The tearful appearance on Xueqi's face also moved me a little, and I felt my silent heart beat lightly a few times.

The cold night wind blew me colder and colder, and my hands were a little shaky.

My teeth chattered a little, and I even suspected that the droplets of water on my clothes had condensed into frost.

"You know you certainly haven't forgotten. I trembled and smiled at Xue Qi, "That year, I took you all over the country and went to all the places you wanted to go. We went to Xinjiang ......"

"And Yunnan. Xue Qi interjected.

"Yes, Pudala in Yunnan, Jiuzhaigou in Sichuan, Hainan, Xi'an, Beijing, Harbin...... We went to several places, and at that time you couldn't walk, and I had to support you and carry you on your back in many places......"

Hearing my words, Xue Qi sobbed even more, she wiped the tears on her face, and her eyes were so red that they couldn't look like they.

"Papa, you've been so nice to me. Xue Qi suddenly said this.

Hearing Xue Qi's words, my heart moved slightly.

Then, I laughed, what a superfluous statement.

"I wasn't nice to you, who else was nice to you then?"

I looked at Xue Qi with a smile and continued.

"We went to a lot of places that year, and we ran almost all over China, and in the end, your condition became more and more serious, and you couldn't walk, so I took you back to this city. At that time, Papa was really helpless, and watching you get weaker day by day, I felt like my life was coming to an end...... But I can't tell you, I can't let you know, so I've been lying to you that you're going to be well......"

I swallowed and continued:

"Fortunately, Papa opened a pharmaceutical factory, and at that time, new prescriptions were imported from abroad and you were treated, and Papa was hopeless at that time, but I didn't expect it to be ...... Qiqi, you actually miraculously recovered, at that time I really felt that God was still kind to me, at least he didn't take you away. ”

Xue Qi lowered her head and choked up.

"The days of your recovery were the happiest days for PAPA, and I was really happy to see you get better day by day, recover day by day, and finally be able to get out of bed and walk, become healthy and beautiful. I've never been happy. ”

"The day you were discharged from the hospital, maybe you have forgotten, but I was really happy that I couldn't sleep, that night, it was a thunderstorm outside the house, and we were still yelling on the balcony......"

Speaking of which, I glanced at Xue Qi, but found that she had her head down, but her crying seemed to have slowed down a little.

"Qiqi, do you remember what we shouted that night?"

Xueqi was silent, I didn't hear her cry, I didn't hear her answer, and in the end, I only saw her nod her head slightly.

"Qiqi, that night, my papa's happiest night. I rubbed my hands, brought them to my mouth, took a gentle breath of hot air, and continued to rub them.

"Papa has never been so happy. Never. ”

I said with some emotion, thinking of that crazy night of thunderstorms, I couldn't help but laugh again, and my mood was actually a little excited, I felt as if I had returned to that bloody era.

"Later, Qiqi completely recovered from your illness, you grew up day by day, graduated from primary school, went to junior high school, PAPA's work was also on the right track, and Teacher Ma Yike also returned to this city. Sometimes you lose something, but if you are willing to wait, God will give it back to you one day. ”

I sighed and continued unhurriedly to recount the memories between me and Xueqi.

"Later, Papa encountered a lot of difficulties in the company, and sometimes, some of Papa's enemies wanted to persecute Papa, and when Papa was unemployed and laid off, Papa would always think of you. At that time, Papa thought, if you are unemployed, you will be unemployed, and it will be good to go home and live with Qiqi. Every time I think about it, I feel that there is no difficulty at all, and other people wonder why I have such a good mentality, but I never tell them. Ha. ”

When I talked about what I had thought, I laughed to myself.

