[156] Last night, I did not rest
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sent Luo Shen upstairs with half arms and half arms, and as soon as she entered the door, she automatically found the bed, fell down and fell asleep. Mo Sichen knew that no matter what she did now, she wouldn't remember.
So, nothing can be done. had to endure the danger of blood swelling to change into pajamas for her, and then wash her face and wipe her hands, and when he tossed down to get her right, his heart was already beating like a drum, and he sat on the edge of the bed with self-deprecation watching her sleep, trying to suppress the enthusiasm in his body.
"Your wine is really ......," he ran his finger over the gentle contours of her face, "it seems to be a cat, and when drunk, it behaves like a cat." ”
He planned to tidy himself up as well, "Rest first, and then do something to remember tomorrow morning." He muttered to himself, taking off his coat to put it on the back of the chair in front of the table, but his eyes were drawn to a thick notebook on the table.
Because the page that opened was sandwiched with his picture.
It's something he's never seen before, his face is gloomy and cold in the photo, his clothes are still the iron gray cotton shirt in early summer, and the blurred background is the shadow wall of the company lobby.
He distinctly remembers that shirt he had only worn once, on May Day. At that time, because Secretary Luo was on vacation, the secretary's office malfunctioned and arranged a May Day holiday in a mess, and he gave up his vacation to come to the company to deal with the chaos after knowing it, and he was in a bad mood and was very angry all day.
Who took a picture of him that day? And passed it to Luo Shen? He remembered clearly, he and she didn't know her at that time!
He took the photo and found a line written in his notebook.
[May 28: Separated, back.] However, as soon as I came back, I received a photo from Sister Jia, and I saw his previous photos. 】
He didn't know why, but he flipped his fingers back, and the back was blank. Well, there must be content ahead.
He knew it was actually a diary, but based on the strangeness of the photograph, he turned the first page of the book.
Each page only remembers one day, and there are only two or three lines of words, which belongs to Luo Shen's mellow handwriting.
He was shocked by the contents of the first page of the record, and he flipped through the pages one by one.
[March 16: I can't hold my heart pounding, I feel like it's going to break out, I can't make myself sit quietly, I just want to run to one place at this moment.] But where is that?
Mo Sichen, this name I thought would always be just a name, but now in the search bar on my computer screen, there are so many links with the word Mo Sichen below......]
[March 17: I haven't slept all night, and I've been reading his news on the Internet, but unfortunately I don't even have half a photo.
I've been thinking about it, Jinhai City, Chendong Group, General Manager...... How far is this from the distance I had from standing in the crowd and looking up at him in F University to 1,480 kilometers now?
[March 18: Because there are no photos, I can't be sure if this person is him.] Sister Tojia helped me collect his information and waited for a reply. 】
[March 25: Sister Jia sent him a message, why didn't she use the mailbox to send it?
That's him, Mo Sichen. The second grandson of the president of Chendong Group, the son of the chairman, and the current general manager. 】
Mo Sichen's fingers paused for a long time on this page, and stroked the handwriting of the last sentence with a key symbol: "The second grandson of the president of Chendong Group, the son of the chairman, and the current general manager."
"It seems that this sentence is very attractive to you, Secretary Luo. Mo Sichen's voice was full of gloom and lifelessness.
Knuckled fingers picked up the photograph of him standing in front of the elevator door with a solemn expression on his face. He didn't find it when he took a secret photo from this angle, which shows that the person who took the picture is an expert.
Putting down the photo, my finger flips through another page.
[April 1st: Today is April Fool's Day, am I fooling myself with this thing that I've been thinking about these days? Sister Jia said that she would pay attention to his news. 】
[April 16: Many things can't be sent, draw a circle. 】
There are really many circles drawn under this line of words, large circles and large circles, and it is like a mess.
[April 17: Sister Jia came with news that he reported the Lijiang tour group on May 16. My heart began to beat uncontrollably again, trembling to find the regiment, and there was still a place!! I also signed up, praying that there would be no change.
Can I really see him?]
[April 30th: I'm so excited these days, I've been thinking about that...... Alas, the holiday has already been arranged, and it is only waiting for May 16, and the wait is very painful. 】
[May 1: Sister Jia called and said that she had seen him. 】
[May 14th: Mo Sichen, are you okay? Naturally, you won't understand me, the little star that looks up to you, but I hope you can remember this time, and I must think of a way for you to remember me. 】
[May 15: Early morning, departure. This was the last message before meeting him. Mood: Beautiful, apprehensive. 】
[May 28: Separated, back.] However, as soon as I came back, I received a photo from Sister Jia......]
