088 He's back
I gradually gained weight, not only in my waist, but also in my whole body, and my limbs were inflated, chubby. When I was pregnant with Bao, I had never seen myself so fat, and the key was that I was engaged in brand-name clothing, and I couldn't stand my ghostly appearance.
I was wearing loose maternity clothes, looking at myself in the mirror with a round face and a round figure, and then looked at someone next to me, with a slender body, flexible limbs, and a black suit.
Thinking about it again, I went to the kindergarten to pick up Yuanyuan, and saw those bloated middle-aged women, I felt terrible, not that I looked down on those women, but that I couldn't accept that I was like that, and goosebumps came out all over my body.
Li Yi stepped forward, pinched the fat on my arm with his hand, and laughed, "I've gained a lot of weight, you're about to 130 pounds, I can't even hold it, fat girl!"
I was in a bad mood, and when I heard him say that, my heart was even more uncomfortable, my face changed, and I picked up the doll next to the bed and threw it in his face. Dissatisfied said, "If you don't speak, no one will treat you as a dumb person!"
He quickly took the doll and put it aside, I went around and didn't want to deal with him, I wanted to wake Bao'er up, Li Yi stepped forward and hugged me, "What's wrong? I said you were fat and got angry, didn't the doctor say it? Is it normal for pregnant women to gain weight?"
I turned my back and didn't want to pay attention to Li Yi, let alone him, even I couldn't look at myself. I have long passed the age of taking a man's words as a holy decree, even if he really does not dislike himself, what the people around me think, I am willing to become a stain on others again.
Li Yi opened his mouth again and coaxed, "I'm kidding, why can't you even tell the difference between truth and falsehood?"
I touched my stomach and muffled, "I'm not allowed to eat supper from today!"
Li Yi quickly came up and picked me up again, because of the child, he didn't dare to hug me too tightly, kissed my eyes, kissed my cheek, and said very tiredly, "The more you eat, the happier I actually am." The fatter I get, the happier I get. Because then no one will have anything to do with you......."
Realizing that he had said the wrong thing, he stopped, looked down at me secretly, and quickly turned his head away.
Those words were like a heavy bomb thrown into my head, and Li Yi was so well mixed up in the shopping mall that he was so deceitful, how could he not see through my careful thoughts? It was not the first time I had known him, and he had always used carelessness as a mask to cover himself. In the eyes of outsiders, he just has no heart, doesn't know how to be sad, doesn't know what sadness is, and will always be that gentleman.
During this time, I tried very hard to hide myself, pretending that nothing had happened, but Li Yi was the one who got along day and night, how could I not see anything? I wanted to say something, explain it to myself, but my throat was so dry that I couldn't say a word, and I lowered my head weakly.
Li Yi grabbed my shoulders with both hands, and said in a calm voice, "He's back, you can meet him!"
We all knew who he was referring to, and our hearts twitched, and the pain spread with the blood to all the limbs and bodies. I am already Li Yi's wife, and his name is written on the spouse in the household registration book, I should shake my head and say no, it's all in the past, nothing matters, I have a family, I have children, that's the most important thing, I want to take care of it with my whole life, but I just stood in place sluggishly.
Li Yi turned around and ran to the balcony to make a phone call, I saw through the glass that the cold wind was blowing his hair, and I faintly heard him say in a deep voice, "She wants to see you, you can meet her....... right, you are right, I don't want you to see her, but I am a man, and the most annoying thing is to owe favors......... Li Yi's voice lowered, "That's what I owe you!"
My hands clenched nervously, and my throat burned like a fire. I don't have the courage to listen to it anymore, what I did was too much, Li Yi is my husband, but he took the initiative to call Xu Yuwen and said that his wife wants to meet you. That undoubtedly trampled Li Yi's self-esteem under his feet, how could I do this?
I turned around in a panic and tried to break down the door, I couldn't be so selfish anymore. Just as I opened the door and was about to walk out, Li Yi walked up quickly, he put a coat on my shoulder, and said softly, "It's cold outside, you put on a coat!"
