At that time, I thought that anyway, Xue Qi had already helped me solve it so many times with my hands, and there was no secret between me and her, so why don't I buy a condom and ask her to do it with me, maybe...... She wouldn't say no either.

As soon as that thought came to me, I couldn't get rid of it, just like once the flame started burning, it couldn't stop until all the ingredients were burned, so I actually stopped the car and went into the adult store to buy a condom. At that time, I wasn't sure if I would use it, anyway, if Xue Qi wanted, I could use it, and if Xue Qi didn't want to, it didn't matter if I kept it.

But this is the kind of thought, but it stimulates and fuels my desires again.

It's because I bought a condom that when I got home, I was thinking about sleeping with Xueqi.

And Xue Qi never knew.

After dinner, Xue Qi sorted out her winter vacation homework in the hall, the winter vacation was almost over, and her homework was almost finished, so she had to check and sort it out.

At that time, I walked to Xueqi's side, and then said to her in a somewhat low voice with some hesitation:

"Qiqi...... Daddy wants ...... today."

At that time, Xue Qi was stuffing her political textbooks into her school bag, Xue Qi was studying liberal arts, and like me, she was the one I suggested to read liberal arts, because I was studying liberal arts back then, so it was convenient to tutor her, and at the same time, Xue Qi's liberal arts and sciences were relatively even, and it didn't matter which subject she read, so I asked Xue Qi to read liberal arts.

At that time, Xue Qi was stunned for a moment, then raised her head to look at me, and after her face was gloomy for a while, she nodded.

"I'm going to wash my hands...... Xue Qi said with her head down, and walked to the bathroom.

"Wait, Qiqi. I stopped Xue Qi and then grabbed her arm, and Xue Qi still looked at me with a gloomy face. "Qiqi, this time, Dad wants to love you, okay? Qiqi? It's not with his hands, it's Dad who wants to be in bed with you...... That one. ”

Hearing my words, Xue Qi looked at me blankly as if she had been struck by lightning, her eyes widened.

"What are you talking about, Daddy......" she looked at me stupidly. "Dad, didn't you promise that you wouldn't do that to me......"

I lowered my head, gently touched Xueqi's head, and said:

"Dad bought a condom this time, Qiqi you will be safe, nothing will happen...... Dad really likes you and wants you very much......" I said, I gently hugged Xue Qi, Xue Qi had been foggy by my words, she really didn't seem to know what to do.

"Would you like to do it with Daddy?"

"Dad, don't do this anymore, okay, you're not like you used to be at all!" Xue Qi blushed, raised her head, and looked at me.

I also looked at her serene fair face, at her jet-black hair, and at her clear and moving eyes.

"That's because...... Qiqi, you're not the little girl you used to be. ”

I hugged Xueqi and gently comforted her.

"Do it with your dad once, okay? You won't get pregnant, and you'll be fine......

"I don't want to. Xue Qi raised her head, looked at me, closed her mouth, and shook her head. "Dad, don't force me, okay?"

I looked at Xue Qi, looking at her struggling, hesitant and reluctant expression, I was really lost.

I feel like I'm getting more and more estranged from Xueqi.

She goes to high school, classes during the day, goes out at 6 o'clock, self-study at night, goes home at 9 o'clock, and has to tutor on weekends...... When the common memories I once had were gradually sealed, and when the common language I had gradually disappeared, the only thing I could do to enhance my relationship with Xueqi was the communication on the **.

But now...... Xue Qi didn't even agree to me about this.

I'm starting to feel like she's so far away from me.

This sense of distance is due to age and experience, and no matter how rich or connected I am, it is difficult to make up for it......

I went back to my room, took a shower, and went to bed.

When I was sleeping, I suddenly remembered the bits and pieces with Xueqi many years ago, and I felt very sad, when I sat at the head of the bed, I subconsciously opened the bedside table, and then I saw the two letters inside, one was Tang Mengyan's, the other was confinement, and when I saw the two letters, I finally couldn't help but shed tears.

Is my life destined to be lonely and old? Why do all the girls I like a little bit leave me one by one and alienate me?

Even if I can rely on my current money to win over many female colleagues, but I am really tired, I don't want to go through too many turmoil, I just want to be safe and quiet with the little girl I like, is it wrong? When the girls leave my life one by one, I only have Xue Qi left, but now, even Xue Qi no longer trusts me, but alienates me, in the end, what can I have left?

