Chapter 17 The Message 19 Years Ago
Seeing the homeroom teacher and classmates, Xueqi's body froze, and then her body began to tremble.
This is probably the most embarrassing and terrifying thing that Xue Qi and I have encountered in our lives.
I just wanted to comfort Xueqi and make her feel better, so I subconsciously kissed her, maybe I was surprised that a man who was almost middle-aged kissed a young female student, but I thought it would be okay not to let people see it, but I didn't expect Xueqi's homeroom teacher to come out, and, unfortunately, bumped into us.
At that moment, their expressions were really surprised, I saw Xue Qi's homeroom teacher covering her mouth, Danfeng's eyes widened slightly, obviously I couldn't believe that what she saw was true, and Xue Qi's classmates were talking to each other and whispering.
This scene is really embarrassing.
"Ah, Teacher Qian......" Xueqi's homeroom teacher's surname is Qian, and she is a female teacher in her early 30s.
Seeing Xue Qi's homeroom teacher, I hurriedly said hello, but this did not reduce the surprise on her face in the slightest.
I found that Mr. Qian still looked at me in surprise: "You are Chen Xueqi's...... Daddy, right?"
I was stunned, and my heart jumped, and then I hurriedly explained: "It's not my own father...... Actually, we're more like brother and sister, haha, haha. I laughed twice to break the ice-like atmosphere, but I found that my laughter seemed unnatural in the stiff atmosphere. Especially Xueqi's classmates, they all pointed at Xueqi and looked at her with strange eyes. I know they must have misunderstood.
"Hehe, I'm here to pick up Qiqi home, I heard that this exam is difficult...... Then here we go. "I pulled Xue Qi, and Xue Qi was so scared that she couldn't speak. She looked at her classmates and homeroom teacher all the way, and then I pulled her into the car, and after getting in the car, Xueqi didn't say a word.
Xue Qi and I were silent all the way.
It wasn't until she got home that Xue Qi suddenly started crying after entering the villa.
"Dad, what should I do, I was seen by my classmates and teachers...... What should I do?"
"Qiqi, don't worry, they won't think about it. Even between father and daughter, kissing abroad is a normal thing, and they don't necessarily think about it. I comforted Xue Qi, but Xue Qi lowered her head, covered her face and cried on the side.
"My classmates will definitely talk about me in the future, what should I do...... What should I do......"
"Qiqi, don't worry, it doesn't matter if others say it, anyway, you're about to graduate, and you won't necessarily see your classmates in the future, don't worry too much, it's all over." ”
"Don't say it, okay!It's not all your fault!" What I didn't expect was that my comfort had the opposite effect, Xue Qi suddenly raised her head and red eyes, like a little beast.
"Qiqi, can you calm down," I shook Xueqi to calm her down, Xueqi looked at me with her hair messed up and her eyes red, "Qiqi, it's like this anyway, or you will obey Daddy and me, right?" You will be with Dad in the future, so that others will not look at us like that again!"
"Dad, you're a bastard!"
I wanted to go up and comfort her, but what I didn't expect was that Xue Qi actually looked at me in disgust and scolded me in harsh words, and finally she suddenly reached out and pushed me away, and then ran upstairs at a trot.
Xue Qi locked herself up again, and no matter how good I said it, she wouldn't listen.
I know I've hurt her deeply again.
I hurt her.
Over and over.
I took away her childhood, her chastity, her first kiss, her bright future, and the camaraderie of her classmates at school...... Everything was lost because of me.
I suddenly felt that I deserved to die.
How could I do something like this?
But...... Some things, but they can't help but a series of coincidences, like fate, there is no escaping at all.
This is really the most serious relationship between me and Xueqi, no matter how I please her, how I comfort her, tell her that there is no relationship, there is nothing to do, Xueqi doesn't listen at all, she really seems to be difficult to forgive me.
I had to wait for her to recover on her own, and I thought that maybe she would get a little better when she got to school and got along with her classmates.
The next day, Xueqi went out to school by herself without saying hello to me, and even bought breakfast by herself, it seems that she is really angry with me.
I wasn't in the mood to go to the company that day, and I kept thinking about what happened to Xueqi in school. What will Xueqi's classmates think of her? Will she be ridiculed by her classmates, will she be suspected by her teachers?
I really care about Xueqi.
In the evening, Xueqi returned home, blushing.
When she saw me, she scolded me directly.
"Dad, my classmates know about it! They all know......!
Xueqi's words shook my heart, and I hurriedly hugged her and comforted her.
"Did they speak ill of you?"
"They said I was that...... Uh-huh-hmm......"
"What are you talking about?"
Xue Qi cried and looked up at me: "Ranlun!"
Then she suddenly pushed me away and ran back to her room again. I chased after her, this time I chased into Xue Qi's room, Xue Qi put down her schoolbag and was sitting at the head of the bed crying, I stepped forward to comfort her.
"Qiqi, it's okay, it's all over, they won't keep saying that about you, I won't come to pick you up in the future, you come back alone, so that after a long time, they will know that it was a misunderstanding, okay?"
