Zhao Liu said: "At present, it can only be like this. ”

I said, "Then say it!"

Zhao Liu said: "Actually! Last night, when we were both almost drunk, your mobile phone suddenly rang, and then you shook and walked out, as for what you went out and said to the person on the phone, I don't know, but when you came in, you drank fiercely." I asked you what happened, and you said nothing. But not long after, the girl named Han Xinyu came over.

When she came, she said to you, 'Did you really not love me?'

You said coldly, 'No. '

And then she said, 'I'm really ridiculous. '

When she had said that, she cried and said, 'I don't care. ’

And you say, 'But I care.'" '

"I don't believe you're such a person," she said. ’

But you say, 'I already have a girlfriend, I'm just playing with you, don't be stupid.'" ’

When she heard this, she felt even more uncomfortable, and the sad pear blossom brought water, and said, "I don't believe it, I really don't believe it, didn't you say you loved me? I can really change it, if you ignore you because I was angry with you that day, and dance with Shen Kui, I will admit my mistake to you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. ’

But you said: 'Why bother, you are a rich daughter, what kind of person can't you meet, why waste your youth in front of me, who can't support the wall.' ’

She said, 'Do you think that all the rich daughters are better?' Do you think this is what I want? Do you think that when I say I love you, I just play with you? Do you think I can't find a better man than you? Do you think I say I love you just to be happy for a while?

What do you think of me, am I air? I'm not! I'm a human being, and everyone has feelings, and feelings are not measured by money, so don't think about me with your thinking. Have you ever wondered why I ignored you when I came out of the office that morning, because you said to people that whoever wants to chase them.

The next day on the roof, I already told you the reason, but you didn't reflect, I called today to give us a step down, but you said there was no need. Do you think of me as your girlfriend? Have you ever thought about my feelings, I am human, not wood, and have feelings. You say it's divided, it's good to say it's good, I don't agree.

You say you don't have money, you don't have a house, you don't have a car. I told you a long time ago, I don't care about all this, it's not because I have money in my family that I say this to you, even if I don't have money in my family, I will still say that to you, do you understand? I don't think you understand. Didn't understand at all.

Do you think I want to be born in this rich man's family? I don't want to, not at all. When I was young, I also wanted to accompany my parents to the amusement park like other children, but my parents didn't have time, they had to entertain this dinner or that meal or go on a business trip or go to the factory to inspect, they didn't have time to accompany me at all, I was very lonely and lonely and bored, and you cry when I hide in the room alone, so I study hard and do my grades well.

At that time, I thought that as long as I did well in my grades, my parents would be happy, and they would be able to play with me when they were happy.

But when my grades are improving day by day, their career is also growing step by step, and they have no time to accompany me. So I started to rebel, making myself look like a ghost and going crazy in a nightclub. Until the moment I met you in a nightclub, I began to change, I learned to communicate with my parents, and then said that I would come to the company to help them, before they said that I was the only heir in the family, I didn't care, because I hated this company, if it wasn't for this company, how could they not have time to accompany me, give me a good childhood like ordinary people.

But when I learned to change, you left me. Now say to me, you have never loved me, how can you let me accept it. Do you take me for a fool? I don't accept it, I don't accept the breakup that you're proposing. ’

When Han Xinyu said this, I was a little moved, but you, Zheng Tianle, lifted the wine and poured it into your mouth, I said let you drink less, but you ignored me. I want to ask you, I said so much, what did you Zheng Tianle think about at that time. ”

Zhao Liu said so many words at once, my mind suddenly cleared up a lot, and the picture of last night loomed.

So I said to Zhao Liu: "Actually, at that time, I was a little confused like you, when Han Xinyu said so many words at once, I was also very moved, but moved to be moved, after all, she and I are people in two worlds, she is the daughter of a rich family, and I am a person born in an ordinary peasant family, what do I want, what I take to give her happiness, so after I heard those words, I made a decision, that is, long pain is better than short pain, when the break is constantly suffering. ”

Zhao Liu seemed to understand a little when he heard this, so he said: "So after you drank a bottle of wine at that time, you picked up the phone and called Mi Le."

I said, "Yes." ”

Zhao Liu said: "It's to let Han Xinyu understand that you have a girlfriend, so you can't accept her love." ”

I said, "Yes." ”

Zhao Liu said: "Why do you bother doing this? Aren't you afraid of hurting Mi Le with wine?"

I said, "I didn't think about it that much at the time, I just wanted to end this relationship as soon as possible, which shouldn't have belonged to me." ”

Zhao Liu said: "But wouldn't it be a bit too much for you to do this." ”

I asked, "Where's the excess?"

Zhao Liu said: "Have you considered how Han Xinyu and Mi Le would treat you if they found out one day." ”

I said, "I didn't think about it that much, in that particular situation at the time. ”

Zhao Liu said: "You are cheating, not only deceiving the two girls, but also cheating you." I want to ask you now, do you have feelings for Han Xinyu. ”

Hearing Zhao Liu say this, I suddenly fell silent, and I asked myself in my heart, is there any, yes! Maybe there really is, but maybe it's more about using her.

But what am I using her? Maybe I'm using her to forget Zhang Qian faster. Zhang Qian is a hurdle that I can't overcome.

Whenever I think of Zhang Qian, I feel pain. The pain is incomprehensible if it has not been dumped by the beloved woman, and it is without any defense. The saddest thing was turning around and looking at me with tears in my eyes.

Whenever I think of Zhang Qian's tears in my eyes, I can't devote myself to a new relationship. Maybe that's why!

And such a reason is not to give in oneself relief.

I can't explain, maybe N years later I'll regret what I did.

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