あいしてる。

"Ah...... In order to...... Pity...... Morality...... Lu ......"

I gently read the last line of Japanese on the letterhead.

Again and again, over and over again.

Then, as memories emerge.

I finally remembered the words that Yuezi suddenly grabbed my hand and said on the day of the car accident, before being sent to the operating room.

At that time I didn't understand, I didn't understand, but now, I understand.

あいしてる。

Ayidrew.

Love Drew.

That's I love you in Japanese.

It turns out that there is no need for any moon shadow breeze at all, and there is no need for any agreement. Yuezi had already told me what she was thinking. She confessed to me before I confessed to her.

And I, who was so stupid, didn't realize it until today.

I finally understood that she couldn't read minds, and she couldn't read other people's minds at all. Her mind-reading skills were only aimed at me, just as I was able to read her mind later.

That's called tacit understanding.

I also understand why confinement can negotiate one business after another so smoothly. Not only because she is eloquent, but also because Yuichi Takagi is her fiancé's best friend. They have known each other for a long time.

Everything fell into place.

But why did the confinement go...... Why didn't she stay a few more days......!!

Obviously, I have already bought a ticket to Suzhou. Last night, we were still talking with great interest about the beautiful scenery of Suzhou, the people and things we may meet, why this moment is already the end of the world?!!

His hands trembled more and more, and even the pieces of paper in his hands seemed to have turned into a thousand pounds of boulders.

Something hot and moist poured out of his eyes, creaking down on the letterhead.

It's like a raindrop outside the window that never stops.

I thought I had lost so much, but this time, I would definitely be able to catch it

I've said to myself countless times that next time, next time if I meet the girl I love again.

I'm not going to let her slip away.

Not anymore anyway.

Unexpectedly, in the end, I lost it again.

I gently held the letter and felt how cold the air was today.

It's cold to the bottom of my heart.

Then, something suddenly occurred to me.

Gently, I brought the letter to my mouth, looking at the faint red lips on the letter, my tears flowed uncontrollably, I choked, and in front of the red lips, I slowly, almost numbly, lowered my head little by little, then closed my eyes and kissed it.

The red lips are still so warm and lightly scented.

It's like the taste of the confinement herself.

This lip print is the most precious treasure left to me by the confinement period.

I will never be able to enjoy the treasures in my life.

It took me a long kiss before I gently removed the letter.

Zhu Li left, the Yiren had gone, and the shadow turned into a single.

At that moment, I was in tears.

With a shake of my hand, the envelope fell to the ground, and I bent down, only to find a line on the back of the envelope:

"I would like to turn into a gust of wind, accompanied by the shadow of the moon, connecting the starry sky between the two places. ”

Breeze......

Moon Shadow ......

When I saw that line of words, my heart was shocked, and at that moment, I finally understood the true meaning of the moon shadow and breeze.

This is the wish of the confinement.

I stood up, my gaze drifting uncontrollably, my gaze sliding over the oil paintings left behind by the confinement.

The paintings, colorful and dreamlike, record her memories of every day in China, representing the precious memories of every day she was with me and Xueqi.

180 days, half a year of memories.

Then, I suddenly noticed that at the beginning, Yuezi painted some landscape paintings, sketches, which I had seen on the day I moved into the villa. However, as the date went by, gradually, I found that in the end, the scenery in the confinement painting was no longer a landscape, but a combination of characters and scenery, with me and Xueqi in the painting.

Especially me.

It turns out that the confinement has been secretly paying attention to me and drawing me.

Why, I didn't even notice it before?

Why didn't I even find out about the confinement mind?

I felt my heart bulge violently and rapidly deflat, again and again, repeatedly...... The reality that came rushing in like a tidal wave made me feel that the world was fading and becoming dull.

I felt the strength of my whole body recede, like a tidal wave.

The last time my gaze shifted, I fixed on the confinement bedside table.

There is a brightly colored oil painting there, as if it was painted recently.

It was the largest painting in this bedroom.

The painting shows a big sun, and under the sun is a simple hut, and in front of the hut, three people are standing.

Me, Xueqi, and Yuezi.

In the sun, the three of us were smiling in the portrait

Smile so brightly, so happy.

As if that were eternity.

It wasn't until the confinement left that I remembered that we didn't even leave a group photo.

The only photo between us is the oil painting of me, Xueqi and her together.

It was at that moment that I finally understood why there were still so many people who were obsessed with painting even if there was such a thing as a camera in the world, and why they would be so stubborn that the camera could not replace painting.

Because painting can integrate the painter into the world he paints, but the photographer cannot.

Because painting can depict the most beautiful eternal picture in the heart.

Even if that image is as distant as a dream, it will never come true.

I finally understood the meaning of the sentence in the confinement diary, "The flowers fall and know the season, who will solve my heart knot?".

I also understood what Tsukiko was meditating on when she played Masne's "Meditations" on the violin.

I finally understood the heart of the moon completely.

However, she has quietly left.

It's like the girl who left me one after another.

Bright white lightning pierced the sky, and the whole world turned black and white.