The diary only arrived on this day, and there was no content in the back, and Mo Sichen personally participated in the content of the follow.
Sister Jia, what a clear person, after he paid for their meal once, she once said, "I didn't expect it because she accepted Mr. Mo's love."
This is Sister Jia, who has met in the corridor several times because of the training held by the consulting company, and she always looks at him a few more times consciously or unconsciously, so obviously and unabashedly, and has spoken to him a few times.
It turned out that Sister Jia's appearance was for a certain person.
.
When Luo Shen woke up, he found Mo Sichen sitting on the chair in a daze, sat up in surprise, and asked in surprise: "General manager, why are you here?"
Mo Sichen's gaze was fixed on an unknown place, "Last night, I didn't rest. ”
She was even more surprised, and turned her head to look at his face, "Why? Aren't you sleepy?"
His gaze suddenly turned to her face, "I don't have time to sleep, I've been thinking about a question, when did Secretary Luo meet me?"
Luo Shen saw the notebook pressed under his arm, and suddenly panicked, and was about to get out of bed when he lifted the quilt, but he pressed it.
She looked at him for a moment, and her gaze suddenly dropped, "I see...... You see it...... Diary. ”
His face was expressionless, he didn't know what kind of expression to use to face her, and his tone was a little colder than just now, "Don't look, how do you know that Secretary Luo knows me so well?"
Luo Shen lowered her head, her heart was in turmoil, only to feel that there was a pain in her chest that was rushing, she was silent, wanting to let the pain pass quickly.
However, he didn't leave her much time to calm her emotions, and then said: "Secretary Luo quit KG Company and gave up the opportunity to go abroad to Jinhai, did you achieve your goal?"
She bit her lip silently, tightly biting.
He asked again: "Was that night in Lijiang also a step for you to achieve your goal?"
She closed her eyes, determined to remain silent to the end, but tears had already cleared up in her heart.
"If yes, this step is successful, I remember you, from my heart to my body, I am attracted to you, including now, I still want to hold you in my arms and fiercely...... Alas," there was a heavy sadness in his voice, "Secretary Luo, I remember you fiercely." ”
She suddenly turned her face away, not letting him see the expression on her face, and not wanting to see his, her hands clutching the quilt and her undulating breathing revealed the mood she was trying to suppress.
His voice began to be sharp: "So, since you are so scheming, let me ask you again, can you marry me?"
The wound in my heart is getting deeper and deeper, and I can't sew it up anymore. Luo Shen burst into tears, shattering on the back of her own hand.
"No," she finally said through gritted teeth, "no." "With your mentality, your perception of me, how can I marry you?
Mo Sichen wiped his face and looked at the back of her tear-wet hand, "Then why did you come to me?"
Her reply was swift: "I told you why." ”
He nodded, "Because you were born here, or is it because the man you love is here? If that man exists? why don't you go to his side? Maybe he will find you, and you can get what you want." ”
The last two words stabbed her hard, and she smiled lightly, "It can only mean that I made the wrong choice." Perhaps, I still have the option to go to his side now. ”
She thought that the way back was getting farther and farther. Then don't go back, keep going.
His words were also cold and hard one sentence after another: "If this is the case, then why do you use your body to make me remember you? Can I understand that you have also done the same thing...... Lei Ting, Fang Lingsheng, and me, are you still undecided? Do you still need me to wait for a while before asking you?"
With a tense sound, the last string in my heart suddenly broke, and even the pain disappeared. Luo Shen covered his heart with his hands, his body fell down, and he supported the edge of the bed with the only strength he had.
She shook her head, violently, "yes, I haven't figured it out yet, I haven't decided yet...... "Is that okay? You can hate it a little more, right?"
"Then, Secretary Luo, my engagement may be held in advance, and you are welcome to come at that time. With that, he stood up, perhaps because he was in such a hurry that his body shook, he steadied himself and grabbed the coat from the back of his chair.
Luo Shen woke up suddenly, pounced forward and didn't catch him, hurriedly jumped out of bed and chased after him barefoot, passed him, and stopped at the gate with open arms, "You can't go now, you can't drive if you haven't slept all night!"
He looked at her messy hair and wanted to reach out and comb it for her, but the outstretched hand turned into a volley of pushing her away, "Get out of the way." Let me get out like this. ”