Since that fever, Xue Qi and I have finally reconciled their concerns, and Xue Qi has also started calling me dad again, no longer cold to me. Maybe it's because Xueqi's re-improved relationship with me has made me have a strong desire for her body again. Maybe it's really time to get married, but since that time, I've started to miss the warmth, wetness, and crampness of entering Xueqi's body.

18-year-old Xue Qi, really beautiful, plus because she has to go to high school night self-study, I have to go to work, I get along with her for a shorter time, and the father-daughter relationship between me and her is not as obvious as before, I have a sense of alienation between her and her, I don't know what kind of life she has in school, what kind of people she knows, what kind of encounters, and I am also dealing with people in my own circle. It is precisely because of this sense of estrangement between me and Xueqi that I am even more infatuated with her, the so-called distance produces beauty, if you get along with a girl day and night every day, it is difficult for you to feel like that, but when you leave for a period of time, or rarely talk for a period of time, her attraction to you will be strengthened.

I'm the same with Xueqi.

As an adult, Xue Qi is really beautiful, with long flowing black hair, a perfect fair face, snow-white and tender skin, and crystal eyes, such a big beauty is really fatal to any man.

Xueqi also has a lot of suitors at school, but Xueqi rarely tells me, she only tells me that she rejected all the boys who pursue him, even if I ask her, she doesn't say much, and I haven't heard from Xueqi's homeroom teacher that Xueqi is in love at school or anything like that, so I still trust Xueqi. Of course, because Xueqi slept in another room, I don't know if she was secretly texting with other boys, because she never let me read her text messages since high school. And I didn't force her to read her text messages out of respect for her **.

My life with Xueqi has temporarily returned to stability, but my longing for her has intensified.

Sometimes, when Xueqi is cooking in the kitchen on Saturdays and Sundays, I stand behind her, and I can smell the fragrance of her jet-black hair, with shampoo, and a little creamy natural fragrance......

Sometimes, Xueqi hung her clothes on the balcony and hung her little panties, and inadvertently, she turned around and would see me, and I was looking at her blankly, and then her face would look a little weird, even a little blushing, but in the end she finally walked past me without saying a word......

Sometimes, when she wants to take a shower at night, she goes into the bedroom and closes the door of my room, I instinctively want to put something in the bedroom and want to go back to get it, but I find that the door is closed, and then I look up and see a small yellow sun light on the window on the corner wall on the left, I know that Xueqi is taking a bath. So, I had to give up...... But in my mind, I unconsciously think of the scene of her cigarette in the bath......

It's a kind of stuff that will pile up, once you have it, but you don't find an outlet to vent it in time, it will continue to accumulate until it reaches a tipping point, forcing you to do something that is not like what you can do. One Saturday night in October, that night, it seemed that because of the upgrade and maintenance of the TV station, there was no new number on the TV at home, and I had to surf the Internet in the bedroom, when the bedroom door suddenly opened, I turned my head and saw Xue Qi walking in with a frown.

"Dad, my laptop playback software is broken, can I watch the TV series online from you for a while...... Today is the finale. ”

"Oh, yes. Shall we watch together?"

“…… Well. ”

Xue Qi had a request, I immediately moved my seat, Xue Qi hesitated at the door, and finally cautiously walked to my computer, and then began to search for the TV series she watched on Youku, sure enough, it was a brainless Korean drama, but I also happened to be free, so I accompanied her to watch it.

There was only one swivel chair in my bedroom, but it was big enough for me and Xueqi to watch it side by side, and I wasn't very interested in these children's romance dramas.

But what I didn't expect was that there was a bed scene on TV, although the picture was deleted by radio and television, it was still fragrant, and two men and women were naked and intertwined on the bed.

At that time, when I saw the picture on TV, Xue Qi blushed a little, her eyes lowered slightly, and I was also aroused by the men and women in the picture**.

Looking at the men and women in the picture, I felt that my lower body was a little hot and uneasy, at that time, maybe I was really controlled by **, a little lost my mind, I suddenly reached out and hugged Xue Qi's slender waist, and then my face approached Xue Qi, and said to her in a gentle voice:

"Qiqi, do what you do on TV with your dad...... "At that time, I was really sudden, very impulsive, but strictly speaking, maybe it was a few days, months, or even more than ten years in the making.

At that time, hearing that I suddenly hugged her waist, and then suddenly said such words, Xue Qi was really stunned for a moment, and then her face turned red instantly, her eyes widened, and she turned her head to look at me in disbelief.

"Daddy...... What are you doing...... How can you ...... like this?"

From my eyes, Xueqi realized the crisis, she reached out her little hand to break my arm holding her, but I hugged her tightly and didn't let go.

"Qiqi, dad is serious...... Daddy has always loved you. Qiqi, you should be Dad's wife, you will always be with your father in the future, and I will support you Dad...... Isn't it good to have a hobby with Dad?"

"Dad!" Xue Qi suddenly screamed softly, her eyes flustered, as if she was really frightened by my appearance. Xueqi's dad made me sober up a little, but it also made me feel more heartache.

