That night, Xueqi locked herself in her bedroom and didn't go to the abortion again, so I had to wait for her to wake up the next day before accompanying her.

That night, I thought a lot, so many things happened, I couldn't sleep well, I kept thinking about how to deal with the problem between me and Xueqi, intellectually speaking, I knew that it was basically impossible for me and Xueqi, she was only 18 years old, she was still in high school, and she was still early to get married and have children, and I was really the one who should get married.

For the relationship between me and Xueqi, there has always been reason, emotion and ** three forces intertwined, on the one hand, it is my acceptance of her existence and the examination of the relationship, on the other hand, it is the relationship that she has accumulated over the years, just like a father and daughter, and on the other hand, it is the ** that I have as a man.

These three emotions are intertwined, and it really gives me a headache.

However, things have come to this point, Xue Qi is already pregnant with my child, and I have hurt her like this, even if Xue Qi calls me Dad, I should also be responsible for what she did.

Xue Qi is really a very sensible and well-behaved girl, although I let her do this, but she still wants me to find my own happiness, I don't know if she accepts me because she treats me as a father, or because she likes me and forgives me like this, but in my own opinion, I can only accept the relationship between me and Xue Qi now.

Although I did think about my relationship with Yuhui under my aunt's verbal teachings...... However, my aunt didn't know about Xueqi's pregnancy.

Although I'm sorry for Yuhui, but, if possible, the biggest candidate in my heart, I think, is still Xueqi.

The promise I made to my aunt just now is just my reflection on myself and my apology to Yuhui, but I also have to consider the sins I made to Xueqi......

In addition, Xueqi said that she had a crush, and this incident also made me have a fish in my heart all the time, which was difficult to swallow, but I knew that it was too late to find Xueqi, so I could only ask her when I was free.

That night, I was in a heavy mood, leaning on the head of the bed until almost dawn before falling asleep, when I woke up, I was dizzy, I looked at the time, but found that it was half past 12 noon, I hurriedly got up from the bed.

Thinking that I should accompany Xueqi to have an abortion, I hurriedly got dressed and ran to the next room to call Xueqi without even brushing my teeth.

However, to my surprise, when I walked to the door of Xueqi's room, I found that the door was open.

Xue Qi was not in the room.

The room was empty.

The quilt was also neatly stacked.

At that time, I was so frightened that I hurriedly ran downstairs in my slippers, but what made me panic was that Xueqi was not downstairs either.

At that time, my heart sank.

Thinking of Xue Qi's sad appearance yesterday, my first thought was that Xue Qi ran away from home.

I hurriedly called Xueqi, but Xueqi turned off the phone, I was really scared to death at that time, I called Xueqi several times, but no one answered.

I was really crazy, and then I called Xueqi's teacher, Ma Yike, and all the other relatives who knew Xueqi, but they all said that they had not seen Xueqi, and I even called my aunt's house, deliberately apologized to them, and then inadvertently talked about Xueqi, but I also learned from my aunt that Xueqi was not at their house.

That Xue Qi...... Where the hell did it go?

I was so anxious that I even drove outside to look around, but I still couldn't find Xueqi.

I'm really crazy, could it be that Xueqi ran away from home again because she was angry with me?

Thinking of this, I desperately searched for Xue Qi throughout the city, but Xue Qi did not go home until the evening, until almost 7 o'clock in the evening, the door outside the villa rang to open the door, I hurriedly ran out to take a look, and found that Xue Qi was actually back, carrying a bag in her hand, wearing a thick pink cotton coat, and her little face was pale.

"Qiqi, why did you go today?" Seeing Xueqi come back, the heart I had been hanging on finally landed. At least, it's good to be back.

Xue Qi walked up without saying a word, and I found that her face was very pale, her qi and blood were a little vain, and she was a little top-heavy when she walked.

"Qiqi, why did you go?"

Xue Qi glanced at me, then walked past me and said softly to me:

"Be a ...... of abortion"

I was taken aback.

"You went by yourself?"

