Before writing this story, I hesitated for a long time to start writing it, because I knew that this story would cause great repercussions and even be condemned by society, but in the end I sent it. Because there are many things in life, if you hold it in your heart, you will not be happy if you don't vomit. And too many things will fade into oblivion over time. I don't want to forget a lot of things, including my youth, the people who have walked through my life, and the stories that have made me laugh or tremble or cry. So I wrote them down and shared them with everyone who loved the story.

This story is about me and the little girl Xueqi I picked up.

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My name is Yang Jiandong, and I was 28 years old when I started writing this story, and I won't disclose my place of birth and family history if I don't want to disclose it, because I don't know if I'm going to get into trouble about what I'm going to talk about next, so I'm out of the way.

When I was a child, I forgot if I was 5 or 6 years old, my parents divorced because of relationship problems. As far as I later learned, it was my dad who beat my mom that day, and finally my mom was kicked out of the house by my dad and has not been heard from since.

Since then, I've lived with my dad. My dad runs a pharmaceutical factory, which is quite big and has a lot of assets. But he himself has rarely taken care of me since my mother left, basically my grandmother took care of me, and then her old man died in a few years, so he took care of me again, but after I went to junior high school, he rarely cared about me because he was too busy or engaged in women outside, basically I went home every day, and I couldn't see each other a few times a week.

I don't know if it's because of the lack of so-called maternal love, I'm a bit introverted by nature and not good at communicating, but I'm also more curious about girls. When I was in elementary school, I was ignorant, and I often bullied girls with a few classmates with whom I had a good relationship, and I did a lot of things that are ridiculous and stupid now. At that time, at first, there were still a few guys who were considered sworn friends who were willing to make trouble with me, but later they did too much, and after being disciplined by the director of the teaching department, my so-called sworn friends refused to make trouble with me.

I went to junior high school in a daze, and after I got to junior high school, there were even fewer people who could be friends with me, but at that time I was also used to being lonely, and I thought that the so-called friends were nothing more than playing around, and after entering the society, the big deal was to help each other in interests.

In the first half of the first year of junior high school, I officially began to get involved in adult films, and I was also sexually enlightened, and I understood more and more the physiological differences between men and women. Of course, this is followed by curiosity and longing for the body of the opposite sex.

At that time, the Internet was not yet widespread, so I would sometimes go to some pirated disc stores or pirated bookstores to find some adult novels or adult films to enjoy. Sometimes I go several times a day.

Of course, that's my little secret, and I'm not stupid enough to tell anyone.

In general, I spent junior high school in ignorance, and I had a crush on the girl in my class, but because of my introverted personality and my own quirks, I was never able to make any progress emotionally.

In this way, the three-year junior high school career passed in a hurry.

At last...... The thing that ended my junior high school career was the high school entrance examination. Don't look at my withdrawn personality, in fact, my grades are okay, usually my grades fluctuate around 20 in the class, I don't know if my character exploded or how I was admitted to the 7th place in the class, I went to the best high school in the city with a score of 673 points. I was still complacent about this for a long time, and my father praised me rarely. Of course, the words are nice, but the money in my pocket didn't reward me for a cent.

But just because my heartless dad didn't reward me doesn't mean I won't reward myself.

The reward was that I had a handjob that night, and I remembered that I had used up all the boxes of napkins.

When I was 16 years old, I officially started high school. For high school, I'm still quite looking forward to it, because girls in high school are always the topic of boys' conversation, and falling in love in junior high school will be called early love, but high school has begun to open up a bit. So before I went to high school, I was still looking forward to it.

However, the fantasy is beautiful, the reality is cruel, and I was desperate on my first day of high school, not because the class was full of dinosaurs, but because the class was full of prehistoric monsters.

And it's still a prehistoric behemoth dressed quite conservatively...... Imagine for yourself.

Just looking at the long uniform in jeans, I feel that the social culture of the country in China, not to mention the island country, even Taiwan can't be compared.

