Chapter 20 Yuhui Visits
At that time, I really lost my mind, and in hindsight, I felt that I was very crazy that night, and even dehumanized......
At that time, Xueqi was lying on the bed, looking at me without any expression on her face, but tears kept sliding down the corners of her eyes.
And I looked at her with a puff of air, oppressing her with the majesty of my father and a man, staring at her.
I was in a stalemate with her like that, and I also knew that the final winner would definitely be me, because I was Xueqi's father, and since I was a child, Xueqi has never had any room to resist my orders, and this time, it's the same.
I want her to go with me, get out of here, go somewhere else, be my woman, and she has no room for resistance.
I know that as long as I keep up this form, I'm going to win.
However, after almost half a minute of stalemate, the doorbell suddenly rang downstairs. A doorbell is set up at the door of my villa, and once it rings, it is transmitted through a loudspeaker in the villa, and it can be heard in every room.
Hearing the doorbell from downstairs, I finally regained my sanity a little, and when I regained consciousness, I found that the room was already a mess, with open drawers, shredded paper all over the floor, overturned shifts, crumpled sheets, and Xue Qi lying on the bed sobbing weakly.
I realized all of a sudden, that I had really gone mad.
This is probably the craziest and most serious thing I have ever done to Xueqi in my life...... Far more serious than if I took her virginity......
I looked at Xue Qi, who was lying on the bed, her expression became extremely wooden and sad, and clenched her fist.
I wanted to say something to her, to comfort her and persuade her to make her feel better when I had done something wrong to her as before, but now I ...... Is it still possible?
The doorbell downstairs is still ringing, and it seems that something urgent has come to the door. Someone came, and I had to end the short stalemate with Xueqi, I glanced at Xueqi, looked at her teardropping eyes, and I was silent for a while. In the end, he turned around and walked out of Xue Qi's room, and then walked to the first floor.
As I went down the stairs, I kept thinking about what Xueqi and I were going to do. I've reached this point with her, and she's afraid, it's really hard to forgive me.
Even if I can use strong means to keep her body, it is difficult to keep her heart......
However, all I can do now is to keep her first.
I walked out of the villa in a trance, I thought that it would be not my aunt or uncle who would come to my house so late, but when I opened the door in a depressed mood, I found that my conjecture was wrong.
The person who came to my house was a person I didn't expect.
Yuhui was standing outside the gate, wearing an aqua blue shirt, she still had short hair, her delicate face was white and expressionless, and there was hardly any major change from when I first met her.
The only thing that has changed a little is that Yuhui, who is in her early 31s, has a little bit of the charm of a mature woman, and a little bit of girlish taste. Her eyes became more profound, Yuhui lowered her head, her flush bangs covered her eyebrows, and a few strands of short hair hung down from her earlobes.
"Yuhui?is it you......" I didn't expect the person standing outside the door to be Yuhui, although Yuhui knows the address of my home, but she has rarely come to my house, occasionally I have invited her to my house to eat, and there are several times when the computer at home is broken and she helps to repair it, but most of the time, I still ask her to go out for a walk, or go to her house as a guest, Yuhui rarely takes the initiative to come to me.
Yuhui lowered her head, as if she had something to say, but it was difficult to speak.
Finally, she was silent at the door for a long time, and still asked me in an ethereal voice:
"May I go in?"
A faint voice came to my ears, and I came back to my senses.
"Oh, come in. I hurriedly beckoned Yuhui in, then closed the door of the villa, and asked her as I took Yuhui in.
"Yuhui, it's so late, come to my house...... Is there something wrong?"
Yuhui clasped her hands, hung her head, didn't say a word, just followed me into the hall, it seemed that Yuhui was much more silent than usual, and she didn't dare to look at me, I knew that she must have encountered something and wanted to tell me.
I sat Yuhui on the couch in the hall, and I poured her hot tea and brought her some fruit and pastries. Yu Hui held the steaming teacup in her hand and sat quietly on the sofa without saying a word.
"Yuhui, what's wrong?" Seeing Yuhui not saying a word, I was really a little embarrassed, there must be something wrong with her, thinking of my uncle and aunt urging me to marry Yuhui during this time, I had a faint sense of foreboding.
Yuhui held the teacup in her hand and stared at the transparent corner of the coffee table.
Then, suddenly, she spoke.
"How do you feel about me?"
Yu Hui really didn't make a noise, a blockbuster, and the words that suddenly opened my mouth made my heart chuckle, although I expected that Yu Hui would definitely come here to ask me about this matter, but I still didn't expect her to be so direct.
I exhaled, then looked at her with some embarrassment, then rubbed my thighs restlessly.
"Yuhui, did you come to my house to ask me about this ......?" I asked her, a little stunned.
Yuhui nodded, her snow-white chin moved almost a centimeter away, and then she finally raised her gaze to me.
"Do you like me?"