"Later, Qiqi went to the foreign language college to study in junior high school, and at that time, Papa also had a new development in her work. But Papa's age is also quite old, and my aunt and uncle are my closest relatives of Papa, and they have begun to urge me to get married. My aunt knew a lot of colleagues and friends, and she introduced me to a girl who also lived in the city, her name was Liu Yuhui, and she was now Yuhui's sister. I had a kiss with Yuhui...... But in the end, we became friends for a while, because at that time, neither of us was mentally prepared for it, and we didn't think about how to decide where we would end up in life. But Yuhui is really capable, she knows computer programs very well, she has helped Papa me several times, and I have always been grateful to her. ”

Hearing me talk about Yuhui, Xue Qi looked at me with some confusion and asked me:

"That papa you...... Why don't you develop with Sister Yuhui?"

Hearing Xue Qi's question, I sighed again.

Then he said helplessly.

"Maybe I've been single for so many years, so I'm used to it. And I still have you, Qiqi, I always feel that it is enough to have a girl by my side...... Moreover, Yuhui's personality is more suitable for being a friend of PAPA. Every time I see Yuhui, it's hard for me to think of her as my girlfriend, I just unconsciously want to think of her as my ordinary friend......"

I said calmly, at this moment, I no longer have any reservations in my heart, I told Xueqi all the deeds I have experienced, and told her completely.

"Moreover, Qiqi, you also said when you were a child, when you reach the age of 20, you will marry Papa, although I know that Qiqi you may still be young, talking about ignorant fools, but Papa, I am really looking forward to that day. Every time I see other girls, I think of Qiqi, if you said you want to marry Papa, I will unconsciously not develop with other girls......"

"So, papa, did you miss other girls because of what I said?" Xue Qi frowned slightly and said with some sadness.

Xueqi's words seemed to have a sense of guilt and self-blame, so I persuaded her and said, "Qiqi, don't be upset, PAPA is voluntary." Even if you hadn't said that, Papa wouldn't have been in a relationship with other girls...... Because Papa doesn't want other people to break the lives of the two of us, it always feels like that...... Very unaccustomed. ”

Speaking of which, I thought of a special girl, a girl who was so perfect that it broke my self-control. A perfectly impeccable girl.

Thinking of her, I sighed and said:

"However, there is a special case. That's Sister Yuezi. ”

Hearing me talk about the confinement, Xue Qi's tears were a little less, and her face also showed a look of nostalgia, I think in the past two years, Xue Qi should also be very concerned about the confinement.

"It was about the time when you were 13 years old, and that winter, not long after the snow, was in front of the company when I met a girl who said she wanted to ride with me. Then she didn't bring any money, so I paid for her, and then she thanked me and invited me to dinner...... That's how we became friends. Actually, Papa didn't know that he had fallen for that girl at that time. In fact, the girl had long known Papa's identity, so she deliberately approached Papa. ”

"That person is Sister Yuezi?" asked Xue Qi curiously, her voice very soft.

I grinned: "Yes, it's Sister Yuezi." Yueko is a girl born to Papa's mother who ran away from home when she was a child and came to Japan, she grew up in Japan and was raised by her uncle. When she grew up, she was forced to marry by her uncle, so she found a reason to come to China to work and postponed her marriage. She came to China to look for my long-lost brother, and secretly approached me. But...... PAPA, I never knew. ”

"For a long time, I regarded Confinement as a good friend because she was very smart and could help me a lot, and she was really good. It's so good that PAPA thinks it's incredible. ”

I said a little embarrassed, "At that time, Papa was really tempted, especially later, when Yuezi took the risk of helping Papa do business, and even almost was in danger of being retaliated against by people from other companies...... At that time, I really felt that the confinement was too good for me, and I was sorry for her in many places. She is truly impeccable...... At that time, Papa was really moved, but what hit Papa the most was that Yuezi finally told me that she was my sister. Then...... Papa really can't believe it, I can't believe she could be my sister. When Yueko told me that she was my sister, Papa really felt like she had hit a wall, and she really couldn't believe it was real...... But later, I went to do a blood test with Yuezi and found out that it was true. Confinement has been lying to me. She had known that I was her brother, but she kept it a secret from me...... Hehe. In the end, we finally recognized brother and sister. Later, Yuezi also lived in our house for a while, but then she went to study at the Academy of Fine Arts in France and rarely came back. Qiqi, do you know that if Yuezi is not Papa's sister, I'm afraid that the time with Yuezi will be the last time Papa will fall in love. Papa hasn't really been in any relationship since......"