In this black and white world, there are only a room full of oil paintings, and they are still so colorful.

It's like a vivid memory.

Never fade.

……

"Papa, confinement sister...... Are you leaving?" stood beside me for a long time, and after a long silence, Xue Qi finally asked me.

I put away the letter, folded it carefully, held back the tears in the corners of my eyes, looked at Xueqi, and said:

"Well, Sister Yuezi, she's gone. ”

Xueqi's eyes were already red, she looked at me and asked, "Will she come back?"

I took a breath and unblocked my clogged nasal passages. looked at Xue Qi and did not answer.

Xue Qi seemed to get the answer from my face.

"She's not coming back, is she?"

Xue Qi seemed to be about to cry, but she still didn't cry.

It seemed like she was waiting for my answer.

She ...... Will be back. I smiled and said to Xueqi, "She's just going back to Japan temporarily." Will be back in a while. ”

"Then why are you crying, you are lying. Xue Qi said to me, and then stretched out her hand, "Show me the letter." ”

I glanced at Xue Qi, but I held the letter in my hand more tightly and didn't give it to Xue Qi.

"Nothing to look at. Anyway, she'll be back. ”

"Show me. Xue Qi repeated it stubbornly, but in the end. I didn't show the letter to Xueqi either. I just took the letter, bypassed Xueqi like that, and slowly walked out of the confinement bedroom, and the moment I went out, I heard Xueqi's cry behind me.

I walked to the entrance outside in a daze, and suddenly turned my head and saw the balcony at the end of the entrance.

I picked up my phone and dialed the confinement child. But no one answered......

I remembered that before getting on the plane, my luggage and mobile phone had to be detained, because on the plane, I couldn't answer the phone.

I just stood on the hallway blankly, stupidly.

When I turned my head to see the balcony, I suddenly remembered the scene of Yuezi sitting on the balcony yesterday evening, wearing a moon-white robe, playing the violin for me in the rainstorm.

At that time, she had already decided to leave.

She just wanted to play one last song for me.

It's ridiculous, before that, I hadn't even listened to Yuezi's music very seriously.

Tears slipped down the corners of my eyes again and without warning.

I took the letter paper and walked out onto the balcony step by step.

The sky was still overcast, the rain was pouring in, and the lightning in the sky seemed to be waiting for the moon to come back to accompany her, flickering and flickering, without stopping.

I just stood on the balcony like that.

Facing the wind and rain.

Feeling the coldness of the rain on my face and body, my brain gradually became cold and numb.

A bolt of lightning pierced the sky.

There was a light in front of my eyes.

The rain blew down my cheeks.

I opened my eyes and looked at the endless dark gray sky.

Is...... It's raining heavily.

It's as if the whole world is crying.

I suddenly wished that the rainstorm would never stop.

That way, maybe I'll feel better.

Rainstorm......

It's still down.

Maybe......

Wait a minute.

…… Rainstorm?

The word rainstorm flashed through my mind, and something suddenly came to my mind.

An immensely strong aura flashed through my mind.

The aura was so strong that I almost fell to the ground on the spot.

Rainstorm...... Airport grounded...... I can't go back to Japan after confinement...... How did I forget this.

How could I forget this?!

Thinking of this, I immediately turned around, and ran into my room like crazy despite the wetness on my body, I rushed into the bedroom and opened the website of the indoor airport.

All of them.

I typed quickly on my keyboard, and then, I looked up the flights at the city's airport.

Flights to Haneda Airport in Japan......

I held my breath and stared intently at the computer screen.

Then, I found it.

The earliest flight to Haneda Airport is at 7:50 a.m......

Now, it's almost 10 o'clock.

If it had been delayed for a few hours due to the heavy rain, I might have been able to catch up with the confinement period.

Perhaps, I still have a chance!!

When I found out about the flight, I immediately called the airline. The person who answered the phone was a standard operator, and I asked her if her flight to Haneda Airport in Japan had departed.

The other party replied to me that the flight was temporarily delayed due to heavy rain.

When I heard the operator's words, I felt like the sun was rising in my heart.

I anxiously asked when the flight would be postponed at the latest.

The operator said it was hard to say, but the plane would not leave until the rainstorm abated. If the rainstorm continues to be so heavy and does not stop, it may have to be changed until tomorrow.

That's great......

I screamed inwardly.

I felt the momentum in my chest getting stronger.

It seems that even God is helping me.

I quickly hung up the phone, then put on my clothes as fast as I could, grabbed my belongings and car keys, rushed out of the villa as fast as I could, and then rushed to the garage and reversed the car.

Before this rainstorm stops, I'm going to catch up with the confinement.

I'm going to have to catch up.

With so many hardships and dangers overcome, I believe that an engagement will not stump me.

I'm going to get back the confinement and leave her behind.

Whether it's a rainstorm, Bao Zhi Shengping, Yuezi's fiancé, the ocean, or Yuezi's uncle, nothing can stop me.

I'm going to chase it to the end.

Like light and electricity, all the way forward.