I didn't expect that girl's name to blurt out, but I really hard to forget that girl, that girl is really cute, she comes from a very rich family, her assets are even much stronger than my family, and that girl looks very pure, and her speech is very simple, there is always a little bit of voice in her accent, and a little bit, but that is definitely not the kind of snort that is deliberately expressed, but a simple expression of heart, she always likes to use "ah" "ah" and "oh" when she speaks Mood words like this are really cute.

There are a lot of boys who pursue her, but because I am a very timid and shy person, although I was bold in elementary school, but after junior high school, perhaps because of developmental reasons, my personality has changed greatly, and I have become very introverted, and I rarely communicate with others.

Therefore, I never pursued that girl.

And in the end, one person managed to catch up with her.

Do you know who that person is?

Ironically, it was my tablemate for three years in junior high school. At the same time, he was also the best classmate with me in junior high school.

When I was in the first year of junior high school, he and I were at the same table, and the two of us often quarreled, sometimes touching each other's sensitive parts and joking, which was one of the few friends I made in junior high school as an introvert.

But since he began to pursue Zhang Jiaqi in the second year of junior high school, I have rarely communicated with him.

He and Zhang Jiaqi have the same family background, and they are talented and beautiful, their handwriting is very good, they participate in calligraphy competitions together, they talk and laugh together, and they go out on outings together...... Then, naturally, they came together.

And I, who was cut off, or rather, didn't get in the game in the first place.

And it was after that that I became estranged from my tablemates, consciously or unconsciously, and until I graduated from junior high school, the two rarely quarreled.

In junior high school, I missed out on a love affair and a friendship.

Thinking about it, it can be regarded as a deep and unforgettable past.

Now I would suddenly call out that girl's name, and I think it was because I can't forget that time in junior high school.

At that moment, I suddenly decided to call the baby girl Jiaqi. There is no surname, only a first name, and it is called Jiaqi.

I went to the bedroom, looked at the reason why the baby girl was crying, wiped, and found that she was wetting the bed again, this time I learned to be obedient, and hurriedly carried her to the toilet with a pack of diapers under my arm, removed the diapers, let her urine drip in the toilet, and then threw the diapers in the trash, and then wiped her butt and virgin ground with toilet paper.

When I wiped it, there was not only urine, but also a lot of stool. Luckily, I was prepared. Holding my breath, I quickly wiped the feces off the buttocks of my baby girl named Jiaqi with a tissue, rinsed the paper with water, and then put on a new diaper.

Back in the bedroom and in the box, I almost habitually soaked the milk powder and fed it to Jiaqi.

Speaking of which, it seems that it has become my habit to feed her a diaper once?

I didn't think much of it.

After feeding the milk, Xiao Jiaqi fell into a deep sleep again, not knowing whether she was alive or dead.

I put away the bottles, milk powder bags, diapers, and then poured the bags and used stool-stained diapers into a uniform plastic bag, ready to be emptied at that time.

In addition, I also started the washing machine, yesterday's sheets, I left for today to wash because I was too tired.

It took me about an hour to wash the sheets, but I doubt I would ever use them again.

Once everything is ready, I'm going to start working on today's plan.

Last night, in the dark bedroom, I decided that today, I would go to the little alley where I had picked up Jiaqi one more time to see if I could meet her parents.

If I can meet them, then I will naturally return Jiaqi to them.

If you can't......

That's a long-term perspective.

Can you?

The moment I grabbed my car keys, opened the door and stepped out, I asked myself.

After pulling my bike out of the underground garage, I rushed straight to the small alley I had been to yesterday, and I didn't even think to buy breakfast.

Actually, I'm not in the habit of buying breakfast either. In the past, it was basically based on appetite, buying if you wanted to eat, and starving until noon if you didn't want to eat.

After about 20 minutes of riding, I came to the alley yesterday, which was still quiet, ghostly, and there was no figure in half of it.

When I was riding in the alley, I put myself in the right frame of mind, deliberately thinking of myself as a young man who had come here by accident, and my head was trying not to be obtrusive.

This is the old city, the floors of the houses are not very high, basically the prototype of the ancient buildings, the layout is scattered, and the houses are thousands of layers. I walked through the alley for more than half an hour, but I didn't see a single figure, and finally when I was about to go out from the other side of the alley, I saw an old lady hunched over burning briquettes in front of a small shop.

I hesitated for a moment to ask if the old lady had seen a woman with a baby or anything yesterday.

But after much hesitation, I gave up. If someone really wants to open an abandoned baby, it is impossible to pick a time when someone is there. How could I be so stupid.

Moreover, the couple who will go to this inaccessible alley to abandon the baby will definitely not be the aborigines who live in this old city, and it should not be the people who live in this neighborhood, it is estimated that they live in other areas or even in the countryside.

