February 20th.

It was the day Yuezi boarded the flight to Paris, and it was also the day she left Xueqi and me.

At noon that day, I was dropped off at the airport.

Because Xueqi had to go to school, she couldn't come to the airport to see off the confinement in person.

On that day, Yuezi was wearing a black sun hat, her long black hair fell from under the sun hat to the black uniform skirt, after two months, she wore sunglasses again, and she carried a suitcase, she looked so plain, tranquil and quiet.

"Brother, then I'll go. "When I passed the security checkpoint, Yuezi turned her head to look at me and smiled at me.

"Hmm. Be careful. I smiled at the confinement child, "By the way, how are you learning French?"

Yuezi smiled at me and said to me in French, "Pasdesoucis." ”

Yuezi smiled brightly at me.

That smile made me feel like a spring breeze.

I stared blankly at the confinement and the confinement looked at me.

With a suitcase in her hand, Yuezi looked at me.

For a moment, we were silent.

"Yuezi," I looked at Yuezi, squeezed my hands, and took a deep breath. I know that at times like these, I should say something that carries a lot of weight to be reassured.

But what shall I say?

Looking at the confinement, my mind went blank.

And the confinement still looked at me.

Looking forward to what I say.

"Brother, what do you want to say...... Let's just say it. Seeing my hesitation, Yuezi finally asked me.

I mobilized the strength of my whole body, mustered up the courage, and looked at the confinement so hard that I almost sprayed all the blood in my heart.

What I'm going to say next is something that I really mustered up the courage to say.

I don't know how many ideological struggles have been made for this sentence.

"Confinement, Paris is the capital of romance, if you meet a guy you like there, don't think about me, just go and fall in love. Be sure to have a bang talk!!"

My words drew sideways glances from the people around me, and I felt my heart pounding in my chest, and I looked at the confinement with a hot face.

only to find that the corners of Yuezi's eyes were shining.

The confinement did not cry.

It's laughing.

"Thank you, brother. ”

It seems that after waiting for my words for a long time, Yuezi walked in front of me, step by step.

She stood in front of me.

Although she was a little shorter than me, she leaned in and tapped her heels.

Then, I saw that Yuezi's delicate and snow-white face was only one centimeter away from me.

"Confinement ......"

Suddenly there was a wetness on his lips.

Indescribable softness.

It's also a little sweet, like a hanging flower.

That's the taste of confinement lips.

The confinement dragonfly clicked on my lips for a moment, and then gently retreated.

I looked at the confinement in disbelief.

It was the first time she kissed me.

It's really the first time.

"Thank you for that statement...... But, I said it. If you don't get married, I won't get married. ”

If you don't get married, I won't get married.

My heart shook.

"I want to find a partner as soon as possible, whether it's Xueqi, Yuhui, or other girls, except for me. ”

That was the last sentence that the confinement left to me that moved me.

Finally, Yueko said goodbye to me with a smile.

"Goodbye, brother. I'll call you when I get off the plane in Paris. ”

She waved at me, and then, with her long flowing hair, she turned around, like a gust of wind, and disappeared faintly into the flow of people.

"Goodbye, Yuezi. "I said goodbye stupidly to the back of the confinement child. "Have a nice trip. ”

The black shadow is like the mysterious shadow of the moon, and the long hair that flutters is like a breeze that quietly slips away.

The confinement is gone.

Although not a farewell.

But that day, at that airport, she was gone.

Although she would come back during the winter and summer vacations, although she also came back after graduating with a master's degree.

But that cloudy day where the sun can't be found, that crowded airport, and that touching words only belong to us on that day.

No matter how time passes, no matter what kind of story happened after me and the confinement period, one of the most impressive images is always the parting at the airport on that day that year.

The confinement went gently.

It's like she's been here gently.

She has brought me love, but what she took away is full of thoughts.

And ever.

……

When I got home, I tidied up the confinement bedroom.

Confinement's bedroom is still the same, all the oil paintings are covered with white canvases, that is what I promised Confinement, until she returns, I will not touch her bedroom.

On the confinement bedside table, I stumbled upon the black diary left by the confinement child.

I don't know if I forgot to bring it or left it on purpose.

After thinking about it, I opened the diary casually, and then, I saw the beautiful Japanese text rushing to my face.

I don't understand.

I can't read a single page.

I shook my head helplessly.

I flipped through a few more pages, but I was stunned.

Because, I found that many of the diaries from September onwards were written in Chinese.

I settled down, sat on the bed, flipped through the pages, and read them.

September 3

Much better. But he still looked preoccupied, and during the period of time I was hospitalized, he lost a lot of weight and matured a lot. He peeked at me three times when I was painting today, and I pretended not to see it, he was so stupid that he didn't know. Although it's a little depressing, it's more than that, and it's still happy!

October 4th

He still didn't find out that I was his sister. Everything went according to plan. It's just that I don't want to go on like this anymore. I lied to him. However, I found it increasingly difficult to resist him. I think I already have a different relationship for him than a brother and sister. I'm well aware. I wanted to tell him the truth, but then our relationship would not be maintained! What should I do??? what should I do?