I smiled a little self-deprecatingly, the wind in the alley was a little lighter, and the coldness on my body was a little less, but the coldness in my heart did not decrease in the slightest.

"Maybe Papa is really old, has been drumming for so many years, has experienced so many things, and has no heart to fall in love. At that time, Papa just wanted to raise you...... I don't think about anything else. ”

"Later, Jasmine, the daughter of Papa's stepmother, came to our house, do you remember her?" I asked Xueqi.

Speaking of Jasmine, Xue Qi's face flashed with a complicated look, and then, she nodded.

"Jasmine is a very poor girl, she has no father since she was a child, and her mother died later, and she lived in very poor, so she lived in our house. You had a good relationship with her, and at that time, you played games, watched movies, and hung out together......"

"Originally, I just wanted to raise you Qiqi, but after Jasmine came to our house, Papa was shaken, because she is also my relative and related to me, so I want to raise her...... However, Jasmine has not been loved since she was a child, and after I took care of Jasmine for a while, she actually liked me. Hehe, I'm obviously her brother, but she said that she fell in love with me, and I didn't marry. "Speaking of Jasmine, I think of the girl with a dirty face holding a teddy bear, and I don't know how that girl is doing now, where is she now......? Are you in a good mood?

I don't know, I can only search in my memory for the face I had when I said goodbye to her for the last time, and she was so innocent and happy at that moment.

Although, there is still a trace of sadness.

“…… Jasmine loves me very much, but she's so small, younger than you Qiqi, and she's my sister, how can Papa be with her...... In the end, Jasmine herself proposed to leave, and Wang Feng's brother's parents had no children, so Jasmine went to their house and was adopted by them...... I didn't tell you at that time. After you found out, you were angry with me for many days. ”

As I spoke, I once again remembered the scene when I was separated from Jasmine at the intersection on that day of that year, that month, and that faint sentimentality, that kind of thick sorrow, once again permeated my heart.

When she heard me say Jasmine, Xue Qi's eyes turned even redder. She looked at me and said puzzledly:

“papa…… Why are you letting Sister Jasmine go......? Wouldn't it be nice for you to take care of her?"

"Hehe, then Qiqi, why did you run away from home?" I glanced at Xueqi and smiled lightly, "It's the same." Because she also knew that she was my relative, I shouldn't have a lover relationship with her, so I left. Just like you, treat me as a father. ”

My answer made Xue Qi slightly stunned, Xue Qi's expression darkened a little, she lowered her head again, her long black hair fell down, as if she had fallen into deep contemplation.

"It's good to be confined...... Jasmine is good...... They are all very good girls, and Papa actually loves them very much, but we are all related by blood, we are all relatives, and we can't be together. I said softly with a sigh of relief in my hand.

And Xue Qi was also silent and didn't say a word, maybe she found out that her story with Yuezi and Jasmine was very similar.

"It's really interesting to meet so many people and come together now. At that time, I was confused, but now that I think about it, I think it's a very interesting thing. When we were together, the days passed all of a sudden, and in retrospect, I really felt that it was really a precious day. ”

Listening to my words, Xue Qi was silent for a long time.

Finally, she looked up and asked me:

"Papa, do you really want me to be your girlfriend so much?"

Xue Qi's words made me stunned for a while, I patted Xue Qi's little hand, and said with a smile:

"Qiqi, you know what, before Jasmine left, she asked me a question. She asked me if the person I loved the most was her or you. ”

Hearing my words, Xue Qi looked at me stupidly and stopped talking.

Papa told her that the person I love is you. ”

When I said this, Xue Qi gently covered her small mouth and her eyes widened slightly.

