The middle-aged woman took me into the villa, the villa was newly built not long ago, the layout inside was very empty, and if you spoke loudly, there would be a sound echoing, giving people a feeling of kinship.

I came to the hall and saw a man sitting with his back to me, and just by looking at that back, I could tell who it was. Suddenly, I stood still, and I didn't have the courage to step closer.

I heard a violent cough, which wafted through the empty hall, and the aftermath continued, as if there were countless people coughing, and the sound was very harsh. Xu Yuwen coughed so badly that he seemed to be coughing out his entire lungs.

It's not the first time I've seen him cough, but I've turned a blind eye, it's not a thing at all, and I cursed viciously that he coughed to death, I'm really a vicious woman, right?

When I saw his uncomfortable appearance, I walked up, picked up the water next to him, handed it to him, and then looked at his back lightly, and asked with concern, "Are you okay?"

Xu Yuwen raised his head, his suffocated red face showed a smile, and he whispered, "You're here!"

He smiled so gently, as beautiful as he first saw it, as if it was a willow brush, I used to sink for his laughter, and then when I saw him laugh, I felt terrible, and thought he was a cruel person. As long as you hate someone, you think that everything he does is wrong, and even if he talks to you about concern, you will think that he has ulterior motives.

He began to cough again, so hard that his whole body was shaking. I'm so afraid that he will spurt blood, just like in the TV series, and by the time I wake up to the mistakes I have made and want to repent, people will already have an incurable disease.

I took his hand and asked uneasily, "What's wrong with you?"

He took a sip of water, shook his head, and said, "It's okay, it's all old problems, and it will be fine in a while." He pointed to the seat opposite and said, "You can sit down, I'll just relax!"

I sat on the sofa in a panic, looking at Xu Yuwen intently, his skin became whiter, the kind of pale that has not seen the sun for a long time, it is a sickly white, the dark circles of the eye sockets are getting thicker and thicker, the whole person has lost weight, and the eye sockets are sunken. I asked, "Are you really okay?" ”

A middle-aged woman held a French caramel egg stew in front of me, and the hall was filled with a sweet fragrance. I watched the smoke rise and my eyes began to darken. Xu Yuwen is a very careful person, but also a very boring person, he will quietly remember everything you like, and then give it to you silently, people will naturally accept it, they will not pay attention to anything at all, for a long time, it has become a habit, thinking that it is an obligation.

"It's too hot outside, you can eat some hot desserts to warm your stomach!" Xu Yuwen had an unchanged smile, but there was a touch of tenderness in his eyes.

I clenched the spoon in my hand, and I wanted to ask a lot of things, when did he know that Bao'er was not his child, and why did he tell Li Yi the truth? He had been there for a while....... there were so many questions, I didn't know which one to ask. I can only ask awkwardly, "How are you doing?"

Xu Yuwen sat back slightly, leaned back on the sofa a little lazily, looked into my eyes and said, "It's okay, I went to the Netherlands, where the tulips bloom beautifully, I brought you a gift." ”

Xu Yuwen took a long box and handed it to me, my eyes stopped at the bow of the purple gift box, he gave me a lot of gifts, including precious jewelry, local specialties, and also gave me a Persian cat, but I casually responded to thank you, never cared what he sent.

I'm such a fool, if a man brings you a gift every time he goes on a business trip, and it will be three years at a time, he really loves you. Now people in this society are more utilitarian, and there are so many choices, three or four times to give you gifts, you don't have anything to say, people just leave, and you are not the only woman, right?

I took the gift with a lot of taste, opened the box and it was yellow dried tulips, I raised my lips and smiled at him and said, "It's so beautiful!"

Xu Yuwen looked at me blankly, looked at me for a long time, he slowly reached out to my sideburns, and deftly pinned his hair behind his ears, he said, "He should be very good to you, right? Your eyes are no longer hatred and resentment, but happiness and relief, I am very happy to see you like this!"

I saw in his eyes that his face was round, not pretty, at most cute, so he looked at me with such affectionate eyes, which made me very uncomfortable, as if a hand was pinching my heart and making me almost out of breath......

Originally, the extremely delicate atmosphere in the room was very depressed and sad by his words.

