56 The inside and outside of the barriers
The celebrity agency sent Han Lu's birthday cake to the charity dinner, but Han Lu was dumped in front of him, although some people discussed it on the Internet, but it did not cause much topic.
No news, no photos.
Everyone knows that this was suppressed by Lu Bolin's side.
From his point of view, this matter is also very understandable, after talking to his father, he felt that his decision to give up Han Lu easily was not so correct, and he should swallow what he should swallow at this time, there is no need to bring unnecessary losses to himself due to personal unhappiness.
He knows this very well.
Han Lu is just a birthday, Zhao Zhixin knows it. In the past, celebrity agencies would always send cakes to the figure skating center, but Han Lu basically didn't look at it, and sent the cake directly to the staff. Because she didn't seem to have the slightest intention of celebrating her birthday, Zhao Zhixin was afraid that her kindness would be regarded as self-inflicted affection to provoke her to anger, so she never took the initiative to celebrate her birthday, and she never mentioned the birthday gift.
And after she returned from Nagoya this time, when Zhao Zhixin was discussing the ideal way of scientific training with her, he saw the small blue slime gacha she hung on the key, replacing the previous Burberry heart-shaped keyring.
That keyring was bought by herself when she went abroad before, simply because she lacked a keyring and didn't have any special value.
However, there is no reason to be replaced suddenly.
This slime gacha is the end of their cockroach farce that day - after the six people almost knelt down to apologize to Hernandez at the same time, Xu Haoyang gave Han Lu the second birthday gift, or a gift of reparation.
Because in Eric's mouth, as long as you make a girl angry, it is their fault, and this crime must be compensated.
After they dealt with the cockroach incident and were about to go upstairs to their rooms, Xu Haoyang gently pulled Han Lu. Han Lu looked at him suspiciously and stopped.
"Something?" she asked.
"Hmm. ”
Xu Haoyang began to dig into his pockets, and as a result, he pulled out a slime gacha. The blue, dropdrop-shaped, half-palm-sized, hung by a rope, dangled cutely.
"This ......," he said, "to you." ”
"Give it to me?"
Han Lu was stunned for a moment, but subconsciously reached out and took it. The little slime gacha was lying in the palm of her hand with a little warmth.
"What is this?" she asked.
"This is a slime, which is a kind of elementary ...... in a game," Xu Haoyang explained, but he always felt that something was not particularly right. "Either way, or forget it......" he said as he reached out to take it back, but Han Lu shook his head and grabbed the small capsule toy into his palm.
"Do you want to get it back?" she asked.
Zhao Zhixin didn't expect that this was a gift from Xu Haoyang to her for a while, but he immediately knew that this blue gadget was related to Xu Haoyang.
Figure skating is the only sport where spectators can throw gifts and interact with the skaters, and after the performance, the spectators will throw their gifts and bouquets into the arena to show their recognition and encouragement. Many of the contestants have expressed their preferences to the media, such as Jin Keer likes rabbit dolls, Duhamel likes candy, etc., and Xu Haoyang's favorite is also his personal iconic image for a period of time, which is the blue slime.
That was a long time in the past, and Han Lu hadn't paid attention to Xu Haoyang at that time, so she probably didn't know.
But Zhao Zhixin knows.
Suddenly, he felt an indescribable emotion rippling in his heart, and all the words he should have said were knotted.
He raised his head to meet Han Lu's puzzled gaze, and subconsciously coughed.
"What's wrong?" Han Lu asked.
"No," Zhao Zhixin said, "nothing. ”
Han Lu didn't think much about it, since he said that it was nothing, it meant that there was really nothing. She is not a person who likes to guess other people's thoughts, maybe for so many years, the only person who has made her think about the subtext is Xu Haoyang.
Because Liu Bofei said that he is a fragile ...... A little sweetheart who needs extra love.
Because she doesn't like to guess what other people think, she never doubts what others say.
However, Xu Haoyang is different. In order to better understand him, which was what she had in mind at first, she wanted to understand the meaning behind his every word, every movement and expression.
Not everyone can tell the truth what they are thinking. She thought.
There are complex reasons for silence.
However, before Han Lu was about to leave from the infirmary, Zhao Zhixin still didn't hold back and stopped her.
"Han Lu. ”
Han Lu looked back at him.
"Anything else?"
"Your keychain. Zhao Zhixin said, "Changed?"
"......" Han Lu touched his pocket and nodded. "Changed. What's wrong?"
"Nope. Zhao Zhixin smiled, "I just saw it suddenly, and I felt like ...... Not quite like your style. ”
"Style?" Han Lu took the keychain out of his pocket, "Does this kind of thing still have style?"
"It's not. Zhao Zhixin smiled again, "I think this is quite ...... It's cute. Didn't expect you to like something like this. ”
While they were talking like this, the door of the infirmary was pulled open, and Zhang Lei walked in with a big grin holding a thermos cup, and when he saw Han Lu inside, he was startled.