Xue Qi glanced at me, then nodded, and walked to the villa with flirtatious steps, seeing Xue Qi's top-heavy appearance, I hurriedly supported her, I gritted my teeth, and helped Xue Qi to sit on the sofa, Xue Qi looked really pale, and when I saw Xue Qi's appearance, I really wanted to take a knife and stick it in my chest.

Xue Qi sat on the sofa, and then took out a list of people from her bag, I took a look, Xue Qi did do a flow of people, and when I saw this list, I felt a heartache.

"Qiqi, why do you want to go by yourself? Dad can go with you. Don't you want to go with your dad so much?" I asked Xue Qi bitterly, but Xue Qi didn't look at me, her hand on her forehead, looking weak.

I saw crystal tears slip down the corners of Xueqi's eyes, and I was extremely remorseful.

I really regret myself for the past few months, because of my momentary indulgence, I actually made Xueqi like this.

I sighed, then reached out and hugged Xueqi in my arms.

"Qiqi, are you feeling bad?

"I ...... A little tired...... I'm going to sleep. Xue Qi stood up and wanted to leave.

"Then Daddy helps you ......"

"I'll go ......by myself" Xue Qi's eyes were gloomy, and her voice was a little hoarse, she wanted to push me away, but she was weak and didn't have much strength, and finally I grabbed my hand, Xue Qi turned her face to look at me, and that look shocked my heart.

What a complicated look that is......

Resentment, helplessness, pain, sadness, but with a little reluctance.

It was just a glance, but I felt like a dagger was stabbed in my chest.

"Qiqi, don't treat my dad like this, dad really won't do that to you like that in the future, never!

"Who will listen to you......" Xue Qi had a deep resentment in her eyes, and then returned to her room with my support, and then lay on the bed and closed her eyes to sleep.

"Qiqi?" I was really miserable when I saw Xueqi lying on the bed, and I swore in my heart that I would never do the same thing to Xueqi in the past few months...... Never......

"Qiqi, I'll cook for you, do you want to eat?"

"I don't want to eat ......"

"Qiqi, don't do this, I'll buy you some supplements. If you don't want to eat, just get some sleep first. ”

"I don't want it, I don't want it!" Xue Qi covered her face with her wrists, crying, her little feet kicked around on the bed, kicking the quilt and wrinkling, and her face was red from crying.

"Qiqi!" I said a little heavier, I really couldn't stand it when I saw her like this, I pulled Xue Qi's hand away, and then kissed Xue Qi despite her resistance.

I kissed Xue Qi's wet, soft and bitter lips.

Although it was a small bite, Xue Qi stopped crying, opened her eyes, and looked at me in a daze.

"Qiqi, Dad really loves you. I'll never do that again, I really regret it, Qiqi, I'll take good care of you in the future, okay?"

I kissed me gently, but Xueqi still looked at me expressionlessly and didn't speak. I don't know if Xue Qi has forgiven me, even if she can't forgive me for the rest of her life...... I've told her all my thoughts......

I told Xue Qi not to think too much about it, and to rest well, and then I went to make Xue Qi her favorite dish, and bought her a lot of supplements, and bought a lot of fruits, peaches, fresh lychees, ...... These are Xue Qi's favorites, Xue Qi has just had an abortion, and she needs to take good care of her body.

Although Xue Qi has become more indifferent to me because of the flow of people this time, I have been serving her like a queen mother in the past few days, and she has recovered quite quickly.

You can't exercise too much for 3 to 5 days after the abortion, so I didn't let Xue Qi go to class after May Day, but helped Xue Qi ask for leave, and the college entrance examination was approaching, but Xue Qi's grades have been declining, which can be said to be caused by me......

The girl who was able to be in the top 10 and top 5 in her class at the beginning, but her grades plummeted in the third year of high school, and I felt that I was really excessive, why would I do such a thing. At the time, it seemed like a very simple and trivial matter, but after doing it, I realized that the impact was too great......

I said to Xueqi, it doesn't matter if you don't pass the college entrance examination, it doesn't matter if you don't study in college, I can let her be my assistant, I can support her for a lifetime, she can do whatever she wants, and I will never stop her in the future.

It was also because of my words that Xue Qi was a little better to me.

