I felt like my brain was going to explode, and my first instinct was to run.

The restaurant was on the snack street behind the east gate of the school, quite close to the school, so I stumbled around and ran in the direction of the school. My heart was very confused, and I was thinking about how to explain to Mr. Zhuang all the way.

I regret that when the sports committee organized us to come over for dinner, I should have excused myself from coming.

I was halfway through the road in one go, and when I stopped, I realized that there were footsteps following me. Actually, my legs are so weak that I can't even run in a straight line, but I ran so fast that I almost tripped myself when I stopped.

Looking back, the counselor actually followed me all the way.

My scalp was numb, and I quickened my pace and continued to walk, sweating a lot from nervousness and irritability.

The counselor caught up and embarrassedly wanted to explain to me: "Shen Xi, I'm sorry, it was an accident just now, I ......"

"Teacher, I don't remember anything!" all I thought about was Mr. Zhuang, I drank behind his back and did wrong things, and the feeling of betraying him pierced my heart like a needle.

The counselor followed me until I was downstairs in the dormitory, but I really wanted to find a quiet place to stay alone, so I waited for more than ten minutes and then ran out of the dormitory, looking for a corner where no one was and holding my phone in a daze.

Yesterday, the counselor bought snacks for Lin Wenjia to take back to the dormitory, and they were not surprised at all, but I only found out the reason when I had a dormitory meeting in the evening. It turned out that when other students were sick, the counselor would also be very concerned, and it was quite common to buy snacks for the students, so I blasted away the anxiety in my heart at that time.

I didn't wait for Mr. Zhuang to send a message when the dormitory was about to close, but the turmoil in my heart was much calmed by the half hour I spent alone. I want to put this matter under pressure first, after all, Mr. Zhuang was not in the right state when he spoke to me yesterday, and if I told him what had just happened, he might have made some impulsive decision.

Before I went back to the dormitory, I was worried that someone would see that I was abnormal, but everyone crowded on the balcony to watch the excitement, and there was a boy singing below.

I listened for two minutes, and it turned out that I was confessing to Bao Yuanyuan.

But Bao Yuanyuan was sleeping in her bed with headphones plugged in and listening to songs, with no intention of responding at all.

When I heard that there was an aunt in charge of the dormitory who started to rush people, I couldn't help but run over to see if it was still the boy who bought breakfast for Bao Yuanyuan before, and he was holding a guitar and shouting at our dormitory: "Bao Yuanyuan, I like you!

Everyone unanimously said "wow", and Lin Wenjia rushed back excitedly to pull Bao Yuanyuan up: "Don't you agree?

Just when everyone was fascinated by this confession, I suddenly saw that the counselor had not left, but was standing under the street lamp behind a group of people looking at me.

Our dorm was on the third floor, so I could clearly see the counselor holding up her phone and waving it at me.

I thought he was waving goodbye to me, but my phone rang at this moment, and he called. I was very panicked, I wanted to hang up but didn't dare to hang up, but I didn't know what to say when I got through. I've already told him I don't remember what happened, so he doesn't have to explain it at all.

The counselor's phone kept coming in, and it took a long time for the third call to go in and listen to it.

I took a deep breath and greeted as peacefully as I could: "Teacher." ”

But he was more nervous than me, his voice was still trembling, and he stammered and completely lost his usual demeanor of educating people: "Shen Xi, I'...... Just now...... Are you alright? I—I just ...... It was an accident, I saw that you almost fell to pull you, I didn't expect it to ...... Are you alright?"

I rubbed my feet on the ground in embarrassment, and I felt like my face was burning when I thought about the incident outside the hotel. There's an idiom called annoyance, shame, and anger, and I'm a little bit of that right now, so I couldn't help but raise my voice and reply to him: "Teacher, I don't remember what happened, nothing happened at all." ”

He responded a little overwhelmed: "Okay, okay, it didn't happen, Shen Xi, I'm ...... You...... The dormitory lights are about to go out, you, you should rest early. ”

In fact, I was more panicked than him, and I didn't know how to face Mr. Zhuang.

The lights went out at eleven o'clock in the dormitory, and I held my mobile phone and waited until half past eleven before Mr. Zhuang sent me a message to say good night.

I stared at those two cold words and quickly typed a paragraph to tell him that I had a drink today, but I didn't say anything about the counselor.

It took him a while before he sent a voice message saying that he had been drinking too: Hee-hee, don't drink again when I'm not around you.

I was in a mess in my heart, and I told him about Bao Yuanyuan's singing confession. He laughed a little vicissitudes and said that we little girls like this kind of pompous romance.

