Yan Yu stayed in the study for a long time, and when he came out, he didn't see Lu Yan.

Her mood was so calm that she felt a little strange to herself.

But it's very calm, her whole person seems to be disconnected, she just feels fluctuating, everything is true and false, she must admit that she is not very sad, and it is not difficult to accept.

Is it that human sorrow is only magnified and exaggerated infinitely for a period of time, and then at the rest of the time, people will have an unreal and illusory feeling.

Cheng Ci has been away for so many years.

She has experienced so many things, she has entered the role of a mother from a student, she has been married, she has also given birth to children, she was once obsessed with his death, and she has slowly come out.

She will not forget Cheng Ci, because Cheng Ci has played a very important role in her life, and no one can replace it, but she will not be unable to go out again, the deceased have gone to another world, and those who are still alive always have to move on.

Yan Yu approached the bedroom, took the dressing gown, and walked into the bathroom.

She stepped barefoot in the shower, the hot water was at the right temperature, and a faint smoke poured down from the top of her head, and she raised her head and let the water wash away, and she felt a little relaxed under the pressure.

The wetness in the corners of my eyes, I don't know if it's tears, or the stagnation of the shower water.

She took a deep breath, her head swelling.

The relationship between Lu Yan and Cheng Ci used to be so bad, and she became a bargaining chip for the two a few years ago.

In fact, she knows that Cheng Ci will not be a kind person, she grew up in an orphanage, and she is not a good person, what she wants has always been that Cheng Ci is good to her.

It's just that she didn't think that from the beginning of contacting her, Cheng Ci was because of Lu Yan, and it was because of Lu Yan that she hid her.

Her red lips raised slightly, if Cheng Ci was here, she would definitely lose her temper with him, but when he was gone, what else could she do.

No matter what Cheng Ci's original intention was, at least he had taken care of her for so many years, and she also believed that his love was real.

As for Lu Yan.

Yan Yu's eyelashes were wet and moved up and down uneasily, and she hadn't figured out how to deal with his relationship......

*

After taking a shower, he sat on the bed, and made a video with Xiaoxing and Lu Shumu, who got up early at home, and Xiaoxing asked curiously, "Where's Dad?"

Yu Yu was distracted, didn't answer, and quickly ended the video call, telling Little Star that she would be back soon.

When she was sleeping, she felt that someone had lifted the quilt and lay in.

Yan Yu didn't open his eyes, he could feel that the whole room was quiet, so quiet that he could hear Lu Yan's breathing, and he could also feel his tiredness.

He pulled her into his arms and began to sleep.

When he woke up the next day, Yan Yu gently pushed Lu Yan's hand away, but was pulled by Lu Yan in reverse and heavily imprisoned in his arms.

Lu Yan, who got up in the morning, had a hoarse voice with difficulty: "Yanyan, after a night, do you want to understand?" he rolled his Adam's apple, "I am more afraid of waiting before the verdict is pronounced, it is too grinding, I don't remember that memory, I don't want to remember, the doctor also said, even if I receive treatment, it is almost impossible to remember." ”

"After such a long time, between me and Cheng Ci, you will still choose Cheng Ci. ”

Yan Yu raised her eyes, as if she felt a little funny, she pursed her lips: "Ah Yan, it's not a matter of choosing or not choosing now...... It's ridiculous. She paused, "Let's not talk about this now, is it good? The evidence of those materials is insufficient, and the rest of the evidence has been destroyed by Steward Cheng, I won't believe Steward Cheng's one-sided words, so I think you killed Cheng Ci, but because there is no evidence, Cheng Ci's death has appeared in front of me again, and it has become an unsolvable mystery......

Halfway through her speech, she suddenly closed her mouth, her brows furrowed tightly, and her expression was a little irritated.

Lu Yan stared at her silently, and after a while, as if he understood what she meant, his fingers were tightly closed, and his eyebrows condensed with frost.

"What do you mean, words. ”

Yan Yu pushed him away again, she lifted the quilt and got out of bed: "It's not interesting, Lu Yan, let's not talk about this first, okay?"

The lines around Lu Yan's body were tense, and he still grabbed Yan Yu from his back as he had just done, without saying anything, and the strength in his hand just refused to let go.

Yan Yu struggled a few times, but in exchange for only a wrist that was getting more and more painful.

She pursed her lips, very stubborn, silently wanted to break Lu Yan's hand, but she couldn't do anything, her anger seemed to be poked by Lu Yan in an instant, she raised her head suddenly: "Lu Yan, you let go of me." ”

Lu Yan was silent.

Yan Yu bit his lower lip: "Why have you been forcing me, what if I am suspected of killing Xu Yingxia? If it were me, what would you do?"

"I'm not going to do anything, I'm going to believe in you unconditionally. Lu Yan's voice was low and he replied in the affirmative.

Yan Yu was stunned, quickly looked away, and said lightly, "That's because it's just a hypothesis!" She took a deep breath, as if she had made some important decision, and said, "Let's separate for the time being." ”

Lu Yan's pupils shrank, and the force in his hand slowly increased.

Yan Yu said word by word: "Maybe they are right, we are really not suitable to be together, whether Cheng Ci's death is because of you or not, when I see you, I will think of his death, his death is now an unsolvable mystery, I don't want to be so painful anymore, Lu Yan, can you let me be alone for a while!"

The light in Lu Yan's pitch-black pupils dissipated little by little, his eyes seemed to be faintly red, and bloodshot was also looming, and he clenched the wrist bone of the word, making her feel pain.

"Words, we are not suitable?" he asked rhetorically, with a faint sneer, his voice was a little louder, "and because of Cheng Ci, will you never forget him, and you will always use him to answer me?"

Yan Yu's eyes were slightly hot, and she didn't want to answer Lu Yan's ugly words.

Lu Yan sneered: "Isn't it that if you are temporarily separated now, you will be happy?" I thought that when you encountered a problem, you would want to face it with me. ”

He rolled his Adam's apple with difficulty, for a long time, lowered his eyelashes, let go of his hand, and the ridicule at the corners of his eyes and eyebrows grew thicker and thicker, not knowing whether he was mocking himself or mocking words.

His hands clenched at his side, and he turned around and walked towards the door, and his voice came coldly: "I will not agree to separate, Yanyu, and you don't force me." ”

Lu Yancai let go of Yan Yu's hand, Yan Yu seemed to have lost his strength, her body shook slightly, and she sat on the edge of the bed, she pursed her lips, and the moment she lowered her head, something in the corner of her eyes quickly slipped down, and the crystal luster flashed.

*

Lu Yan and Yan Yu quarreled, and the entire Cheng Mansion knew about it.

Because Yan Yu was trapped in the house by Lu Yan, all his passports and ID cards were taken away by Lu Yan, and Lu Yan did not show up for several days.

It is said that there are no other problems except for a bad face and frequent wandering in a daze.

Steward Cheng has been observing Yan Yu for a few days, he walked to Yan Yu's side and smiled: "Miss Yan, I didn't expect that you still have feelings for Young Master Ci." ”

Yan Yu heard the words "Young Master Ci", came back to his senses, and was more indifferent than Steward Cheng: "Why, you saw me arguing with Lu Yan, you were in a happy mood, and you want to tell me about Cheng Ci?"