Chapter 10 With Hands
That night, I kept comforting Xue Qi, Xue Qi broke down for a while, but she was not as desperate and collapsed as the first time, this time, she was more scared, frightened, and of course, strange to me.
"Qiqi, Dad really loves you, Qiqi, are you good to be my wife, when you reach 20 years old...... Let's go and get married, so that we can be a legitimate husband and wife, and Dad can be rightfully like you. I hugged Xueqi and comforted her.
“…… Dad, don't ...... like this" Xueqi cried and wet my shoulders, "You're just my dad...... Don't treat me like this......"
Xueqi was still only when I was her father, and I was really heartbroken at that time.
"Qiqi, Dad knows that it is difficult for you to accept it all of a sudden, but we can take our time, Dad really loves you very much, we have been together for so long, isn't it good that we will always be together in the future?" I persuaded Xueqi.
"But...... You're my dad...... We can't do that...... If someone else knows...... That will ......" The more she said, the more scared Xue Qi became, and finally she closed her mouth and didn't dare to say any more.
I hugged Xueqi, Xueqi...... Is she just me her dad after all?
"Dad......" Xue Qi raised her head and looked at me, "Why do you treat me like this every time, you really ...... Do you want it?"
"Hmm. I nodded slightly, and then leaned my head on Xue Qi's shoulder, after some comfort from me, Xue Qi had calmed down a little, and there was still a trace of tears on her face, but her mood had basically stabilized. "Qiqi, you are eighteen years old, you are already a big girl, so beautiful, even your father can't stand your temptation...... I'm really sorry for you......"
Xue Qi looked at me with a gloomy face, as if she was re-examining me.
"Didn't you think about me, Dad......? What if I have another boy I like?!"
Xue Qi's tone was a little heavy, which made my heart shake slightly, and I was really a little flustered.
"Qiqi, you...... Do you have a boy you like?" I asked her, a little incredulous.
Xue Qi frowned and glanced at me, but did not nod or shake her head.
"Aren't you thinking about me, Dad......? How will I see my classmates in the future......" Xue Qi's voice once again brought a hint of crying.
I sighed heavily, and then made up my mind and said:
"Then Daddy should go. Qiqi, Dad will leave tomorrow, okay?"
When I said this, Xue Qi's body trembled again, and she struggled to stand up, looking at me with clear black eyes in fear.
"Why...... Father...... Do you have to go...... Can't you be my dad if you don't leave? Be nice to me like you used to...... Why does it have to be like this......
I lowered my head and said to her with some guilt, "But Daddy...... Sometimes I really can't help myself. When you were a child, you were young, but now you are so old and so beautiful, and your father is also a boy, and sometimes he likes some girls and wants to sleep with girls. ”
Xue Qi looked at me with some bitterness, her nose twitched, she lowered her head, for a long time, she didn't talk to me, she and I both lowered our heads, neither of us spoke, I was wrapped in a quilt with her, sitting opposite each other, and even could smell each other's breath.
"Daddy...... Later...... If you really can't help it, I'll help you with my hands...... Okay, okay?"
In the end, Xue Qi spit out this sentence shyly. She really had the courage to say this to me, and I think that was her biggest concession.
I stroked her hair and pressed her head against my chest, and then I put my arms around her and said softly:
"Don't think about it anymore, Dad will try to restrain it in the future. If you really want to ...... I'll also ask you first, okay?"
Xueqi fell into my arms and did not speak.
The next day, Xue Qi had a little side effect because of taking birth control pills, she said that her chest hurt a little, and she vomited several times.
This situation lasted for a weekend before gradually subsided. In the past two days when Xueqi's body had side effects, I have been at home with her and took care of her meticulously. I buy her whatever she wants, trying to meet her needs as much as possible. Because of this, this time, Xue Qi forgave me relatively easily, although she still looked at me with resentment and hesitation, but at least she accepted it more than the first time.
After that, I got along with Xueqi peacefully for more than two weeks, and during those two weeks, I played the role of a good father, and treated Xueqi as well as before. It wasn't until time went on that my ** fire burned again.
