and when he got up from the tub, I panicked and quickly looked away.

"Just signed two contracts. Heehi, what did you say about Yaru today?" He pushed me to the sink and leaned his upper body into my face.

I didn't want to complain about my uselessness in front of him, so I smiled and told him that I just said hello to Sister Yaru.

He half-incredulously grabbed the back of my head and kissed it, and he pulled the bathrobe apart with a forceful pull. We stumbled from the bathroom to the big bed, and this time he was not patient as before, and rushed in almost the moment he pressed down.

He was very hard and I was hit with pain, but I tried not to show it and hugged him and let him go. I feel that he needs to vent, and my eldest aunt has not been regular to this day, and she should not be so easy to conceive.

He was rough that night, and it took me a long time to get used to it. After the incident, he wanted to go to the bathroom as usual to wring a towel to help me wipe my body, but I stopped him, and I endured the discomfort of my body and took the initiative to clean up the residue on our bodies. He spoke quickly, curled up like a child, his brow furrowed.

I wrapped my arms around his waist from behind, and it was a long time before I fell asleep.

I thought about it a lot that night, and I had to find a chance to explain my thoughts.

If he feels that the relationship can't go on, or that it's too hard and tiring to be with me, I hope he can tell me as soon as possible. I don't want him to be with me for the so-called sense of responsibility like he did for Zhao Yaru. I don't need him to be responsible for me, Jiang Yang is right, everyone is an adult, there is no need to cry and ask to be responsible because he gave his body to the other party, I just hope he is not too tired.

The next day, Zhuang Yan had a rare sleep, and when I got up and went out to find something to eat, I saw a round-faced girl talking to Zhou Jin, and she seemed to be arguing. But it seemed that only the girl was arguing, and Zhou Jin kept raising her chin slightly to look at her.

I took a second look and walked in the direction of the restaurant, but because the wall was glass, the two of them quickly noticed me. I didn't want to say hello to them, so I pretended I didn't see them and quickened my pace to the restaurant.

I wanted to find something Zhuang Yan liked to eat and bring it back to the room for him to eat, but I didn't understand what was going on with the girl who quarreled with Zhou Jin, and she kept looking at me with hostility after chasing me into the restaurant.

Zhou Jin didn't come over, so I had to say hello to the girl with a smile: "Hello." ”

Seeing that I took the initiative to say hello, she simply ran over to a table with me and took the initiative to chat with me. She asked me what I had to do with Jiang Yang, and also inquired about the relationship between Zhou Jin and Jiang Yang.

I remembered what Jiang Yang helped me out of yesterday, and I guess I was misunderstood by this girl: "Brother Jiang treats me as a sister and has no special relationship." ”

I later learned that the girl was a few years older than me, but she had a baby face, and she had been in love with Jiang Yang before, and it was probably Jiang Yang's first love. But later, I heard Jiang Yang say that he is hiding from her the most now.

When I returned to the room, Zhuang Yan had already woken up, lazily lying on the bed staring at me, and when I brought breakfast, he asked me to accompany him to the cemetery to pay respects to his mother. Tomorrow is his mother's memorial day, but he may not be able to go tomorrow, so he wants to go there early today.

He signed a total of five orders during the eleventh period, which was much better than he expected.

When I asked him about the company, he was suspicious, suspicious that I already knew something, but I had learned to cover it up, so he probably didn't notice anything suspicious. He told me that their company is engaged in surface electroplating of precision parts, and has introduced several production lines from Germany before, and some technologies are relatively advanced in China.

He wants to say that there are some businesses that others can't steal, because not all competing companies have that kind of production line.

I just wanted to go back to school and study this area, maybe I could talk to him about the business of this industry in the future, not to mention how much I could contribute, but what if I could make a constructive suggestion?

Bao Yuanyuan said that more than one person had seen her aunt inside, and that she ate in the school cafeteria during the day, washed in the school's public toilet, and slept in the school grove at night without going anywhere else.

I also happened to my aunt when I was passing by with Bao Yuanyuan, and I learned all this.

I was disgusted with her like this, but she had never been like this before, so I didn't hide from her this time. As soon as she saw me, tears immediately fell down: "Xixi, where have you been, why do you care that the eldest sister in the girls' dormitory says that you don't live in school?"