October 18th

The LV shoulder bag, which I had only bought for two months, was broken. It seems that the quality of a famous brand is often inversely proportional to the price. I didn't expect him to find out before me, and he accompanied me to the shopping street to buy a new one. It's a pity that his vision is so poor that he can't even distinguish between imitation and genuine. If I hadn't reminded him, he would have spent his money in vain. I ALSO BOUGHT A PAIR OF CLOVER SHOES BY THE WAY, I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE CHEAPER THAN JAPAN, BUT I DIDN'T EXPECT THE PRICE TO BE ALMOST THE SAME, AND I WAS DISAPPOINTED.

October 21

Today he was watching TV in the living room and suddenly suggested to me that he go to the movies. He finally hadn't forgotten Moon Shadow Breeze's plan. I'm so happy. The movie is very boring, he slept for 15 minutes halfway, but when he woke up, he still pretended to say that the plot was very cliché. At that time, I really wanted to demolish him, but I laughed and didn't tell him, watch him continue to blow!

November 6

He had a fever. But he still went to work sick and braved the rain to pick up Xueqi. I think he really loves Xueqi. What would happen to him if I had a fever?

November 12th

I had a fever. Dizzy...... Body aches...... Shall I call him and ask him to come back? Forget it, let's get some sleep......

November 16th

The fever finally subsided. Today he made me a bowl of miso soup, but he doesn't know Japanese food. But the taste is really good, I don't know if he is a cooking method that he looked up on the Internet. Ask him when you have time.

November 26th

He also had a fever. 39.6 degrees. It's tiring, there are so many things in the company, and I have to take care of Xueqi, and I have to accompany me to realize the plan of the moon shadow and breeze. I should have seen that he was pushing himself a long time ago. Today I took care of him in the hospital for an afternoon, but he kept shouting Qiqi. It seems that he is most concerned about Xueqi. I really can't help it. I also like Xueqi. But who does he like more?

December 2nd

It's getting colder. Winters in China are much colder than in Japan. It rained today, and the power went out at home, and I couldn't read the "MINA" magazine I just bought. I looked at his face in the dark at night, and suddenly I felt that he was really much thinner than when we first met. The silhouette in the darkness is even more pronounced. He didn't even notice that I was staring at him all the time, and looking for my phone to light it like a blind man, this unresponsive fool.

I found myself getting more and more out of my grip on him. But one day he'll know the truth, right? What will I do when the day comes? I really ...... Is it destined to be his sister? I really envy Xue Qi, although he is called papa, but he is not related by blood, and there is still the possibility of being with him. I'm so envious.

December 13th

It's getting colder, and this is probably my last winter in China. Moon Shadow Breeze's plan still hasn't come to fruition, and I think he's forgotten about it.

I can't see the next spring in China. Katsuhei Shiho came to me today. The wedding date is approaching. My uncle came to urge me. Am I really going to leave him and go back to live with that bear-like man like Akachi Kurosawa for the rest of my life?

Do you want to tell him the truth that I'm his sister, at least then he won't regret it......

But why I still can't say why?

Maybe it's better to leave like this.

Even when we left, we were still a couple.

Although he did not realize the Moon Shadow Breeze plan.

But, I don't care anymore.

He loves me.

I already knew.

I love him too.

It is said that Friday on the 13th is the most unlucky, and today is still the anniversary of the Nanjing Massacre. It seems that I, the "Japanese", should really leave.

I really can't bear him.

But I had to go.

I only hope that the Great Myojin, if there is an afterlife, let me have no blood relationship with him.

Goodbye, my first love.

Goodbye, my Adon.

I love you.

……

When I finished reading the diary, it was already late in the evening, and it was starting to rain outside, so I closed the diary and sat on the wooden floor for a while, thinking about the year and the month, every detail, every picture.

After calming down, I walked out onto the balcony, where it was stormy and gloomy, like night.

I don't know how to describe my state of mind at that moment.

It's like drinking a bitter cup of coffee.

I know that I have loved the confinement and the confinement has loved me.

I know.

She knows it too.

But...... That's all we have to do after all.

The rain was beating on my face and on the railing, and Ding Ding Dongdong was playing a magnificent divine comedy.

It's like the tune that Yuezi played for me in the wind and rain that day.

In that song, there are fairy tales, crying and laughing, joy, dreams, and legends.

The lights that gradually light up the city turn into a colorful halo of light in the rain, and the combination of red, orange, yellow and green creates a fabulous and gorgeous world.

A moment of breath, a moment of beauty.

Eternal touch.

I stood in front of the railing, feeling the wind and rain, looking at the short, but gorgeous scenery, unconsciously, but thinking of that day, the sad picture of Yuezi playing the violin in front of the tombstone.

Barren plains, depressed and withered grass, silent tombstones, and the bitter wind......

And the lonely girl in black in front of the tombstone.

That feeling of desolation and sorrow filled my heart little by little.

Up to my throat.

Then, I exhaled heavily, and the feeling was gone.

There is only one feeling left that can be called beautiful.

Looking at the city in the wind and rain, I wiped the water from my face and smiled unconsciously.

This scene is so beautiful.

I'm sad about something.

