Chapter 369: I want to disclose the identity of my child

From the moment she made up her mind to put on this military uniform, she knew what day would greet her in the future, she was not afraid of hardship, she was not afraid of tiredness, she was willing to sacrifice everything, persevere to the end, and defend the weight of her life. [Latest chapter reading.]

For the sake of the child, for him, she was willing to suffer everything.

"Husband" Xiaoxiao took a deep breath, got up and walked behind him, hugged him from behind, pressed his tearful cheeks against his hard back, sniffed his breath fiercely to calm the depression of chest infarction, for a long time, dumb and dumb, "I admit that I still hid your daughter's existence after the reunion, it was my fault." Although my intention is also for you, and I don't want your future to be affected, I ignore your feelings as a father. Now that we are married, we are husband and wife, a family, and our daughter is back, then you will decide the rest, and I have no objection, so do you think it's okay?"

The man didn't flick when he had tears, she was probably corrupted by the tears on her husband's face, so she relented and said this.

The powerful man facing the window was startled by the action of his wife hugging him tightly from behind, his eyebrows trembled heavily, and the emotions that had finally calmed down surged again.

Her hands were wrapped tightly around his waist, and the thin fabric of the military lining on his back was soaked with her tears, and the liquid seemed to penetrate into his heart through his pores, making him spasm with pain.

A sentence of "husband" evokes him from the abyss of anger.

What day is it?

It was the day they were married.

He gave her the warmest and most romantic ceremony in the first half of the day, but made her cry in the second half of the day.

In his heart, He Yujun cursed himself fiercely.

The big palm was raised, and he held the thin hand around his waist, and his powerful body slowly turned around in her embrace.

Xiaoxiao raised her head, tears were still swirling, the two looked at each other, He Yujunjun's face was awkward and cold, but his fingers gently scraped her cheeks, one at a time.

"Cry what you say and cry like this"

His anger seemed to dissipate without a trace all at once, and this sentence was gentle and doting, as if the confrontation just now had never happened.

The woman raised her eyebrows slightly, a little confused The man is fickle, and he is so unpredictable?

The man in front of him spoke slowly again, and his deep and textured voice carried a calming power in the night that was becoming more and more precipitated.

"It's not so much that I blame you for being bold in concealing it, but that I hate my own recklessness. ”

"Two years ago, during those days, I already knew that you wanted to leave me, and I did everything I could to keep you, but I didn't expect you to leave me in the end. ”

"At that time, I hated you a little, and I even swore in my heart that from now on, unless you take the initiative to come back and ask for reunion, I will never take the initiative to keep you and force you to stay by my side from now on. ”

"For more than two years, I deliberately endured it and didn't ask for any news from you. I'm betting in my heart, betting on how long you can last, betting on whether you will come back voluntarily I never thought that you were pregnant!"

His face was in pain, he lowered his eyes, pinched her hand and trembled and rubbed it carefully, and his voice became deeper and lower: "If I inquire a little, if I know that you went to such a dangerous place to join the peacekeeping force, I will find a way to get you back to China no matter what." ”

"Even if you still refuse to be with me, I will not let you go on such a dangerous mission. If I were to look for you, how could I leave you alone in the peacekeeping force with your child in your arms? ”

Therefore, his anger is more of a hatred for himself.

"It's not good for me to worry about such trivial things with you that make you suffer so much. ”

Xiaoxiao shook his head, tears couldn't be stopped, "No, it's none of your business, you did well enough at the time, but I couldn't get over that hurdle by myself." ”

At that time, how could she not know about his efforts and retention?

She can see it clearly!

But in my heart, I just can't let go.

Probably everyone will have a moment of obsession in their life, only by letting the years wash away everything, and after the passage of time, can we face it again lightly.

The setting sun had completely disappeared into the clouds, and the surroundings were darkened.

Xiaoxiao's voice fell, and he threw himself into the man's arms again, hugged him and sobbed a few times, and said in a dumb voice: "Now that the bitterness is over, we don't care about the past, okay?"

He Yujun sighed, the corners of his mouth twitched faintly, and he smiled bitterly: "You can not care, but I have to worry about myself, this hurdle, I am afraid it will take a long time to pass." ”

The head in his arms was raised, and his big eyes were bewildered by tears, "What do you mean?

"No, how could I blame you. ”

"I don't care, you blame me and I don't care, anyway, I'm already married, and it's a military marriage, it's not easy to leave!" Xiaoxiao suddenly hugged him childishly, arched his head in front of his chest, and said arrogantly, "The child has been born, and your temper has been released, from now on, you have to treat our mother and daughter well!"

He Yujun didn't speak, just hugged her quietly, and the surging emotions were like the sea after a storm, gradually calming down.

