【Lori Cultivation Plan: The Rain Falls into the Clear Sky】

My name is Yang Jiandong and I am 30 years old this year. Do the math, I'm about to step into the ranks of middle-aged people. Although I think about myself as a mature man, if I really want to say it, I don't have a sense of crisis. When I was not 30 years old, I felt terrible, but when I really reached that age, I also felt that I had not changed much, I was still myself, and I was no different from before.

When I was a child, probably because of my parents' divorce, I was a relatively introverted quirk, and I had a lot of dirty thoughts in my head. When I was in elementary school physical education class, I would occasionally shoot girls with a water gun full of tap water on the playground with a few male classmates, sometimes wetting their backs and pants, and as a result, the teacher punished me for squatting and walking, but I still felt scared and happy in my heart. There were also a few times when I was alone in the school building, and when I saw that a certain girls' toilet was empty, I would also feel itchy, and then because I was full of lust, I unconsciously walked to the girls' toilet to urinate when no one was nearby. At that time, when I saw the sanitary napkins in the toilet wastepaper basket and the reddish blood stains on it, I would feel extremely excited. If I wasn't worried that a certain sanitary napkin was used by an aunt, I think I would have done something stupid like picking it up and collecting it.

In short, I was a very dirty person in elementary school and junior high school, and I believe that many boys have had similar experiences or ideas with me, but they don't dare to say it because they are afraid of being scolded as perverted or scum when they say it.

After I got to high school, my personality became more stable and honest, at least I behaved more normally in front of others. Of course, there are still all kinds of reverie about girls' bodies, and when I see girls in jeans walking around in school, I will unconsciously look into the folds of their jeans in their crotches and imagine that part of the rubbing when they walk or run. Sometimes I will secretly look at the crotch of the girl, intentionally or unintentionally, and wonder if the girl's jeans also have the same zipper as the boy.

It's strange to say.,Men generally like girls with big breasts.,But I've always been a person who doesn't care much about girls' breasts.,What I prefer is a girl's face.、Slender waist and full thighs.,Every time I see a girl who looks okay from a distance, I first glance at the face.,If the face is okay, then look at the position of the hips, waist, and leg curve......

It's a little ridiculous when I think about it now, but I still found it quite exciting at the time.

Of course, this situation didn't last long, and the object of my fantasy was a different person.

That person was a baby girl I picked up in October of my freshman year of high school from a small alley across the road from the hospital.

That time I picked up the baby girl, it was really pure accident, that era was still the 90s, and many families in China still had the phenomenon of preference for sons, and there were occasional abandonment of babies. But I ran into it, and I really don't know if I was lucky or unlucky.

At that time, I was really scared, when I encountered this kind of thing, most people would hold the heart of avoiding it and looking for less trouble, I thought the same way at that time, I wanted to leave the alley quickly and leave that thing alone, but maybe I was really a psychopath, because I fantasized about being able to see the jade body of the baby girl, and I finally took advantage of no one to find out and took her home, and then secretly raised her.

Thinking about it now, that thought was really crazy at the time.

In a sense, I'm really a purebred pervert and scumbag.

If this kind of thing is exposed, I guess I will definitely be condemned to death by public opinion.

Therefore, I have always kept the adoption of that baby girl a secret from my relatives.

Because my father travels all year round, and I don't have many relatives, I really reluctantly adopted the baby girl for a while without telling the people around me.

At that time, when I first adopted the baby girl, I was completely in the mindset of being a toy or a pet, and at that time I just wanted to raise the baby girl, to see her attached to me like a pet, and then I could instill her thoughts at will. Just like a toy, you can play with her at will. That kind of thinking is really twisted and evil to the extreme.

Of course, as time went on, I realized that I was just getting into trouble.

Raising someone is not so easy at all, and the trouble is far greater than the pleasure of expectation.

Having a person is definitely different from having a pet or maintaining a toy, and the trouble it brings is just too much.