What do I have to be sad about?

We all live in the intertwined mouth of eternity and instant, encounter, parting, in the kaleidoscopic world of birth and evolution of all things, all existence has its value, and every story cannot avoid a sad ending in the end.

Life is fleeting, and it will eventually pass away.

The years are vast, but that's it.

Eternal but the bright moon full of holes, short but the breeze that passes by in a moment.

However, in this process, the wind and the moon form that picture, but it will be recorded by the interested viewer, and it will become a beautiful scenery that will never be forgotten.

Maybe no one can keep the breeze that slips away in a hurry, and we can't get the moon far away in the sky, but we at least have the most beautiful scenery ever.

……

The story came full circle, and in the end, it returned to the original point, back to the world where there were only two people, me and Xueqi.

Ma Yike, Tang Mengyan, Yuezi, Brother K, Blue Moon, Organ ...... All kinds of people, all those thrilling things, are just like that. It's like after the storm, everything finally calms down, and only the memories left in the wind and rain are left.

The moon sets without a trace, and the wind passes without a trace.

Only the scene at that time is in my heart.

is like what Su Shi said in "Red Cliff Fu" thousands of years ago;

"Between heaven and earth, everything has its own master, and it is not mine, although I cannot take anything. But the breeze on the river, and the bright moon in the mountains, the sound of the ear, the color of the eye, the inexhaustible, is the endless hiding of the Creator, and I am suitable for the Son. ”

……

One day, I was driving my car into the garage in the courtyard of my house, and just after I got out of the garage, there was a soft knock on the door.

The knock on the door was very soft, and when I looked back at the villa, I frowned and went to open the door when I thought that Xue Qi was in the villa.

The door opened, but I froze.

Because there was a person outside the door that I didn't expect.

A little girl.

A little girl with a big stupid bear doll in her arms, a shawl with a disheveled hair, a shabby yellow shirt, and a dirty little girl, or rather, a little Lori.

The little girl looked to be in her teens, not even as old as Xueqi.

The little girl was dirty, her face was covered with ash, her clothes were covered with patches and folds, and she was less than 1.4 meters tall.

Seeing me, the little girl with messy hair raised her head, and I was stunned.

"Little sister. You...... Who are you looking for?"

"Are you Yang Jiandong?"

The little girl looked at me with the eyes of Furui Wubo, and I was startled when I saw the eyes of the little girl in front of me.

No way...... What a pair of eyes?

Empty, resentful, tired, and indescribable...... It feels like ...... Hatred?

This girl seems to hate me?

But do I have a grudge against this girl?

Or rather, do I know her?

How did I not know?

But how does she know me?

Looking into the little girl's eyes, I froze, and then put on a smile:

"Yes, hehe, this is my home, and I am Yang Jiandong. You...... Whose child is it?"

To my surprise, after listening to my answer, the little girl's eyes turned gloomy.

She stared at me and said in a cold, voice, utterly out of her age:

"I am your father's and your stepmother's daughter. My name is Shen Moli. ”

Stepmother?

Sink...... Mo Li?Jasmine?

Because the pronunciation is not very clear, I don't know if the girl's name is Mo Li or Jasmine, probably ...... Maybe Jasmine.

But at that moment, I suddenly understood.

The seeds of calamity planted more than a decade ago...... Today, it finally sprouts.

I finally couldn't escape it.

The little girl still looked at me with resentful eyes, and then she said to me in a hoarse voice:

"My mom died, and she had no other relatives. Only if you can take me in, otherwise...... I'm going to die tonight. ”

The little girl's words were really amazing, and the words she said were completely adult-like, and my face stiffened with shock.

"Little sister, what are you talking nonsense, what about your mother?" I still couldn't believe it, or rather, I was convincing myself in my heart not to believe what was happening in front of me. “”

The dirty girl named Jasmine was still staring at me, and then she suddenly lowered her head a little shyly.

"This. Help me get it. The little girl did not answer my question, but suddenly handed me the big cloth bear in her hand.

Seeing the little girl's movements, I hesitated, I looked at the shabby rag doll bear in her hand and frowned.

Inside...... There wouldn't be any explosives, would there?

At that time, I actually had such an absurd idea.

Perhaps, the mechanism really left too deep a shadow on my heart.

Am I so timid that I don't even dare to take a little girl's rag doll?

I laughed to myself. Then, with a strange feeling, I bent down to pick up the big stupid bear in the girl's hand.

However, just as I took the big stupid bear, the girl suddenly raised her head and looked at me with angry eyes, and then, before I could react, she suddenly stretched out her little hand

"Smack!"

I was slapped in the face with a crisp and loud slap from her.

She hit me?!

I was actually slapped by a little girl?!!

I looked at the little girl in disbelief, staring at her with a grim face, and the little girl, or rather, Jasmine, had a grim face.

The little girl looked at me with eyes that were burning with hatred, and said word by word in a fierce tone:

"It's for my mom!"

【Lori's Moon Shadow Breeze Ends】

Next volume volume IX

【Lori's rain falls into the clear sky and begins】

Jasmine reference image

Dirty little girl, poor little Lori, but with the demeanor of a mature woman