"As long as I'm around you, I feel romantic every moment. "I didn't hesitate when I sent it out, and when I looked back, my face suddenly burned.

I feel like I like someone when I always have this kind of fleshy words in my head, and I couldn't believe that I would say these things before.

Mr. Zhuang chuckled for two seconds in the voice he sent again, and finally suddenly said: Xixi, I think you are going crazy.

He seldom said anything so strong to me that my body was so hot that my ears burned when I heard it. I know he's like this because he's drunk, but I like to hear it, and I'd like to let him know how much I miss him.

I didn't tell him about the counselor before I went to bed, I was very entangled, I wanted to tell him but didn't dare to tell him, so I ended up holding it in my heart.

The next day, when the class was in class, the teacher randomly selected a class to take a roll call, which happened to be our class.

When my name was called, the classroom exploded, and everyone's eyes were on me, some were watching the show, some were unwittingly watching the fun, and many were mocking.

That class was the least specialized one I listened to, and some students didn't pay attention to the little three posts at all, so when the teacher was lecturing, many people were talking about what happened in twos and threes.

There are people behind me talking about it, and they are talking about it, and even my family's financial situation has been revealed, the kind of half-truths and half-truths, and I feel uncomfortable listening to it.

What I can't stand the most is that when I was about to end class, I don't know who sent a note: How much is a beautiful woman a night? Can an old man satisfy you......?

The latter words were particularly vulgar, and I was so angry that I suddenly looked up in the direction where the note had come from, and there were a few boys sitting together staring at me, and when they saw me looking over, they deliberately raised their eyebrows and smiled at me.

I held the pen tightly and poked it into the book, and at that moment I wanted to rush up and curse, but I didn't dare.

It took me a few minutes for my hands to recover, and someone came back with a note, but I didn't look at it again.

I don't understand why they say that to me, I'm not that kind of person, why do they think of me so badly. I know I've done shameful things, but they can't insult me with such words, can they?

For the next few minutes, my ears were ringing, my heartbeat was scrambled, and my breathing was rapid.

As soon as the bell rang, I packed up my things in a panic and wanted to leave, this big class was supposed to have two classes in a row, but I couldn't stay any longer, I wanted to change the corner or skip class.

At that time, I was sitting in the middle of the room, and some of my classmates dozed off on their desks after class, and it was difficult to walk left and right. I picked the short end of the road and called several classmates to give way, some showed impatient expressions, and some rolled their eyes directly at me, but they didn't say anything unpleasant.

But I heard the boy who passed the note before laughing at me in the back, and the voice was quite loud, saying that I was embarrassed by my walking posture, and it was estimated that it was developed into a black fungus by an old man......

I was so angry that I turned around and glared at them and shouted, "You guys are too bullying!"

I didn't have much experience with school bullying since I was a child, because my grades were always in the upper middle of the class, and I only studied with my head bored, so I usually didn't have much presence in the class. The ridicule I received in junior high and high school was the most, mostly jokes that I was dressed ugly, and I totally tolerated it.

So this is the first time I've been bullied like this in front of my face, all the female classmates around me are looking at me with contempt, and Lin Wenjia and several of them are not in the classroom. When I was in a hurry to go out, the sports committee member of our class yelled at the boys: "You guys are endless, what kind of ability is it to bully a girl, there is no evidence to insult people here." ”

I looked at him with great gratitude, my nose was so sore that I felt my eyes must be red, but I didn't want to shed tears in front of them.

I especially hoped that Mr. Zhuang would come to see me sooner, I didn't expect to be so insulted at the same time as being pointed at, so when he contacted me that night, I urgently asked him for the first time when he would come.

He said he would be there on Saturday morning, the day after tomorrow.

The next day I sat in the corner during class, and after what happened yesterday, I suddenly became sensitive again. As soon as I woke up in the morning, I used to check if Mr. Zhuang had sent me a message in the middle of the night, but this morning I saw that several strange numbers had texted me. As soon as I caught a glimpse of the dirty words, I deleted them all without even looking at them.

I got up earlier than anyone else on Saturday and Mr. Zhuang said he came by plane and I wanted to pick him up at the airport.

However, when I was waiting for the bus outside, Mr. Zhuang's phone came: "Xixi, I'm here." ”

As soon as he finished speaking, a taxi stopped not far in front, and the moment the back door opened, I saw a familiar figure come into view. I was stunned like this, and the grievances of the past few days became extremely flooded because of seeing him.

He stretched out his arms to me from afar and smiled softly, "Hee-hee." ”