We don't live in a primitive society, we live in a civilized society, we need not only resources, but also knowledge and proof, a person from birth to adulthood to marriage to death, there are records, all kinds of proofs, but also to receive all kinds of education, enjoy all kinds of facilities. Birth Certificate, Health Certificate, Pathology Card, Hukou Booklet, ID Card, Student ID, Health Insurance Card...... For someone who adopts an abandoned baby, countless proofs are enough to drive people crazy. If it weren't for the fact that I later met Mr. Chen, whose daughter happened to have passed away, and he transferred the birth certificate and household registration book to the baby girl I picked up, maybe Xueqi would still be living in an orphanage now.

I originally named my baby girl Jiaqi in honor of the girl I had a crush on in junior high school, but later, after transferring Mr. Chen's household registration book, Jiaqi's name was changed to Chen Xueqi.

Chen Xueqi, whose breast name is Jiaqi, is also known as Xueqi, Qiqi, Qiqi or A Xue and Xue, Xue'er...... But those names all refer to the same person, and that is the baby girl that I have been adopting until now.

Now that I think about it, if I could go back in time and go back to that alley 14 years ago, I don't think I would have adopted that baby girl.

For the sake of Xueqi, I really lost a lot of movement.

My father, knowing that I was adopting a baby girl behind his back, left home in a fit of rage and got out of a car accident and left me forever.

My first girlfriend, Tang Mengyan, had a conflict with me because she misunderstood that Xueqi was my illegitimate daughter, and in the end the contradiction was irreconcilable, and she also left me.

Xue Qi was born with a disease, in order to cure her, I also spent a lot of effort, although in the end she was cured, but I was really grief-stricken, physically and mentally exhausted, that period of the past, can really be said to be unbearable.

I think that if it weren't for Xueqi, my life would definitely not be so twisty and bizarre, so complicated.

If it weren't for Xueqi, I think I would have lived a stable life now, I would have lived with my dad, I would have been socializing with other girls normally, and I might even have married and had children. In short, my life will be similar to most people, but in general, my life will be very ordinary, very ordinary.

If I hadn't met Xueqi.

Speaking of which, it was really me who shaped Xueqi's life, and Xueqi in turn changed my life.

Our lives are mutually influencing and shaping each other.

When I first picked up Xueqi, I had a very dirty idea, and at that time, as everyone imagined, I did not do less obscene things.

When Xueqi was a young girl, I often kissed her, when I wiped her body, I would rub her white virgin land with a damp cloth, and when I slept with Xueqi, I would hold her like a pillow and kiss her soft little lips.

Xueqi's first kiss...... It can even be said that the first 100 kisses in her life were taken away by me long ago when she was a baby and a young girl. Moreover, I'm not afraid of you fleshing me, when Xue Qi was young, I did try to "**" with her many times. Of course, in the end, I didn't even make that last step. There are many reasons, one is because Xueqi is still too young, a girl who has not developed, the hole over there is very small, and it is very sensitive, and it will hurt if you touch it a little, so I have nothing to do. In addition, molesting a girl under the age of 14 is a serious crime, and at that time I was still not sure whether I would adopt Xueqi for a long time, and I was worried that if I sent her to the Civil Affairs Bureau one day, the people there would arrest me if they found out that her hymen had ruptured. Because of that, I was also a little hesitant and trembling, and in the end, I didn't take that forbidden step. Besides, Xueqi was taken care of by Aunt Bao Juan, the proprietress of a steamed bun shop near my house, until she was 3 years old, and I couldn't do that kind of thing under her nose. After Xueqi was 3 years old, I was sad for a long time because of my father's death, and out of guilt for my father, I also had some regrets about adopting Xueqi at that time, and I didn't do it. Later, when Xueqi was 5 or 6 years old, Ma Yike came to my house to work as a nanny, and I didn't have the opportunity to do that kind of thing. Later, when Xueqi was eight years old, I fell in love with Tang Mengyan, and at that time, I got along with Tang Mengyan ** and was in a period of love...... Therefore, he didn't do anything to Xueqi. And later, Xue Qi was 10 years old, but she was sick, in danger, and she was getting thin day by day, and it was impossible for me to do anything to her.

