Zheng Tianle, you completely shattered my dream. I thought that fairytale love would appear in real life and extend until we grew old. But all because of your ruthless words just now, our love rose into the sky like a bubble and then shattered. ”

Han Xinyu was in tears as she spoke, she didn't wipe it with her hands, I looked at the tears and was very worried, what made our relationship build so fast and go so fast. I wanted to stop her from continuing because I knew that if she continued to talk, it would be a breakup. But I'm very weak at the moment.

If there was a reason to escape, I would definitely choose to escape. Because I don't want to hear a woman say the word breakup to me again, because I understand what these two words mean, I experienced it deeply two years ago, I don't want to experience this feeling that life is worse than death, so I want to redeem, so I want to save this relationship that is about to break.

But seeing her sad tears and haggard face, I swallowed back the words that came to my lips, dispelling the idea of redeeming and saving this relationship. Because I'm not sure if I can give her a happy future.

So I chose to remain silent and wait for her to follow.

My silence made Han Xinyu even more heartbroken, she bit her lip and looked at me, and suddenly smiled, I knew that she was laughing at herself, why would she like such an irresponsible man as me.

She laughed, then said, "Do you know what I'm laughing at?"

I shook my head and didn't speak. She then said: "My laughter is satirizing our relationship, this relationship is caused by my self-inflicted affection, am I not naïve, naïve enough to ignore you to stimulate you, you must be thinking in your heart, why did I suddenly ignore you yesterday, and dress so fashionably, and dance with Shen Kui." I can tell you now because of what you said to Shen Kui yesterday. You say to him, "Whoever wants to chase me, chase me." “

When Han Xinyu said this, my head buzzed and understood, it turned out that everything was because of a chain reaction caused by one of my unabashed words.

I suddenly felt ridiculous, and yesterday I was still blaming Han Xinyu for ignoring it, but I didn't consider my own reasons.

I really want to explain at this moment, it's because I don't want more people to know that we're in a relationship right now, and it's also because it doesn't affect our work. And is that enough? I don't know.

But I have to explain, I just opened my mouth and said, "I、、。 ”

"I don't want to hear any explanation from you right now, because your explanation will disgust and disgust me. I gave you a chance, but you didn't cherish it, I drank a lot of wine last night, but I wasn't drunk, my mind was very clear, and when I went back, I crawled on the bed and cried, crying very sadly, I was asking myself if I took myself too seriously, thinking that I ignored it, and you would come and ask me why I ignored you, but you didn't.

I went on the dance floor again in the form of dancing, writhing wildly, to stimulate you, thinking that you would come to stop me, but you still didn't.

After Shen Kui entered the dance floor, I invited him to dance, just to stimulate your nerves and let you take the initiative to come to me, but you still didn't come. Instead, they left me in a nightclub and left alone.

I was stupid to think that you would call me at night to explain, I waited all night and didn't wait for your call. This morning, I came to the company very early, because I want to see you, because I am reluctant to end our relationship because of these, I came to the company, my heart is still very painful, so I came to the roof to ventilate, make myself comfortable, stood here for a long time, the mood is much better, I was waiting for you to come to the company, I want to talk to you.

Just as I was about to go downstairs, I heard you and Jiang Qinqin walking to the top of the building and talking something, I didn't want you to see me at this time, so I didn't make a sound and stood behind the windshield wall this time. And then I heard your conversation, and it was ridiculous, and the wound I had just healed was torn apart by your words to drink as much as you wanted. I'm not cheap, whoever wants to chase can chase it. ”

"Not really. Hearing this, I said without thinking: "It's all my fault." I hurt you. ”

"It's late, it's too late to say anything, let's break up!"

After Han Xinyu said this, she took a step and left the roof, I wanted to pull her, make her stop, and listen to my explanation. But at that moment, I looked very weak, my heart seemed to be torn apart, and I watched Han Xinyu leave without saying a word and holding her, just let her leave like that.

After two years, I once again tasted the bitter taste of a breakup. My body seemed to collapse, and I somehow collapsed on the ground, my eyes helplessly looking into the distance.

I have long forgotten that it is still work time.

I took a cigarette out of my pocket, put it to my lips and lit it. I smoked, felt the cigarette holder misplaced, then turned off the cigarette again, touched it on the ground, then lit it again, and smoked.

Soggling, I felt like tears were coming out. I wiped away my tears with my arm, and then continued to smoke, perhaps only cigarettes were my best companion at this time.

After a while, I finished a cigarette and I lit another cigarette and smoked it. The eyes were still helplessly looking into the distance.

Maybe in the distance, there is a beautiful castle waiting for me to excavate, or maybe there is a beautiful future waiting for me to move forward.

Maybe all this is my fantasy, but what else can I do at this moment besides fantasizing! I am afraid to think, to face, and even more afraid to accept the fact of this breakup.

It only took 2 days to establish a relationship, and it was ruthlessly destroyed by me.