Chapter 19 First Love and Madness

"Qiqi, Dad is really serious this time...... No, don't call me dad, I'm not your dad, I'm just asking you, are you willing to marry me and be my bride, Qiqi, I'm serious!"

I approached Xue Qi step by step, but Xue Qi was even more frightened, she had been very unstable and panicked during these days, and now she was even more frightened when I asked her so suddenly. Xue Qi's eyes dodged, and then she withdrew her hand in some fear.

"Dad, don't ...... like that! I really just want you to be a dad!"

"But I've been with you for so many years, and I love you too, isn't it nice for us to be together? And I've slept with you, and you're pregnant with my child, do you want to marry another man!??"

Seeing Xue Qi hesitate and twist and pinch, I was really a little angry, I ignored Xue Qi's resistance, stepped forward and grabbed her arm, and asked her in a fierce voice.

"I ...... I don't want ...... Daddy, you're crazy......"

Seeing me like this, Xue Qi's face turned blue with fright, and even her arms trembled slightly.

"Qiqi!" I really made up my mind, it's okay if I don't say it, but now that I've said it, then I'll just confess to Xueqi. Instead of me and Xue Qi being so cold, it is better for me to confess to Xue Qi, spread everything out, and make it clear.

"Qiqi, why don't you accept me? What's wrong with me? You say, you're already my woman, and you still refuse to accept me?"

I approached Xueqi little by little, I felt that I was really a little crazy, and in hindsight, I also felt that I really lost my mind at that time, mainly because my relationship with Xueqi during this period of time really made me sensitive and nervous.

I'm afraid that if this continues, Xueqi will become more and more estranged from me, and I'm afraid, so I'm going to go crazy like this. I know I'm wrong, but there's really no other way for me.

"But you're my father!" Xue Qi shrank back and looked at me in fear, as if I had become a monster.

"Didn't I say it, I'm not your father!" I said to Xue Qi with a heavy slap on my desk.

"But you are!" Xue Qi looked at me, almost crying.

"I'm not!" I emphasized again, "Qiqi, if I'm not your father from today on, will you be with me?" I grabbed Xueqi's wrist and stared at Xueqi, I knew that my expression must be scary, otherwise Xueqi wouldn't have locked it up.

"I ...... You have been raising me, how can you say that you will change it!" Xue Qi opened her small mouth and yelled at me.

"Besides, Dad, aren't you trying to marry Sister Yuhui? Why did you come to me?"

"Because the person I like is you!"

"You...... But...... But I only treat you as a father!" Xue Qi looked at me with tears in her eyes.

At this time, I noticed that when Xue Qi looked at me, her eyes glanced at the drawer on the side, as if something was hidden in it, and my eyes also moved along her line of sight.

When I entered the room just now, Xue Qi was also in a hurry to close this drawer, as if she was hiding something. Thinking of this, I couldn't help but stand up and glance at her drawer, but what surprised me was that I saw a stack of letters stacked in Xueqi's drawer so casually.

At that time, my heart sank, and I was vaguely aware of something.

"What are you hiding in your drawer?" I frowned at Xue Qi, and Xue Qi's expression became even more panicked when I saw that I had found something hidden in her drawer, and she stood up and reached out to stop me from opening her drawer.

"No, nothing!"

"Why are you so panicked?" I glanced at Xue Qi sternly, and then opened Xue Qi's drawer, and suddenly, I was dumbfounded.

Xue Qi's drawer was actually piled up with several stacks of stationery, all of which were beautifully looked stationery, and I could still see a lot of beautiful handwriting on them.

"Dad, don't look!" Xue Qi reached out in panic to stop me from holding the letter, but the more she did this, the more I felt that something was wrong, I pulled her hand away, and then grabbed the letter paper in Xue Qi's drawer.

Usually Xueqi's drawer is locked, and only Xueqi herself has the key, but today because I was in too much hurry to enter the door, Xueqi didn't have time to close the drawer, and her letter paper was naturally discovered by me.

I took Xueqi's letterhead, and I frowned when I saw the beautiful handwriting on it that looked like it was written by a girl, and when I looked at the contents of the letterhead, my heart sank as if I had fallen into the boundless sea of suffering in the depths of hell...... Keep sinking...... There is never a bottom.

"Dad, give me back the letter!" Xue Qi reached out to snatch the letter from my hand, but I pushed her away, Xue Qi screamed in pain, and I pushed her down on the seat, her little face full of pain.

I glared at Xue Qi, and then coldly scanned the contents of the letter.

The more I looked, the more chilled I became.

The letters are clearly courtship letters, and, judging by the handwriting, are all courtship letters from the same person. I don't know why people still send messages in this era of text messaging.

The content of the letter made me feel like the sky was falling.

