Song Qianxiu didn't want to break his feelings at first, sometimes even he felt strange, since when did Shen Xi become such an important part of his life? As soon as he stopped what he was doing, he couldn't help but think of Shen Xi.

Every time he goes on a blind date, he can't help but compare the other party with Shen Xi.

The other party is more beautiful than Shen Xi, he thinks that her character is not as gentle as Shen Xi, the other party is more gentle than Shen Xi, he thinks that her eyes are not as bright as Shen Xi, and the other party is more fashionable than Shen Xi, so he thinks that her appearance is not as pure as Shen Xi...... In short, no matter what, Song Qianxiu could find the other party where Shen Xi was inferior.

He knew something wasn't right, but he didn't know what to do.

What made him most uncomfortable was that Shen Xi turned a blind eye to his efforts, and he couldn't see a little hope. But people often love to be cheap, and the more they can't get it, the more they miss it on the tip of their hearts, and they can't let it go at all.

Originally, Song Qianxiu never thought of resigning and leaving school, if it weren't for the fact that the object of that blind date happened to be a female student in his senior year, he might still be working as an obscure counselor.

The girl was annoyed and angry because of his refusal, and anonymously reported Song Qianxiu's teacher-student relationship with Shen Xi.

When Song Qianxiu heard someone tell him about this, his first reaction was to worry about Shen Xi. He thought about it at the time, if he really couldn't do it, he would resign and leave, and the school would have no worries about teacher-student love, but Shen Xi hadn't graduated yet, she had already suffered too much gossip, and Song Qianxiu didn't want Shen Xi to be burdened with more verbal attacks because of him.

But on the same day, the school's academic affairs office found him to talk to Shen Xi, and he didn't even have time to appease Shen Xi!

Of course, he was not afraid that those teachers would ask anything from Shen Xi's mouth, because he and Shen Xi had never started from beginning to end, and the only mistaken kiss Shen Xi had already been sealed in his memory.

In fact, as long as they insist on it, the school can't find any evidence that the two of them are in love, so they will naturally stop there. And the school didn't want to make a big deal out of it, so the whole thing was secretly investigated.

It stands to reason that Song Qianxiu doesn't have to resign, but he has a weak heart, he has a photo of Shen Xi in his mobile phone, although it has been transferred to his laptop, he doesn't want to take risks. In fact, he just wanted to open it and wanted to pursue Shen Xi with an upright identity.

He always felt that Shen Xi's infatuation with Zhuang Yan was just a momentary confusion, and she would wake up sooner or later.

However, the biggest disadvantage after resigning is that he doesn't have so many opportunities to see Shen Xi. He didn't dare to go to the school to find Shen Xi, for fear that doing so would cause trouble to Shen Xi.

So on the day of his resignation, he was in a particularly bad mood, except for the fact that he couldn't see Shen Xi, he had already gotten along with many male students and became buddies, and he was reluctant to manage the teacher-student relationship with his heart.

Before parting, he bravely asked Shen Xi to break up for a while, he wanted Shen Xi to wake up in time, so he once again told her bitterly that he couldn't be with a married man, however, Shen Xi said that he was divorced.

At that moment, Song Qianxiu suddenly felt that he and Shen Xi should go farther and farther, and he could still hope to wait for her heart, but now that Zhuang Yan is divorced, it is even more impossible for Shen Xi to be with Shen Xi, right?

He felt very uncomfortable, and several times he wanted to simply confess immediately, and let Shen Xi have multiple choices, what if she chose him with a hot brain? But he never spoke, and he didn't know why he was so twisted when facing Shen Xi, maybe he thought she was too beautiful and didn't want to blaspheme.

The so-called lover's eyes are out of Xi Shi, although Shen Xi is not perfect at all, but in Song Qianxiu's eyes, she is a fast and unpolished jade, too beautiful to say. How many times did he make a monkey fishing for the moon in the water?

He is not a saint, he especially wants Shen Xi to know his feelings, and wants Shen Xi to be with him even because he is moved. He felt that he was about to be tormented by this feeling, and looking at her sweet face, he wished that this night would be long for the rest of his life, so that he could always have her by his side, even though she had another man in mind.

His small extravagant hope was completely shattered by Zhuang Yan's bold move, he never expected that Zhuang Yan would suddenly appear in front of them, and he also dropped a kiss on Shen Xi's forehead in front of him.

Shen Xi was afraid that Zhuang Yan would mistakenly think that she was secretly dating Song Qianxiu's panic, so Song Qianxiu looked into her eyes without falling into her eyes, and when she saw the happiness she showed after being kissed by Zhuang Yan, Song Qianxiu felt that a fire suddenly burned in his heart, and he couldn't be rational anymore.

