"It's not like that...... I'm telling you, I'm your ......" I was anxious to tell Xue Qi that I was her Papa and that I couldn't be combined with her. The union between us is absolutely intolerable to society.

But when the words came to my lips, I couldn't say anything.

To put it bluntly, I still can't completely admit that Xueqi and I are just a father-daughter relationship.

Yes, although my relationship with her women is almost unquestionable on weekdays, deep down in my heart, there is always such a bottom line.

That is, Xueqi and I are not father and daughter, and I and her are the simplest relationship between men and women, not father and daughter. I can have her, marry her, and even get married.

Xueqi and I can be together like lovers, transnational ideological and ethical family relationships, and finally enter the palace of marriage.

And if I tell her now that women can't get married, then I've already denied that possibility in my own heart.

In that case, I'm afraid I can really only be Xueqi's father.

Thinking about it this way, even I am a little unwilling.

Do I really just want to be Xueqi's father?

I picked Xue Qi back, raised her so big, dressed her up every day, and was inseparable from her, just to be her father?

Definitely not.

It's just that all avoids the possibility of whether I want to give up being Xueqi's father, but hypnotizes myself and allows myself to pretend to be a qualified father.

Only when the remaining ** with Xueqi was completely forced into a corner, I would suddenly find out.

It turns out that the original Lori cultivation plan has not completely disappeared.

It's still lurking in the deepest part of my heart, ready to move.

In the face of Xueqi's questioning, at the last moment, I still changed my words.

"Qiqi, you are still young, you can't have children. You must wait until you are old enough to get married and find someone you like before you can conceive a child and become a mother. I patiently explained to Xue Qi, and Xue Qi looked at me without saying a word, as if she understood or not.

"Oh. So, Papa, if I grow up, I can also conceive Papa's children?"

As if she had figured out something, Xue Qi suddenly looked at me with a blank expression.

"Why did Qiqi ask that?"

"......" Xue Qi didn't speak.

Looking at Xue Qi's silent expression, my heart hung up, and I mustered up a little courage and asked:

"Qiqi, if you grow up, if Papa doesn't object, will you want to be Papa's bride and conceive Papa's child?" At that time, I looked into Xueqi's eyes and asked word by word.

Xue Qi's expression was suddenly a little strange, she lowered her head, hit the water surface in the bathtub with her hand, pursed her mouth and stopped talking.

“…… I don't know, papa......"

Xue Qi said she didn't know.

My heart is a little heavy.

"Does that Qiqi want to marry another boy who likes it...... For example, like Xu Bin?" I asked tentatively again.

What I didn't expect was that Xue Qi still shook her head in the face of my question, her eyes staring at the surface of the water, and her expression seemed to be sinking.

I took a deep breath.

"Why?"

"Papa, I don't want to have children...... It was said on TV that giving birth hurts. And I don't take care of small children. After being silent for a long time, Xue Qi said.

I breathed a sigh of relief.

I see.

Then, I thought about it and asked one last question.

Today, I am destined to figure out what Xue Qi thinks of me.

"Then if Qiqi only wants to get married and not have children, who does Qiqi want to marry?

“…… Why did Papa ask?" Xue Qi pursed her lips, a little reluctant to answer.

Papa just wants to know if Qiqi likes Papa the most, or if she likes other boys. I said to Xue Qi word by word.

Listening to my words, Xue Qi's face was very complicated, and she seemed to be a little embarrassed to speak, but under my gaze, Xue Qi still raised her head, looked at me with big clear black eyes, and said softly:

"Papa, I like you the most. ”

Five minutes later, Xueqi and I finished taking a shower.

That night, I was in a particularly good mood, and Xueqi's answer in the bathroom made my anxiety disappear for a while.

After all, Xueqi still likes me.

I'm excited.

Because I know that in Xueqi's small heart, the largest proportion is still me after all.

Because of Xueqi's words, I was in a good mood for a long time in the next year, and everything I did was smooth.

Man is such a creature, once you untie a dead knot in your heart, you will feel that the whole world is as smooth as a straight line.

During that time, I was really in a good mood and even made a lot of progress at work, which can be said to be one of the smoothest times of my life.

During that time, I felt like I was being favored by Lady Luck, and I could do anything easily, and nothing could bother me. All the problems I had faced before were solved.

This lucky time went on for months.

It wasn't until December 10, when Xueqi's fourth grade was about to end the first half of the semester, that my fortunes began to change.

It was a Sunday in mid-December '10, two weeks before Xueqi was due to participate in the New Year's Day dance performance. That day, because there was an urgent matter in the company, I went out temporarily early in the morning, and Xueqi was alone at home to watch the door.

Everything seemed very normal, but for me it was just a slightly busier Sunday.

However, all the emergencies in the world do not come on one special day.

On that day, I had made an appointment with a customer, but because the customer had changed the date of the meeting, we didn't see each other, so I went home early.

I remember that it was about two o'clock in the afternoon when I came home.

Because my car was left at a nearby car wash that day and I walked home, I barely made a movement when I got home that day.

I originally wanted to secretly go home early to surprise Xueqi who was waiting at home.

But when I walked into the hall of my home, I was instantly frozen.

Because I saw a scene I shouldn't have seen.

The moment I saw that scene, I just felt like I had been shocked by electricity, and everyone trembled.

What do I see?

Until afterwards, I still couldn't believe my eyes.

At that moment, I saw Xue Qi lying on the sofa, wearing a white cotton skirt and black trousers, but the edge of the trousers was slightly downward, revealing the pink and white skin on Xue Qi's abdomen.

Because in that position, there is a hand.

It was a slender and white hand, and that hand had reached into Xue Qi's pants, just like a small snake wandering in Xue Qi's lower body.

The owner of that hand was a thin boy squatting next to Xue Qi, and the boy put his hand into Xue Qi's pants, but his face was a little irrepressibly excited and confused.

That person is Xu Bin.

I was standing at the door of the living room and saw this, and at that moment, I felt like my heart had been pulled out of my chest, the blood was flowing backwards all over my body, and my mind was like a hot magma surging.

Xue Qi actually did this kind of thing behind my back.

Xu Bin actually did this kind of thing to Xue Qi!

"What are you doing?!"

Standing in the doorway, after watching them for about five seconds, I suddenly shouted.

The next reaction of Xueqi's Xu Bin was all expected by me.

Xue Qi got up from the sofa in a little panic, and pulled up the trousers that had been unbuttoned a little while standing up, while Xu Bin, who was squatting on the edge of the sofa, looked at me blankly as if he was completely confused, and only stood up for a while, facing me straight, and when he saw me approaching, he called me in a false voice: "Uncle." ”

But I didn't even hear what he called me, because I had already seen through Xu Bin.

Whether it was a sense of crisis, jealousy, or disgust, it all came to my heart at that moment.

"Get out of here, my house, I don't want you to come!" I grabbed Xu Bin's arm, and then pulled him out of the house like a mop, and Xue Qi was completely frightened by my appearance, watching me pull Xu Bin, just called "papa" but didn't dare to move.

I dragged Xu Bin outside the house, Xu Bin was completely stunned at that time, let me pull, I didn't dare to resist at all, and pulled him outside the house, I finally kicked him to the ground, Xu Bin screamed and cried on the ground, I walked into the house again, Xue Qi looked at me stupidly, her eyes were a little dodgy. I didn't look at Xue Qi, but picked up Xu Bin's schoolbag on the coffee table, carried it outside the house, and threw it on Xu Bin's body.

"Get out. I said coldly to Xu Bin. "Don't come to my house again, don't touch my house again. If you dare to come, I'll break your feet!"