It was another Saturday night, that night, Xueqi and I had dinner at home, and after that, I was browsing the Internet and just watching a news, when suddenly a game window popped up, it was a web game, the woman on the screen was very beautiful and coquettish, very revealingly dressed, and she would make a seductive moan, at that time I felt a fire rise in my lower abdomen, and then, my restless heart, restless again.
At that time, Xueqi was playing with the computer in the next room, and I struggled for a long time, thinking about whether to go over and ask her to help me solve it with my hands...... My heart is really complicated, very conflicted, I know that I shouldn't, but I still can't resist the temptation, as if there is a huge magnet over there that is attracting me, and I can't resist the temptation.
I was hesitating, but at this time, the bedroom door was just open, and Xue Qi actually walked in with her underwear, intending to take a shower. Seeing me, she didn't say a word, and then walked out towards the bathroom.
I watched Xue Qi walk into the bathroom with her new underwear and underwear, and saw that the bathroom door was about to be closed by Xue Qi, at that time, I really couldn't help it.
"Qiqi?"
I suddenly stopped Xueqi.
Xue Qi stopped her hand to close the door, then raised her head and looked at me with a puzzled look.
"Qiqi...... That one...... Dad wants it a little now, can you help Dad do it?" I asked as I looked at Xue Qi with a fever on my face. I felt my heart beating violently, obviously I had been with Xueqi for almost 20 years, but when I said this to Xueqi, I was still nervous, as if a prisoner was waiting for trial, extremely nervous.
Xue Qi didn't expect me to suddenly ask for this, her body also froze there, didn't move, and her black eyes looked at me in a trance, as if she didn't know what to do.
"Qiqi, okay? Just use your hands...... You promised my dad my ......"
"I'll talk about it later......" Xue Qi blushed, then closed the bathroom door and went to take a shower. I let out a long breath and wondered what Xue Qi would do?
Xueqi was taking a shower, and I was waiting outside. About half an hour later, Xue Qi walked out, she wore gray long sleeves, her face was very shy and complicated, and she didn't dare to look at me.
"Qiqi ......" saw Xue Qi come out, I also lowered my head and called her softly, Xue Qi pestle was in place for a long time before raising her head, and finally slowly walked in front of me.
Seeing Xue Qi coming over, I was finally relieved.
I sat on the bed, and Xueqi also walked over with her head down, and then sat on the bed with her feet swinging on the edge of the bed, looking sideways at me. She's still shy. She stretched out a hand and spread it aside, and I also looked at her white and tender hand, a little dry, I gently straightened Xueqi's arm, and then pulled her hand to the bulge of my panties......
Xue Qi's movements are very jerky, she doesn't know how to stimulate at all, she needs my inducement, and during the whole process, Xue Qi has never dared to look directly at my place, but looks elsewhere, and then feels my hardness and temperature.
Finally, I came out...... Xueqi's hands were also wet with me, but I didn't feel very happy...... It's not even as enjoyable as I get it myself......
After helping me get it out, Xueqi washed her hands, put on perfume, and then went to her room and never came back......
The ** fire of that time was subsided like this......
But that's just the beginning......
Because of that time Xue Qi helped me vent with my hands, in the following month, especially during the winter vacation, I asked Xue Qi to help me vent with my hands many times...... This kind of situation has been done several times, although Xue Qi is very reluctant, she said that this is not right, and it is very dirty, but because she has already experienced it, Xue Qi still reluctantly agreed to help me do it. By the end of the winter vacation, Xueqi had helped me do it no less than 10 times......
Of course, because I have been using my hands, I finally didn't do that kind of outrageous thing to Xueqi again. This is also the biggest reason why Xue Qi has been helping me solve it with her hands.
She was afraid, afraid that I would be possessed by ** and possess her poor little body.
Women live in this world, it's really pitiful......
It wasn't until the last third day of winter vacation that my relationship with Xueqi finally took another step.
That night, I was driving home from work, because there was a traffic jam on the road, so I took a detour and took a road with fewer people, and as a result, while passing that road, I accidentally turned my head and saw an adult goods store.
At that time, I didn't think much of Xueqi at the first time.
Thinking that Xue Qi has been helping me solve it with her hands all the time, and her skills are clumsy, I thought of it...... Maybe there can be a step closer between me and Xueqi.
Condom.
That thought crossed my mind.
With it, maybe Xueqi and I don't have to be afraid of anything.