In Bao'er's growth, Xu Yuwen played the role of a father, and really loved Bao'er with his heart, frankly speaking, his love for Bao'er was more than Li Yi's. Xu Yuwen probably remembered Bao'er, and lowered her voice a lot, and asked me with a smile, "Can she count twenty figures?"

"Well, I often pronounce fourteen as forty, there is no way, my bite is not accurate, she is confused with me, but recently Li Yi corrected her, and there is no difference between curling the tongue and flattening the tongue. ”

I remembered that the day before yesterday I asked her to read the number, and she corrected me seriously and said Mommy, you read it wrong, forty is not fourteen, fourteen is not fourteen, and I couldn't help laughing.

Xu Yuwen and I are both authentic southerners, and we usually speak Cantonese, so don't think about how good that Mandarin is, Bao'er has also been delayed.

"Really?" Xu Yuwen sat back on the sofa and coughed lightly.

I realized that I told Li Yi, so Xu Yuwen must not be comfortable, after all, the child who was brought up by himself called someone a father in a blink of an eye. When I saw that he was still coughing, I took two steps forward and asked, "Why is your cough getting worse and worse?"

Xu Yuwen covered his mouth with his hand, trying to restrain his cough, but I was uncomfortable when I saw it, and I couldn't help but ask with concern, "Are you really okay?"

He shook his head, coughed violently, and finally relieved himself, and said in a hoarse voice, "It's not a day, it's been two days, and the doctor can't do anything, and I'm used to it." Xu Yuwen's eyes fell on his stomach, and he asked with a calm expression, "What is the due date of this child?"

Seeing him so indifferent, I became even more uncomfortable, and smiled a little reluctantly, "Mid-June!"

"That's good, I may not be able to breathe the child's full moon wine, give the child a gift in advance!" Xu Yuwen took out two boxes from under the coffee table and handed them to me, instructing, "The pink one is Bao'er's, and the blue one is for your child." ”

I looked at the two gifts in front of me, the tears in my eyes were flashing again, and I asked uncontrollably, "Actually, you already knew that Bao'er was not your own child, did you?"

I'm such a fool, Bao'er's eyes are more like Li Yi, as long as someone has a heart to look at it, he can see it, and it is said that looking at Xu Yuwen, who was born in Bao'er, how could he not see it? I still think how bright my means are? Now that I think about how naïve I am, he is nothing more than indulging my willfulness and self-righteousness.

My reason collapsed, and I grabbed his hand and asked, "Didn't you?" and why did you treat Bao'er so well? Why did you treat me so well?"

Xu Yuwen bent down, raised his hand and gently wiped the tears from my cheeks, "Don't cry, okay? I don't want to see you cry, every time I see you cry, I feel very uncomfortable." It's also strange to say, I thought my heart had long been numb, indifferent, and I didn't care about anyone anymore, but I couldn't stand it when I saw you crying. Maybe it's really like what the Buddha said, one thing is one thing!"

Why are you so gentle with me, gentleness is like a knife across my neck, but it doesn't fall, it just hangs there, stuck there, and tears gush out.

I tightened Xu Yuwen's sleeve and asked puzzledly, "Why are you still so good to me? Are you stupid? Are you a fool? Can't you see that I am using you? I want to use you to escape the impoverished living environment, I want to use you to escape from Li Yi's clutches, I don't love you at all, I have never loved you." I hated you, I hated you for doing things like that to me, but then I think about it, I have used you for so long, I deserve it, and you forced me to live dependent on you, and I hated you to die at that time, but for three years, you never forced me, I really can't guess who you are?

Xu Yuwen withdrew his hand, and his tone became very cold, "Shuangshuang, if you want to hate me, continue to hate me, and you don't need to feel guilty about me, I am not as great as you imagined, and I am not a good person." Okay, I just want to see you, you're doing well, I'll be at ease, you can go!"

I sat down on the ground dejectedly, Xu Yuwen slowly stood up, walked up the stairs, I raised my hazy eyes to look at Xu Yuwen's back farther and farther away, and suddenly found that his back was no longer upright, the vicissitudes of life crushed him, and there was the loneliness of the passage of time.

I snorted and shouted to Xu Yuwen: "That day, the person I met across the store was you, why are you hiding, what are you afraid of?"

