Maybe it's because my emotional path has never been so calm, like the development of straight water to the end, but always ups and downs make me feel pain and suffering.

Therefore, I was afraid to face my feelings, so subconsciously I put an invisible shield on myself, just to prevent this incident from happening to me again.

After thinking about this, I finally understood why I would say to myself in the face of Miller's casual sentence, don't have too much contact with her.

Maybe this idea is superfluous and unnecessary, but I still warn myself once again not to have too much contact with Millet, because she is too beautiful, too seductive/seductive, and if you are not careful, you will be impressed by her charm.

I don't know what's going on today, what does it matter to me when she comes back sooner or later, why did I get angry at her on the phone just now, and I'm a little worried about her safety.

What's wrong with me, can it be that I have that feeling for her, thinking of this, I quickly denied such an idea, because this is very illogical, I am still in the transition period of the breakup, how can I suddenly feel this way for her, can it be said that I am a flower in my bones, and I have a crooked idea about Mile less than a day after the breakup. Thinking of this, I feel very afraid, I am obviously an infatuated idiot, I have waited for more than two years for a person who can't wait, how can I suddenly become a flowery bird/beast.

But I obviously felt the feeling when I was in love with Zhang Qian just now. How the hell is this explained.

I was confused. I was so confused that I didn't dare to continue to extend this question and continue to think about it.

I took a cigarette out of the case and lit it for myself, took a deep breath, and then meaningfully exhaled the cigarette that had been in my mouth.

It was then that I heard the door open, and I knew it was Millet who had returned, but I didn't mean to get up and go out to talk to her.

Suddenly, there was a few knocks on my door, and there was a moving note from Mi Le: "Have you slept?"

I was silent.

Miller said again: "You know you are not sleeping, you open the door, I have something to say to you." ”

I remained silent, sitting on the bed, deaf and pretending to be calm, smoking a cigarette.

Millet knocked on the door a few more times, but I still ignored it. I don't know why I did this, maybe because I was afraid that my newly stabilized mood would be stimulated by the fact that I was here after seeing Millet. Therefore, I continue to keep my silence.

After a while, I heard Millet's footsteps and left my door. Then I heard the sound of hot food in the kitchen.

After a while, Millet knocked on my door again, and said, "How long will it take, are you asleep?" ”

"I fell asleep. I don't know how I spit it out.

Miller then said: "You can still talk when you are asleep, you are really amazing, you are talking in your dreams! Since you are asleep, then I see that you can't eat my hot dishes." Then I'll take it and feed the prosperity of the small shop outside. ”

"Whoever said I wouldn't eat it, it took me a lot of effort to do it. Even if you don't eat it, you can't make it cheaper, and every time it sees me, it keeps screaming, as if I owe it something in my last life. I hurriedly said, and walked over to the door and opened the door to stop Millet's behavior.

When Miller saw me, he laughed. I realized that I had fallen for her radical method, and then said: "What are you laughing at, haven't you ever seen a handsome guy?"

"Alright, alright, I'm not smiling, let's go eat!" Miller said as he gestured with his hand to please.

I walked over and sat on the couch looking at the dishes I had made, and the smell of the freshly heated dishes was wafting everywhere, and to be honest, I was really hungry, and I had not eaten a single rice in order to wait for Miller to come back and taste my masterpiece together.

As soon as I sat down, I picked up my chopsticks and took a piece of lean meat and put it in my mouth. Miller laughed again when he saw me like this. I was so scared of her, her smile was so charming, I really couldn't help but want to look at her more.

When Miller saw me looking at her like this, her face flushed slightly. He said to me, "Have you seen enough?"

I suddenly felt a little out of shape, and said, "Who looks at you." How do you know I'm looking at you if you don't look at me. ”

Miller was speechless for a moment, glared at me, then sat down 5 centimeters away from me, and then picked up a piece of tomato and prepared to put it in his mouth.

I didn't know what was going on, so I said, "Wait, wait and eat." ”

Miller looked at me suspiciously, and said, "What's the matter, didn't you say that the meal you cooked today was for me? ”

"That's not what I mean, I just want to ask you, do you know the name of this dish?"

"Isn't it just a sprinkling of sugar on top of tomatoes?"

"Vulgar, vulgar is unbearable. ”

"Do you know how to pity the fragrance and cherish the jade? How can you be vulgar to a beautiful woman. Miller took the tomato between his chopsticks and said to me, "Since you say I'm vulgar, then tell me what the name of this dish is." ”

"Volcanic snow. ”

"Hehe, it's really yours, who gave such a chic name for sprinkling sugar on tomatoes. ”

I pointed at me and Millet laughed even more fiercely, and I looked at her and laughed, and I didn't know why, and then asked, "What are you laughing at, is it so funny?"

"No, no. ”

"No, you're still laughing. ”

"Alright, alright, I won't laugh anymore. ”

I was very confused by Miller's inexplicable laughter, so I asked seriously, "Why did you laugh just now?" ”

"Don't talk about it, let's eat it!" Miller said and laughed again.

I was even more confused by Millet's laughter, so much so that I laughed even more to understand why she was laughing, so I said again, "You don't say it." ”

I deliberately made it look like if you don't say it, I won't eat it. Miller's eyebrows looked at me cautiously and said, "I said, don't be angry. ”

I replied, "I'm not going to be angry. ”

Mi Lecai said: "The name of this dish is really a good match for your character, they are all so foolish." Do tomatoes sprinkle sugar with sugar? What kind of volcanic snow, only you can come up with such a name. ”

My obedient, for a long time, Mi Le is laughing at the name of this dish, hey! It seems that in the future, I will do less things to slap my swollen face and be a fat man, in fact, the name of this dish is not my own at all, just to make Mi Lejue I am a literate person, I said the name of the dish. I don't know that the person who has no heart to come up with such a name to fool people, and I am guilty of this crime today, it is really a crime made by God, and it is still violated;