At that time, I was really taken aback by Xueqi's appearance, and the way Xueqi was lying on the bed at that moment reminded me of her serious illness when she was 12 years old, which suddenly made my heart flutter, and I ran forward lonely.

"Qiqi, what's wrong with you, are you not feeling well?"

Qiqi lay on the bed and saw me, her face became cold and repulsive again, she supported her body and retreated a few points towards the head of the bed, as if she wanted to get away from me.

It hurts to see Xue Qi looking like she wants to run away from me, I never thought that Xue Qi would one day reject me to this point......

Xue Qi looked at me with panicked eyes and said to me in a hoarse voice:

"You...... Stay back...... Get out ......" she saw me approaching, clutching the sheets with her hands, her voice hoarse and heavy, as if something was stuck in her throat.

I froze in place, I didn't expect her to be so afraid of me. But I brought it all on myself...... For the sake of a momentary **, I took away Xueqi's most important thing. I'm really sorry for her.

But out of concern for Xueqi, I paused for a moment and walked to Xueqi's bedside, and then reached out to touch her forehead. Unexpectedly, she suddenly picked up the pillow behind her head and began to smash my hand, trying to block my hand.

"You go away...... Ahem...... You go out!" her eyes were bloodshot, and she hit my hand with a pillow, I endured the pain in my heart and grabbed her pillow and threw it aside, Xue Qi saw that the pillow was thrown away by me, so she shrank back, kept retreating, retreated to the corner, and then looked at me with both hands on her chest and fear.

"Qiqi, Dad won't do anything to you, Dad just touches your forehead to see if there is a fever, and if you have a fever, you have to go to the doctor!"

I gritted my teeth and finally climbed into bed, then reached out and aimed my hand at Xueqi's forehead.

This time, Xue Qi looked at me with complicated eyes, but she didn't dodge anymore. I finally touched Xueqi. After so many days, I finally touched Xueqi's body once. But this touch, I was shocked.

"It's so hot, no, Qiqi, you have a high fever, so follow me to the hospital. With that, I lifted Xueqi's quilt and pulled her arm to get her up.

"Don't ...... I don't want to touch me!" Xue Qi trembled her lips, pushing and refusing to be pulled by me, but in the end she was pulled out of bed by me.

"No, you can't go on like this, I must take you to the doctor!"

I grabbed Xueqi's coat from the side of the bed and put it on her, and then threw her pants to her, Xueqi looked at it, and finally she put on her pants.

Then I went to the room to get Xueqi's running shoes and came back, when Xueqi was sitting at the head of the bed covering her forehead, I squatted down and grabbed Xueqi's feet, put her running shoes on her despite her resistance, and then tied her shoes.

"Can you walk, do you want me to carry you?" I asked Xueqi after tying her shoelaces and looking up.

Xue Qi glanced at me, then said to me in a hoarse voice, "I can walk." ”

"Then I'll help you, go, go to the hospital and see a doctor. ”

Under the urging of my nervous and impatient tone, Xue Qi finally stood up, was grabbed by my little hand, and then staggered out of the room, it looked like Xue Qi was really uncomfortable, and I was really heartbroken.

So I took Xueqi outside to the garage and let her get in the car.

Xueqi was covered with my coat, I took her to the nearest outpatient department, there were not many people in the outpatient department at night, only one doctor was there, I helped Xueqi to see the doctor, let the doctor ask Xueqi about her body, and then take Xueqi's temperature, check her mouth, and prescribe a saline order......

There were several small wards in the outpatient department, and that night I took care of Xue Qi in the small ward of the outpatient department, Xue Qi was hanging salt water, with a needle stuck in the back of her hand, and slept groggily at the head of the bed. I sat next to her and helped her look at the salt water bottle.

"How long has this been uncomfortable?" I asked her.

"I started to get a little dizzy in the morning......" Xue Qi glanced at me and answered me truthfully.

"Why don't you come back from leave earlier?" I blamed Xue Qi, Xue Qi closed her mouth and didn't speak, I sighed and helped Xue Qi smooth the sheets, "Don't go to class tomorrow." Rest well. ”

Looking at Xueqi's weak and uncomfortable appearance, I feel that my heart is also tormented, she is raised by me since I was a child, I have the deepest feelings for her, she is my baby, I love her the most, and I feel the most sorry for her.

"Hmm. Xue Qi nodded slightly.

That night, I sat on the edge of Xueqi's bed all night, and Xueqi hung three bottles of drip, and I sat on the edge of the bed and talked to her. I told Xueqi that when she was 12 years old, she was also sick at the bedside, and I told her the memories of the story, and I also told her the story of me and her traveling all over the country when she was sick.

Xue Qi squinted slightly and listened to me, not asleep, and I was also talking about my past with her, from the cute Xiaobai to the unknown Xiaohuang to the overall black girl who is only lazy and greedy, when it comes to the black sister, Xue Qi couldn't help but smile and smiled.

But when she saw my face, the smile on her face quickly faded and turned silent and cold again.

And I continued to tell her all kinds of interesting things, until she laughed, but every time she smiled, she quickly realized something, and then put her face back on her face.

After talking a lot, I gradually realized that I had nothing to talk about, and it was very late, and I thought it was time for Xueqi to sleep.