"That's why Jasmine left. I smiled wryly and whispered, "Qiqi, you should remember when you ran away from home when you were 14 years old. That time Papa misunderstood you and dropped your phone, you got angry with Papa and ran out of the house in one go. At that time, I saw you running away, and I really wanted you to be out there and never come back......"

"But after Papa's anger passed, he still couldn't help but want to look for you, Papa still couldn't help but worry about you, that night, Papa was really worried, and he kept looking for you for most of the night, and called everyone, Teacher Ma, your junior high school teacher, Yuhui...... When they all said you weren't there, Papa was really crazy. I never came home that night, looking for you outside...... In the end, I myself got dizzy and had a fever, so I had no choice but to go to the hospital. At that time, I really thought that Qiqi would never come back. ”

"You really hate my papa. ”

"That night, I had a terrible nightmare, all these years have passed, but Papa still remembers that dream. Do you know what Papa dreamed about?"

Xue Qi looked at me, shook her head, and waited for me to continue.

"I dreamed that Qiqi ran away from home and never came back, in the dream, Papa has been looking for you for 50 years, but 50 years have passed, and you still haven't come back. It wasn't until I was old, and the old one couldn't move in bed, that you came back, and you stood at the door, looking at me lying on the hospital bed, still so cute, so simple, as beautiful as when I was a child. Although it was just a dream, at that time, Papa really felt that he could go with peace of mind........."

As I spoke, I found that I was already in tears, but this crying was not the kind of loud crying, but I cried unconsciously, and when I had a heat on my face, I realized that I was crying.

Xueqi also cried, crying very much, but I didn't comfort her.

She is no longer the little girl who needs my comfort, she has been able to stop crying on her own, and I no longer need to touch her head and say, "Qiqi, don't cry......" or something like that.

She's grown up.

"Papa, I'm sorry......" Xue Qi just said this, whimpering, silently wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes, and kept wiping.

Hearing Xueqi's apology, I felt a warm current in my heart, I felt a trace of relief in my heart, and I felt as if I was already very satisfied.

In the past year and a half, I have been thinking about it every day, isn't it just that one day Xueqi will be able to cry and say the three words "I'm sorry" in front of me?

I'm really satisfied.

"Qiqi," I coughed softly, clearing the choked stuff in my throat, "Papa isn't a nice person. I do have a lot of thoughts about you.,When I first picked you up,Papa was a bad idea that Lori had cultivated.,Later, you grew up.,Become beautiful.,More and more like a woman.,Papa can't help it......"

"Papa is also a normal man, and there are also men who have **, you are so beautiful, and you are so close to me, Papa sometimes can't help it...... Papa has done a very excessive thing to you, Qiqi, and now, I don't want you to forgive Papa, Papa just blames himself for letting you suffer like that. You could have gone to college, worked, and spent time with the boy you liked. ”

"Papa couldn't think about it before, but today when I saw you standing in the church and wearing your wedding, standing there with Ma Bailong with a smile on your face, Papa figured it out a little, and then chased you all the way, just angry that you want to get married and refuse to let me participate, I just want to talk to you and tell you everything I want to tell. After saying this, Papa also felt that there were no regrets. ”

My gaze withdrew from the endless brilliant starry sky, and then fell again in the dark narrow alley, where there was darkness, nothingness, and beyond that, I could see nothing.

But I always felt like there was a red swaddling baby lying there in some corner that I couldn't see, waiting quietly.

There was more and more sobbing in my ears, but I knew that Xue Qi was only temporarily moved by me, and she would leave me when she calmed down. She would cry when I told these truths, which in itself shows that Xue Qi has always been that innocent, kind, cute and sensual girl, and she has never changed since she was a child.

I didn't look at Xue Qi's teary face, but sighed into the cold air.

"Qiqi, in this world, some birds have too big wings for cages to hold them. One day they will spread their wings and soar, and when they fly in the sky, people will faithfully bless them. ”

"You are a precious little bird raised by Papa, you were weak at the beginning, so Papa kept you in a cage, and when you grew up, it was time for you to be free to soar in the sky. ”

At this point, I slowly stood up, moving slowly and stiffly, like an old man in the twilight.