After thinking about it so much, in the end, I was not competitive enough, so I didn't ask anything, and I went around casually twice and found a noodle restaurant two streets away to eat noodles. While eating noodles, I kept wondering what would be the origin of Jiaqi's parents. Whether it was because of patriarchy to throw away Jiaqi or because Jiaqi was their illegitimate child, they chose to abandon her.

I guessed a lot, but no one would tell me about the result, and in the end, it was still fruitless.

Thinking that I would most likely never find Jiaqi's parents, I was extremely depressed and a little apprehensive. Am I really responsible for taking care of and raising Jiaqi?

Although I'm a bit of a pervert, I'm a bit impulsive in that regard, but if I really want to talk about it, I'd rather pick up a 4 or 5-year-old girl than a baby girl like I am now. I'm not the one who takes care of the baby.

I started thinking about sending Jiaqi to a police station or something, which might be the best option. But I thought that if I did that, I would be exposing the matter to the public, and I couldn't stand the constant torture if a media reporter or something came to me.

The thought of the day when the newspaper was waiting for the news that I had picked up a baby girl or something like that, I felt my scalp tingle and shuddered.

Because I was so preoccupied, I didn't taste anything from a bowl of noodles, so I hurriedly paid and left.

After the meal, I still had a pimple in my heart, so I went to the small alley again, but in the end it was fruitless, in fact, I have realized that I will not be able to achieve anything if I go around again.

Because if the parents accidentally lose the baby, they will definitely send someone to look for it, and there will even be people like JC wandering around here, maybe there will be a missing person notice or something, but now it seems that there is nothing, so it seems that this is already an abandoned baby incident.

When I got home, I was a little depressed, and I sat at the head of the bed for about ten minutes.

After being stunned for a while, I decided not to think about the future first, I decided to take care of the baby girl for a few days before I said, anyway, I haven't done anything out of the ordinary to break the law and commit crimes, and if I really want to pursue it, I will hand over the baby, how to say that I still have a chance to take a step back.

After thinking clearly, I turned on the TV to have a pastime, but I saw that the children's channel was playing Teletubbies, and hearing the words "baby milkshake" and "Teletubbies time" in it made my IQ drop instantly, and I immediately switched to the channel.

Later, I unexpectedly found that the TV was showing Bao Qingtian, a teenager who had recently been in full swing, and I immediately became interested and watched it for a while, but when I first saw the opening song, Jiaqi's cry remembered again, which made me frown.

The next actions are basically the same as yesterday, changing diapers and feeding. It seems like I've done it all. But it's worth mentioning that I was still nauseous for a while while changing diapers.

It was only by wrapping my face in a towel that I managed to wipe the poop off Jiaqi's buttocks.

Generally speaking, the baby girl should be fed every 3 to 4 hours, and the frequency of diaper change is about 4 to 5 hours.

It seems that the frequency of the newborn's urine and urine is quite high, and it needs to be pulled 4 or 5 times a day. As for breastfeeding, it should also be 5 or 6 times a day.

Niang Xipi, how did Lao Tzu feel as if he had been kidnapped by this baby girl and became her professional father?

Damn, I'm going crazy.

I have to say that taking care of a newborn and changing the newborn is really tedious and tiring, especially for a man, especially for a man like me who is not his real father.

At the end of the day, I was even bored, and I didn't even know why I was so patient and persevering. In fact, if it was just like that, it would be fine, but the worst thing is that once Jiaqi has to feed at night, then I have to get up in the middle of the night to feed her. That's really torturous.

But although I was a little bored and numb, I had no way to escape, because to put it bluntly, I brought it all on myself, and I was the only one who had to bear the consequences.

Because I've reached the point where I can't go back.

I can't dump her like Jiaqi's parents did...... Honestly, I can't do that. For one, I'm not a cruel person, I can only be regarded as a little hooligan, but I'm still more than a notch away from the realm of cruelty and cold-bloodedness.

In fact, if you think about it, I don't understand myself, sometimes I will do a lot of dirty and obscene things when others are not there, but sometimes I will seem more serious, and my thinking is no different from ordinary people. What kind of essence I am, to be honest, I really can't figure it out.

In this way, it took a lot of time to feed Jiaqi and change diapers, and in the afternoon, when the sun was still sufficient, I took the time to wash the contaminated sheets from yesterday.

Of course, it took me a lot of laundry detergent and a lot of dish soap to wash this quilt.

Although the color of the stool has basically faded in the end, it still leaves a superficial stain, which is difficult to see and see.

When I hung the sheet on the balcony on the third floor, I secretly swore that I would never use this sheet again, and I would just leave it to Jiaqi to use.

Of course, the premise is that I can actually adopt her for a long time.

But, is that possible?