15 minutes passed unconsciously, I was really bored, got up and went back to the room, turned on the computer, opened the browser, opened *, and searched for "Behind the Temptation" written by Li Jianqiang. After I found it, I looked at it, to be honest, I really didn't know that Li Jianqiang looked like he was usually a little prodigal, but the articles he wrote did have some skills. I couldn't help but read the second chapter after reading the first chapter, it was really fascinating, and I read about 40 chapters in one go.

After hesitating to look at the computer for a long time, my eyes were a little unable to withstand the radiation of the computer, and it hurt a little, so I stopped and rubbed my eyes with my hands.

After rubbing my eyes, I still wanted to continue watching, but I suddenly remembered Li Jianqiang, and when I thought of him, I didn't have the mood to continue watching, and I didn't know if Li Jianqiang could go to Xuzhou to persuade Gao Hui's parents to let the two of them eventually become married.

Thinking about it makes me very puzzled, why Gao Hui's parents are so rich, and they still have to take care of Li Jianqiang's background and current situation, and they don't agree with Gao Hui and Li Jianqiang to be together.

I really don't understand what they think about the psychology of rich people, is it true that they only have money and no family affection? For the sake of money, even those who cut off their daughter's heart will not hesitate? I want to explode when I think about it.

If I were rich, I would definitely not do that, I would definitely support the two of them together, as long as they are happy, but unfortunately I am not rich, so I don't understand their psychology. Maybe one day I'll understand, but that day may be out of reach for me. So I still don't understand whether what they're doing is the right thing to do.

Thoughts are spent in the ethereal, time keeps running, and night follows. I looked at the outside world and gradually got dark, only to remember the meal I made today, and I don't know how long Miller will be busy before coming back, I suddenly wanted to call Miller and ask her if she would like to come back to eat my meal, but I just took out my phone to find her number, but I just couldn't press it, I don't know what kind of mentality this is, I want to call her, but I'm afraid she will misunderstand something.

I thought about it, and finally decided that it would be better to bear with it! Anyway, she would come back sooner or later, because she lived here, and she would definitely come back when she was done. Wait!, I said to myself.

It's just that waiting makes me very bored, I don't know why I'm so bored to wait for Mi Le to come back and eat together, why I don't eat separately and leave some for Mi Le.

I suddenly felt bored, Miller and I were just sharing a house, why did I do this, I struggled with this question for a while.

After struggling for a while, I found a reason for myself that I could barely convince myself, and that was because I was too boring.

I suddenly wanted to shout a few times loudly, to vent the unspeakable anguish in my heart, but I couldn't, maybe because this was the attic, and as soon as the shouting came out, someone would knock on my door and shout loudly like me: "If you are sick, you are sick! If you are sick, go to the doctor, here the shadow of the dog barking does not affect people.

For the sake of unnecessary trouble, I quickly dispelled the unnecessary trouble caused by this impulse.

Suddenly, I was very confused that I had such an idea, and I didn't know when I started to care about other people's opinions and opinions. Maybe people live in this world, they are not free, they have to think about the consequences of what they do, thinking that people living in this world is painful, and they have to consider the feelings of others in everything they do, and wear out the thoughts and practices in their hearts.

Time advanced again, and it was already 9 o'clock in the evening. I really couldn't sit still, I really resented Mi Lelai, and I called her in the afternoon, saying that I cooked for her, and she still hasn't come back, which really doesn't give me face.

With anger and resentment, I took out my phone and called Miller, and it took a long time for Miller to answer the phone, and she asked, "Is there something wrong?"

When I heard this, the resentment in my stomach rushed to the top of my head, and I said loudly into the phone: "What's the matter, your uncle, have you forgotten that I told you that I will cook for you? If you don't want to eat, then you can make it clear to me at noon, if you don't come back to eat, then I won't do it, now it's good, I've cooked all the food, and now you actually ask me something, are you a monkey or a fool for me! ”

With resentment and dissatisfaction with this society, I vented all my temper to Miller. Mi Le didn't reply to me for a long time, I held my phone and silently waited for her to explain to me, and for a long time, Mi Le said to me uncharacteristically: I'm sorry.

I didn't respond to her apology directly, but asked, "Do you know what time it is? It's almost 10 o'clock, and you're a girl who doesn't come back so late, what are you doing outside?" ”

"Are you worried about me?"

Mi Le suddenly asked this sentence, I didn't know how to answer her for a while, and asked myself, what's wrong with me, why do I care so much about the sooner or later Mi Le comes back.

I was silent for a moment, pretending to smile at the phone, and then said, "What kind of international jokes, I will care about you, hmph! You look down on yourself too much." ”

"Don't pretend, just care? It's not a shame to care about a big beauty like me. ”

"I didn't care about you, okay, I won't tell you, I'm hanging. You can come back when you want, the food I cooked is cold now, if you want to eat it back, it's hot yourself. ”

I quickly hung up the phone and talked to this little girl, I found that as long as I said a few more words, I would fall into evil, and my heart beat faster involuntarily, and there was an indescribable feeling wriggling in my mind, for fear of being infected by her magic.

After I hung up the phone, I felt like my heart was still beating uncontrollably. There is a feeling when I am in love with Zhang Qian, I am afraid that this feeling will continue to extend, so I quickly lit a cigarette for myself, took a puff, and said to myself, calm and calm, I just broke up with Zhang Xinyu, and now is not the time to think about this problem. Love is painful, it will burn you again, it will burn you all over the body.

You can't think about this kind of non-marginality, no, absolutely not, at least not right now、、、、、

I was in my room, walking around, smoking a cigarette and warning myself to keep my distance from Millet in the future, and telling myself that she was a minefield that would detonate and hurt myself if I wasn't careful、、、、、