Special Story Life Little Things 2 [Updated on May 20th]
When Xueqi was nine months pregnant, my heart was heavy. Every day when I see Xue Qi holding her belly, I am afraid that if she falls, she will lose the child. Xueqi's belly is bigger than the average pregnant woman, and looking at her thin and tender skin, I really doubt that her belly will burst.
Although pregnant women are all pregnant in October, the actual pregnancy time is about 280 days, which is a little more than nine months, and there will be fluctuations of about two weeks, so when I calculated that Xueqi was nine months pregnant, I didn't even dare to go to the company. I'm afraid that as soon as I go out, Xueqi will have to give birth.
In order to prepare for the upcoming child, in early September, I went to the baby store to buy a lot of baby products, mainly skin care products for babies, baby clothes, milk powder, and some toys.
I hadn't prepared much of these things before, and now that Xueqi is about to give birth, I have to prepare too.
Compared with other pregnant women, because of her relatively young age, Xueqi's breasts are not very large, and there is not much milk, so milk powder is a must.
I remember when I bought these baby products when I was only 16 years old, but now I am an adult in my 40s. When you think about it this way, I really feel that many things in the world are like a whirlpool that is constantly reincarnated, sweeping through it, constantly spinning and spinning, returning to the original point again and again, but there is no escape.
When I came home with a basket of baby items, it really felt like I had stepped back in time, and that feeling was all too familiar.
At the beginning, Xue Qi was just a little baby, but now, she is a woman who wants to be a mother.
Time really flies too fast.
I even began to think...... What about Xueqi's children?
I know that Xueqi is pregnant with two daughters.
They will also grow up in this villa, live with me and Xueqi, and grow up slowly like Xueqi at the beginning, from babies to little girls, to little girls, and then to elementary school, junior high school, and high school...... Then he went into society, and finally he got married and had children, and then he ...... It's another reincarnation.
In this villa, four generations of my father, me, Xueqi, and me and Xueqi have been lived, and there may be more in the future.
I can't imagine what kind of story I will have when I and Xueqi's daughter grow up, because at that time, I am afraid that I will already be old, and now I am nearly forty years old, and when Xueqi's daughter grows up, how old should I be? Even if they get married at the age of twenty-five, I will be almost seventy years old, and I will probably be old and dizzy, and I will not be able to distinguish between grains and even be sick.
I was exhausted and out of breath when I approached the door with a large bag and a small bag, but I was stunned when my car approached the door.
At the door of the house, there was a girl in a white dress, her long black hair hanging down to the ground, she was holding her crimson cheeks, and a pair of clear black eyes were looking in my direction.
When she saw me, the girl smiled.
Seeing her smile, my mind was in a trance, and unconsciously, I thought of how many years ago, there was a petite little girl with an innocent face who used to sit at the door of the house like this, quietly waiting for me to come home.
"Dad, you're back. Seeing me, the girl smiled with relief, and her face was full of warmth.
"Qiqi, why are you sitting at the door of your house? Seeing Xue Qi sitting at the door of the house, my thoughts were withdrawn from my memories and I hurriedly stepped forward to urge Xue Qi to go back.
"Dad, why have you been there for so long, I'm home alone, and I'm always not at ease. I'm really scared what to do if the baby in my belly is suddenly born. Xue Qi said coquettishly like a little girl, her eyes still staring at me without blinking.
"Silly girl. I smiled, gently reached out and stroked her smooth head, but there was an indescribable emotion in my heart, "Okay, now I'm back...... Go home. ”
Xue Qi looked at me quietly, and finally, hummed softly:
"Hmmm......"
I picked her up and led her home.
Just halfway through, Xue Qi suddenly asked me:
"Dad...... If the child is born, you say, what should I call it?"
"Uh, what's this......" I was stunned when Xue Qi asked me. Because the baby hasn't come out yet, I haven't thought about it all this time.
"It depends on whether a boy or a girl is born. Boys and girls must have different names. Moreover, no matter what name you want to choose, Dad and I will listen to you and respect your ideas. Do you have any ideas?"
"Hmm...... Haven't figured it out yet. Xue Qi shook her head very honestly, "In the past few days, I have looked through a lot of dictionaries, as well as "Book of Songs", "Nalan Ci", "Yuefu Poetry Collection", Cangyang Gyatso's poetry collection, etc. But the more I searched, the more difficult it became to choose a name. ”
"When did you buy so many books, I haven't seen you go out. ”
"I bought it online, and the Book of Songs was when I was in high school...... Ma Bailong gave it to me. Xue Qi said with some embarrassment.
Hearing the name Ma Bailong, my heartstrings touched almost imperceptibly.
Xue Qi seemed to notice that my face was different, and hurriedly looked away.
For a while, Xueqi and I didn't speak again.
Ma Bailong is the most taboo name mentioned between the two of us. Because the mention of this name will inevitably set off a somewhat unbearable past between us.
Xue Qi has always been clear. Now that he casually mentioned it, he looked at me with some concern.
I also noticed Xue Qi's worried expression, and knew that she must be afraid that I would be unhappy, so I whistled and showed a casual expression of nonchalant.
In fact, when we can discuss Ma Bailong casually, it is the real untie of the knot and let go of the past.
"Oh. That's right. I smiled and said no more.
"Hmm...... By the way, Dad, when I was younger...... Have you ever thought of giving me another name? If you have another name, you can give the name you originally intended for me to give to your baby. Xue Qi said suddenly.
"Any other name? I think I thought about it...... However...... "When I think about it, when I named Xueqi, I really racked my brains. "But those names are not too good, it is better to find them in the Book of Songs. When you were younger, I named you 'Jiaqi', which is kind of a memory of a girl I had a crush on in junior high school......"
"To commemorate people......" Hearing my words, Xue Qi's eyes blinked, and then, as if she thought of something, she said, "Dad, why don't you name our baby with the person you want to commemorate?" I heard Sister Yuezi say that this way is very popular in the West. ”
"How can this be. I dispelled Xue Qi's crooked brain, "It's very prudent to choose a name, how can it be so casual?"
However, I saw Xue Qi looking at me with some guilt, a pair of big eyes and a little dim:
"Dad...... You told me that you let go of many things in order to raise me, and because of my relationship, you also cut off relations with many people...... So, I guess, you should do it. ”
As she spoke, Xue Qi gave me a well-behaved smile.
Although I already have a bit of the charm of a mature woman, looking at Xue Qi's bright smile, I still feel that Xue Qi is like a sensible child.
Really, since she was a child, Xue Qi has always been obedient and sensible.
If Xue Qi wasn't so sensible, I'm afraid, she wouldn't have chosen to stay by my side in the end.
The night breeze blew softly, ruffling Xue Qi's long hair.
Where did the little girl go?
She's always there for me.