"Uh......" Yuhui asked me such a direct question, but I stopped asking, at this moment, I didn't know how to answer her. It was only at this moment that I suddenly realized that I had asked Xue Qi such a question so directly several times, and I had asked her countless times if she liked me or whether she loved me, and every time Xue Qi did not answer me directly. It's so similar to my current situation.
"Yuhui, this ......" I sighed, looking around a little nervously, I didn't know how to answer, I remembered that I had just said that I wanted Xueqi to be with me, but now Yuhui came to ask me this, I really don't know how to answer. Strictly speaking, my relationship with Yuhui is really okay, although it is not as deep as Tang Mengyan and the original confinement, but, compared with other girls, Yuhui is indeed a little special to me, at least, she saved my life.
"Yuhui, we have always ...... They're all friends, right?" I said with difficulty as I looked at Yuhui.
"......" Yuhui lowered her head and didn't speak, but her hands kept rubbing, as if she was very uneasy.
"Yuhui?"
Seeing Yuhui with her head down, just rubbing her hands constantly, I asked with some concern.
"Don't you like me?"
"Uh......" I didn't expect Yuhui to ask me the second sentence that made me embarrassed, and the angle of this sentence was even more tricky, asking me if I liked it or not, I could still go around in circles, but it was difficult for me to answer this question, if I directly said that I didn't like her, it must be false.
"Do you like it? or ...... Don't like it?" Yu Hui raised her head, her unfathomable eyes like a vast ocean were facing me, and I was panicked for a while, Yu Hui's expressionless face seemed to me to be full of oppressive force at the moment.
How can I answer?
"Answer me. Yu Hui's expressionless face actually showed a trace of impatience.
I looked at Yuhui, and finally, slowly lowered my gaze, not daring to look directly at her.
I looked at my thighs and was silent.
Yuhui was also silent.
We were silent for a long time.
"Hello...... Happy...... bar. In the end, I raised my head helplessly and said this to Yuhui with some reluctance.
Hearing my words, Yuhui's body froze.
She held the steaming teacup, then looked up at me, her eyes gradually twinning.
I glanced at her too.
Then there was another long silence between us.
I was silent and didn't speak, but my heart beat a little faster. At this moment, I suddenly heard a figure swaying on the stairs behind me, and when I turned around, I saw Xue Qi wearing a white shirt and slowly walking down the stairs with swollen eyes and walking to the hall.
Seeing Xue Qi, I gave her a look and wanted her to hurry back to the second floor, but at this time, Yuhui suddenly raised her head from a bowed state, and then, very suddenly, said to me:
“…… Let's get married. ”
This sentence came too suddenly, not only me, but even Xue Qi, who had just entered the hall, was not prepared at all, but the volume of this sentence was very heavy, this is probably the loudest sentence I have heard Yu Hui say since I met Yu Hui.
Whether it's me or Xueqi, they can hear it clearly.
I never thought I'd hear it in my voice, let alone say it from a woman's mouth. And it is also Yu Hui, who has always been relatively quiet in personality.
At that moment, time stood still.
My breathing, my heartbeat, all stood still.
I looked at Yuhui blankly, but Yuhui looked at me with a complicated expression, but seriously.
It took me a while to think of Xueqi, and I turned my head slowly, only to see that she was also in place, motionless as if she had been driven into a pile, but her face was stunned. She must have heard Yuhui's words.
She looked at me stupidly, and then at Yuhui, but to my surprise again, Xueqi's expression gradually calmed down.
Xue Qi looked at me with a strange expression on her face that I had never seen before, that kind of expression, I really had never seen before.
That feeling seems to be resolute, as if it is painful, and as if it is relieved, but with a bit of alienation.
At this time, Xue Qi showed such an expression, I really felt a little strange, but when she saw me, Xue Qi didn't say anything, she turned around, and then walked up the stairs without being fast or slow.
Don't look back.
At that time, when I saw Xue Qi walking upstairs, I felt an indescribable sense of unease in my heart. It suddenly felt as if something was about to happen, but I couldn't predict what it was......
Seeing Xue Qi go upstairs, I still retracted my gaze at that time, and then looked at Yuhui, who was sitting on the sofa with a little invisible reddish on her face, and a trace of bitterness and helplessness appeared in my heart.
Yuhui and Xueqi, who should I choose?
I thought of Xue Qi who walked upstairs in my mind, thought of the many deeds I had done to her, thought of everything I had done to her, I had already told her that I was going to take her to Anhui in the next few days, I had already told her that I wanted to be with her, and now, even if Yuhui came, it couldn't stop me.
Although I am sorry for Yuhui, although I know that I will blame myself deeply, I know that I will repent for a long time.
But in the end, I still said my words to Yuhui.
I said what I had made up my mind to do.
"I'm sorry, Yuhui. I can't marry you......" I took a sip of water, and said this sentence with some difficulty, Yuhui's body trembled, she looked at me blankly, and her expressionless face actually showed a trace of surprise and gloom, "I still have to take care of Xueqi...... I...... I want to be with her. ”