The corners of Xu Yuwen's mouth rose, and his eyes narrowed with a smile, "Shuangshuang, don't look like this, okay? You don't feel guilty about me? In the past three years, I have lived a very happy life, and finally have a home and someone to look forward to." The house has become very lively, Bao'er is really cute, from the first time I saw her, I fell in love with her, I love her very much, she deserves the best things in the world. Of course, I knew I was a thief, and that I had stolen such happy days from someone else, and now I should return them to their rightful owners. You are too kind, and you are too soft-hearted, I am afraid that you will take all the sins on yourself again, and I don't blame you. ”

"......" I had nothing to say but an awkward silence, but, admittedly, even though I was sorry for him, I was still relieved. Yes, sometimes people are really weird, people who love themselves too much, you can't fall in love with because you feel that he is giving too much pressure, and the people around you are telling you that he loves you very much, and he has given you a lot and makes you breathless.

"Do you want to hear this kind of thing too?" Xu Yuwen sat down beside me, turned his face away, and looked at me seriously, the expression on his face was as gentle and tolerant as ever.

"I'm sorry, I ......"

"I told you a long time ago, don't say sorry to me, don't say thank you, if you want to say sorry to me, you smile at me, if you want to say thank you, you smile at me, I like your smile. The first time I saw you, you cried miserably in the elevator, your eye makeup was spent, and you didn't care about the people around you, and you laughed while crying, and when I saw your smile, I felt sorry and didn't let you cry. His expression was light-hearted, but I could clearly smell the heaviness behind it.

He continued to laugh and said, "When I was very young, my mother told me to stay away from a kind of woman, and when you see her crying, your heart is like being scratched by a cat. ”

Listening to his words, I remembered what Zhang Wuji's mother said in the Heaven and Dragon Slayer, and I thought it was funny, but I didn't dare to laugh out loud. As if guessing my thoughts, he tugged at the corners of his lips gracefully, and the corners of his lips trembled again and again, and it could be seen that he was desperately suppressing his laughter. "If you want to laugh, laugh out, I laughed when I saw that clip, don't bear it, suffocate it into internal injuries!"

I didn't expect him to say such Internet buzzwords, I couldn't hold it anymore, and suddenly, there was a burst of laughter in the room, and sadness was washed away by laughter.

I laughed so much that I lay on the sofa, I couldn't stop smiling at all, I covered my stomach with my smile, he tilted his head and smiled not far-fetched, even a little relaxed, "It's the first time I've seen you smile so much in front of me, a long time ago, you weren't relaxed next to me, that's not really you, but I'm very relaxed in front of you, I feel very comfortable." I've found that I can tell the secrets that lie deep in my heart, and I don't care if you laugh at yourself or if you're going to betray me. "(2) (2) ".*(2) Pavilion (2),

My heart was trembling, my head was lowered, and I didn't even dare to raise my head to meet Xu Yuwen. I did betray him and hurt him, "I'm sorry......" I said very quietly, so low that I tried to restrain myself from crying.

Xu Yuwen chuckled, raised his hand and patted me on the shoulder, "I said, don't say I'm sorry, that recording, and the bidding, I deliberately let you leak it, how can I not use a password on the computer?

I looked at Xu Yuwen puzzled, how could he stupidly give up the bidding to Li Yi, expose his mistakes to others, and become a tool for others to attack him?

"On the night my mother was forced to die by Xu's mother, my father stood by and didn't answer my call for help, if he could answer the phone, my mother wouldn't have jumped off the building and committed suicide. At that time, I vowed to destroy the entire Xu Clan, don't you think it's ridiculous? Why did I do that, it became a mission, I just wanted to pull the people above me, trample them underfoot, and then destroy their achievements. I'm going to let the whole Xu family come to my mother's funeral, she is the only person in the world who loves me. When Xu Yuwen talked about those cruel things, he was also light-hearted.

I interrupted Xu Yuwen's words, "No, there is another person who loves you, Bao'er loves you very much, she misses you very much!"

Xu Yuwen smiled again, smiling with joy, "Really?"

Xu Yuwen's life is too miserable, he fell into a grudge and couldn't extricate himself, and he protected me for three years, I never gave him a trace of warmth from Ali, maybe it's a little late now, I'm glad I still have to make up for some regrets "Yes, she always talks about you, I can only give him your recording, if I can't hear your voice, she won't sleep peacefully." ”