He shouted, "What are you doing!" and ran over to pull Zhuang Yan away, while pulling Shen Xi's arm hard, trying to hold her in his arms.

But Shen Xi completely defended Zhuang Yan, and kept saying that Zhuang Yan was her boyfriend.

At that moment, a voice mocked contemptuously in Song Qianxiu's heart: Who are you her? What qualifications do you have to rob her of her boyfriend?

Song Qianxiu felt that his whole body was about to explode, and he was angry at Shen Xi for the first time: "Shen Xi, what did you say?"

He hoped that the affection he had paid would be reciprocated, yes, he didn't want to be silently guarding on the side, he wanted Shen Xi's thoughts so strong that he was surprised. He has always been a stubborn person, otherwise he would not have stubbornly chosen the university he was admitted to and stubbornly relied on his ability to find a job.

Just like his feelings for Shen Xi, he is also stubborn.

But this time, he didn't get his wish. He knew that Shen Xi had low self-esteem, and knew that Shen Xi had never been willing to think that others would like her, but he had already shown it so obviously, why did she still not understand his heart? He knew that he himself was quite inexplicable, she clearly said that Zhuang Yan was her boyfriend, but he still wanted her to throw herself into his arms.

Seeing the moment Zhuang Yan pulled Shen Xi out of the school gate, Song Qianxiu couldn't wait to rush up and fight with Zhuang Yan.

But he restrained that strong emotion, he was not a person who liked to fight, and he didn't want to make Shen Xi sad.

Song Qianxiu walked home from school that night, walked for nearly two hours, and when he got home, he was about to fall apart. He remembered that it seemed to rain that night, but there was not the slightest sign of dampness on the ground.

His parents were extremely happy with his resignation, especially his mother, who thought that he had finally thought about it and was willing to accept their arrangement, so they hurriedly asked Song Qian to take the civil service exam.

But all this came with Song Qianxiu's rejection in the haunted house, and Song Qianxiu was fiercely depressed for a while.

After that, he wanted to let go of this relationship, so he co-opened an advertising company with Lao Xiao, and wanted to use his work to cut off his thoughts about Shen Xi. But he didn't expect that this world was so small that Shen Xi would intern at their advertising agency.

Despite this, Song Qianxiu was still ready to let go, because he found that every time he mentioned Zhuang Yan, Shen Xi smiled very happily, and Song Qianxiu didn't want to destroy that happiness. When he sent Shen Xi back that night, Zhuang Yan declared his ownership in front of him again, and he completely lost the invisible war before it began.

He didn't know what to eat for a while, and everyone felt like Shen Xi, like he was crazy and couldn't do anything. Qin Ye laughed at him so ridiculous that he was pitiful, he had never been in love with Shen Xi at all, but he made himself so embarrassed.

Song Qianxiu also felt that he was quite ridiculous, obviously he hadn't talked about it officially, but he felt that he had a particularly fiery love with Shen Xi subconsciously.

He had never gone all the way to such a remote place as Shen Xi's hometown for anyone, but for Shen Xi, he didn't feel hard at all; he never deliberately wanted to give his hard-earned money to others for free, but as long as it was for Shen Xi, he was willing to spend all his savings; he had never taken so many photos stupidly, but as long as Shen Xi was by his side, he didn't feel satisfied with how many photos he took secretly.

Some time ago, his laptop hard drive was broken, and the photos stored in it could not be retrieved, so he washed out all the photos he took secretly on his mobile phone and hid them in his room to look at them secretly.

Lao Xiao said that his behavior was a bit perverted, and said that he would be paranoid to the point of abnormality if he continued like this.

Song Qianxiu somewhat agreed with him, but why couldn't he let go of Shen Xi? He desperately wanted to find Shen Xi's shortcomings, so as to convince himself to stop thinking about her and thinking about her, but every time he thought about the end, he even felt that Shen Xi's shortcomings had become her cuteness.

He also wants to try to fall in love with other girls, but why can't he always put his feelings into it? It seems that all his energy is used up when he is unrequited in love with Shen Xi, and when he is emotional, he feels tired, and he can't continue to get along when he is tired.

He really wanted to find a girl like the sun so that he could cool off all his worthless confusion.

But he has never met such a girl, so Shen Xi in his heart has been reluctant to leave. He sometimes regrets it, if he found out about this feeling from the beginning, then Shen Xi would definitely be his, right?

After all, he met Shen Xi before Zhuang Yan, and after all, he cared about Shen Xi before Zhuang Yan.