At that time, I looked at the two letters in my hand and swallowed silently, and it was at this time that I heard the sound of the door opening and footsteps.

I hurriedly turned around, but saw Xue Qi walking in with a change of clothes for the bath, and she was stunned when she saw me holding an envelope with a little teardrop on her face.

"Ah, Qiqi. I hurriedly wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, and then squeezed out a smile at Xueqi.

Xue Qi saw me, her face was very, very complicated, she looked at me, lowered her head, and then raised her head again, looked at me with a bright gaze, and said:

"Dad, were you crying just now?"

Xue Qi still found out.

I shook my head, then tucked the envelope back into the drawer of the bedside table.

"No, Dad is fine. Hurry up and take a shower. ”

So Xue Qi pursed her lips and continued to walk a few more steps, while I watched Xue Qi walk to the bathroom and open the bathroom door.

Just as Xue Qi was about to walk into the bathroom, she suddenly stopped, then turned her back to me and said softly:

"Daddy, if only this were the case...... I agree with you, don't you do this again, okay......" Xue Qi turned her face slightly, "Dad...... You can go find a girl you like and find me a stepmother's ......"

I was stunned by Xueqi's words, and I looked at her stupidly, speechless. I didn't expect Xue Qi to say such a thing, Xue Qi actually asked me to find her a mother...... Is she unwilling to be my wife? Is she really just thinking of me as her father, and she just wants to be my daughter?

I don't know, because Xue Qi has already walked into the bathroom, and then, began to take a shower. The sound of ticking water lasted for nearly an hour, and then, Xue Qi pushed the door and came out, wrapped in a bath towel, the water droplets on her head had just been dried by the hair dryer, and she looked crystal shiny.

Seeing me, Xue Qi walked over slowly with bare feet, but there was a faint sadness between her eyebrows.

"Qiqi, if you really don't want to, go back to your room and sleep, don't embarrass yourself like this......" I persuaded Xueqi. But Xue Qi still lowered her head, hesitated, took two steps towards me, and then raised her head with some difficulty, and said to me:

"Dad, I'll do it for you, but promise me one thing, okay?"

"Ah, you name it. I looked at Xueqi and answered her calmly.

"Dad......" Xue Qi muttered, "It's good for you to find a girlfriend, you're in your thirties, and you should be married." Don't do it all the time, okay?"

I looked at Xueqi, but I felt a heart-wrenching pain.

"But Qiqi, I really want to be with you, I don't like other women, I just want you......"

I lowered my head in shame, and Xue Qi also looked at me with shame, her eyes slightly red.

"Dad," Xue Qi took a few steps towards me, then sat down on the bed, looked at me, and said softly, "...... I can do it with you until you find a girlfriend...... But you must promise me to find a girlfriend......"

Then, Xue Qi sat on the bed and slowly turned towards me, she stretched out her warm and soft hand and gently held my slightly rough hand.

Xueqi is really a very obedient and well-behaved girl, she really thinks about me. She has grown up and knows that I fall in love with her for promiscuity and incest, which will be ridiculed by society and ruin the lives of both of us, so she asked me to find a suitable woman for myself, which was her idea for me and her last advice.

That night, I used a condom and entered Xueqi's body again and again, enjoying the pleasure of the fusion of spirit and body, and at the last moment I climbed to the peak of happiness, and then lowered my head and looked at Xueqi's gloomy, expressionless and pleasure little face......

Strictly speaking, it was the fourth time I had entered Xueqi's body.

However, every time, Xue Qi didn't have any pleasure, nor did she have any words, and every time I left her body, her expression was empty and nihilistic when she looked at me...... However, I don't know why, every time I see Xueqi's expression, it makes me feel like I'm still unsatisfied, I always feel that I'm not working hard enough, so Xueqi won't have pleasure, and even have the weird idea that Xueqi must be happy with me......

Of course, after that time, almost two months passed, and I didn't ask Xueqi and me to do anything like that again.

Until the arrival of the Qingming Festival.

That Qingming Festival was the most unforgettable Qingming Festival in my life, and it was also the most painful, happiest, and most regretful Qingming Festival I have ever had......

I think maybe it was that turning point that made my relationship with Xueqi change qualitatively in a real sense.