At that time, Xue Qi's gaze was glazed, staring at a point of nothingness in the air, and after a while, she suddenly asked me:

"Dad, why are you...... Do that to me?"

Finally here, Xue Qi finally asked me this question, and I knew that no matter how many memories and jokes I used to divert attention, we would still come back to this question in the end. My possessiveness and impulsiveness towards Xueqi** made me make a big mistake.

I looked at Xue Qi, looked at her clear eyes, my heart was beating, and said to her:

"I'm sorry, Qiqi, I know Dad is excessive...... But Dad really couldn't control himself......"

Xue Qi pouted and turned her face to look at me, her faint eyebrows slightly locked with sorrow.

It seems that she is really miserable and can't imagine that I would do such a thing to her. I looked at Xue Qi's clear eyes and continued:

"Qiqi, Dad really loves you, do you remember what you said to me when you were a child, when you said that you want to marry me and be Daddy's bride...... At that time, I was really happy. So, that night, I thought you might be willing to give me your body too...... That's why I did that......."

"But," Xue Qi lowered her head, her long black hair covering her face, "but I was still young at that time...... Besides, you're my dad......."

Xue Qi's words made me feel like a stone had fallen heavily to the ground and shattered in my heart......

You're my dad......

You're my dad......

It's really sad, is Xue Qi always just sure to be her father? However, I still remember that she searched for things about her father on the computer. If she doesn't have feelings for me, how can she search for that information? Or ...... Now that Xue Qi has really grown up, she realizes that chaos (harmony) is wrong?

I looked at Xue Qi and said softly:

"Dad knows it's wrong, if you really don't like Dad, Dad won't do this to you in the future, okay......"

Xue Qi didn't nod or shake her head, she just looked at me in silence.

I looked at her too, and we were both silent.

Finally, probably tired, she got into the bed, closed her eyes, and slowly fell asleep in a daze. I don't know if Xue Qi understands me or forgives me, but it seems that she seems to be in a better mood, and I didn't say anything more, I sat quietly on the edge of Xue Qi's bed, watching her sleeping position, until she hung up the salt water and pulled out the needle, I still stayed by her side, and finally I fell asleep on her bedside until dawn.

The next morning, Xue Qi woke up, as soon as she woke up, she fell asleep, I helped her sit up, she didn't say anything, but it seemed that her condition had improved a lot, I touched her forehead, and found that her fever had basically subsided.

"Great, the fever is gone......"

At that time, touching Xue Qi's slightly cool forehead, I was relieved, I was really relieved, and I felt that the burden on my shoulders was gone all of a sudden. However, I felt a sore throat and a little hoarse, I don't know if it was because I had a little cold from lying on Xueqi's bed all night. But Xueqi can be good, and I don't care so much about the rest. Xue Qi looked at me, her eyes were still a little evasive, but she seemed to see that I was genuinely worried about her, so she didn't hate me as much as before.

After that, I took Xueqi, who had a fever, out of the outpatient department and returned home, and when I got home, I asked for leave for Xueqi to her homeroom teacher. After that, Xueqi stayed at home with me for the first time in so many days, and for the first time in so many days, she went to the bathroom of my room to take a shower, provided that I was watching TV in the hall downstairs, of course......

After taking a shower, I sat for lunch for Xueqi, this time, she finally did not refuse me, but went downstairs to have lunch with me, I took the initiative to ask her about her physical condition, and then asked her if she had any fruits or snacks she wanted to eat, if there were any comic magazines she wanted to read, I could help her buy them......

I kept pleasing her, and as the topic deepened, Xueqi finally recovered a little bit and began to talk to me normally......

In the next few days, Xue Qi went to class normally, she began to communicate with me normally, it was not as cold as before, and she was willing to talk to me. At that time, I finally felt extremely comforted, and it seemed that Xueqi still regarded me as her dearest relative after all.

Or is it...... Apart from me, Xueqi has no other relatives to confide in and rely on, and she is destined to get back together with me. Of course, since that time, Xue Qi has slept next door, and I can only nod and agree to this.

I knew that Xue Qi was afraid that I would violate her again...... I also know that if she continues to sleep in the same room with me, I can't promise not to do anything sorry for her.

However, sometimes the human heart is really a complicated thing, as the relationship between Xue Qi and I gradually reconciled, and as I re-communicated with Xue Qi, I found that Xue Qi's sense of temptation to me actually returned......

A month after the stiff relationship with Xueqi, I actually had a spring dream for three consecutive days at night, I dreamed of Xueqi's **, I actually dreamed that I had sex with Xueqi in bed, and she called me excitedly: "Dad, hurry up...... Hurry up and ......" that tone was exactly the same as Tang Mengyan at the beginning.

In those nights, I almost had a dream twice, and once, I really dreamed......

At that time, I got up from the bed and looked at the empty room, and I felt a sense of loss when I looked at the empty single bed to the left of my double bed......

Sometimes, dreams can really change some of people's thoughts temporarily.

At that time, I really felt that my body was very hot, indescribably hot...... Ever since I raided Xueqi that night, I've sometimes fantasized about Xueqi's **...... It's like taking drugs and getting addicted, or you just don't take them, and once you do, you become addicted and you can't extricate yourself from them.

And the facts also proved that my hunch at that time was right, there is a first time, there is a second time......