[157] How you live and how you die, I will accompany you

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Luo Shen leaned against the door, blocked the door lock with his body, and shook his head, "No, no matter what, you can rest for a few hours first, even if it's only for an hour, you lie down and rest." ”

Her outstretched hand tried to touch him, but his fierce angry eyes made her shrink back.

"My life and death are not something you can control. He was annoyed and pulled her away, "How about my life and death, it has nothing to do with Secretary Luo when I get out of this door, and no one will trouble you!"

She wrapped her backhand around his wrist and grabbed it with both hands, "If you think so, then let me go out first, how you live and how you die, I will accompany you." ”

She was also resolute, and there was a fierceness in her eyes, and there was a deeper and deeper despair, and more lifelessness than him, which made him dare not be tough again.

After a few minutes of stalemate, he gave up and turned back to sit on the couch.

And she remained motionless in the doorway, her eyes fixed on him for a moment.

The stalemate ended in his compromise, for he had not slept all night, and as soon as the words in his heart had been spoken, the force that supported him suddenly unloaded, and he suddenly felt tired under the watchful eye of her big eyes, and leaned back on the sofa with his eyes closed.

Just as he was about to fall asleep in a daze, he heard a voice in his ear saying softly: "It will be uncomfortable to sleep like this, is it okay to lie down in bed and rest?"

A pair of soft hands grabbed his palms, and as if bewitched, he stood up with the warm power.

He was so tired, physically and mentally exhausted, that he fell asleep with his pillow on his pillow.

But Luo Shen knew what kind of strong storm would brew under his obedient child-like sleeping face at this time.

"No matter what kind of you you have to face, please rest well now, and then have the strength to lose your temper with me. She unbuttoned his shirt and belt to allow him to breathe more freely, then tightened the blackout curtains, and the bedroom fell into darkness.

She also withdrew from the bedroom, and after washing, her head, which had been shocked in the morning, turned from the chaos to a more tormented sobriety.

"He's hungry. She thought, and she had an excuse to keep herself busy.

After making him a slightly sweet brown sugar porridge, she thought, "He doesn't want to see me now." ”

She put the porridge and side dishes on the insulated mat on the dining table, and when she took her bag and was about to avoid it, she thought, "He only slept for two hours, and if he didn't get enough rest and was emotionally unstable, it would still be unsafe to drive." ”

So, she took away his car keys again, left him cash for the taxi, and drove out of the long alley in a white BMW.

But she had nowhere else to go and ended up in the company again.

This is the last working day before the annual leave, and only Assistant Lin on duty was left in the secretary's room, and when he saw Luo Shen coming in, he was very surprised, "Why is Secretary Luo here?" You drank too much wine last night, why didn't you rest at home?"

Luo Shen smiled, weak and pale, "I'll be on duty, you go back to prepare for the New Year." ”

"Uh, is this okay?" Lin Shuangyue hesitated and was happy, "Don't you want to ...... too?"

"I don't need to, you can go. Luo Shen insisted, quickly interrupting the assistant's words.

Lin Shuangyue left happily.

Luo Shen sat in his seat, holding the car keys tightly in his hand, four hours have passed since Mo Sichen fell asleep, I don't know if he has woken up? Will he look for her when he wakes up? Will he be furious? Will he eat the food she cooked?

If he finds out that the car is gone, will he call her?

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When Mo Sichen woke up, the dim light in the room made him think it was night, and habitually stretched out his left hand to the bedside table to get the watch, but the tentacles were soft, and his hand probed and grabbed it, it turned out to be a big plush doll.

This is not his bed, nor is it his room, discovered as the eyes slowly adjust to the light.

There was a sense of emptiness that he didn't want to wake up, but he still became more and more sober, and he still remembered the last look with him, and resolutely refused to let him go.

Why was there a sharp despair in her eyes? But it was this despair that gave him a glimmer of life, and he didn't even know what this glimmer of life would give him.

I really hope it was just a dream, however, when he sat up, he saw the notebook on the table, he had flipped through it countless times last night, and gradually became more and more aware that it was a scrapbook, and there were traces of tearing in it.

So, what about the content that was torn off?

This realization made him agitated again, and as soon as he lifted the quilt and got out of bed, he saw that the key still hanging on the drawer was unlocked, and it was opened as soon as he pulled it.

In the drawer were many pages of printed materials, with creases and burrs on one side, which were caused by the fact that they were stuck in the notebook and torn off.

It is full of his information, some of the announcements about him printed out from Chendong's intranet, news of the activities he participated in, and some reports on the decisions he made after taking office......

"What is Secretary Luo doing? ”

He tucked the loose sheets of information in his notebook, opened the thick curtain and looked back at the time, it was only three o'clock in the afternoon.