On Labor Day, I chatted with Yuezi, but I didn't tell Yuezi about Xueqi's pregnancy, no matter how smart Yuezi is, I can't guess what I did to Xueqi, she only knows about her and Xueqi's life exposed, I asked Yuezi what to do, Yuezi said, it depends on my own choice, if I can convince Xueqi, in fact, Xueqi is my best choice. But Sister Yuhui is also very good, to put it bluntly, the choice is still mine. For this matter, confinement can't help me anymore.

Two days after Labor Day, Xue Qi started classes again, but a week later, the teacher called me and told me that Xue Qi has been not serious in class recently, and I told Xue Qi's homeroom teacher that Xue Qi has been in poor health recently, and there are some disputes at home, so it will be like this, it doesn't matter if Xue Qi's grades are not good, I will let her repeat it. In this way, Xueqi's teacher had nothing else to say.

On the day of the mock exam, I went to pick up Xueqi from Xueqi's school, and Xueqi walked out of the school with a heavy heart, wearing a yellow uniform skirt, carrying a black schoolbag, and tears on her face.

Seeing Xueqi's sad appearance, I got out of the car and walked over.

"Qiqi, what's wrong? I didn't do well in the exam?" Seeing Xueqi's sad and tearful appearance, I hurriedly stepped forward to ask the reason.

Xue Qi wiped her tears and cried and said:

"I don't know a lot about math and Chinese...... It's too late...... This time it's very bad......"

I heard Xue Qi say that she failed the exam, but I didn't feel it at all, because I found that I didn't care about Xue Qi's grades anymore, and her grades declined, all of which were caused by me. But so what?

She's still my Xueqi, as long as she stands here well, it doesn't matter what happens.

Xueqi is just a girl, although she is beautiful, but she doesn't run fast, and she doesn't have a good eloquence, although she has a little talent for singing, but she doesn't have the art of painting, I didn't want her to do a big job, I just want her to do it well.

That's the only thing I want from her.

"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter if you don't take the exam, Dad doesn't care, it doesn't matter if you stay at home all day after high school and don't go out to work, Dad supports you. ”

As I spoke, my voice gradually choked, I hugged Xue Qi tightly, Xue Qi exclaimed, and she looked at me in a daze before she had recovered from her loss and consciousness.

Looking at Xueqi's snow-white face, a deep sadness swelled in my heart, but at the same time, my love for Xueqi rose, and I knew that I would never be able to give up Xueqi.

She was destined to belong only to me.

Xueqi doesn't go to college, which is also a good thing for me, because then she won't stay away from me......

I hugged Xue Qi and patted her back gently, Xue Qi's silk bangs fluttered in the wind, and the red circles under her eyes were so cute, but the thick sadness in my eyes still made me feel down.

I couldn't comfort her more, so I could only look at her and kiss her cherry red, painted lips.

Xue Qi was startled, she didn't expect me to kiss her suddenly, let alone in front of everyone at the school gate.

But at that time, I just wanted to comfort Xue Qi as much as possible, and I didn't think too much about it, besides, Xue Qi came out alone, and I didn't see her other classmates with her, so I kissed her.

It's only three seconds.

Saying that it is not short, saying that it is not long, Xue Qi reached out very resistantly and wanted to push my face away, but my landlord pulled her back and pulled her in his arms, and she couldn't get out at once.

I felt Xueqi's moist, soft, soft lips as before.

I left Xueqi, and then looked at Xueqi's face apologetically.

"Qiqi, believe Dad, Dad really loves you, Dad will take care of you for the rest of your life......" I looked at Xueqi and said good things seriously.

But what I didn't expect was that just as I said these words, there was a shout from the side of Xueqi and me.

"Chen Xueqi?!"

It was a middle-aged woman's voice, and when I heard this voice, my heart sank, and Xue Qi and I widened our eyes in surprise at the same time, and then turned around.

Then, I was dumbfounded, and Xueqi also froze.

Xue Qi's homeroom teacher was coming out of the communication room at the gate, and there were three or four classmates who followed the teacher, two men and two women.

When they saw me and Xueqi, the expressions on their faces were as frightened and surprised as if they had seen ghosts.