Chapter 59 A song for you, I am the only one who is lonely
Yuezi flicked her bangs, which were a few points longer than a few months ago, and said, "It's early." To be honest, I haven't had enough of it, at least not for a while, I don't want to go back. And...... In terms of blood, I was originally a Chinese. Even if I live in China in the future, I won't feel awkward. Seriously, I'm used to being here, but I might not be used to going back there. ”
"Yes......" The words of the confinement made me breathe a sigh of relief, although I was still a little uneasy, but with the protection of the confinement words, I was finally relieved.
It's just that I didn't let go of this breath for long.
In the afternoon, I went to Ma Yike's house to pick up Xueqi back. Before I got home, the sky began to thunder, and it was rare to see thunderstorms in such cold weather, but it was really going to rain when I saw that the sky was gray and gloomy.
Sure enough, when I arrived home, the ground began to crack with the sound of dense raindrops falling to the ground, and then the drifting rain came as scheduled, covering it like a waterfall falling down from nine heavens.
Xueqi and I rushed home, just a few steps from the garage to the villa, and the heavy rain drenched us in soup.
When Xue Qi and I, one big and one small, looked at each other, we couldn't help but laugh.
"Go change your clothes. Then take a shower. I said to Xue Qi, who nodded her little head and walked upstairs with me without saying a word.
However, as soon as I reached the corner of the second floor, I heard a beautiful and graceful music, and I stopped at the sound of it.
Xue Qi had already run upstairs, and I was attracted by the tune of the violin and walked to the balcony at the end of the entrance.
Yuezi is sitting in front of the balcony, outside the balcony is the sky full of haze, and in front of the balcony, is Yuezi in a white robe, at this moment, she is sitting in front of the balcony as if she is very intoxicated, her head leaning on the violin, holding the violin in one hand, and pulling it with the other. The 6-month-old black girl is curled up in her lap and is napping.
The background is a rainstorm sky full of thunder and lightning, and the close-up is Yuezi wearing an elegant white robe and playing the violin comfortably.
"Confinement?"
I used my arm to block the raindrops that were flying, stepped forward, and walked in front of the moon, the marble-like raindrops kept being blown into the balcony by the wind, the cold wind was swishing, even I, a person who was farther away from the balcony, felt chilly, I really didn't know how the moon could be addicted to his own music world.
Hearing my call, Yuezi's eyelashes trembled slightly, and she opened her eyes slightly, and a dementoring smile bloomed at the corners of her pale red charming lips.
"It's raining so hard, let's get into the house quickly?" I said, standing in front of the confinement child.
"Shhhh......h
"Listen. "Yuezi suddenly said to me.
"Uh...... Listen to what?"
"The sound of rain. And the sound of lightning. Yuezi said to me quietly, smiling.
"What's wrong with these voices?"
"Isn't there a saying that the sounds of nature are the most beautiful? I want to try to let nature accompany me. Yuezi said with a smile, then closed her eyes and continued to play the violin. "What do you think?"
"Hey, don't kid me. It's good to have such a whim, but it's not good to get a cold and fever. Let's go into the house, you can pull it in the house, can't you?" I persuaded the confinement child, but the confinement child did not listen to me and continued to pull.
"Just for a moment, soon. Yuezi said lightly.
"This tune is for you. ”
Yuezi's words made me stunned for a moment. I don't know why the confinement is suddenly so elegant tonight, but I can't help her, I can't help it, so I just stood in front of her, standing on the balcony under the wind, rain, thunder and lightning, and listened like a wooden man.
To be honest, I really didn't know much about violin music, at first, I just thought that Yuezi's music was very beautiful, and it made people feel that their whole soul had been purified, and it was very comfortable and quiet.
And as time went on, I actually gradually integrated into the tune of the confinement.
The sound of the wind, the rain, and the sound of thunder and lightning, at that moment, I felt that the whole world was playing, and the whole world seemed to be alive, turning into an emotional, energetic life form, accompaniment for the confinement child, and catering to the confinement child's state of mind.
It's really hard to describe.
Originally, I always thought that this kind of unpredictable feeling only existed in exaggerated movies or movies, but at that moment, under the special situation, I actually felt some indescribable wonders.
After a few minutes, the violin music of the confinement gradually stopped, the confinement put down the strings, and then gently put the black girl on the ground, the black girl reluctantly glanced at the confinement, as if unwilling to leave the confinement warm legs, but in the end, the perverted cat still jumped and ran.
"That's good. It's the best violin piece I've ever heard you've ever played. What's your name?"
"It's still Masne's "Meditations". Yuezi said to me with a faint smile.
"But why does it sound so different from before?" I said, with some surprise. Yuezi's song "Meditation" has been played several times, and I have listened to it several times, and I am quite impressed, but this time, it gives me a different feeling.
"Because, you didn't even pay attention to it before. Yuezi smiled softly and said, "In the past, you only listened to a paragraph and left, for fear of disturbing me, but you have never listened to it as seriously as you do today." ”
"Huh. That's just as well. I said a little embarrassed, and then continued, "Yuezi, hurry up and enter the house." Your hair is all wet. Hurry up and take a shower and change your clothes. I have to go to Suzhou tomorrow, if I catch a cold, I will be in trouble. ”
Listening to my words, the smile on Yuezi's lips turned into a trace again, she slowly lowered her head, then raised it again, looked at me, and said faintly:
"Tomorrow...... I'm not going to Suzhou anymore. ”
When Yuezi said this, it was very light, and the background was still a combination of rain and thunder, but when it stopped in my ears, it was louder than thunder.