"Oops, oops, oops. He said, "I'm sorry." Dr. Zhao made an appointment with me, oh, I didn't knock on the door, so I ......"
"It's fine. Han Lu said, "I'll leave now." ”
"Hey, Sister Han Lu, isn't this in your hand...... Isn't this the slime that Haoyangyang caught in Japan for a long time? Damn, I dare to love that this thing he caught was caught for you, I said what he was doing when he squatted there and worked hard to catch the machine empty...... You like slimes too?"
"It's the ...... in the game"
"That's right," Zhang Lei nodded, "It's not that slime." I'll tell you how to ...... you two," he seemed to realize something, and swallowed back the second half of his sentence and replaced it with a sentence, "Why are you two so in love?" ”
Han Lu didn't speak, and Zhao Zhixin could see that she was a little embarrassed and didn't know how to answer these words.
If it was in normal times, in the past, Zhao Zhixin would open his mouth to change the topic, and with his usual gentleness and understanding, he would do his best to resolve everything that embarrassed her.
And now, at this very moment, he suddenly stopped wanting to do it.
Perhaps, he wanted to put her in such an embarrassing situation. He wanted to know what kind of thoughts she had about her new, purely out of necessity, who didn't seem to be a good match.
The fact that her sturdy, seemingly never-moving heart could be invaded by others, almost made Zhao Zhixin's mood very delicate.
It's just two years.
If Xu Haoyang can break this barrier so easily, then ......
Why can't it be yourself?
Why can't it be him?
He watched Han Lu leave the infirmary and laughed self-deprecatingly.
Why not?
He questioned himself.
While the players were preparing for the new season, the news that Kang Shin chose to become a naturalized player in South Korea after moving to Muller's club also really spread at the training center. Although no official news has been released, it is not a secret after all, but it is only a matter of time.
Jiang Xin's choice of South Korea is well understood in the eyes of their insiders. China, Russia and Canada are all big figure skating countries, and the competition within the team is very fierce, and some players who have achieved good results are obviously not able to pass the team selection due to the restrictions on the number of participants in the competition.
The level of ice and snow sports in South Korea has always been mediocre, and the birth of Kim Koil can be called a flower blooming on barren land. After her, Jiang Zhijun also made waves in the field of pairs skating, but because of his too violent and rough movements and frequent partner changes, he did not leave a very good impression on the world.
However, regardless of the evaluation, strength is strength.
Jiang Xin is his fourth...... Or the fifth partner.
"I'll it. Zhang Lei said, "Is this person a partner of grams, come one for another, come for one for another, what a god-like rhythm." ”
"He probably thought he was choosing a concubine. This sentence was said by Chen Tingyuan, since Wang Liu returned to the team, he has obviously been much more cheerful than before, and he has learned from his predecessors and started talking nonsense.
"Just his face?"
"What's the matter, it's okay?" Wang Liu said.
"That's fine. Whole. Zhang Lei said bitterly, "You are young, you haven't seen what he looked like before." It was four years ago or three years ago, and he didn't look the same when he came back that season. Damn, it's the double eyelid cut......"
"But if you compare it to their other short-lived buddy in men's singles......" Zijun said.
"Who?"
"Five years ago, right?" Zijun recalled, "the one who danced 'The Godfather.'" ”
“…… Godfather, Godfather......" Zhang Lei recalled, "Oh, I remembered! That thing is still Godfather...... That's a cow raised by the godfather, the nose looks like that, to be honest, the moment he came out, I thought that the special figure skating had changed to bullfighting. If you want to say that there are few people in the Korean team, this thing can go to the World Championships. Yes, compared to that, Jiang Zhijun looks okay......"
In the cafeteria at noon, when everyone was discussing the news indiscriminately, Xu Haoyang, who had already learned about it from the person concerned, did not interject for a while because he was afraid that he would leak his mouth.
also did not interject, as well as Han Lu who was sitting next to him.
I don't know when it started, it has become a habit for the three pairs of their partners to sit together and eat every day, usually, it is basically Zhang Lei who talks non-stop by himself, and the others are responsible for responding to each other, complaining and losing each other, and she sits on the side most of the time and listens silently, occasionally laughing and laughing. Others, including Xu Haoyang, have become accustomed to her silence.
However, her silence this time was mixed with her personal thoughts.
After Zhao Zhixin saw her keychain, she suddenly realized that she didn't know when, she had become different from the past.
…… Open yourself.
Amy did say that to her.
However, the process of opening herself up, but after realizing it, made her feel a little restless and uneasy.
It seems that it is not only the part that she is willing to accept and try to accept, but also many things that she did not expect before, and also seep in with the psychological defense line that was unconsciously opened.