The messenger was Ma Bailong.

is the young president of the White Horse Group, and he is also the young man who invited Xue Qi to shoot advertisements.

The contents of the letter are in every way.

There are those who encourage Xue Qi to work hard in the exam, and there are also those who wish Xue Qi a happy birthday, and there are also some poems and beautiful pictures written by Ma Bailong himself, Ma Bailong's painting skills are very good, and the sketches drawn are lifelike, even I, who am used to seeing oil paintings in the confinement period, can't find anything wrong. In addition, there are also people who care about Xueqi's studies and talk about the development path of advertising, production, and modeling...... Almost every aspect.

However, more content is that Ma Bailong expresses his deep love for Xueqi.

Seeing the words of love above, I felt that my whole body trembled uncontrollably, and the unparalleled sense of crisis made me feel like I was pouring oil on my head.

My worst fears finally happened.

I knew it was inevitable, but when it came, I panicked and scared to death.

In addition to Ma Bailong's letter, there are also a few reply letters from Xue Qi, which seem to be draft letters and have not been sent, but from the above words, I can also see that Xue Qi has a very good impression of Ma Bailong, and they talked very speculatively. Then, I thought of what Xue Qi said some time ago that she also had a crush on a boy......

The two threads are connected together at this moment.

Finally, the truth was revealed.

And this truth is exactly what I am most afraid of.

At this point, I'm completely sure.

Xue Qi and Ma Bailong are in love.

I can't accept it, I really can't accept it, I can't believe it's going to be like this, I have an urge to kill people with a knife, but I feel very powerless. What right do I have to interfere with Xueqi's feelings, and why should I force Xueqi to like me and fall in love with me?

Just because I've raised her for so many years?

However, Xueqi always only regarded me as her father.

"Qiqi, you're in a relationship with Ma Bailong, aren't you?" I slammed the letter paper on the desk, and Xueqi trembled in horror.

"Say, are you dating him?!!" I cried out hysterically.

Xue Qi looked at me with horror on her face, this is probably her biggest secret. Her biggest secret has been revealed by me at this moment, so it's no wonder she's so panicked. But no matter how scared Xue Qi was, all I had in my heart was anger, rage, and endless jealousy.

It was like an endless flame that was going to burn me out completely, along with my ashes and soul......

Xue Qi looked at me in fear, her mouth tightly closed, and she didn't say a word.

And I stared at her, forcing her.

"Tell me clearly, what the hell is going on with him? Don't tell me that you still want to lie to me!!"

Xue Qi lowered her head, and under my harsh questioning, Xue Qi finally told the truth that made me almost fall to the ground.

It turned out that Xue Qi and Ma Bailong had known each other since junior high school. Once Xue Qi was almost bullied by a few boys on the playground, it was Ma Bailong who helped Xue Qi out of the siege after bumping into her, which was the first encounter between Xue Qi and Ma Bailong. And since then, since the high school after the singer competition, Xue Qi has been in correspondence with Ma Bailong, Xue Qi has been studying at night several times and went home, and Ma Bailong helped her send it, Ma Bailong has been secretly in love with Xue Qi since the singer competition, after a long time, he also knows that Xue Qi's interest is in acting, so the two hit it off, and because of this, Ma Bailong will come to Xue Qi several times to shoot advertisements, on the one hand, because he has a crush on Xue Qi, on the other hand, he knows that it is also Xue Qi's interest, and at the same time, he also wants to accumulate experience for his future。 Xue Qi slowly got to know Ma Bailong, Xue Qi said, Ma Bailong is very tall, very easy-going, and does not have any temper of a rich child at all, and Ma Bailong is also very talented and polite, and although his family background is prominent, Ma Bailong still wants to start his own career with his own strength and develop in the entertainment industry.

That's how Xue Qi fell in love with Ma Bailong. is handsome, has money, talent, ambition, and likes herself, it can be said that Xueqi has no reason not to like Ma Bailong.

Ma Bailong, just like his name, is the prince charming in the hearts of countless girls.

Xue Qi and Ma Bailonglang are talented and beautiful, and they can be said to be a match made in heaven. It can be said that without my existence, according to the normal development of the script, Xue Qi can be with Ma Bailong.

Until one day, I suddenly made a move on Xueqi.

I took Xueqi's first time.

That time, Xue Qi cried for a long time, and finally, Xue Qi found Ma Bailong to confide, at that time, Ma Bailong was extremely angry with me, saying how could there be a father like me, and even wanted to judge me, and in the end, it was also Ma Bailong who was stopped by Xue Qi.

And after that, I did that kind of thing to Xueqi several times, Xueqi also confided in Ma Bailong, Ma Bailong wanted to reason with me several times, but was stopped by Xueqi, Xueqi told Ma Bailong, I really love her.

So until the end, Ma Bailong didn't look for me, and I never knew that Xue Qi and Ma Bailong were dating.