"Qiqi, get up, I've told you all the stories we have told us since I was a child, and I don't have any other regrets. ”

I gently patted Xueqi on the shoulder, and she was crying with her head down.

Seeing her crying, I really had no choice but to stretch out my hand, and then gently grabbed her wrist and pulled her up.

"Get up, you're an adult too, don't cry at every turn. In the future, PAPA will not be by your side, you have to learn to be strong yourself. ”

"papa! woo...... Xue Qi suddenly cried, stood up, and threw herself into my arms, she withdrew her hand, grabbed my wet collar, trembled all over, and cried and wailed.

Seeing Xue Qi crying loudly, my heart trembled a little, but I didn't cry after all.

After so many years, I have finally learned to be mature and learn to be strong.

"Didn't you tell you to stop crying?"

Xueqi threw herself into my arms, crying loudly and trembling her body, but I gently patted her little incense on the back and comforted her gently.

"Okay, stop crying. ”

"Qiqi, Papa is really sorry to disrupt your wedding with your beloved today...... At that time, I was just enthusiastic, and I just felt that I was unwilling not to see you and not talk to you, but now after telling you everything I want to say, I will see it. Qiqi, go back, Ma Bailong must be looking for you now. Ma Bailong is a good boy, I have always misunderstood him before, thinking that he was a little white face who abducted you from my hands, and I always looked at him unpleasantly. But today, when he risked his life to protect you, I knew that he really loved you and was willing to give everything for you. Ma Bailong has also paid a lot for you. ”

I whispered softly in Xueqi's ear, so small that only Xueqi and I could hear it.

"Papa......" Xue Qi still grabbed my clothes and cried, her body twitched and trembled, for more than 20 years, I had never seen Xue Qi cry so loudly and so sadly.

Xueqi cried in my arms for a long, long time, and I also hugged her gently, sighed, didn't speak, just hugged her gently, waiting for her to finish crying.

No matter how sad the cry is, there will be an end.

I don't know how long it took.

I don't know how long I've been standing there, Xueqi, and finally stopped crying.

Hearing Xue Qi's crying stopped, and her body stopped trembling, I finally gently pushed her away and looked at her seriously, Xue Qi's little face was flushed, crystal clear tears were still swirling in her eyes, and there was a little brilliant snot under her nose, seeing the snot on Xue Qi's nose, I couldn't help laughing, and reached out to gently scrape off the cute little thing.

"I've delayed you many, much time. Can't delay you any more. Qiqi, you've grown up, go after the boy you like. I only hope that if one day Papa I die, when I am buried, you can come to my funeral and call me Papa, I will be very satisfied. My going to church will only ruin your wedding, and Ma Bailong's parents will not be happy. Qiqi, go back by yourself. ”

I patted Xue Qi on the shoulder, then pushed Xue Qi away, and finally, distanced myself from her, and stood face to face with her, Xue Qi wiped the tears on her face, sobbed, looked at my face, and cried again.

"Let's go......"

I smiled at Xue Qi, and then urged.

"Papa......" Xue Qi cried and called my name.

"Let's go...... It's okay, don't worry about papa, papa will go to the flower shop tomorrow to buy a bouquet of roses, go to Yuhui's house to confess to her, tomorrow papa will propose to her, and it will be very good. ”

I smiled faintly at Xue Qi and urged her.

Xue Qi was still so hesitant, she stood there, and I pointed to the exit of the alley behind her, which was the way Xue Qi should go.

"Let's go......"

"Let's go. ”

"Let's go, Qiqi. If you're gone, I'll go home too. ”

I urged Xue Qi over and over again, signaling that she could go, but Xue Qi still cried, until my urging became more and more urgent, Xue Qi finally stopped crying and looked at me quietly.

Seeing that Xue Qi had finally stopped crying, I laughed again, and I knew that Xue Qi had begun to grow stronger.

"Let's go. I urged Xue Qi for the last time, "We will all have our own partners in the future, and we will live very happily." Wouldn't that be nice, Qiqi?"

