Chapter 368: Who Told You I Care So Much About My Future?!

"Is this it?" she took into the room, and when she saw it, she got up and caught it, and then lay down on the bed with a sleepy look, vaguely as if to say thank you to Xiaoxiao, and fell asleep with the bear on her pillow. 【Fengyun Reading Network.】

Mother Teresa looked at the couple with a smile and said, "n likes this little bear very much, and her attachment to her is stronger than mine, and she must hold this bear when she sleeps, and she will not take it away when she sleeps." ”

Xiaoxiao looked at her daughter, indeed, she hugged the bear tightly, her sleeping posture was very cute, she slept on her stomach with her little buttocks, and her soft little arms kept pulling the bear into her arms.

In addition to feeling cute and cute, these words didn't leave much of a ripple in Xiaoxiao's heart, because children more or less have fetish plots, especially girls, most of them like to sleep with dolls, which is also a way to ensure a sense of security.

When He Yujun heard this, his chest was like a ball of cotton, clogged, and his breathing hurt.

Such a dilapidated doll, in that war-torn country with material scarcity, I don't know how many children have played with it, or where it was picked up from a refugee camp.

In China, such a doll must have been discarded by the owner in disgust, but the daughter regarded it as a treasure.

She didn't know that her father was a very powerful person, not to mention a teddy bear, she just wanted the stars in the sky, maybe her father could also go and get a meteorite back.

He He Yujun's child could have grown up in a peaceful and tranquil country, enjoyed the meticulous care of his relatives, and grew up carefree, like a little princess.

She can have lots and lots of teddy bears, all shapes, colors, and sizes.

But at this time, his baby is pitifully and bitterly so fond of a shabby bear with no provenance.

A thick sense of guilt occupied his heart, and he couldn't help but clench his teeth and tremble.

On the bed, the daughter was babbling, still talking to Teresa, but her voice gradually lowered.

The nun responded to her gently and kindly, and turned to look at the couple: "I will sleep with her first, and when she is familiar with you, I can sleep with you later." ”

Xiaoxiao understood what it meant, but frowned and was reluctant to leave.

He Yujun nodded, "That's hard work, if you need to tell us as soon as possible." ”

He turned around and was about to leave, but seeing that Xiaoxiao was still reluctant, he said coldly in a low voice: "Let's go out first, and wait for my daughter to rest." ”

The two went out and gently led the door.

In the sunset-covered living room, dust flew in the beams of light, Xiaoxiao glanced at the man, and the two faced each other in silence.

He Yujun has a long body, and his ink-colored eyes are like a deep pool of ancient wells, and the coldest liquid is calmed at the bottom. Xiaoxiao gradually trembled in his sight, her heart was weak, she couldn't stand anymore, she pointed to the kitchen weakly, thinking that she should go to cook, and opened her mouth: "That, what to eat at night, what are you doing!"

The man suddenly walked up to her, grabbed her arm with his big hand, and dragged her into the master bedroom in a suppressed cry.

The big palm twisted on the door handle turned white from excessive force, and the terrifying green tendons on the back of his hand jumped, He Yujun didn't want the two to quarrel and quarrel on the day they got married, but thinking of his daughter's cautious appearance, his heart seemed to be corroded by sulfuric acid

The door was locked, and when he turned around, all the anger in the man's eyes at the moment sank into his eyes.

What will happen next, Xiaoxiao has been prepared for a long time.

It was like the long-awaited sentence had finally been settled, but she was not afraid, clenched her fists and let go, took a deep breath and looked at the man, and said lightly and calmly: "What, blame me for hiding from you to give birth to a daughter?"

"Do you know?" I didn't think that she could take the lead in speaking with such an arrogant attitude, He Yujun was slightly surprised, and the anger in his heart still couldn't be contained, "An Xiaoxiao, why have I always underestimated you? In an environment like that of the peacekeeping force, you can actually hide from Haiti and give birth to a child!"

Xiaoxiao pursed her lips, turned around and walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, still with a calm attitude, "Anyway, I just did it." ”

"You!" her attitude finally angered the last shred of reason in the man's heart.

Sensing that the figure was approaching him, Xiaoxiao instinctively dodged back, but still didn't dodge.

The arm was grabbed, and then the chin was rudely pinched by two fingers and raised.

"An, Xiao, Xiao!" He Yujun lowered his head, condescending like a king, his deep eyes stared at her viciously, and he shouted out the name through gritted teeth, his thin lips pursed, as if he was so angry that he couldn't speak.

Xiaoxiao was forced to raise his head, and his faint eyes stared at the storm swirling under his eyes, his heart beat like thunder, but he didn't dare to let go in the slightest on his face.

She's right, and to this day, she still doesn't feel like she's wrong.