And what surprised me even more was that the time when Xue Qi had an abortion, Ma Bailong accompanied her, that time, Ma Bailong was about to go crazy, he wanted to rush to my house to seek care for Xue Qi, and even wanted to call the police to arrest me, but in the end Xue Qi told Ma Bailong that it was just an accident, and I was also very self-blaming, and deeply repentant, and decided to find Yuhui's wife, Ma Bailong temporarily stopped.

And what is even more unacceptable is that Ma Bailong really loves Xueqi, although Xueqi was taken away from her virginity by me, although Xueqi and I have done it several times, although Xueqi failed in the college entrance examination, Ma Bailong still loves Xueqi deeply, and even said to Xueqi that no matter what kind of girl Xueqi will be in the future, he will love her and want to be with her.

Xue Qi was also really moved by Ma Bailong. And the relationship between the two of them is getting closer and closer.

When I learned all this from Xueqi's mouth, I really couldn't believe it.

I really don't want to believe this fact.

For almost three years, Xue Qi has been talking to Ma Bailong on the phone.

They went home together, filmed commercials together, planned together, went out together, wrote letters, and Ma Bailong also tutored Xueqi's homework......

And I've been kept in the dark.

I really can't believe all this, this truth.

No wonder Xue Qi urged me to marry Yu Hui, no wonder Xue Qi has always treated me as a father, no wonder Xue Qi resisted making out with me.

I finally understood everything.

My heart was broken.

I felt like all the strength I was draining away, but it was only for a short time, and soon, I exploded, in the true sense of the word.

After 35 years of life, this is the most terrible eruption I have, as terrible as a volcanic eruption, it is literally the heavens and the earth are falling apart.

At that time, I completely lost myself.

"Qi!!!!!!!"

I was glaring at Xue Qi at the time, and I almost didn't shoot blood in my eyes, and I tore all of Ma Bailong's letters into pieces in front of Xue Qi, one by one...... Two ...... Three ...... All the letters were torn to shreds by me, and they could not be broken again!

I threw the pieces of the letter on the ground and trampled and ravaged it so hard.

And Xueqi, she broke down at that time, she cried, and then pounced on me like a crazy lion cub.

"Daddy, stop me!"

"Stop?!I'll stop you!" I pushed Xue Qi away, and then I pulled out Xue Qi's drawer, and there were several stacks of stationery in it, I didn't even look at it, so I grabbed all those letterheads and tore them into pieces one by one!

"Dad, what are you doing, give me back the letter!" Xue Qi screamed frantically to snatch the letter from my hand, but I had already torn everything to shreds.

"Pay you back?hahahaha, okay, I'll pay you back, you take it!!"

I laughed like crazy, and then tossed the pieces of the letter high, and in an instant, thousands of pieces bloomed like snowflakes above Xueqi's head, and then fell one by one.

At that moment, time stood still.

Through the fragments of letter paper falling like snowflakes, I saw Xueqi's disappointed and resolute face.

Xue Qi's eyes were red at that time, and she ran in the direction of the door like a rabbit.

"Dad, you're insane!!" Xue Qi scolded me angrily, and then covered her face and wanted to run, but this time, I wouldn't let her run again, just when Xue Qi was about to run out of the gate, I grabbed her arm, and then pulled her back with a sharp force, and finally, I kept pulling Xue Qi's arm and pulling her body until I threw her the bed!

"Run, you run again, I'll let you *** run!" I threw Xue Qi on the bed, and then looked at her coldly, "Let me make it clear to you, I won't allow you to go in the future! I worked hard to raise you, you are mine! You have been my woman all your life, do you know ?!!?"

"Daddy...... You're crazy......" Xue Qi lay on the bed, looking at me with red eyes, her face full of despair. "You're not my dad......"

Xue Qi's words made me stunned, but at this moment I was close to madness, and the blow Xue Qi gave me had completely collapsed my sanity.

"Yes, I'm not your father, I'm your man! You're my woman! I'll take you to Anhui the day after tomorrow, unless you agree to marry me, you don't want to come back!"

"Daddy!" Xue Qi looked at me in horror and trepidation, her face as white as a dead man.

"Dad, I'm not your property!" Xue Qi finally shouted at me angrily.

When I heard this, I was shocked, I should have been frightened by her words, but at this moment, I laughed even more like crazy.

"Hahaha, it's not my private property?" I laughed, and then my face suddenly became cold, "I tell you, you are!! if I let you go, I won't be surnamed Yang!!"

"Even if I lock you in the basement for decades, I'm going to leave you behind!"

Actually, I just scared Xue Qi by saying this, but Xue Qi was really scared by me.

Xue Qi looked at me blankly, lying on the bed weakly, her eyes were dull and focusless, and the tears in the corners of her eyes had condensed.