Xu Yuwen's body froze suddenly, and after a while, he turned to look at me, and said in a tone that was not sad or happy, "Well, it's me, I saw you get out of Li Yi's car, and then bowed your head and kissed him." I suddenly remembered that when I was in college, I watched a Japanese movie with a similar plot in it, and at that time, I was looking forward to a girl who smiled very cutely, stood on tiptoe and kissed my face, and it turned out that I also longed for such pure feelings, heart-pounding love. I've kissed a lot of women, and I've had a lot of women kiss me, but that's not what I want. In the blink of an eye, I was almost forty years old, and I was not young anymore. ”

Xu Yuwen closed his eyes and said with some bitterness, "I just found that I had a very bad life, and I spent my whole life calculating others and others calculating myself, but I never had a clean relationship, and I lived a very failed life." Shuangshuang, in fact, I want to protect you, I just want to watch you smile, you laugh so bright and sad, but people are greedy animals, I'm sorry, but I won't regret it!"

I walked towards him and stopped in front of him, "Xu Yuwen, do you know? You are the first time that you don't rub oil, and you still smile at me, there is no contempt, no mockery, and no evil in your smile, and now I can still think of the scene when I first saw you, I am very grateful to you." I remember you saying that I was a good girl, and that was the first time someone said such things to me, and you didn't treat me as a young lady, and I went back and cried. I thought about following you, really, just because you are so good, I feel that I don't deserve you at all, and I don't want to be a stain on you......"

I understand that I am talking nonsense, I just want to say "I really want to be friends with you, maybe it is out of human greed, I am reluctant to be good to me, I always feel that I am lucky, I will meet you." You're such a good person, how can you not make people's hearts flutter, not to mention that at that time, my identity was so unbearable, but ......"

Xu Yuwen put his right hand on my shoulder and said sharply, "But you met Li Yi and fell in love with him, did you?" Xu Yuwen interrupted me, "An Yao also said something similar to me, she said that if she hadn't met Li Yi, she would have fallen in love with me." Obviously, Li Yi has so many shortcomings, but he is in love with him. In fact, Li Yi is the sun, he is as enthusiastic as fire, he seems to have an endless passion, he will not get tired of being with others, and people will relax with him, and my temperament is too gloomy. ”

I originally wanted to say something good, but who knew that it had become like this again, I can only say that Xu Yuwen is too smart and sees me through. I sighed to myself.

He stroked my head, "Shuangshuang, don't say such things, it will make the other party embarrassed." Li Yi should be waiting for you outside, you go out! As I said, you deserve a better life, and you deserve someone to love you and make up for the upheaval of your first half of your life. ”

I raised my head and looked directly into Xu Yuwen's eyes, "What about you, what should you do?"

Xu Yuwen said in a coaxing tone for children, "I still have my own affairs to deal with, how can a man be stuck in the love of his children?

I tried hard to squeeze out a smile, but tears were very disobedient, flowing out of my eyes and flowing into my mouth, and the tears were so bitter!

Xu Yuwen's figure disappeared on the stairs, I really wanted to say to him, thank you for taking care of him for three years, if it weren't for you, Bao'er and I would have suffered an accident a long time ago. So I squeezed out two more smiles, and the muscles on both sides of my cheeks stiffened, and I turned around and walked out of the villa.

Li Yi sat in the front of the car, holding a cigarette in his mouth, his eyes looked intently into the distance, and he didn't know what he was thinking, even when I came out, he didn't notice it. I crept up behind him and shoved my hands into the back of his neck.

He shivered from the cold, looked back at me, laughed out loud, showed his white teeth, and the cigarette fell from his mouth and fell into his gray coat, burning a hole.

He didn't pay attention at all. I felt that I was too fat, and I was worried that he wouldn't be able to hold himself, so I firmly wrapped my arms around his neck and shouted, "Hurry up and let me down, I'm too fat, you can't hold it!"

"What is this weight? I can't even hold my wife, what kind of man am I, it's okay, if you really become fat, I will become fat, then I won't dislike you." ”

Xu Yuwen is right, Li Yi is the sun and light, and I, a creature who has lived in a dark corner for a long time, longs for warmth and sunshine, so much so that when I meet Li Yi, I can no longer pull it out.

I pinched his nose and exposed his lies, "You're all, if I become fat, you won't even look at me, I don't know how many juniors and juniors come to the door." ”

"Then I'll go back and help you buy a few more brooms, if the junior or fourth enters the door, you can sweep it out with a broom!"

"By the way, Li Yi, are you afraid that I will follow Xu Yuwen?"

"You look in the mirror, your face is round, your whole body is fleshy, it's like a dumpling, except for me who is blind, who else has taken a fancy to you?"

"I'm not that fat, okay?166, my weight is 126 pounds, that's slightly fat, and you just dislike me for being fat?"

Someone had nothing to say, so they simply blocked my mouth and didn't let me open my mouth at all.