At that time, I was confused, although I was a little introverted, but I am by no means a person who has not watched the news of TV dramas, and I have seen a lot of plots such as abandoned babies, but it is definitely not as real as it is now.

At my heel was a reddish-brown swaddling cloth with yellow patterned fabric, the edges of the thick swaddling cloth had been dethreaded, and it looked rather crude, and the swaddling cloth wrapped several layers of the baby inside like the leaves of a zongzi, barely revealing a hairless bare head.

It was a round head, and if you looked closely, you could still see the hair, but the hair was so short that it was almost invisible, and it seemed to be glued together, the swaddling baby's eyes were tightly closed, the eyelids were a little swollen, and the nose was like a piece of chewing gum stuck to the ground, small, but the skin was very tender. The baby was so small that I couldn't tell the boys and girls at all, and I guess it was probably only a few days after birth, and it was the first time I had seen such a small baby so close...... Speaking of which, it looks a lot like aliens.

At that time, my heart was beating so hard, like the extremely real feeling of suddenly falling from a high altitude, and my whole heart was uncertain, because subconsciously I realized that it might be an abandoned baby incident, but I repeatedly told myself that it was impossible for me to encounter such a thing by such a coincidence. And thinking that the concept of equality between men and women is relatively prevalent now, such a thing should be extinct, at least it should happen in the countryside, it won't happen so coincidentally in the city, and I just bumped into it.

At the time, I didn't know if the baby was dead or alive, but I consoled myself and guessed that the baby's mother might just go to the toilet nearby and maybe come back soon.

And I'm not a nosyman, I seem to have heard of things like this, and I'm afraid I'll be out of luck if I get involved. I was not a brave person or a bold person, I was just stunned for a while, and then I looked around to see if there was anyone, and after making sure that there was no one, I got on my bicycle and left the alley without saying a word.

I've never ridden this fast in my life.

After riding out of the alley, I raced for about 10 minutes, until my feet were sore and I had no strength to stabilize a little, but my mind was full of the appearance of the baby in the alley.

Of course, I didn't even think about calling the police or anything like that.

When I got home, it was already late and it was getting dark, but I still had the baby's image in my heart, as if there was a negative magnet in the alley, and I was the positive one, and it was sucking me towards it.

I stood in front of the house and stood for 3 or 4 minutes before I calmed down.

However, just after my mood calmed down a little, evil thoughts actually appeared in my heart.

I was wondering if the baby was really an abandoned baby, what if it was, and then it became whether the baby was a baby girl...... The lustful thoughts that had been accumulating in my mind for more than three years still turned my mind to the other extreme.

At that time, I was really young and ignorant, and my life style was so bad that it seemed very normal to think crookedly. I think about how much I've watched the hair film for so many years, but I haven't really seen that part of a woman...... I suddenly felt a little regretful.

Yes, it's almost a regretful emotion, and it can also be said to be an inexplicable impulse.

At that time, I only remember that my brain was hot, and I thought that if the baby was really an abandoned baby, and it was still a baby girl, maybe ...... I can take a look at that part of the girl.

Even a glance is fine.

As a virgin, I made a decision that I had been conflicted with for the rest of my life.

I don't know where I got the courage at the time, but I jumped on my bike and rushed towards the alley that I had ridden back to a while ago.

At that time, I was very excited, my heart was beating fast, as if there was a marble beating fast inside, and my chest was constantly beating as if it was made of plastic.

On the road, I kept urging myself to hurry up, to hurry up, but on the other hand, I hoped that the baby had already been picked up and walked...... In short, that kind of contradictory and complex emotions can almost drive people crazy.

About half an hour later, I was back in the gloomy alley, but this time I heard the cry of a baby from a distance.

It was almost dark at this moment, and it was dark in this uninhabited alley, except for the piercing and loud cry of a baby.

And when I heard this cry, my heart suddenly rose to my throat. Because at that moment I understood completely that it was indeed an abandoned baby.

This is really an abandoned baby incident.

I didn't expect such a thing to happen in this era.

I parked my bicycle at the corner of the alley and looked around, the dark alley was cloudy and windy, and there was no sound except the creaking of the bicycle wheels and the cry of a baby.

