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, the fastest update of the latest chapter of the shallow marriage! Steward Cheng's smile was unfathomable, he sat next to Yan Yu, watched the TV not far away with her, and did not answer Yan Yu's words.
Yan Yu's expression was indifferent, he raised his hand, and changed the station carelessly.
After a while, Steward Cheng leaned back in the chair and folded his legs: "Actually, Young Master Yan is more paranoid than Young Master Ci, he repeated it again, what he did three years ago, as soon as he encounters something unhappy, he only knows that he will lock you up in the villa." ”
The metaphor ignored him.
Steward Cheng: "Speaking of which, Miss Yan is a little pitiful, only Young Master Ci is the only one who has truly loved you in this life, but he left too early, as for other men, treat you sincerely enough." ”
The words are still silent.
Steward Cheng rubbed the wrench in his hand: "Miss Yan, how long do you think Young Master Yan will trap you in this villa, he is just a child who has not grown up, and when he encounters something, he will only use extreme methods......
Before he could finish his sentence, he was violently interrupted by words.
"That's enough!" Yan Yu stood up suddenly, as if she was provoked, her face was a little pale, she looked at Steward Cheng from a high place, her eyes were heavy with ice in her eyes, "Steward Cheng, I don't need you to take care of my affairs!"
Without waiting for Steward Cheng to answer, she continued: "Steward Cheng, do you know that you are a failure?" she sneered, her smile cold, "When Cheng Ci was here, he always wanted to get rid of your shackles, and then he was gone, you didn't fulfill your responsibilities as a housekeeper, but you did everything you could to destroy his reputation......"
Steward Cheng's eyes sank, his eyebrows were tightly wrinkled, and his voice was cold: "Miss Yan, speak responsibly." ”
In his life, he hates it most when others judge him for how he resigned.
Yan Yu didn't seem to be afraid of him at all: "You only care about your sense of achievement, you never care about Cheng Ci and Lu Yan's feelings, you enjoy your own sense of manipulation and control, but you keep saying that you are for Cheng Ci." ”
Steward Cheng tensed the contours of his face, and his face sank as if he could drip water.
Yan Yu continued: "How Cheng Ci died, Steward Cheng, you know best, why didn't you tell me back then, why did you hide it from me back then, why did you let me get close to the so-called murderer of Cheng Ci? Why did you tell me this fact after I had so much contact with Lu Yan?" She held back the tears that would roll down if she was not careful, her throat choked, but her voice was sharp, "I don't believe any of the reasons you told Lu Yan." ”
"Because, I know you better than Lu Yan!"
"You said that you are good for the Cheng family, you are good for Cheng Ci, do you think that Cheng Ci will not want me to fall in love with Lu Yan, let alone want me and Lu Yan to be together all the time, these are just your self-satisfaction and self-fantasy. Before Cheng Ci died, you didn't want me to be with Cheng Ci, and after Cheng Ci died, you didn't want me to be with Lu Yan. But the method used is the same, on the one hand, it is obstructing, and on the other hand, it relaxes the conditions, making me think that you have given up on blocking, making me think that I can be happy, and then breaking the illusion fiercely. Maybe you are thinking about the Cheng family in your heart, thinking about Cheng Ci, and doing your duty as a housekeeper, but do you have any selfish intentions in the end, you know in your heart that every word you say now, every fact that seems to be the truth, is based on the fact that only you know what happened back then. ”
Steward Cheng's fingers clenched tightly, and because of the blessing of strength, the green tendons on the back of his hand rose and fell, which was a little terrifying.
Yan Yu's chest rose and fell, his breath was long, his eyes were lowered, and he smiled a little self-deprecatingly: "However, you succeeded, I can't continue to be with Lu Yan, and I won't be with him, I can't ignore Cheng Ci......"
She seemed to be so uncomfortable that she always stopped in the middle of her words.
Her throat was dry, as if something was condensing, she didn't want to say anything anymore, she turned around and was about to leave, leaving only a fluttering sentence: "Steward Cheng, the only thing you haven't changed for so long is that you hate me, you don't want me to be with the people you care about, but as for why you hate me, you know it in your own heart, and you know it well, you have done too many wrong things for some people." ”
This sentence seems to be plain, but it has a deep meaning.
What she said was only understood by Steward Cheng.
Steward Cheng's heart sank, his face was ugly, he looked at the back of Yan Yu leaving, and the moment Yan Yu stepped on the stairs, he said lightly: "Miss Yan, do you want to leave Young Master Yan?"
The movement under his feet paused slightly.
"Miss Yan, I'm still the same as three years ago, as long as you want, I can help you leave. ”
Yan Yu's fingers hanging by her side clenched, her back froze a little, she didn't look back, but her voice came: "I still have two children." ”
What she meant was that she wanted to leave, but she was still worried about her two children.
Steward Cheng smiled: "It seems that you really don't have any feelings for Young Master Yan, three years ago because of your resignation from Young Master, and now because of your resignation from Young Master." ”
Yan Yu didn't answer anymore, and continued to walk upstairs.
What she didn't see was that at the door of the living room, there was a tall figure standing, I don't know how long he was standing there, listening to it, against the light, no one could see his expression clearly.
Steward Cheng turned his head and smiled at Lu Yan at the door after Yan Yu's figure was no longer visible: "Young Master Yan, you are back." ”
Lu Yanli ignored him and walked in slowly, his face was terrifyingly cold, and he pulled his bow tie, as if he was a little irritable.
Steward Cheng looked at him quietly for a while: "Forcing it has no good results, do you remember? Three years ago, when Miss Yan left, how sad and how hurt her body, if you really love her, are you still willing to hurt her?"
These words made Lu Yan's body shake slightly, his heart sank, but his slender fingers trembled a little.
"Miss Yan's state is better these days than back then, but it doesn't mean that she will be hurt less than back then. ”
Lu Yan's throat moved silently, his finger joints were pale, his thin lips were cold blades, he subconsciously looked in the direction of the staircase, his heart hurt.
Anyone can see his reluctance and pain.
*
Lu Yan obviously came back very early, but he never met Yan Yu, and it wasn't until the evening that he entered the bedroom.
Yan Yu was reading a book by the bedside, she heard the footsteps coming in, but she didn't even lift her head, and her brows furrowed silently.
Lu Yan drank.
He stood still in front of the words, blocking out some of the light.
He didn't speak, he didn't move, he didn't speak.
It was a long time before he spoke, his voice flat, as if he had no emotion: "You don't want to be with me anymore, don't you, you don't even want to give it a try, right, I'm making you uncomfortable now, right?"
The parables say nothing.
Lu Yan: "I can't remember, I went to the doctor, but I just can't remember, my head hurts." He was drunk to say so much, "Yanyan, do you believe that I am not murdering, will you believe me unconditionally?"
Yu still didn't speak.
Lu Yan stumbled lightly under his feet, and suddenly fell towards Yanyu, a big man, drunk again, and his strength was very heavy, and Yan Yu frowned.