"No, why? I've bought all my plane tickets. "I can't believe that Yuezi would suddenly say this, she used to urge me to go to Suzhou with her, but now she suddenly said that she couldn't go. Here's what it's for.
Yuezi pursed her lips, looking at me quietly without her fixed contact lenses, but in the beautiful contact lenses, there was a lack of confidence in her daily life, and it seemed that she was ...... A little more sorrowful.
"You have a cold?" I asked Yuezi after thinking about it.
Yuezi blinked, but shook her head gently, she walked in front of me, and then gently stretched out her slender fingers to help me wipe the rain from my forehead.
Gently, she said, "There is no reason. I just don't want to go. ”
The look seemed a little evasive.
I rarely see Yuezi show such a complicated expression, although Yuezi is very good at reading other people's feelings, but she herself is not very good at hiding her own feelings.
"What are you hiding from me, right?" I saw that the confinement had something to hide from me, and thinking of the group of people in Hozhi Shengping this morning, I thought maybe the confinement was in a bad mood because of them.
"Not really. It is...... Suddenly, I lost the mood I had at the beginning. Yuezi said lightly, but there was a little loneliness in her voice.
"I'm not going, okay?"
Yuezi looked at me very seriously, the rain behind him became more and more dense, the thunder became louder and louder, and the white and miserable lightning shone brightly and the whole night turned into day.
Night and day are reversed at this moment.
I watched the confinement in silence.
Yuezi also pursed her lips and looked at me quietly.
Five seconds.
We faced each other in silence like that.
Exactly five seconds.
"Oh well. If you don't go, you won't go. Let's go again next time. ”
Eventually, I opened my mouth, pinched the plane ticket I was holding in my hand, and hid it back in my pocket.
Hearing my words, a trace of apology flashed on Yuezi's face, and she lowered her head slightly, stroking the strings with her jade hand.
"Really...... Sorry. It's all about it. ”
"It doesn't matter, travel, it's still the mood to watch, if you're not in the mood, there's no point. I smiled and said to Yuezi, "But, Yuezi, if you have something to hide from me, just say it." You said that there are no more secrets from me. But you seem to have been hiding something from me. ”
When I said this, the expression of the confinement was even more complicated,
At this time, the lightning in the sky was becoming more and more dazzling, the thunder rumbled, shaking the heavens and the earth, and the whole world was trembling in light and darkness.
"Whew. At this moment when the lightning was uncertain, Yuezi quietly raised her head, she looked at the electric light flashing frequently in the sky, and her clear black eyes looked at me quietly, and said, "Unknowingly, I have been in China for more than a year." I'm thinking...... Maybe it's time for me to go back to Japan. ”
"Back to Japan?" When Yuezi said these words, I felt as if my body had been stabbed by a thin bolt of lightning, and I was a little paralyzed.
"But didn't you say you'd go back a little while?"
Yuezi smiled faintly, looked at me, closed her eyes, and then opened them again.
She said to me, "I don't know what I'm thinking. Suddenly...... I just want to go back and see it. It's almost the end of the year, and it's almost New Year's Day. ”
The words of confinement made me feel that my whole heart was gradually cooling...... It's cool......
"New Year's Day?"
"Hmm. It's the New Year in Japan. We don't have a Spring Festival in Japan. Yuezi said.
"It's time to go back and see and get together with your family...... However, you'll be back after the New Year, right?" I asked Yuezi expectantly.
"Hmm. It should be......" Yuezi said softly, her voice like a gust of wind.
But this time, I could see that the confinement was lying to me.
"You lie. I said to the confinement child.
Yuezi's eyelids moved, staring at me tightly.
"Yuezi, you're lying to me, aren't you? If you go back this time, you won't come again, right?" I looked at Yuezi, stared at her, and asked word by word.
Yuezi looked at me with a complicated face, she bit her lip, and finally, sighed, and said, "My foreign travel permit is all handled by Bao Zhishengping." If he is against it...... It's troublesome. ”
"Then don't go back, Yuezi! At least, let me accompany you back to Japan! After we finish the plan of 'Moon Shadow Breeze' and let us be boyfriend and girlfriend!"
"Didn't we make an appointment to go to the movies?!Did we say we were going to Suzhou and Qingdao? We're going to go for a ride between cities and cities, and watch a lot of movies?!! right...... So at least until it's done, you're going to stay, right? Isn't it? Right? Am I right?"
I gently shook Yuezi's arm so that her eyes were on me.
At that moment, I caught a very complex look from the gaze of the confinement, that kind of look, which was both difficult and expectant, evasive, and tangled...... It's really complicated.
I don't know what kind of psychological struggle people have to show such complicated expressions.
But in the end, what surprised me was that Yuezi actually smiled at me.
Smile brightly.
"Whew, just kidding, I didn't expect you to be surprisingly serious. Hehe. You're right, I don't want to go back to Japan yet, it's just that suddenly Yaxing scares you, and the so-called great joy comes after great sorrow, that's the reason, ha. Let's go back to the back room, and we'll go to Suzhou tomorrow morning to have a good time. Let's get an early rest tonight. Hehehe. ”
"Visa Matters......
"I can go to the consulate to reapply for it myself. And I already have a job, so I'm not afraid of being sent back home. Alright, let's go inside. ”
As she spoke, Yuezi tilted her head sideways, with a smug smile on her face, "I knew it was going to be this expression", and patted me on the shoulder, and then gently brushed it past me.
Seeing Yuezi's expression, I was relieved......
No way.
I was really deceived by her.
I gritted my teeth with hatred and clenched my fists, but there was nowhere to vent......
On the horizon, lightning and thunder roared, and the torrential rain continued.