"I don't have any money, aunt, if you stay here for so long, I won't have any money for you. "It's impossible for me to ask Zhuang Yan for money, I will go out to work to earn money if I don't have any money to spend, and I don't want to add any burden to Zhuang Yan now. Now that we're separated again, I have to take care of myself so that he doesn't get distracted.

After I went back to school, I checked Zhuang Yan's competitors on the Internet, and now because of the state's control of the electroplating industry, I heard that it is not easy to start an electroplating company. I vaguely feel that what Zhou Jin said to me at the beginning was mixed with some false information, but I am not sure, I need to verify it.

My aunt's crying soon interrupted my fugue, saying that my husband had some kind of alcoholic cirrhosis, and now he doesn't drink, but he can't do any heavy work. They had received the bride price money from someone to marry me off, and the debt was paid off, but the family ran to ask for someone twice in three days, otherwise they had to pay the money back, and they had to compensate for the mental loss.

For a few seconds, my heart suddenly softened, but I quickly remembered what they had done to me, and I couldn't heal the scars and forget the pain, and people who hadn't experienced those desperate days couldn't appreciate the pain.

I sighed: "Auntie, you have hands and feet, what's the use of looking for me in school? I'm also a poor student, won't you go to find a job by yourself? Slow down? These things are all done by yourself, and you should clean up by yourself." ”

"But people are in a hurry, where can I get so much money out at a time?" she was anxious, and discussed with me if she could borrow some from Zhuang Yan.

As soon as I heard this, my face changed, and now I'm not afraid that they will come to school to trouble me, I know how to survive the days of being pointed at, since they are so shameless, I don't need to give face anymore.

So I left without saying a word, and she was about to chase after me shouting my name, so I simply ran to the school gate to find the security guard.

I will always remember the two of them selling the wheat that my grandmother and I had worked so hard to harvest, and I will always remember the look on their faces when I desperately begged them to lend money to my grandmother for treatment. I can forgive many people and many things, but the harm they have done to me and my grandmother is something I will never want to forgive.

From now on, I will never sympathize with them again.

In the past, after Bao Yuanyuan learned about the situation in my family, she once said to me what Guo Degang once said, I hate the kind of person who lets others be generous without understanding anything, this kind of person stays away, and when he thunders him, it will affect you. So she won't persuade me to forgive my aunt and uncle, and let me meet people who say that I am not filial to my aunt and uncle in the future, and just block and don't contact again.

In mid-October, some companies began to go to our school to give speeches and publicity, and I was in the business school, and the things I learned were very miscellaneous and there was no technology to speak of. Many of the girls in our hospital talk about looking for administrative jobs such as human resources and clerks, and if they are willing to take on the challenge, they will do sales.

I am very determined to choose sales, and it is true that the challenge is great, but as long as you do it well, there are many bonuses.

I didn't tell Zhuang Yan about this decision, and he would definitely not agree to let me do sales. I didn't have a whimsical idea to use the little salary I had after graduation to help Zhuang Yan, I just wanted to use reality to force myself to grow.

During that time, the pressure became greater after everyone began to care about work, and the school also arranged psychological counseling to help everyone solve problems, and I also went to participate in it twice. The psychology teacher was a very beautiful female teacher, and at that time, like everyone else, I was confused about my work, and I didn't know why she thought that the reason why I was doing sales was particularly depressed.

At the time, I didn't think to tell her the reason behind it, but she spoke so skillfully that I didn't feel any pressure at all, and I even told her some stories little by little.

What she said at the time surprised me very much, she said that Zhou Jin should have learned some psychological knowledge, when Zhou Jin returned to China, she was not in a hurry to behave in front of Zhuang Yan, but let Zhao Yaru know in advance that she was going to snatch Zhuang Yan back, which in itself was a psychological hint, planting the seeds of doubt in Zhao Yaru's heart in advance.

And Zhou Jin confessed to me before that she couldn't let go of Zhuang Yan, so she had to compete fairly with me, and this method was the same as the one she used to deal with Zhao Yaru before. Once a woman is on guard in her heart, she will definitely start to be sensitive, which is a psychological suggestion that especially affects feelings.