Maybe my thoughts were superfluous, after all, our relationship only lasted two days.

Two days may be easy for others to forget, but for me, a man who has been injured, it is impossible to describe in words. Because the pain in my heart is only understood by myself.

I just want to calm down now and think about how to go in the future, but my heart is already in chaos.

Maybe I'm really not supposed to be in a relationship, because I'm already scared.

This fear is not innate, but it has been deeply engraved in my bones, as if it has already taken root、、、、、

With mixed feelings, I found a secluded spot to sit down and let the waiter bring me a case of beer. Then he took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it, and smoked it.

I smoked a cigarette while waiting for the waiter to bring me the beer early. Because I want to get myself drunk now, maybe if I do, I won't have so many troubles to haunt me.

It didn't take long for the waiter to deliver a case of beer to me. I then opened a bottle of beer, and instead of pouring it into the glass, I just blew on the bottle. Because I drank too quickly, I was preemptively charged, and then I coughed.

After coughing, I picked up the unfinished beer and started pouring it into my stomach again.

At this point, I wanted to get drunk and talk so much, but there was no one else in the nightclub but me and the waiter.

I finished a bottle of beer and shouted to the waiter, "Man, come and have a few drinks with me." ”

When the waiter saw me calling him, he said casually, "Sir, do you want me to find a young lady for you to come over and accompany you." ”

I said, "Okay, find it." ”

When the waiter heard this, he seemed to be very happy, and said with a smile: "Sir, wait a while, I'll go upstairs and call Xiao Cao down to accompany you." ”

I nodded, and the waiter trotted upstairs. After a while, I brought a girl in my 20s or so down. The girl looked at me very shyly and walked slowly towards me, as if it was her first time working here.

I saw the girl's shy look and said, "Don't be afraid, I just want someone to talk to, nothing else." ”

The little girl looked at me suspiciously, and then slowly walked to the opposite me and sat down, and I said, "Sit down with me." ”

The little girl looked at the waiter, who gave her a look that she had to come with me. The little girl slowly moved her steps and sat down in front of me. Hold your head very low.

Seeing her like this, I said, "It's the first time you've come to work in this kind of place!"

The little girl didn't speak, just nodded.

I didn't know why, but suddenly I became interested in why this little girl came to work in this place. Then he asked: "Look at your sign, it seems that you are not in this business, why did you come here to work." ”

The little girl raised her head slightly and said: "My family is from Henan, we have been in a drought for several years, and the crops in my family have been killed by drought, my parents are both croppers, and the crops have been killed by drought, and our family has no money to continue to study and I will continue to go to college, but I still want to continue to go to college, because only when I go to college, can I change my fate." It's summer vacation, so I'm here to work in 、、、."

After listening to the little girl's experience, I unconsciously thought of my parents, and my heart hurt even more. In order to study for me, my parents didn't know how busy they were day and night, just to earn more money, not to let me be looked down upon by others in college, and to let me eat and dress well. But I have graduated for more than 2 years now, and I have nothing to give to my family, nothing has been credited to my family, and I have not returned home once after graduation. Thinking of this, my nose started to sour.

In order not to let this strange little girl see what I was thinking at this time, I then opened a bottle of beer for her and said, "Come, have a few drinks with me." ”

The little girl's face was unspeakable, and I said, "I'm sorry, I forgot to ask if you could drink." Oh, excuse me, do you drink?"

The little girl was silent for a while, and then reluctantly said, "It will be a little bit." ”

I said, "If you can't drink it, don't drink it, just talk to me." ”

When the little girl heard this, she said with a grateful face, "Thank you." ”

I said, "You're welcome. ”

"You are a good man, sir. ”

When I heard this, I immediately laughed. Then he said: "What a good person is not a good person, everyone comes out to work, and I am also from the countryside." Dare to ask what your name is, if it's inconvenient to say, it's okay. ”

"My name is Liu Yajuan. After the little girl finished her name, she said, "You are different from the people I imagined come to the nightclub." ”

"What's the difference?"

"I can't tell, I just feel different. ”

Hearing Liu Yajuan say this, I just gave her a slight smile.

After that, we talked a lot, and the time slowly came to 12 noon. At this time, Jiang Qinqin called. I picked up my phone and hesitated for a moment before answering. Jiang Qinqin's inquiry voice came from the other end of the phone: "Little brother, what's the matter with you and our new leader, tell my sister why you didn't go to work when you came." Where are you now?"

I knew that Jiang Qinqin would ask me these words, so I hesitated to answer her call just now, and I was not mistaken, she just asked me these words. I don't want to talk about this at all now, so I said to Jiang Qinqin on the other end of the phone: "Sister Jiang, I don't want to talk about this now, I'll talk to you slowly when I'm in a better mood another day to satisfy your curiosity."

"Listen to your tone, are you saying goodbye to Leader Han. When did you meet? Jiang Qinqin asked reluctantly.

"Didn't you say that? I'll tell you another day, I'm still busy now, so I'll hang up first. I hung up the phone as I spoke, preventing Jiang Qinqin from continuing to get to the bottom of it.

After hanging up the phone, I looked at Liu Yajuan. Liu Yajuan looked at me with strange eyes and said, "Did you break up?" ”

I said, "Yes." ”

"Why are you going to come to the bar for a drink at this time? ”

"Do you still have time to come to the bar?"

"Usually people who come to the bar come at night, but you, big brother, come early in the morning. ”

I chatted with Liu Yajuan for a morning, and now she calls my eldest brother, I suddenly feel very close, so I said to her: "Most of the people who come to the bar are lonely, some people like to come at night to entertain loneliness, and I like to be at peace with what I encounter, and when I am in a bad mood, it is day and night." As long as I could dissipate my lonely and lonely heart at that time. ”

When Liu Yajuan heard this, she nodded as if she didn't understand.