And when she finally got better and became healthy and lively...... But she started menstruating and began to develop.

And at that time, in Xueqi's eyes, I was already an existence like her father.

Regarding Xueqi's life experience, my answer to Xueqi is: She is the daughter adopted by my father from his friend Chen Kaiye, but then my father died so I adopted her, so I am her third father.

So, she called me "Papa". And not really dad.

And in the past 14 years, the relationship between me and Xueqi has indeed changed in the direction of father and daughter.

Of course, I'm also a normal man. Although the relationship tends to be male and female, sexual impulses and feelings are not contradictory, even if I and Xueqi are father-daughter relationships, but I still have a lot of reverie about Xueqi. I also often flirt with Xueqi and have physical contact with her. When Xue Qi was young, I just took a bath with Xue Qi, and then touched her soft and slippery body everywhere, Xue Qi's little ass, Xiao Bibi, Xiao Doudou, I don't know how many times I touched her. When I slept with her, my hand liked to unconsciously drill between her legs, and several times Xueqi frowned and said that it was uncomfortable and that it hurt.

I think that so many fathers in the world have done some obscene things to their daughters when they were young, and even if they didn't do it, they have more or less had a reverie.

A girl like the moon once told me that her daughter was her father's last lover and the last object of her fantasy. I think that makes a lot of sense.

After going to junior high school, Xue Qi's appearance has changed even more, she is much taller and more beautiful, and Xue Qi has become more and more beautiful and beautiful. Sometimes looking at her amazing beauty and feeling her charm, I even have a moment when I can hardly tell the difference between family and love...... I saw a cute little Lori named Xizi on the Internet, when she was young, Xueqi had the beauty that was inferior to that girl, and when she grew up, she would only be better......

At that time, I would even look at Xue Qi with long hair, a snow-white melon seed face, black crystal eyes and a slender waist and ask myself: Is this really my Xue Qi.

Is this girl in front of me really the baby girl I picked up from the alley?

I often ask myself that in my heart.

And the answer I got was: she was really my Xueqi, and she was the girl I picked up.

That little Lori I once wanted to cultivate as my own woman.

Sometimes, when I go to pick up Xueqi, I see many boys smiling and waving to her on the road, or deliberately approaching, I will feel inexplicably unbearable. Although Xue Qi told me these things when she came home, and she didn't seem to care, I really felt a little torment in my heart.

Every time I see Xueqi, who I raised single-handedly, walking with other boys, I can't help but think;

"Xue Qi is mine, she can only be my woman forever, other men approach her just because they covet her beauty, they have never gotten along with Xue Qi at all, they don't know Xue Qi at all, they are a group of primitive animals with sperm worms in their brains...... Only I can truly understand Xueqi, and only I can always be by Xueqi's side, be with her, and always be together......"

That's what I really think about Xueqi.

It's okay to call me selfish, it's okay to call me perverted, but I think it's a matter of course, in the past 14 years, Xueqi is the only one who is really close to me, and the person closest to me is also Xueqi.

I like her, she depends on me, shouldn't we be together?

Xue Qi is my woman.

We are destined to be together.

That's what I thought back then.

Although I am 30 years old, I am really not afraid of everyone's jokes when I say such things.

Having said all that, let's get down to business, let's tell you the story of me and Xueqi specifically.

I've seen a saying on the Internet that the word loli is used for girls before the age of 15.

And now, Xueqi is 14 years old.

In other words, this year is the last year for Xue Qi to get rid of the name Lori.

This time, the story I want to tell you also starts from Xueqi's last year as Lori.

This is the story of Xue Qi's last year as Lori.

The plot of this story is very simple, so simple that there are only two protagonists, me, and Xueqi, of course, there are also some other small supporting roles occasionally, for example, the blind date recommended by my aunt to me, Yuhui, and the girl I didn't expect to come to the door, Jasmine.

Jasmine reference image

Girl Xueqi reference map. Black hair is more like that