That was before Xue Qi gave birth.

That day, Xue Qi went to bed early, and I was sitting at the head of the bed looking at the company's personnel transfer information in the laptop, the board of directors recently had a director surnamed Zhang resold his shares, he used to be the director of the personnel department of Sanxin, there are a lot of contacts, and now the transfer has a great impact on the company. So I had to sort out some company documents, impart experience to the new young director, and then understand the new director's abilities and background, and at the same time coordinate the company's internal network, which is not complicated, but it takes a lot of time. It wasn't until midnight that I was done, and after finishing the company's affairs, I rubbed my eyes and suddenly remembered that I hadn't heard about the confinement in a while.

Probably on a whim, I opened the Facebook of the confinement in the web favorites and found the latest record of the confinement through the wall. In fact, I also think it's quite a headache, because of China's network monitoring system, foreign Twitter and Facebook can't be opened directly, and every time you have to use circumvention software to go to foreign websites.

I started writing Facebook when I was in Japan, and I couldn't understand most of the words in it, either Japanese or English, and even French and Korean from time to time. Yuezi can also speak Korean, that's because Yuezi occasionally watches some Korean idol dramas, of course, not much. In this era, as long as you are a girl, it seems that you can speak Korean more or less.

I opened the confinement Facebook boredly, and when I looked at it, I found that there were quite a lot of people who followed, and there were more than two million, which was really amazing.

It seems that in recent years, she has gained popularity at French art exhibitions. In addition, Yuezi also performed some MVs for foreign advertisements, and even wrote some short scripts and short stories, and Yuezi herself has published some scripted novels, which have been adopted by several film companies, although they have not yet been made into movies or film and television dramas, but Yuezi is also a well-known person. On her Fcebook message board, there are still a lot of her moods and messages, reading them one by one, I feel like I am watching Tagore's bird collection, and my mood is exceptionally calm and comfortable.

Yuezi's motto is also very stylish, some of which are written in Chinese and some in Japanese, but some sentences in Japanese can still be understood in Chinese:

"Life must be wasted on good things;

"Weight must be wasted on delicious food;

"Love must be wasted on the people I love. ”

Hehe, it's really a motto in the style of confinement.

I continued to read, and my mood gradually relaxed.

"Only a fool would hurt someone who loves him with a stinging truth, and only a fool who is even more stupid will lie to deceive those who believe in him. ”

"Time doesn't necessarily clarify a lot of things, but it certainly sees through a lot of things. ”

"If you miss me, come to see me right away, because I miss you too. ”

"As long as you live, good things will definitely happen, and the sunshine tomorrow will be brighter than today. Tomorrow's flowers will be more beautiful than today's. ”

"No matter how bad life is, tomorrow will still be the same. ”

"I will walk as long as the road is, without resentment, without hesitation, without frowning. Because this is the path I chose. ”

"Tomorrow or the accident, who knows which will come first?"

"Give me an AK47 and try to shoot all the grievances in my heart. ”

"I want to stand by your side, look at you and look down at you and smile. If you don't speak, I'll be happy too. ”

"There is a kind of calm, called a stagnant water breeze. There is a kind of old age, called rotten wood in spring. ”

"Feelings are always kind, and cruelty is what people will grow. ”

"I'm sitting here, you're at the end of the day. Even if we send a thousand text messages between us, the distance between hearts will not be close to 1 centimeter. ”

"Although my youth is full of sunshine, there are also dead grasses. ”

"The first thing people age is not their appearance, but their desperate drive. ”

"Time fades away, yellowing the melancholy ink on the diary of the old year. ”

"The life I participated in was too deviant, and I was often confused about happiness. ”

"When you are tired, let love and hate always be caught in the seams of the letter"

……

Below, there is also a diary written by Yuezi herself:

That

Sit in front of the window

Drop the pen

Finish your journal

It was raining

Rain flakes condense on the window surface

It's like that year, that month, and that day

The cold rain that changed my mind

In the dark

I felt it

My youth

It's over

Me and his story

It's over

Start today

I'm going to have a new life

The saddest thing about life is

We are mortal after all

He is not Zeus

I'm not Hera either

……

The diary was written on June 21 last year, which is ...... The eve of my wedding with Xueqi.

Looking at the diary of the confinement child, my heart hurts for no reason.

That pain, like a cup of big-leaf holly bitter tea, slowly penetrates into your heart.

At the bottom of the diary is a photo of Yuezi's life, in which a woman sits on a walnut chair with a red lacquered wooden railing, sitting peacefully, her white silk dress embroidered with patches of red leaves dragged to the ground, like a sprinkle of cream.

In the photo, Yuezi has a hardcover book on her lap, and her whole person looks so soft, simple and intellectual, like a Pusa carved from rain flower stone.

Yuezi was lowering her head and carefully flipping through the hardcover book on her lap.

But she didn't notice that opposite her, a pair of white and strong hands in a black suit slowly stretched out, and on the palm, a gold ring inlaid with sapphires was shining.

Under the photo, a message from the confinement is attached:

"I'm ready to stay with you until I get old, and I'm ready to wave and smile at you at any time, and say leave with my back. ”

Looking at the last sentence under the photo, my vision gradually blurred.

Like, on that day many years ago, I was driving like crazy in that heavy rain, for someone.