"Qiqi, don't you like Dad and hate Dad and me?" I hugged Xueqi and asked.

Xue Qi blushed and lowered her head, but her hand was still trying to break me away.

"Dad, why are you like this...... You're my dad......"

Listening to Xueqi's words, my heart hurt more and more.

Did Xue Qi reject me, just because it was too sudden, or did she really not like me?

"But Qiqi, I'm not your father, we are not related by blood, we can be together. Do that kind of thing...... It's okay too......"

"Please, Dad, let me go, don't do this......" Xue Qi turned her head in pain, and her voice became softer and more subtle.

Seeing Xueqi's appearance, I was really a little unwilling. I've raised her for so many years, and yet she's rejected me like this? Won't I ever get her? I don't want this! I don't want that!

I still hugged Xue Qi, and then pressed my head against Xue Qi's shoulder, but my lips kissed her little face from the side.

"Daddy!" she screamed, and then she broke my hand and pushed me away, and she took two steps back, looking at me with a panicked and bewildered expression, and her face was as red as a tomato.

I also stood up, and her last dad woke me up and cleared my mind.

"Qiqi ......" I stood in front of the computer desk and looked at her, bowing my head in some shame. I didn't expect to do such a thing again......

Xue Qi wiped her hand on the place where I kissed her, looked at me a little sadly, and her eyes were red.

"Dad, why do you always do this to me...... You're my father!Why are you always like this!" Xue Qi was so angry and anxious that she grabbed a pillow at the head of the bed and threw it over, and I stood there and let her beat me.

"Qiqi...... When you were a kid, didn't you play games with your dad a lot...... When you take a bath, when you sleep together...... Daddy would love to ...... like you again."

"If I had been sensible earlier, I—I wouldn't have played a game like that with you!" Xue Qi said to me in a heavy tone, it was really fierce, and I felt that my heart was about to be torn apart. It really hurts, Xueqi denied all the happy memories between me and her.

Xue Qi looked at me in silence, and finally, she turned around and ran out of the bedroom, and when I chased out, she ran back to her bedroom again, locking the door...... Not a chance at all.

The sound of her criing could be heard again in her bedroom.

Once again, I hurt Xueqi because of my own moment......

I grabbed my hands on the doorknob and tried to grab them a few times...... But he didn't catch it.

I went back to my bedroom, turned off the computer, turned off the lights, and then I lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling, thinking about it all night, and I thought, Xueqi has really grown up. Maybe it's time for her to get away from me.

Maybe...... I really shouldn't have the idea of possessing her. Perhaps, I should let Xue Qi decide her own love, her own future.

It can't go on like this.

I told myself.

I really can't.

The next morning, Xue Qi got up very early and wanted to go to Ma Yike's house to tutor, but I got up earlier than her, and when she went downstairs, her face was haggard, and there was a layer of shallow eye circles on her delicate little face, and it seemed that she didn't fall asleep last night.

I was already sitting on the couch waiting for her, and I had already taken care of everything.

"Qiqi. Seeing Xue Qi coming downstairs, I stood up and walked towards her. At that time, I was carrying two bulky suitcases, and I was also wearing a suit and a sun hat, and I looked like I was going to run away.

"Dad, why are you going to ......" Seeing my dress, Xue Qi was stunned, and the trace of indifference on her face suddenly disappeared.

"Qiqi, Dad can't go on like this anymore, Dad likes you very much, Dad knows that you are my daughter, but I still want to be with you and let you be my woman, Dad is afraid that he can't restrain himself, so he plans to leave home for a while. I calmed down, tried to restrain my painful mood and said to her, and then took out a chapter of the agricultural bank card from my pocket and gave it to Xueqi, "Qiqi, there are 300,000 in this card, you can use it for a long time, Dad will give you this card, you use it yourself, if you don't have enough to call me, I will call you......" Seeing me take out the green agricultural bank card, Xueqi was stunned, her whole face turned pale, and then, she cried all of a sudden.

"Daddy, you...... ...... you want to go?"

Her eyes widened, tears glistening in her eyes.

"Dad, why are you leaving...... Don't go, can you stay...... Don't you go ......."

Xue Qi was suddenly frightened by my appearance, she cried and wanted to grab the suitcase in my hand, trying to stop me.

"Qiqi, but Dad really can't do this anymore, Dad has done something to hurt you, Dad really blames himself, you can take care of yourself now, it's okay if I leave......"

"Dad, don't go, okay, you're my father...... I only have one relative...... Don't you go......" Xue Qi cried, her ears red, crying and begging me not to go.

I was also very heartbroken and very reluctant, but I really blamed myself, maybe I really wanted to be with Xueqi, but if she didn't want to, my stay would only add to the pain for both of us.

"Qiqi...... "I just grabbed my handbag with both hands, "but Daddy wants you so much...... I'm afraid I'll hurt you in the future......"

"Dad, I forgive you, I ...... I'm not angry with you anymore, can you stay?" Xue Qi gritted her silver teeth, blushed, and said bitterly, "Dad, if you really want ...... I can do it with you once...... Only once......"