I'm being harsh on myself, isn't it to the point of going crazy? No.

It's because it was too smooth and beautiful in the past.

Until now, his eyes are full of pale eyes, and he lives in the past with bruises. I can't let go of the past.

But why does it involve love for Han Xinyu.

Perhaps the only answer is that I really want to let go of my nostalgia for Zhang Qian. Even if I didn't find the confusion and pestering me when she parted. So should I accept my feelings for Han Xinyu and bury the previous feelings that Zhang Qian caused me to hurt. Is this fair to Han Xinyu? I looked at this garden with empty eyes, and did not give the middle-aged man an accurate answer to whether or not to accept Han Xinyu.

I really didn't want to hurt anyone, but in front of my ignorance, I hurt Han Xinyu. So whether to continue to hurt, I asked myself in silence. She was so beautiful and kind. What a great companion for me. Accept it! How good it is to live your life like this.

But the inner world is still painful and unhappy. I can't say it, and I accept it. I was entangled, entangled in the past that I couldn't let go, but the past coldly told me that these entanglements could not go back to the past.

Since you can't go back to the past, let's start over!

So what should we do next? Do you want to accept Han Xinyu? No, you have to pursue your own life and start your own new era. So I decided to leave and leave the company that Han Xinyu's father owned. Go your own way.

After thinking about this, I said to Han Xinyu's uncle: "I'm sorry, I can't promise you." ”

The middle-aged man said to me, "You really can't bear it. ”

I said, "Since we are destined to be people in two worlds, it is better to have a long pain than a short pain." ”

The middle-aged man said to me, "You lad is really incomprehensible."

I said, "I'm just an ordinary person, but I don't want to be ordinary forever." Nor do they want charity from others. ”

The middle-aged man said: "Emotional things are not charity, it's just that you think about some things too complicated. ”

I said, "Maybe, but I don't really want to talk about that at the moment." I want to get a lot out of my efforts. It may take a long time, but I'll stick with it. ”

The middle-aged man said, "Since you said this, I won't force you." As for how you say it to Xiaoyu, that's your business, but please remember to say to Xiaoyu tactfully, don't let Xiaoyu get hurt too much, understand?"

I said, "If you don't say that, I'll do the same." ”

The middle-aged man said, "Okay! You young people should solve the matter yourself!"

After the middle-aged man finished speaking, he took the first step to leave here, leaving me standing here alone and stupidly, and I stood for a while and then left.

After leaving the garden, I didn't have the heart to go to work, so I walked aimlessly on the road, looking at the people who came and went, passing me quickly or slowly, I was very confused, since I decided not to work in the company, then what should I do next.

I was helpless, walking and stopping, like a fool and not knowing where to go. As I walked, I looked up and saw that there was a person in front of me who was setting up a stall, very familiar, but I couldn't remember it for a while, I thought it would be better to walk over and take a closer look if I was bored now anyway.

So I quickened my pace and walked to the front to take a look, it turned out to be Liu Yajuan, who had chatted with me in the euphemistic bar. Liu Yanjuan was taken aback when she saw me, and then said, "Why are you." ”

I said, "Why can't it be me?" ”

Liu Yajuan said: "Hehe, I can't speak, so don't make fun of me." ”

I said, "Hehe, didn't you say you went to college? How did you come here and set up a stall?" ”

Liu Yajuan said: "It's a long story, and I will have the opportunity to tell you in the future." ”

Since Liu Yajuan is reluctant to tell me the reason, I am embarrassed to continue to ask. Ran said: "Is it profitable to set up a stall to sell these little things?"

Liu Yajuan said: "I make more money than working in a euphemistic bar, and I am also free." ”

I said, "No, just sell these little jewelry, it's more profitable than in a tactful bar, you won't lie to me!"

Liu Yajuan said: "How could I lie to you." ”

I said, "Then can you teach me, and I'll mess with you too." ”

Liu Yajuan said: "Don't joke with me, a little girl, you look like a white-collar worker when you look at your clothes." ”

I said, "I'm quitting."

Liu Yajuan said: "Why resign. ”

I said, "It's hard to say, I have time to tell you later, um? I forgot to ask you about serious things, and I really resigned from my job with you, and now I am an unemployed, I don't know if you, a kind person, can tell me the way to do business, let me eat together." ”

Liu Yajuan said: "Don't talk to me like that, I can't afford it." ”

I said, "If you can bear it, you can call it a master." ”

Liu Yanjuan said: "I really can't talk about you. ”

I said, "Well, then tell me!"

Liu Yajuan said: "Actually, I don't know, it's just following our fellow villagers in Henan to sell things." ”

I said, "Are you selling it for someone else?"

Liu Yajuan said: "This is not true, but when we bought the goods, our fellow villagers drove to help me buy the goods." I'll get some from him and sell it. “

I said, "Won't you suffer that way?"

Liu Yajuan said: "There is no way to suffer a loss! I don't have a car! The place where the goods are purchased is in Kunshan." I don't know exactly where in Kunshan. Now I can only do this first, and when I make enough money, I am going to learn a driver's license and buy a car to make my business bigger. ”

I said, "You're pretty planned." ”

Liu Yajuan said: "There is no way! If you have money, who wants to set up a stall here, how comfortable it is to open a shop." ”

I said, "You don't see how old you are, but you're quite business-minded." ”

Liu Yajuan smiled and said, "Don't make fun of me." ”

When I was drinking Liu Yajuan and talking, three little girls came over and asked Liu Yajuan how to sell this headdress, how to sell this bracelet, and how to sell this hairpin. Liu Yajuan said the price very seriously, and the three little girls said that it was so cheap! It was similar to the things in the store, but the price was very low. The three little girls bought a good thing and left happily, as if they had picked up a big bargain.

When the three little girls left, I asked Liu Yajuan: "You sold it for 25 yuan just now, how much money can you make yourself." ”

Liu Yajuan said: "Do you want to hear the truth or lies. ”

I said, "Liu Yajuan, Liu Yajuan, I regard you as a master." You don't want to sell it to me, okay? ”

Liu Yajuan said with a smile: "I said I earned 20 yuan, believe it or not." ”

I said, "No, if you sell something for 25 yuan, you make 20 yuan." That's a lot of profit!"

Liu Yajuan said: "You don't understand this, right? This is still a lot! If I buy goods with one hand, I will earn at least 23 yuan." ”

After listening to Liu Yajuan's words, I was really a little surprised, if you can earn 23 yuan with 2 quick money in one hand, this is simply violence! More than ten times the profit. After calculating the purchase price of the things sold just now, it is only a few cents. It's incredible.

If you don't do business, you really don't know the truth, and you really respond to that sentence, it's not hard to make money, it's hard to make money.