But he missed the best period, and he has never been very good at expressing his feelings to Shen Xi, so he is destined to go a long, long way to meet the love that belongs to him.

After the accident in Zhuang Yan's family, Song Qian Xiu threw himself into the circle he had disdained before without hesitation. He began to have frequent contact with his grandfather, frequently asked his grandfather to introduce him to all kinds of powerful people, and with his father's connections, he suddenly met many elites in various industries.

In his way, he paid attention to everything about Shen Xi from all aspects.

When helping Shen Xi deal with her grandmother's funeral, Bao Yuanyuan asked him if he really liked Shen Xi: "Xixi has been with Zhuang Yan for so long, are you willing to accept her like this? ”

Song Qianxiu looked at Shen Xi stupidly, looking at her tearful eyes, and felt an inexplicable pain in his heart.

Zhuang Yan's children...... If he could, he hoped that Shen Xi could give up this child, and he would do his best to be good to Shen Xi. But is Shen Xi willing to kill this child? Zhuang Yan has left her, why is she still so stubborn?

Many people are stubborn, when Song Qianxiu's friends said that he was stubborn, he really wanted to refute, Shen Xi was even more stubborn, so a little girl ignored her reputation and the risk of being abandoned, and waited for Zhuang Yan stupidly.

His silence made Bao Yuanyuan see what he was thinking, and Bao Yuanyuan knew that ordinary people would not be willing to be a pick-up man. Even if Song Qianxiu was generous enough to be willing to raise this child, what about Song Qianxiu's parents? They are such a decent person, they will definitely not agree.

"Boss, if Xixi can kill the child, will you really be good to her for the rest of your life? Xixi is so pitiful, she should be well loved. ”

Song Qianxiu nodded in a trance, he thought that of course he would be good to Shen Xi, one life was not enough, and he also wanted to make an appointment for her next life, the next life. He knew it was a silly idea, but that's what he thought.

However, does Shen Xi really want to be with him?

At that time, he had vaguely realized that there would be little hope, and he felt that he could understand Shen Xi's persistence.

They are all the same kind of people, and they are reluctant to let go when they encounter love......

When he took Qin Ye to see Shen Xi, he thought that he could do something for Shen Xi, but he never expected that Qin Ye would trip Shen Xi.

At that time, he was so frightened that he lost his soul, although he didn't like the child in Shen Xi's belly, and he didn't like Zhuang Yan, but he didn't want to hurt Shen Xi in that way.

Qin Ye cut off all possibilities between him and Shen Xi, he knew that Shen Xi would not accept him before, but he had always allowed himself to have a little extravagant hope in his heart, but now, even that extravagant hope is gone.

He rented Shen Xi's house opposite the door, and was originally going to live in it by himself, but he felt that it was too perverted, so he finally let his cousin Tian Tian live in. He just wanted to do something for Shen Xi, he was obsessed with that unrequited love before, and then he was obsessed with the guilt of almost causing her miscarriage.

In fact, he already felt that he was a little sick, and Su Tong had suggested that he see a psychiatrist.

Su Tong was the only girl he had a serious relationship with after he decided to let go of Shen Xi, and he didn't really invest in this relationship at first, and he was with her purely out of respect for the introducer - the introducer was Song Qianxiu's grandfather.

Su Tong doesn't care about his salary like other girls, because Su Tong's family is not short of money, and she is an only child. Su Tong is not deliberately gentle like some girls, she will clearly show her joys, sorrows and sorrows when she is with Song Qianxiu, but sometimes when she is angry, she will not immediately tell Song Qianxiu the reason for her anger.

Su Tong was the only woman after Shen Xi who made Song Qianxiu decide to love well, and they even reached the point of talking about marriage. But Song Qianxiu felt that he should tell Su Tong about his liking for Shen Xi, otherwise it would be too unfair to Su Tong.

Su Tong had already found out that Song Qianxiu had someone else in his heart, and he originally thought that it would be good to give him time to slowly forget about Shen Xi, but Song Qianxiu did not admit himself, and when he talked about his obsession with Shen Xi, the emotions in his eyebrows and eyes made Su Tong secretly frightened.

She realized at that time that this man couldn't be wanted, in case something happened to Shen Xi, Song Qian Xiu would leave her and run to take care of Shen Xi, right?

Su Tong felt scared when she thought about it, but fortunately, her family and Song Qianxiu's family were still discussing marriage, and it was too late to regret it now. But she was emotionally invested in Song Qianxiu, but she was unwilling to let Song Qianxiu bear the infamy, so she took the initiative to find an excuse to regret the marriage in front of her parents.

