It was already October 2nd, and although it was already autumn in terms of date, the weather was still relatively hot, with 27 or 8 degrees.

That afternoon, I didn't go out again, I just stayed at home and watched TV all day, until in the evening when I breastfed Jiaqi and then went out again to eat, and I went to a disc store to borrow some discs to watch. At that time, VCD was still very popular, and I also liked to watch some martial arts movies and island anime, such as Conan, robot cats, crayons, and so on.

As for that small alley, I didn't go again, maybe I subconsciously realized that it was impossible to bump into Jiaqi's parents in that alley.

The second day after picking up Jiaqi, it was spent in plain life.

That night, Jiaqi woke me up twice, once to breastfeed and once to change diapers, but it was at that time that I realized that diapers are actually absorbent enough to absorb urine for a night, so I don't need to rush to change her.

Then it was the third day, and on the third day, I was actually struggling a lot in my heart, and the idea of handing over Jiaqi to JC and taking her in kept stirring in my heart, but in the end I still chose to adopt her temporarily for a few days.

The main reason may be because I really want to hand over Jiaqi, and I am a little reluctant.

Although Jiaqi sleeps almost 20 hours of the 24 hours a day, and the remaining 4 hours are closed and I don't know whether to wake up or sleep, but after all, it is also a living life.

And I also seem to think of Jiaqi as something similar to pets and playthings, although it is very difficult to feed and change diapers and wipe your buttocks, but other times it is quite exciting.

For example, when I hugged her and shushed her, my eyes would always be fixed on her position, watching the white and slightly yellow urine flow out of her small hole, like a waterfall into the toilet, always making me horny, sometimes after wiping off the urine, I would gently pinch it, touch it a few times, and in my mind I imagined that she would grow up to become a loli and a girl.

That's it, maybe it's really the power of lust that is too great, I really insisted on keeping Jiaqi, and in a flash, 5 days have passed.

In the past 5 days, my biological clock has been completely disrupted, because I have to get up in the middle of the night to feed Jiaqi and change diapers, which causes me to reverse day and night, black and white, and sleep until more than 9 o'clock every day. This situation makes me very worried about whether it will seriously affect my normal learning when I go back to school.

Seeing that the 7-day National Day holiday is coming to an end, the depression in my heart is getting heavier and heavier, and I have been thinking about what I should do if I continue to adopt Jiaqi.

At present, it is impossible for me to give up my studies, although my father has a lot of property, even if I can't get a job in college in the future, I don't have to worry about not having money to support myself.

But after all, I still have to think about my own life, I can't be a gnawing old man and gnawing dad for the rest of my life, and I can't hide the matter of picking up Jiaqi from my dad for a lifetime, sooner or later I will go out and let him find out. If he knew I was giving up my studies because of Jiaqi...... Well, I'm basically done.

I couldn't let go of the knot in my heart, so I didn't bother to watch TV all afternoon that afternoon, but paced back and forth on the wooden floor in my bedroom for a while.

In the past five days, I went to the small alley where Jiaqi was picked up a total of 4 times, but I did not encounter any suspicious characters such as women, let alone notices such as missing person notices. On the way back from that alley for the fourth time, I said to myself that I would never go there again.

On the afternoon of October 6th, I felt the heaviest because school was going to start the next day, and if I hadn't come up with a plan to balance my studies and take care of Jiaqi tomorrow, then I would have to choose to give Jiaqi over to others and return to my old life.

I felt like an old man as I paced back and forth on the wooden floor, but I didn't have the heart to worry about that, because my heart was really heavy.

Before you know it, it's dusk.

My windows are facing south, and in the evening, if the curtains are not drawn, the afterglow of the slanting sun in the sky outside will shine into the house and fall on the wooden floor, casting bright light and shadow.

And I was standing in front of the window at the moment, the sun shining on my face, interfering with my vision, because the light was too strong, I had to draw the curtains, but at the moment when I was about to pull the curtains, something happened that surprised and delighted me.

When I was about to close the curtains, I glanced down by the way, because Jiaqi's box was also placed by the window, so when I closed the curtains, I naturally saw Jiaqi in the box on the ground.

But when I saw it, I was shocked.

Because I was surprised to see that Jiaqi's eyelids, which were tightly closed and tightly sewn together like dense threads, actually opened an inconspicuous small slit, and through that small slit, I could see the round little eyeballs behind the eyelids that were like black gems at that moment.

Jiaqi, open your eyes.

Of course, maybe it was the first time she opened her eyes to the light, or maybe it was because the red light of the sun left on her little pink face was too dazzling, but Jiaqi squinted until a few seconds later, and then she let go of her eyelids little by little, opened her eyes a little wider, and then stared at me motionless.

I was overjoyed to see Jiaqi open her eyes, and when I thought of the glaring light, I hurriedly closed the curtains, then squatted down, put my head up, and stared at Jiaqi's small eyes.

By this time, perhaps because the curtains had been drawn, her eyes were completely open.

I was surprised to find that Jiaqi had a pair of big, bright eyes.

Those two eyes, like two small black and white tadpoles, were inlaid on her round and white face, like a pair of bright night pearls.

Looking at those eyes, I suddenly understood a huge secret.

The most difficult code of China's 5,000-year-old culture, I suddenly realized it at this moment.

Know what secret I've learned?

That is, it turns out that the yin and yang fish on the complex and difficult gossip diagram may refer to human eyes.

Black and white, smooth and moist, and full of endless mysteries, the universe, astronomy, geography, and the world are all in it, isn't that ...... Human eyes?

What could be more complex and all-encompassing in the world than a person's eyes?

Jiaqi stared at me, a pair of small eyes without blinking, staring at me tightly, as if she was destined to belong to me.

And I looked at her like that, and my heart was surging.

A pair of big eyes stared at a pair of small eyes.

At that moment, I didn't know what was going on in Jiaqi's empty little head.

Ducks take the first moving object they see at birth as their mother, and I don't know if that's the case with people. But at that moment I felt that Jiaqi was looking at me, and maybe, she would also think?

Thinking about who this strange creature of mine is, is it someone who can take care of her for the rest of her life? Someone she can rely on?

On the other hand, the most important thing I realized was that I had never seen such a beautiful baby, never seen such beautiful and pure eyes.

When Jiaqi grows up, there is no doubt that she will definitely be a beautiful woman in the city who will amaze the world.

At least at that moment, there was a voice in my heart that told me so.

I don't know if you have stared at the eyes of the newborn carefully, if not, then I want to briefly say that the eyes of the newborn are godless, the eyes of the newborn will not be like a few months of babies dripping and turning, full of curiosity about the world, their eyes are not bright, just like a lost soul, the eyes will always focus on a certain point of nothingness in the air.

And for Jiaqi, I am the point of nothingness.

Seeing Jiaqi's tadpole-like eyes staring at me, I also stared at her for a while, and then, those evil thoughts in my heart actually began to haunt me again at this moment.

However, even to this day, I have been thinking that if Jiaqi hadn't opened her eyes one day, and I hadn't had evil thoughts, I'm afraid Jiaqi and I wouldn't have the series of thrilling stories that followed.

But alas, what I am telling now is my true memory.

And in memory of the established fact that has become a thing of the past, there is no if.