But hiding such a big thing from him, hiding it from him more than two years ago, and even after the reunion, he still hid it from him, and he was sure to be angry, she could understand it, but it was impossible for her to admit her mistake for this.

The two confronted each other.

"Have you ever thought about what the consequences would be if something happened in that environment? You want me to live in purgatory for the rest of my life?

The force on her chin became heavier and heavier, and Xiaoxiao couldn't stop shrinking in pain, wondering if her jaw was about to be crushed.

The messy and gloomy anger on the man's face rushed towards her like a dark cloud, Xiaoxiao frowned, wondering if he would suddenly lean down and bite her a few times, he looked like he was going to eat someone!

Instead of justifying herself, she forced herself to calm down, tried to stabilize her emotions, and said calmly: "At that time, we had already broken up, what is the use of letting you know about the existence of the child? ”

"You still say!" the deliberately suppressed thunder roared and smashed down.

Xiaoxiao frowned, her eyes stared at him, and she hung down sadly, her mind was too chaotic, and she was a little incoherent: "At that time, I was still An Dawei's daughter, and I was still immersed in the shadow of my father's murder of your sister several times, I couldn't turn a blind eye, I couldn't ignore the guilt and condemnation of my conscience, I couldn't continue to be with you." If you let you know that I am pregnant, you will definitely forcibly keep me by your side, but at that time, not to mention whether I am willing to be with you for the sake of the child, I just think of your strong character, and it is very likely that I will be desperate for the sake of the child, I am afraid! I am not old enough to get married, if we were together at that time, how much would it cost?!"

Either one of them will be expelled from the military, or maybe even both will face such severe punishment.

or abandon the children in order to preserve the military status of the two.

"At that time, I didn't hesitate to know that it was already three months when I knew the news of pregnancy, three months, do you know what happened unexpectedly?"

She raised her eyes again, the corners of her eyes were red, the hot and hot liquid spread up, and her voice was hoarse, "Three months, it means that the fetus has been formed, it is no longer an embryo, it is a small life." All I had on my mind was to keep this child, to keep her at all costs!"

"You tell me, I'll do the same to keep her at all costs!"

"Yes, so I can't tell you! I can't affect your future!"

"him!Who told you I care so much about my future?!" the man bowed his tall and straight body, and as he roared angrily down on her, the handsome face finally became frantic and hideous, and the green tendons on his forehead jumped suddenly.

Xiaoxiao glared at him, "What are you yelling at!My daughter is sleeping, and you want to wake her up?"

Just a sentence, the anger that He Yujun burned all over his body was extinguished immediately, leaving only the angry green smoke curling above his head.

But the fire in his body did not dissipate, he was holding back like that, his whole body seemed to explode, the blood vessels in his brain were swollen, and his temples seemed to be hit hard.

It's obvious that she was wrong, but she didn't admit it, and he had nothing to do!

When has there ever been such a moment in his life!

Really

Sitting down on the bed with a heavy buttocks, the huge elastic force shook Xiaoxiao's body several times.

The woman turned her head and saw him hanging his head in a sleepy manner, his elbows on his knees, and his big palms pressed wildly on his head, and her heart suddenly throbbed violently, and tears rolled through her eyes.

Getting off the bed, she squatted in front of the man, half-knelt on the ground, trembling and leaning her hand on his muscle spasm forearm, and said in a deep and hoarse voice: "Don't be angry, it's all over, I'm fine, my daughter is fine, our family is reunited." ”

The man ignored her and rudely shook her off.

Shino was pushed to the ground and sat on the ground.

The arm that was removed revealed his frantic face, and Xiaoxiao sat on the ground with his back on his back, and raised his gaze just in time to see the tears on his resolute cheeks, which had no time to erase.

Freeze.

Seeing the woman staring at him in a daze, her eyes shocked and incredible, He Yujun naturally realized something, and ran his hand across his face in embarrassment.

At such an embarrassing moment, he did not want to be exposed in front of his wife, so he stood up again and walked to the window, leaving only his back for the woman on the ground.

In his heart, which was always cold and hard, the pain was a mess at this time, the position of his heart seemed to be pulled back and forth by a knife, the blood and pain did not stop, his eyes were scarlet, he frowned and raised his head slightly, and his fingers covered his eyes.

He cried

Xiaoxiao swallowed hard, looked at the man's back for a long time, cried and hung his head, his heart hurt even more, and his soft heart seemed to be pinched.

Is it really my own mistake?

But she thought that her decision seemed the most correct and best to preserve what they had at the time.

Most importantly, she has also done what would be impossible for ordinary people.

It's nothing more than suffering a little more, but what does it matter?

Thousands of people in this world live more painfully and harder than them every day, but they still persevere and struggle.