Chapter 4 Secrets

The last semester of high school really started in a tense pace. Because it is the last semester, the start date is also very early. In addition, in order to increase the review time, the school also deliberately modified the morning class schedule of the third year of high school, originally there were only 4 classes in the morning, and after the modification, it became 5 classes, and the method is very simple, that is, the morning arrival time is 10 minutes earlier, the morning self-study is shortened by 5 minutes, and then the time of each class is also shortened from 45 minutes to 40 minutes, and the noon class time is delayed by 5 minutes, so it is hard to make up one more class.

One more class means more homework and exams. By the third year of high school, almost all the courses have been completed, and the rest is all exams, assignments, and revisions. Although I had a night of self-study, sometimes I still couldn't complete my homework, and when I got home, I slept in the underground warehouse with Jiaqi, where it was not very convenient to do homework, so there were several times when I couldn't finish my homework in time, and I had to leave it until the next morning to borrow homework from my tablemate or Qian Lulu.

A few times, the teacher saw the flaw and called me to the office to ask me how my homework was exactly the same as someone's, and I was really nervous and embarrassed at that time. Because of homework problems, I was named by the teacher a lot.

As for the exams, my grades are still in the lower reaches, and when I am better, I can break into the middle of the stream, and I can have a 27th or 8th place, but there are fewer times like that, and it can be attributed to luck at work, and it has nothing to do with the real level.

My life was still running between school, the bun shop and my home, and as the money I saved dwindled, I started to stop giving money to Aunt Bao Juan. The last time I sent money to Aunt Bao Juan was in April. After that, Jiaqi also caught a cold once and spent a lot of money. After that, I was left with only 1,000 or a few hundred in my savings, and I was worried about the little money in my pocket.

Because I know that if I haven't figured out a way to make money, then I really can't afford to raise Jiaqi, unless I steal and rob it.

By the time it was almost May, Jiaqi was two and a half years old, and at that time Jiaqi was no longer small, and she could only sit in the back seat of me when she could put it in the bicycle basket, and every time I sent Jiaqi to Aunt Bao Juan, I could easily attract passers-by to look sideways and point at her.

Maybe the busyness of my studies and the eyes of passers-by are all small things, but what disturbs me the most is Aunt Bao Juan's reaction.

After all, Aunt Bao Juan has helped me take care of Jiaqi for two and a half years, even if I exclude some holidays, summer and winter vacations, she has also taken care of Jiaqi for about two years, and after such a long time, she has also begun to be a little irritable for me and Jiaqi.

Even a few times when I met Aunt Bao Juan, her face was not very good.

It seems that Aunt Bao Juan is starting to feel a little impatient.

People change, and they get tired.

When people's enthusiasm and freshness burn out, then I am afraid that all that is left is a stomach full of complaints and endless bitter water.

At the beginning, Aunt Bao Juan was willing to help me take care of Jiaqi mainly because of sympathy for me and Xiao Jiaqi, but also because of her own enthusiasm. In fact, at that time, she didn't expect to take care of Jiaqi for so long, because the reason I lied at the beginning was that my parents were divorced, and my mother didn't come back to pick up Jiaqi because she didn't find a job, and my father disliked Jiaqi and didn't want to take care of it, Aunt Bao Juan thought that as long as she took care of it for a few months.

But I didn't expect it to be two and a half years in a flash.

As time went by, Aunt Bao Juan finally began to worry a little about Jiaqi's future.

Recently, almost every time I went to pick up Jiaqi, she would ask me questions about my parents, and even a few times she asked me directly when my mother would come to pick up Jiaqi and how long Jiaqi would stay here, which was really difficult for me to talk about at that time.

Because I knew that my mother would never come to pick up Jiaqi.

Although I know that Aunt Bao Juan also likes the lovely Jiaqi, Jiaqi is not her biological daughter after all, and it is impossible to stay with her for the rest of her life.

In addition, because of the increasing number of competing restaurants in the vicinity, the business of Aunt Bao Juan's steamed bun shop seems to be getting worse and worse, and I have not sent money and gifts to Aunt Bao Juan for a long time, and even Aunt Bao Juan has bought daily necessities for Jiaqi several times, which has invisibly increased her burden. These are the reasons why she is in a hurry.

I'm not a fool, of course, I don't fail to see the changes in Aunt Bao Juan, but I can only be anxious in my eyes, and every time Aunt Bao Juan asks me about when my mother will come to pick up Jiaqi, I will only reply vaguely such as "soon" or "it should be after a while".