Xue Qi silently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and looked at me with slanted eyes.
"It's useless, they already think so...... Teacher Qian said the same thing about me...... Daddy, don't bother me anymore, okay? I beg you!" Xue Qi begged me almost with a cry.
I felt a sense of loss in my heart.
"That's Daddy...... Leave the house and let you be alone for a while, okay?" "This is my last resort, this is the last means I used to threaten Xue Qi, I know that as long as I say this, Xue Qi will be afraid, will compromise, and will forgive me.
"If you want to do this...... Then you're good to go!" But this time, Xue Qi said words that almost broke my heart.
"Dad, I beg you, don't hurt me anymore!!"
As she spoke, Xue Qi threw off her shoes directly, then jumped into the quilt, hugged the quilt tightly and wrapped herself, no matter how I pulled it, she wouldn't let go.
I felt like my heart was broken.
Is Xue Qi really not going to forgive me anymore?
For a long time in the following days, Xueqi basically stopped talking to me, and I was also very busy, so I took time out every day to say good things and try to persuade her, but she was cold to me and became estranged from me day by day. I know that Xue Qi must have been snubbed and ostracized by her classmates at school, so she is like this.
Xueqi's homeroom teacher called me several times to tell me about Xueqi's rapid decline in grades at school, and asked me what my relationship with Xueqi was. Xueqi's homeroom teacher had already talked to Xueqi, and Xueqi told her that I was just her father, but Xueqi's homeroom teacher didn't believe it.
At the teacher's place, I insisted that Xueqi was my daughter, which was to save Xueqi's last bit of dignity in school......
However, until the beginning of Xue Qi's college entrance examination, Xue Qi's classmates didn't seem to believe Xue Qi's personality, and Xue Qi was really despised and doubted by her classmates.
Of course, because the college entrance examination is approaching, Xueqi's classmates can't talk about Xueqi all day long, and they also have to prepare for the college entrance examination......
In early June, Xueqi took the college entrance examination. However, a few months before the college entrance examination, Xue Qi didn't have any intention to take the college entrance examination because of me, and the results of the college entrance examination naturally plummeted......
The best English and mathematics, Xue Qi failed the exam, and in the end, Xue Qi's college entrance examination score line was only enough to get into one of the worst two schools......
This is the biggest bad news that Xueqi got on her birthday on June 23.
The night I knew my results, Xueqi hugged the quilt and cried all night, and I comforted her, but it didn't work, because I was the culprit in all this. I just told Xueqi that let her stop going to college, and I will support her for the rest of her life.
But Xueqi threw me with a pillow and yelled at me fiercely, telling me to get out of the room.
This was the angiest moment in Xueqi's life, although she had sprinkled fire on me countless times, but that time, she was the most violent.
She was like a storm, venting all her energy into me...... You're going to tear me to shreds.
The storm lasted for nearly a week before it subsided, and Xue Qi was already disheartened by me, and although she occasionally called me dad, she looked at me like she was looking at a murderer who had killed her mother.
But a week later, a small episode happened that changed Xueqi's attitude towards me slightly.
That day, I came home from work in the company, because I was worried about Xueqi's situation in the past few days, I basically went to the company for a short time, and Xueqi had just finished the college entrance examination, and there was nowhere else to go, just occasionally went out to shoot a few small advertisements, or went to a classmate's house to play, and rarely paid attention to me. If I stop her, she will be even more angry with me, so I just ask her to come back on time, and then don't associate with inappropriate boys, and I try to restrain her as little as possible for other things.
Xueqi's dream of going to college was ruined by me, and after that, her hobby was to shoot some commercials. I ruined Xueqi's dream.
Ma Yike is also very sorry for Xueqi's failure in the college entrance examination, she suggested that Xueqi repeat her senior year of high school, and I also suggested that Xueqi pass, but Xueqi was not positive about this matter, and now, I also look down on Xueqi's college admission. For me, Xueqi just needs to be good.
A week after Xueqi's college entrance examination results came out, I gave Xueqi plenty of freedom to relax and arrange everything by herself.
Until one day......
It was the end of June, and I returned home, but after entering the villa, I found Xue Qi sitting on the sofa in the hall with Erlang's legs crossed, looking at me with red eyes.
Seeing Xue Qi's appearance, I suddenly had an ominous premonition, although Xue Qi was indifferent to me these days, but she never showed me such an expression.
Xue Qi ...... What the hell is going on?
"Qiqi, what's wrong, what's wrong with you...... Crying?"
"Dad, is this true?" Xue Qi looked at me, tears glistening in her beautiful eyes.
"What's that?"
I didn't understand what Xue Qi meant, so I stepped forward and walked closer to see clearly.
As a result, when I saw what Xue Qi put on the coffee table, my whole body was shocked, and it could even be said to be a huge earthquake.
On the coffee table was a red swaddling cloth, and on the swaddling clothes, there was a broken but still faintly visible piece of paper.
That was the message left by Xueqi's mother 19 years ago.