I looked back at Li Yi in amazement, and he raised his lips to show me a smile like the winter sun, so bright that it was like the sun reflected on the surface of the lake, sparkling, and people couldn't take their eyes off it. My eyes were red and the tip of my nose was hot.
At such a moment, I would rather he be the hot-tempered Young Master Li, smashing the things in the room, or scolding me with vicious words, sarcastically mocking me as a liar, but he became very gentle, and looked at me with that doting gaze, as if I was the most precious thing in his life.
I wanted to throw myself into his arms and cry and tell him I wasn't going. But my guilt and gratitude for Xu Yuwen is like a tornado, sweeping everything.
I only recently learned about Mengmeng's background, her godfather, if it weren't for Xu Yuwen to protect me well, I wouldn't have survived at all, let alone give Bao'er a happy and warm family.
He gave me too many things, and I was completely blinded by hatred, thinking that everything he had was a gesture, and it was a matter of course, because I understood it too late, and Xu Yuwen had paid too much for himself, I hated myself for why I didn't give him a sincere smile, why didn't I give him a word of concern. What a man he longed for warmth, he experienced so many unfortunate things in his childhood, and lived a life of displacement......
I couldn't breathe because of the guilt of sin, and I wanted to see him say sorry and confess to him that I had betrayed him, and that I had done a lot of excessive things. I knew that an apology was too trivial, but if I didn't say it, it would be like a heavy stone weighing on me, forcing me to collapse.
I silently followed Li Yi to the suburban villa, I don't know if I was ashamed of Li Yi, or I didn't know how to face Xu Yuwen, my heart was very messy, it was a mess, even the trivial matter of unfastening the seat belt made me very difficult, and my hair was entangled with the safety buckle.
I spent a while, but I couldn't untie it, and I was very impetuous, so I pulled hard, and several hairs fell out, and my scalp hurt so badly. Li Yi's body came over and said in a rather reproachful tone, "Fool, what do you have to do with your hair?"
He was close to me, his breath filled with the smell of his crisp cologne, and his slender index finger skirted my jet-black hair, patiently helping me to untie my hair, as if it were a very important thing.
I tilted my head slightly, and saw that his flying eyebrows, straight nose, and red lips were still the amazing and beautiful man in my memory, but he seemed to have changed, he became more gentle, more affectionate, and more likable to women. I don't understand why such a good man as him fell in love with him, and I don't understand what is so special about me.
I couldn't help but reach out and touch his lips, and he looked up at me, and his eyes were filled with an ocean of water, and he smiled and joked to me, "What's wrong?
I liked how confident and proud he looked, as if nothing was in his eyes, I pursed my lips and smiled, and he went back to untie my hair, and after a while, he finally helped my hair escape.
I opened the car door and got out of the car, Li Yi took my hand, looked at me quietly, and said, "I'll wait for you to come back!"
I raised my hand to help him brush down a few naughty hairs on the top of his head, nodded solemnly and said, "Okay!"
After getting out of the car, I didn't take a few steps when Li Yi's call came from behind, "Shuangshuang?"
I'm used to turning my head back and saying, "Huh?"
His eyes narrowed into the arc of the moon with a smile, and the small dimples on the right side were exposed, which was very cute, and I saw him shake his head, indicating that there was nothing left. °C≡ °C≡ °C≡ °C≡
I took a few more steps, and he shouted from behind me again, and I turned around again and asked, "What's wrong?"
"Hmm!" he shook his head, "it's nothing, you go!"
I walked to the door of the villa, raised my hand to ring the doorbell, Li Yi shouted at me again, I turned my head and asked suspiciously, "What's wrong?"
He tilted his head to look at me and asked uncertainly, "Is it true that you said you were going to cook for me a few days ago?" I want to eat fried noodles with shredded pork with sharp peppers tonight, will you make it for me?"
The door opened from the outside, a middle-aged woman walked out, asked me if it was Lu Shuangshuang, I nodded yes, and when I stepped into the door, I smiled and waved to Li Yi, he raised his voice again and asked, "Will you?"
I looked at him who obviously cared about it and didn't want me to go in, but pretended to be very generous, and couldn't help laughing and scolding, "Stupid!"
He giggled, looking like a, a cute.