Xue Qi wiped away her tears and looked at me quietly for five seconds.

In these five seconds, Xue Qi neither spoke nor expression, and finally, she lowered her head, and at my urging, she slowly and slowly stepped back, as if she wanted to turn around and leave.

Seeing that Xue Qi was really going to get married, I felt a little relieved. I looked at her still a little embarrassed, gave her a thumbs up, and gave her an encouraging look.

"Papa," just as she was about to turn around, Xue Qi suddenly turned her face sideways, her flat bangs covered her big black eyes, I couldn't see her expression, Xue Qi asked me in a thin voice, "Papa, if you don't find me today, will you never get married and wait for me?"

Xue Qi's question made me stunned, and the pestle stayed in place for a second.

Then, I nodded and calmly told Xueqi my answer:

"Yes. I will treat you as a runaway lover. If I can't wait for 40, I'll wait until I'm 50, if I can't wait for 50, I'll wait until I'm 60, and if I can't wait for 60, I'll be 70. I'll always wait for you to come back, for you to come back. But now, I have seen you, I have told you my story, you have also told me your thoughts, you love Ma Bailong, I am enough, I can go to my lover, you can also find your own happiness. ”

“papa…… Thank you...... papa, I'm sorry......" Xue Qi's somewhat guilty voice came, and finally, at my urging,

"Papa, I'm leaving......"

Xueqi's voice like a breeze reached my ears, and then I watched her snow-white figure disappear into the depths of the dark alley.

The moment the white figure disappeared into the darkness, I saw Xue Qi turn around, with tears on her little face, smiled sadly at me, waved her hand, and then, she still turned around, her black hair fluttered, and her graceful and graceful figure disappeared into the depths of darkness.

In the small alley, for a while, I was the only one left.

The cold wind blew into my collar, and I felt that my body was so cold, and my blood had clotted, and I felt that my bones had stiffened and my nerves had been paralyzed.

I just stood in the alley and watched quietly as Xue Qi turned away, and the white rose-like wedding dress disappeared into the thick darkness and never reappeared.

I let out a long breath, but there was no anger and resentment that I had at the beginning, only an indescribable loss and regret.

Suddenly, I felt my legs go limp, my body lost its center of gravity, and I stumbled, and I fell to the ground.

Because of the crazy chase along the way and the heartfelt narration just now, the physical and mental exertion has left me with no more strength to go home.

And I didn't mean to go home, so I lay on the ground and fell down in that dark alley, like a dead man.

The cold ground absorbed the remnants of my body temperature, and I put my hands on my forehead, panting softly, but my brain was tired.

Tired.

I'm really tired.

20 years of hard work, from south to north, from east to west, 20 years of encounters again and again, again and again losses, the fatigue and pressure generated by this moment exploded, I felt that my body was so heavy, I just lay there like that, not wanting to do anything, just quietly looking at the thousands of stars in the night sky.

Bright and ethereal stars dot the whole starry sky, there is no moon in the sky, there are no clouds, the sky is full of stars, it is so brilliant, so gorgeous, just like the lanterns hanging in the church hall at Christmas, so holy and gentle.

Lying on the ground, looking at the starry sky, I felt the exhaustion in my brain receding little by little.

I haven't seen such a beautiful starry sky in years. The universe is so vast, the heavens and the earth are so vast, I am so small, why should I be concerned today?

I quietly looked at the starry sky and breathed slowly.

Suddenly, a beautiful golden line crossed the starry sky.

A meteor streaked across the sky.

It was just a moment, really just a moment, and when I saw that meteor, my heart suddenly shook.

Countless memories, thousands of images, came out of my heart in an instant, like a meteor shower covering the entire sky.

I remember.

Many years ago, there was a starry night.

Xue Qi and I were also lying on the grass like this, quietly looking at the stars in the night sky, talking and laughing, and telling stories.

