The next day, Xue Qi still didn't open the door, and for the whole day, she locked herself in her room, and sometimes, I would hear her crying coming from the room. Listening to the sound of crying coming out of the room, I also felt like my heart was being cut by a knife, and I could drip blood.

I can't comfort her at all, because I caused it all, I'm the murderer, I'm the criminal, I'm the culprit...... There was no way I could have gotten her forgiveness.

That day, Xueqi didn't go out, and at noon, I left the prepared meal at the door of the room. However, until the evening, the food at the door was still untouched.

It wasn't until late at night that I noticed that the food at the door was gone. I know Xue Qi has been out once.

On the third day, Xueqi went out, but on that day, she didn't say a word to me.

As time passed, the days when Xue Qi locked herself in her room and cried alone gradually decreased, probably because as time passed, the grief in her heart finally subsided.

She didn't run away from home, she didn't leave me, she stayed at home, and she was with me, even though she hardly talked to me.

I know that she didn't forgive me, but because she was reluctant to me, her 18-year relationship with me, and her family, so she stayed here. And she also doesn't have the financial means to survive on her own. The summer vacation of the third year of high school was very short, and within a week, Xueqi had to go to school, and I sent her to school on the day Xueqi went to school. Xueqi's high school and junior high school are the same school, and the reason why this is so is because the college entrance examination promotion rate of that school has been on the rise in the past few days.

When I sent her to school, I kept asking Xue Qi if her schoolbag was ready, did you bring this, did you bring that, but Xue Qi just gave a blank hum and didn't say a word to me.

When she got home at night, Xueqi would automatically sleep in the next room, lock herself in the room alone, and not say a word to me.

At that time, I was really heartbroken, heartbroken, heartbroken. No matter how nice I say to Xueqi, as long as she sees my face, she won't say a word to me.

At that time, I really blamed myself to the extreme, and even thought, will Xue Qi never talk to me again?

The days passed, and a few weeks passed in the blink of an eye after that incident, and I thought that the relationship between me and Xueqi would slowly repair over time, but I was wrong......

One night a few weeks later, Xueqi's high school homeroom teacher called me and told me about Xueqi. At that time, I thought that Xueqi had made public what I had done to her at school, and even suspected that the police were on the way to arrest me. At that time, I was even mentally prepared, but when I calmly listened to the words of Xueqi's homeroom teacher, I was surprised. Because the homeroom teacher told me that during this time, Xueqi was absent-minded in class, and her grades were constantly broken and plummeted, and she had been absent from school for three consecutive days, and she didn't go to school today.

At that time, I was really scared and panicked. From childhood to adulthood, Xue Qi has always been a very well-behaved and obedient good child, she doesn't need me to say more about many things, and she is also obedient to me, but why would she do such a thing of skipping class? I really can't believe it.

But soon I blamed myself deeply, and I knew that I had all this in my making, and that she must have been heartbroken by the harm I had done to her, and that she had started to do such a disheartening thing. I had to lie to Xueqi's homeroom teacher that something had happened at home in the past few days, and Xueqi had a relative who had passed away, and then temporarily hid it from Xueqi's homeroom teacher.

I'm very worried, the homeroom teacher said that Xue Qi skipped class, so where will she go? Could it be that she will fool around with other boys like Tang Mengyan at the beginning, and become a little sister who hangs off and becomes a loser? Will she not think about it and do some extreme things?

The more I thought about it, the more scared I became, I had never been so scared in my heart, even more so than when Xue Qi ran away from home for the first time. But I didn't know where to find Xueqi, so I had to wait at home.

I think if something happens to Xueqi, I will never be able to forgive myself for the rest of my life, forever and ever......

I didn't go to work that day, I waited at home, praying that the sleigh wouldn't have an accident and that I would come back safely.

Finally waited until half past nine o'clock in the evening, there was a sound of opening the door outside the villa, Xue Qi walked back from outside with her schoolbag, and after entering the villa, Xue Qi glanced at me sitting on the sofa, did not speak, she went upstairs without saying a word.

Seeing that Xueqi didn't talk to me, I got up from the sofa and walked towards her.

"Teacher Lu called today to say that you haven't been to class for the past few days. Where have you been?"

Xue Qi glanced at me, but didn't answer me anything, just paused and continued to walk upstairs.

I took a few steps forward, grabbed her arm, and raised my tone a little, with a bit of anger:

"I ask you where you've been these days?!Who are you with?!Say !!"

Unexpectedly, Xue Qi's reaction was even more fierce than mine, she was like a lit oil barrel, angry at me:

"Don't touch me!

At that moment, I was really shocked by Xue Qi, because since I was a child, Xue Qi has never spoken back to me so fiercely, never. I really can't believe that one day Xue Qi would actually talk to me like this.

I looked at Xue Qi's angry face and was shocked.

Xue Qi shook off my hand and walked up the stairs, trying to lock herself in her room again like she had done before.

I hurried up the stairs and kept her at the door before she could run back to her room.