And thinking that I haven't given it to Aunt Bao Juan for more than a month, I'm really not sure how long Aunt Bao Juan can take care of the growing Jiaqi.

In addition, the bigger problem I faced was what to do with Jiaqi after I finished the college entrance examination. I couldn't find a solution to this problem, so I could only keep it in my mind and drag it off one day at a time.

Jiaqi is growing up, the time for the college entrance examination is getting more and more urgent, Aunt Bao Juan's mood is unstable, and my money is getting less and less.

Of course, life is not always oppressive and boring, and sometimes life is full of bright colors, especially with Jiaqi.

After all, I've been working desperately to keep Jiaqi behind, not to make trouble for myself, but to have fun for myself.

At the age of two and a half, Jiaqi can already speak a lot of two or three words, because I teach Jiaqi Mandarin and English at the same time, so in May, Jiaqi was able to speak simple English such as "Goodmorning" and "hello". The method of teaching her is actually very simple, that is, when she takes her to see Aunt Bao Juan in the morning, let her wave her little hand, call Aunt Bao Juan "Goodmorning" and let her watch the study. As for the Haro and the like, it's even simpler, just see someone summoning it.

Although Jiaqi is still young, she is very smart, and I don't need to teach her many words too many times for she to remember them, and then follow me with her eyes wide open and stupid.

In addition, one of Jiaqi's biggest improvements is that she has learned to call me brother when I'm out and Papa when I'm home. It's actually quite easy to teach her this, it's just to make her think that the same person is called differently at home and outside the house.

On weekends when Dad wasn't at home, I often let Jiaqi stay in my bedroom. As she grows older, Jiaqi will no longer cry at every turn like she did at the beginning, as long as she doesn't make a sound, in fact, even if her father returns home, she can't find Jiaqi at once. It's just that Jiaqi is very dissatisfied with why I always let her stay in the underground warehouse, every time I carry her into the underground warehouse, she will kick her little feet in the air, her little mouth is pursed, and her big eyes are pitiful and staring at me and saying, "Papa, outside...... Outside...... Go outside and play ......"

But I had no choice, in order not to let outsiders know about Jiaqi's existence, I could only go against her wishes and let her stay in the underground warehouse.

Of course, as an "apology", I will also stay there with her.

In the story with Jiaqi, the most memorable thing is the time when I took a bath with Jiaqi.

I still remember the last time I took a shower in May.

Because I have a bathtub in my bathroom, when I take a bath, I use the shower head to put warm water until the whole bathtub is nearly half full, at which point I will strip off my clothes and Jiaqi, and the two of us will be naked and dip into the bathtub with water.

At that time, I picked up the bath towel and wiped Jiaqi's white and clear little jade body little by little, Xiao Jiaqi didn't care about any shyness or not, every time she squatted in the water and let me wipe all parts of her body.

Two-and-a-half-year-old Xiao Jiaqi already has the basic appearance of a woman, short black hair, a straight little Qiong nose, double eyelids, long eyelashes, big eyeballs, black pupils, bright eyes, soft white teeth and cherry red lips like gummies, all of which are so attractive.

Especially every time I move my gaze down along Jiaqi's petite white body and see that undeveloped virgin land, I feel a little nervous and emotional.

At that time, my mouth would be dry and my blood would be rushing.

Xiao Jiaqi, who took a bath with me, naturally did not fail to see my lower body reaction.

On several occasions, her sparkling eyes would stare at my nakedness and call for birds, which sometimes really made my blood run wild.

Taking a shower with Jiaqi is arguably the most enjoyable time for me.

Of course, although I bathed with her and was naked together, I didn't do anything in the end.

I'm not going to make it either. Because Jiaqi is so young, she is still too small and too small for her body alone to accommodate me to enter, and if I make that move, I will only hurt her.

And I, I don't want to hurt her.

So every time I take a shower, I will only hug her like that, although sometimes my body will react to a little stimulation, but I will also wait until my high spirit finally slowly and naturally softens and regains her calm, and then I take a soap to Jiaqi and slowly wash her body. Jiaqi likes to play with soap bubbles very much, every time she sees white soap bubbles floating on the water, she will touch them with her little hands, poke and poke, and finally watch the soap bubbles gradually disappear, and her mouth emits an innocent laugh of "uh-ha".

The things I did when I took a shower with Jiaqi have always been my little secret with Jiaqi. It is also the warmest and most full of sweet warm memories.