Although the nerves in my brain were tense, my heart was beating at an alarming rate, as I walked slowly and step by step into the alley. I finally saw the swaddling clothes in the darkness again.

I swallowed my saliva and felt furious. The baby's cry made my eardrums tingle.

I knew it would take a lot of courage to do what I was going to do...... And not even just courage.

When I crouched down and took a deep breath, the baby's cry was already in front of me.

How?

I asked myself. It can be said that at that moment I faced the biggest test in 16 years.

But I'm not a good person, I've never been a good person, even a pervert, a person with quirks.

I have done so many obscene and dirty things before, is there one less thing?

In the midst of indecision, I still took the ...... Reached for the baby's swaddling clothes, and then, layer by layer, gently untied the baby's swaddling clothes.

At that moment, I was almost holding my breath, and my whole body was highly tense. Because I know that what I'm doing now can be considered illegal and criminal.

If it is known, then I will not be able to turn over in this life.

Damn, it's so close...... When I found out that the swaddling clothes were wrapped to death, I cursed in my heart. I don't know what this father and mother who discarded their children think, obviously lost everything, and wrapped the swaddling clothes so tightly, I don't know which sutra went wrong.

I barely had the courage to waste a second more, and finally, in the midst of looking around and scrambling, I unwrapped the baby's swaddling clothes, and then, slowly, lowered my head, opened my eyes wide, and approached the crying baby in my hand.

And then......

A strong smell of urine came to my nose.

The moment I opened the swaddling clothes, I collapsed on the spot, at that moment, what I saw was a large area of wetness and water stains, the baby's diaper was completely soaked, the baby's feces and urine all penetrated into the outer edge of the diaper, and the yellow and green light-colored stool stuck to the diaper, exuding a faint pungent smell.

In fact, the baby's feces and urine do not stink, and because they are not weaned, the baby's stool is just some mushy water stains, but for me, who has an unusually sensitive nose, it is tantamount to a nightmare.

This little guy is actually incontinent......

At that moment I was completely foggy, I didn't know what to do, my hands stopped in the air, I didn't know whether to go in or out.

At that moment, I realized that I had watched heavy hair films for many years, but in fact, TMD had never even rubbed the edge of the heavy taste. I don't even have one ten-thousandth of the courage of the men and women of the island country who eat and drink urine in those pirated VCDs.

I hesitated for a long time at that moment, but at this point I knew I might have no way out. If I give up and leave now, then I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep peacefully tonight, and I'll regret it for days.

Maybe it was the evil thoughts in my heart that finally overwhelmed reason and the desire to gag, or maybe it was because the baby's crying made me unconsciously irritable, but I still reached out and pulled the baby's diaper away.

At that moment, my breathing suddenly stopped.

At that moment, I shivered all over my body, and then I felt the blood boiling all over my body, and my throat was so dry.

Looking at the undeveloped female body of the little baby girl, my whole body stiffened.

But at that moment, perhaps because my movements had made the baby cold, the baby girl's cry suddenly became much louder, and the amazing cry startled my unruly soul.

I set my mind, and at this moment I was clearly aware of what I had done.

Listening to the cry of the baby girl, my almost boiling blood gradually cooled down, and at that moment I only felt that the wind in the small alley was so cold and cold, like someone in the dark was blowing cold air towards you.

It was already completely dark.

In the empty alley, the baby girl's cry was terrible.

I shuddered, looked at the baby girl in front of me, and had mixed feelings in my heart.

What should I do next?

It was the first time I put aside my lustful thoughts and started thinking about it seriously.

If I really let this baby girl go here and no one comes, I'm afraid this baby girl will really die. And if I call the police, then there will definitely be JC who will take the baby girl away in ten minutes and record a statement to me like in detective TV, and then find the parents of the baby girl...... Even if it really can't be found, then the baby girl will be sent to the orphanage area and become an orphan from then on.

This is to be expected, but it is difficult to do. First of all, I don't want to deal with people like JC at all, and I don't want to make trouble. But what if the baby girl is allowed to fend for herself here......

I felt a huge sense of responsibility pressing down on me. I realized I had to do something, whether it was calling the police or leaving on my own.

Or is it ...... Adopt her?