There is porridge made by her on the table, which tastes slightly sweet, and the side dishes are very tender and appetizing.

As he ate, he thought about what he had said at the time, and now he could change it to a new one.

"As long as it's a meal prepared by Secretary Luo, I will eat even poison. He muttered to himself, then sneered, and his face turned pale with green stubble, "Where did that trust come from? Now I can still sit in her house and eat her cooking, where does such calmness come from?"

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He didn't call for a day.

Did he disdain to have any more contact with her, even if he found out that she had driven away?

Luo Shen was a little disappointed, the kind of disappointment that he was looking forward to a storm but didn't even have a little breeze.

It was already six o'clock, and it was getting late in the winter, and she stood at the door of Luo's house and hesitated.

There were no lights in the room, and there was silence.

He's gone.

Luo Shen leaned his back against the door, and the strength that had lasted for a day suddenly broke the embankment, and he fell to the ground with a weak foot.

"Si Chen, is it going to end?" she thought sadly, "I know that you proposed to me so easily not because you love me, but because you are used to me, and if I promise you, it will really push you to the precipice." So I can't promise you. ”

She sat still, losing even the strength to shed tears, and it was not until the night was dark that she could not see anything clearly, and she turned on the electric light.

He had eaten the food on the table, and the used dishes and chopsticks were still on the table.

The sense of decay in her heart suddenly seemed to turn green again.

When he came to the bedroom, he found that the scrapbook and the materials hidden in the drawer had been taken away by him, and his heart became boundless and desolate.

"What did he do with the diary? He even took all the materials from the drawer. ”

Blankly, she slipped into the quilt with the traces of his sleep, and lay down where he had once slept, and the quilt had the faint scent of sandalwood on his body.

It was as if he was still gently held in his arms.

A burst of sourness suddenly struck, and she instantly burst into tears.

I'll never be held in his arms again, that's all in the past.

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In the courtyard of the mansion on Liusha Road, the atmosphere of the New Year is getting stronger day by day.

Only Mo Sichen, although his face was also smiling from time to time, Mo Zhennan always felt that this grandson was not really happy, and he had a heavy heart in his heart.

"Secretary Luo also prepared a New Year's gift for us at the company's dinner, which is really thoughtful, Si Chen, you also prepare a return gift for us, and it will be a celebration for the New Year. Cheng Qiuyu said, looking at her sister-in-law.

Lan Ruojie also nodded in approval.

Mo Sichen's face was gloomy, and he paused for a long time before saying indifferently: "That's what she should do as a secretary, and she doesn't need to return the gift." ”

"I see, Si Chen has already given a gift in private," Mo Tianai teased: "Si Chen, did you send Secretary Luo back last night, did you quietly give her a gift?"

"Nope. Mo Sichen stood up and stopped the topic that was causing him a headache, "I'm going upstairs to rest, good night." ”

Mo Zhennan looked at his back thoughtfully.

Mo Tianai shouted at his back when he went upstairs: "Hey, Si Chen, Jiamei has come here today, so don't go out at night to wait for her at home, and discuss the New Year's greetings with you." ”

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Discuss New Year's greetings.

That's how it is, it's imminent, and he can't be allowed to think about it anymore.

Therefore, when Ye Jiamei called, he did not ask Ye Jiamei to come to the house to meet, but asked her to find a café.

He arrived first and chose a secluded booth.

She came with joy on her face, and this was the most cheerful date he had agreed to in the past six months.

"Are you sure you want to marry a man like me?" she gave him a bucket of cold water as soon as she sat down, "a man like me who has other women in his heart. ”

Ye Jiamei was stunned, "Why do you say that, what do you really want to say?"

"You didn't know about me and Hailanlan, but you came to me in her name, and you deceived me in the first place. You know I hate deception, right? There was no sincere relationship in the first place, do you expect to get sincere affection in return? The relationship between me and Hai Lanlan is not as simple as you think, until now, I believe that only she is Cheng Cheng for me. He said a long sentence in one breath, regardless of whether she understood it or not.

Ye Jiamei gritted her teeth and said, "You haven't even really seen her face, do you know what she looks like? How do you know that she is sincere?"

He raised his eyebrows slightly, "How do you know that I haven't seen the true face of Hailanlan?"

Ye Jiamei snorted lightly, "It's obviously something that everyone knows, don't you remember the content of the poster?"

Mo Sichen suddenly fell silent. How could he not remember?

"Well, since you're so determined to marry me, you know I have no feelings for you, right?" he finally uttered the cruel words.

"I know. And she finally answered this question that she had known for a long time.

He nodded: "I know, it's fine." So, I can't guarantee how good I will be to you, let alone be loyal to you, and before you get engaged, you can still regret it and have time to find someone who truly loves you. ”

She sneered, "I love you, how can I accept that another person loves me?"