But who is Mother Song? She is very aware of Song Qianxiu's obsession with Shen Xi, so when Su Tong's parents came to apologize, she took the initiative to provide a solution: "The two children are so compatible, our family recognizes Tongtong as a daughter-in-law." The child has a conflict, we can postpone the marriage for a while, maybe the two will be reconciled again. ”

She is not stupid, since Su Tong took the initiative to take the responsibility, she naturally will not blame Song Qianxiu for the fault again.

After the two adults discussed, they postponed the marriage, and the relatives on both sides found reasons to appease them.

How long will it last?

Song Qianxiu breathed a sigh of relief, maybe this was the best result, he felt that he should not harm other girls before he completely let go of his obsession with Shen Xi.

He rented a room in the building next to Shen Xi's house, he often stood by the window and stared at the balcony of Shen Xi's house.

It's time to let go, Song Qianxiu feels that he shouldn't hold on anymore, because there is no point in urgently needing to hold on.

However, he didn't expect to see Shen Xi when he dragged the box downstairs, it had been a long time since they had stared at each other face to face so closely, but where was the gaze, Song Qianxiu was ashamed to look directly at her big watery eyes.

Shen Xi was always so frank with him, but Song Qianxiu had too many things on his mind.

She began to address him again with the word teacher, and Song Qianxiu was a little dazed when she heard it, but felt that maybe this was the best result.

He hoped that Shen Xi would forget the crooked thoughts he had had for her, and only remember his goodness; he hoped that Shen Xi would be happy and healthy from now on, and that she would never suffer any wind and rain again, after all, her previous life was too rough and hard; he hoped that ...... He expected too much from Shen Xi, and he didn't dare to think about anything more than blessings.

He found that when he faced Shen Xi again, his heart was already less throbbing before, more panic with nowhere to put and shame that he didn't dare to face it. He is six years older than Shen Xi, but the way he handles feelings is far less decisive than Shen Xi.

The photo in the box was originally not intended for Shen Xi to see, but he kept the box on the balcony to bask in the sun, probably because he was negligent in maintenance, so it would crack halfway. When those photos were scattered, Song Qianxiu felt particularly embarrassed, he originally wanted to leave in style, he didn't want Shen Xi to treat him as a pervert.

Fortunately, Shen Xi did not show any disdain, she insisted on destroying all the photos with a paper shredder, and he knew that Shen Xi was forcing him to get out of this relationship as soon as possible.

After separating from her, his heart seemed to have unloaded a big stone, and the haze in his heart was slowly dissipating.

After several years of perseverance, in the end, he only got the thin photo in his trouser pocket.

In the next few days, as soon as he opened his eyes, he would run around the school, and when he was hungry, he would eat in the school cafeteria, and he didn't know why he did it, but he just wanted to relieve the unspeakable pain in his heart.

Letting go of this relationship is like cutting a piece of meat from his body alive, it hurts too much, after all, his only pleasure over the years is to pour love into Shen Xi. In fact, it was a relief for him to be able to let go completely, but he was not used to this kind of day when he no longer paid attention to Shen Xi for the time being.

On this day, he wanted to take a walk after dinner in the cafeteria before going home - he had already bought his own house, and he didn't have to listen to his mother's nagging no matter how late he returned.

It was getting dark, and the streetlights stretched his shadow long.

From time to time, there are small couples passing by, or young men and women walking together in twos and threes, only him, alone.

He followed the road he had walked with Shen Xi, and wanted to go one last time, maybe he wouldn't come again tomorrow, he had to work hard and live well, and become the likeable Song Qianxiu again.

In the distance, another lonely figure walked towards him.

Song Qianxiu felt that the person looked a little familiar, but because he couldn't see it clearly from a distance, he subconsciously walked towards the person.

She was wearing a long skirt, her original short hair had reached her shoulders, and her whole person was a little gentle.

It was Su Tong, and Song Qianxiu remembered that his mother had told him before that Su Tong had gone to work in another city. He didn't expect to meet her at the school where he used to work, and after stopping in front of her, he was just about to say hello when the absent-minded Su Tong crashed directly into his arms.

He held Su Tong's shoulders and wanted to ask her if she had any pain, but when Su Tong looked up and saw that it was him, he immediately hugged his waist tightly and sighed: "Am I dreaming? After so many days in this school, why did I meet you now?"

Song Qianxiu was dumbfounded, she came here to meet him again?

This world is so wonderful, when he thought about Shen Xi in his heart, it turned out that as long as he turned around, he would find someone waiting for him in the same place. When everyone is in a hurry to chase the desires in their hearts, they will always ignore the people around them who should be cherished.

Song Qianxiu slowly hugged her, his voice a little choked: "Tongtong, it's me." ”