……

It was a starry summer night, and Xueqi and I were lying on the grass by the small bridge in the countryside, looking up at the starry night sky, listening to the sound of trickling water, and gradually falling asleep.

"Papa, look, it's a meteor!"

Inadvertently, at that moment, Xue Qi suddenly pointed to the sky and shouted excitedly.

"Papa, I want to make a wish!"

As he spoke, he folded his hands cutely and began to close his eyes and pray.

Looking at Xue Qi's cute appearance of praying with her eyes closed, I asked happily, "Qiqi, what wish did you make?"

Xue Qi opened her eyes, looked at me with bright eyes, and paused for a long time before she said innocently: "Hmm...... I want to make a wish that I will be able to meet my mother. ”

Hearing Xue Qi's words, my heart ached.

After so many years, Xue Qi still misses her mother.

“…… But it is said on TV that you can only make one wish for a meteor, so Qiqi makes a wish to be with Papa forever!" Xue Qi said suddenly.

Xue Qi's words made the tip of my nose slightly sour and the corners of my eyes moist.

"Qiqi ......"

I looked at Xue Qi and suddenly realized that I had never really known her, I had her body, but I had never penetrated into her heart.

……

At that time, it was really far away.

It's as if it's happening in another world at the end of the universe.

Xue Qi once made a wish to Meteor and said that she would be with me forever.

Being with me used to be her heart.

However, now she has forgotten her past wishes.

Looking at the flashing meteors in the starry sky, all the sorrow, desolation, pathos, and sadness filled my heart like overturned water.

I thought I had seen through it and figured it out, but when I saw the fleeting meteor in the sky and remembered the bits and pieces between me and Xueqi, I couldn't help crying.

I started crying.

He began to cover his face with his hands and cry.

Crying more heartbroken and desolate than at any time in my life.

I cried all the time and never stopped.

I really cried heartbreakingly and heartbroken.

It's like a little child crying to death on the ground.

I cried for a long, long time, and then I gradually stopped crying, put my hand on my forehead, and silently held back the tears that kept overflowing.

The cold breath from the cold ground stimulated my brain, froze my body, and stiffened my feet. Gradually, I got tired of crying, and I stopped crying.

I lay there again, calming my heart and looking at the starry sky.

“papa……”

At this moment, a low voice came from the depths of the dark alley.

The voice was so soft, so familiar, that I was shocked!

"Qiqi ......?" I wiped the tears from my face in panic and hurriedly got up from the ground, my expression calming again, and looked at her.

"Why don't you leave? Ma Bailong is waiting for you!"

I hurriedly wiped the tears from my face, and urged Xue Qi with some anxiety as I wiped them.

Xue Qi lowered her head and crossed her hands in front of her.

At that moment, she was like a child who had made a mistake, a little guilty, a little hesitant, and a little nervous.

"Papa, I didn't leave just now. I see you've been crying for a long time......"

In the end, Xue Qi still raised her head, her clear and gentle eyes were facing me, and her eyebrows were slightly frowned, revealing a little resoluteness.

"Papa, I'm not leaving......"

Xue Qi took a few steps towards me, the look on her face hesitant and embarrassed.

"Not leaving? Qiqi...... What are you doing here?!" Hearing Xue Qi actually say that she couldn't leave, I really suspected that my ears were wrong.

Xue Qi walked slowly towards me, her snow-white dress dragging on the ground, her jet-black hair spread out, and her smooth and delicate skin was like solidified frost and snow.

I sank my face, and then looked at Xue Qi and said in a deep voice:

"Let's go, Qiqi. You don't have to be pitiful, it's just a pity just now, and Papa won't cry anymore in the future. ”

I took two steps forward and said seriously to Xueqi:

"Let's go, let's go to Ma Bailong's side. He is really good to you and he loves you very much. ”

"Papa......" When I said this, Xue Qi lowered her head in embarrassment, and the expression on her face was even more struggling and complicated.

Seeing Xue Qi like this, I sighed and continued:

"Then let me ask you, Qiqi, do you like Ma Bailong?"

Xue Qi glanced at me, then nodded.