After I went to high school, because everyone in the class knew me, I was a little more conservative, and anyway, I wasn't the brainless little straw bag in elementary school who loved to take off girls' pants.

People will have different personalities in different environments, especially when they don't have an in-depth understanding, because I didn't make many friends in junior high school, so I planned to make myself cheerful in high school, so I took the initiative to talk to some boys, and tried to avoid what unhealthy content was involved, which can be regarded as leaving a better first impression on others. Of course, I don't know how long I'll keep a good impression on others before revealing my true nature.

The days of high school lasted for about a month, and soon ended in September, and the National Day arrived in October, when I was free, and my dad was away on business, so I planned to ride my bicycle to a pirated bookstore to borrow a few books for recreation.

On the way to the pirated bookstore, I happened to pass by a newly opened hair salon shop, and looking through the glass at the slender mature woman with heavy makeup in the hair salon shop, I subconsciously swallowed my saliva, stopped at the door, and then lingered at the door for a long time......

Of course, in the end, I still didn't have the guts to enter that kind of establishment, so I just feasted my eyes, and after a few minutes I rode out of the salon and onto the road to the pirate bookstore.

Along the way, I constantly condemned my hesitation and timidity, and was somewhat disappointed by my hesitation.

Of course, at the same time as I was disappointed, I was also greatly relieved at the time, after all, on the surface I was still a well-behaved student, and I was still a virgin, and it was impossible to really take that step to say that I was not nervous at all.

Later, I rode my bicycle around the city a few times, but it seemed that because of the National Day, the bookstore I frequented was actually closed, so I had no choice but to look for other similar bookstores. In this way, I came to an old town in the north of the city in a daze, and looking at the dark and dilapidated old mansions, I randomly found an inconspicuous small alley and got into it.

The alley I entered was already some distance away from the old alley in the central square of the city center, and I came here because there were usually shops selling pirated novels and pirated CDs in the alleys of the old town, and the other shops in the city were almost gone, so I wanted to try my luck and see if there would be other bookstores here.

As far as the first impression is concerned, this old town is not remote, but it is also off the beaten track. The main reason is that this is the old city, those of the older generation have also responded to Jesus' call in recent years, and the younger ones are reluctant to move to this dark and dirty place, and the city government seems to have not engaged in construction because of the consideration of maintaining the relationship between local culture, so there are fewer and fewer people here, I went to borrow pirated books a few times when I was in junior high school, and then I never came here after the pirated bookstore closed and transferred. As for the pirated books in this place, I haven't returned them either, and now the pages are falling off and sitting in my bookcase.

Riding a bicycle around the small alley, I looked around, and after 5 or 6 minutes, my mother Xipi, not to mention a decent storefront, didn't even have an old woman basking in the sun, and I felt that I was in the wrong place at that time.

After about 10 minutes, I was almost riding from one end of the alley to the other, and I didn't have any idea of borrowing pirated books or CDs, I just wanted to get out of here as soon as possible, because the longer I stayed here, the more eerie I felt about this place, like a no-man's haunted area in an old Hong Kong movie.

I didn't expect it to happen next.

The next scene that happened was, so to speak, really changed my life. I think if I hadn't gone to that alley that day, and even if I did, I wouldn't have gone that deep, maybe there wouldn't have been a series of stories, and it wouldn't have been the end of the story.

At that time, I was planning to ride out of the alley and go home to see the old saucer, but I suddenly saw a bulge in the middle of the road in front of the alley.

At first glance, I thought it was someone else's random littering or a cement sack dropped from a truck, but I didn't care.

However, because the road in the alley was very narrow, if I wanted to ride my bicycle around the sack in the middle of the road, it would be too much of a test for my riding skills, and I might even scratch the wall on one side, so I got out of the car without thinking much about it, and planned to drag the bike over.

I didn't know that when I got out of the car and approached the sack, I was shocked.

What kind of sack is this Nima, I wiped it, and it was actually a baby wrapped in swaddling clothes!