"Qiqi, don't do this, okay? Dad, I'm really worried about you. It's true. Qiqi, where have you been these days? ”

In the face of my soft tone, Xue Qi still looked at me coldly, and then replied lightly: "I don't want to go to school these days, so I went to the west of the city to shoot two commercials." Leave me alone. ”

Xue Qi's tone was very cold, and I was also looking at him, losing my words for a moment, and the two of them fell into a long and awkward silence for a while. Xue Qi seems to be really angry with me, and after so many days of anger, she still doesn't seem to have come out of the shadows.

It really doesn't work like this. If this continues, Xue Qi will sooner or later become like Tang Mengyan and ruin her life, and I will regret it for the rest of my life.

I looked into Xue Qi's dodging eyes, and then said:

"Okay, then where you go, Dad, I'll go with you. No matter who you are with, I will follow you. ”

Unexpectedly, hearing me say this, Xue Qi's face, which was cold before, immediately slowly turned blood-red from anger.

"You...... Dad, if you're like this, I'll call the police!"

Alarm.

Xue Qi actually said that she was going to call the police.

I felt a throbbing pain in my heart.

The deep remorse made me feel powerless.

"Qiqi, if you're really so dad and me, it's okay if you go to the police...... Dad really regrets and blames himself for these things you have done...... Dad has been remorseful all this time. If you think calling the police will make you feel better, go ahead and call the police......"

Hearing me say this, Xue Qi fell silent and looked at me blankly.

There was a stalemate between the two of us for a while, and neither of us spoke.

After a while, she said to me coldly:

"I'll go to school tomorrow. ”

After that, Xueqi walked past me, entered her room, and closed the door again.

These days, Xueqi takes a shower in the bathroom on the first floor, not in the bathroom in my bedroom.

I was worried about Xueqi all night that day, tossing and turning in bed, pressing my head with a pillow and just not sleeping well. The next day, I got up very early, and Xue Qi also got up very early, that day, Xue Qi went to school without even saying hello to me, she went to the school by herself. In the past few years, Xueqi has filmed more than a dozen advertisements and made a small amount of tens of thousands of yuan, which she has been saving for no use, but now she has started to use it. Because they don't want to be financially dependent on me. You can also avoid talking to me.

I called Xueqi's homeroom teacher that day to make sure that she went to school to attend classes, and in the next few days, I would call Xueqi's homeroom teacher every day to ask about Xueqi's status at school, and I was a little relieved after making sure that Xueqi was at school and that her homework was handed in in time......

After Xueqi came home that day, I continued to pay attention to her, to her every move, and whenever she began to behave a little abnormally, I would advise her, even though she didn't listen to me at all, but I still tried my best to say good things to her, trying to melt her heart as cold as ice.

But I felt that Xue Qi still couldn't forgive me for what she did to her, and I didn't know if she hated me, or to what extent. Although I watched her grow up, I couldn't see through her heart. However, no matter how much she hates me, Xue Qi will not do anything to hurt me.

Xue Qi is such a girl, since then, she is supple, obedient and well-behaved, and has never seen her hurt other people, even small animals.

But it is precisely because Xueqi is such a girl that I blame myself even more.

I regret that I did such a thing.

This is something that is not as good as a beast.

I really regret it......

Every night when she came home from self-study, she would see me in the living room, and she would go upstairs and enter the room without looking back to lock herself up.

Of course, she couldn't hide in her room forever from me. As the days went on, she would eventually come to the lobby occasionally, sit on the other side of the couch furthest from me, and turn the TV to the program she wanted to watch, but still wouldn't talk to me.

At that time, there was really a lot of silence between me and her, and it was a terrible ordeal for me and her. Although Xueqi will not leave me, between me and her, we are really like a passerby.

But sometimes when I sit at the end of the sofa, looking at her side face, looking at her long black hair on the back of her jade neck, and the graceful curve of her breasts, as well as the smooth lower abdomen, lower body and thighs, I still can't help but have some reveries, some fantasies that only men have...... I will remember how I felt when I entered the snow that night...... That feeling of warmth, crampness, wetness, and that feeling of irritation and excitement...... I can't help but slap myself when I come to my senses, but sometimes, I really can't help but think like that.

Of course, more often than not, I still miss the warm time when I was in good condition with her. I think of Xueqi's lively and cute appearance from childhood to adulthood, the time when she sweetly called me papa, and the time when she obediently helped me serve dishes and do laundry.

I knew I had to restrain myself from this. Otherwise, the evil fire will only control me again, and I will only make more serious and bigger mistakes.

For a long time, I found that Xue Qi's dress began to become bewitching, she began to apply eyeliner, she began to wear makeup every day, and she began to gradually have a bit of the charm of a mature woman......

The stalemate between me and Xueqi continued......

Until one day, when Xue Qi came home, her face was pale and she couldn't stop coughing, and when I saw her in the hall, she still went upstairs and closed the door without saying a word. But her door was kept shut, and the coughing kept coming from the room. At that time, I really regretted and was anxious. Xue Qi didn't open the door, the only key was in the room, I was in a hurry, I actually banged the door of the room with my shoulder, and after slamming open Xue Qi's door and entering her room, I found that Xue Qi was lying on the bed softly, with her hand on her forehead, her face was pale and very painful.