"Is Ma Bailong good to you? Does he love you?"

Xue Qi paused, then nodded again.

"Xiaolong is very good to me...... I love him too, ppa, but you ......" Xue Qi looked at me at a loss, her little face full of hesitation and struggle.

Seeing Xue Qi's appearance, I frowned:

"I said you don't have to worry about PAP, PAPA can take care of yourself in the future, PAPA will go to propose tomorrow, what are you worried about?!PAPA is also sad for a little while, and now I am not sad, Qiqi, look, do I still have tears in my eyes?"

I said a little impatiently, and then pointed to my eyes, I had cried and wiped them dry, and my eyes were long gone.

Xue Qi raised her head and looked at my eyes steadily, but her slightly dim eyes revealed deep pain and struggle.

"Let's go, Qiqi!"

I urged Xue Qi for the last time.

Xue Qi lowered her head, but she still didn't leave, she seemed to want to leave, but because she was worried about me, she still refused to go, I was really a little unhappy to see her like this.

I persuaded Xue Qi, but Xue Qi still hesitated in place, rubbing her little hands, not knowing what to do.

The two of us, once again, faced each other in a dark alley, silent.

Time passed little by little, and the two of us kept standing face to face like that, I looked at Xue Qi, Xue Qi lowered her head, her expression was very embarrassed and struggling.

"Axue?!"

Just as I was facing Xue Qi, a magnetic man's voice suddenly came from behind me, and when I heard this voice, Xue Qi and I looked at the source of the voice in shock at the same time.

Ma Bailong, wearing a white suit, his face was covered with sweat, he was panting, his clear and pure black eyes were with a hint of exhaustion, and his eyes looked at me and Xueqi in the dark.

Obviously, he also searched for a long time before he found this place.

For a while, Xue Qi faced me and Ma Bailong at the same time.

When I saw Ma Bailong coming, I felt guilty and relieved.

Ma Bailong finally arrived, obviously, he had also been looking for Xue Qi for a long, long time.

This is enough to prove his love for Xueqi.

"Ayuki. Ma Bailong was also panting, with a trace of tiredness on his face, he looked at Xue Qi with happy and tired eyes, "I finally found you, it turns out that you are here......"

"Qiqi, Ma Bailong is here, you can go quickly. I glanced at Ma Bailong, then withdrew my gaze from Ma Bailong's body, looked at Xue Qi, and then patted her on the shoulder.

Xue Qi looked at Ma Bailong who came in a little stunned, and stopped walking, seeing Xue Qi's hesitant appearance, so I pushed Xue Qi and let her take a few steps forward.

Under my push, Xue Qi glanced at me, and was finally pushed forward by me three or four steps, but when Xue Qi was about to walk in front of Ma Bailong, three or four steps away from Ma Bailong, Xue Qi stopped again.

When Ma Bailong saw that I let Xue Qi go, he glanced at me, although his face was a little surprised, but he still showed gratitude.

I exchanged a look with him, and then I winked at him.

This is an exchange between men, just a look, but I have already entrusted Xueqi to him.

Ma Bailong gave me a determined and grateful look in response.

"Ah Xue, let's go back together......" Ma Bailong turned his face slightly and urged Xue Qi. He already understood my eyes, so he also understood that I was no longer interfering in the marriage between him and Xueqi.

Xue Qi stood there steadily, and she stood between me and Ma Bailong at a loss.

She looked at the white dragon, and couldn't help but turn her head to look at me, a snow-white face with an unprecedentedly complicated expression.

Surprise, surprise, astonishment, guilt, struggle, and embarrassment.

That's the look on Xueqi's face when she looks at me.

Xue Qi looked at Ma Bailong in front of her blankly again, and then turned her head to look at me who was standing in place encouraging her to leave, and the expression on her snow-white jade face gradually froze.

One face is encouragement, one face is confusion, and another face is hope.

That was the expression of me, Xueqi, and Ma Bailong at that moment.

The night breeze is getting colder and colder.