For a long time, the two of them stood in front of the window until they vaguely heard a voice outside.

Each other was stunned, Xiaoxiao raised his eyes and glanced at He Yujun, and the two quickly turned around and opened the door and went out.

It was Teresa who got up.

Seeing the couple, Teresa was slightly surprised and said apologetically, "Disturbing you?"

Xiaoxiao is embarrassed, it is estimated that the fierce conflict between the two in the bedroom just now has spread to the guest room, and Mother Teresa is not asleep

"Uh, no" Shinoki smiled awkwardly, glanced at the man weakly, and asked Teresa again, "What do you need?"

When the two talked carefully, He Yujun had already returned to the living room.

looked at the time and frowned, it was almost seven o'clock.

It's dark outside, and it looks like I won't be able to go back tonight.

Walking to the balcony and making a few phone calls, he arranged everything for himself and Xiaoxiao. Turning around, he saw Shinoxiao walking towards him.

"What's wrong?"

Shinoxiao whispered, "Mother Teresa is a vegetarian, what do you say?"

"Well," He Yujun looked at the sky outside and frowned slightly, "You guys are at home, I'll go out." ”

"Hmm. ”

In fact, there are still many doubts that have not been solved, but at this time, we will solve the problem of food and clothing first. As for how Xiaoxiao gave birth to a daughter in a hidden way, it will be a long time coming, and I will ask in detail when I have time.

The man opened the door and went out, and Xiaoxiao gently returned to the guest room and looked at the little girl who was still sleeping on the bed.

I haven't seen her for a few months, she hasn't grown up much, presumably she is still undernourished.

Mother Teresa sat on the side, watching the scene of Shinoaki staring at her daughter infatuately, with a faint and gentle smile on her face all the time.

Touching her daughter's face, the little girl frowned slightly, just like when someone frowned, Xiaoxiao couldn't help laughing.

"N like dad a little more. Behind him, Mother Teresa's voice came.

Xiaoxiao looked back and smiled, "Really? ”

Since the child is still asleep, it is inconvenient to disturb. Xiaoxiao turned around, looked at Mother Teresa, and thanked her reverently: "Thank you so much, if it weren't for your generous help, I wouldn't have given birth to N, let alone have the moment of family reunion now." ”

Mother Teresa shook her head and said gently, "It was the Lord who made me meet you, and besides, I should thank you as a couple." ”

Xiaoxiao wondered, why?

Mother Teresa gently explained: "In the convent, many children have been adopted, and I didn't understand it at first, but now I know that it should be actively promoted by your husband. I didn't know what N's adoptive family was like, I didn't agree, but later, they mobilized me to come with N to have a look and determine whether they agreed to N being adopted, I didn't expect it to be like this. ”

Xiaoxiao understood, and was even more moved and surprised by this.

It turned out that the seemingly cold-hearted man had done so much silently behind his back, and even those war orphans who had never known each other helped him.

"He is a very good man, and the Lord will bless you. ”

"Hopefully, thank you. Xiaoxiao turned her head and stared at her daughter's sleeping face again, never getting tired of looking at it.

He Yujun left home, and on the way out to buy ingredients, he made a phone call to Mu Linhai.

As soon as he connected, Mu Linhai's hurried voice immediately asked, "How is it?

Obviously, he has been waiting for this phone call, but he is not good at taking the initiative to call to ask, for fear of disturbing the moment of their family reunion.

He Yujun drove the car, and when he heard the words, he responded in a deep voice, and Leng Yi's eyebrows and eyes still floated with forbearance: "The child is very good, except that he is a little strange to me and Xiaoxiao, there is nothing wrong." ”

"Oh, that's good, that's good" Mu Linhai repeated a few times in a row, and he could hear that he was also very emotional, but he didn't know what to say for a while.

He Yujun was silent for a moment, then spoke again, in a solemn and serious tone: "Dad, I want to disclose the identity of the child. ”

"What?" Mullinhai was startled and paused, "You've thought it all through?"

"Hmm. "It's nothing to think about.

He already owes so much to his daughter, is it possible that he will take him back to China now, and still have to hide it? Or let her live with her biological parents as an adopted daughter?

No, it's so unfair to my daughter.

"I know the worst outcome, and when I prepare the materials, I will take the initiative to confess to the organization. ”

"Hmm. When the son-in-law said this, it naturally aroused the guilt in Mu Linhai's heart, and he sighed, "For Xiaoxiao, I have the same thoughts as you." I've been indebted to her for more than twenty years, and I can't continue to let her be wronged like this. ”

He Yujun's eyebrows twitched, and his eyes were condensed, "You mean, you also want to publicly admit Xiaoxiao's identity?"

"Yes, and besides, her last name has to be changed. ”

"This," He Yujun hesitated and persuaded, "but if you do this"